Chapter 54: Already Considering Disobeying Alpha

"Think about what?" I asked innocently. "Always quick to assume the worst, Alpha."

"Because I’m beginning to understand how you think, Zara," Alpha Kane growled, a rough, guttural sound.

"Mm, really?" I smirked. "What am I thinking about?"

"You’re thinking about how to earn your next punishment." Alpha Kane growled. "Unless you kill yourself."

"I wouldn’t kill myself," I smirked. "I’m too good for that." I’m not in the office, so I am not a good girl anymore. Alpha is also good in his office, and in the pack, he growled.

"Don’t even think about it, Zara," Alpha Kane warned.

"I wouldn’t even dream of it, Alpha," I teased, feeling the familiar thrill of arousal run up my legs. I practically trembled at the thought of Alpha Kane returning home and the punishments he had in store for me.

I didn’t doubt for a second that he wouldn’t find out about our meeting against his will or about the trip to the club I was planning. I was certain he would find out about both trips and punish me accordingly.

I only hoped that one of those punishments would involve his cock buried deep inside me, finally claiming me. Something in Alpha Kane’s voice made me clench my thighs, fighting the wetness he continued to induce within me.

The tingling was unpleasant, and the pressure grew with every low growl that escaped his lips. Alpha Kane’s voice alone affected my body, and it ached for his touch.

"Zara." Alpha Kane’s voice changed, becoming deeper and much more wild.

I couldn’t stop, and I didn’t want to. I wanted to show Alpha Kane what he was missing, to provoke a reaction in any way possible.

"Zara." Alpha Kane growled, "What are you doing?"

"Relieving tension, Alpha," I teased, another moan of pleasure escaping my lips as the pressure inside me began to build. "Feel free to break the mental connection."

I couldn’t help but tease him, wondering if he’d actually break the mental connection while I was playing with myself. I could almost see him in my head, lying in bed in his boxers.

In my fantasy, his hand slowly slid inside my briefs, squeezing his hardened cock, pressing against the thin fabric. My name escaped his lips as he exploited my breathless moans for his own pleasure.

Instead of breaking the mental connection, Alpha Kane said something completely unexpected.

"Don’t cum until I say so." His voice was low and husky, clearly aroused.

"What will you do if I don’t listen?" I giggled. Now I’m not in his office, in my pack, I’ll feel free and let another moan escape my lips for added effect.

"I’ll make your life hell, Zara," Alpha Kane growled, sending a new wave of arousal through my legs.

Even though I longed to disobey him, I decided to be a good girl this time.

"Tell me, Zara," Alpha Kane growled. "Tell me how much you want my cock."

"I want it so bad," I moaned, breathing hoarsely. My bedroom is filled with the scent of my arousal, my pussy aching for release. "I need your cock inside me. I need you to fuck me."

"Good girl," Alpha Kane growled, his voice satisfied. "Will you cum for me, Zara?"

"Yes," I moaned.

"Such a good girl to fuck," Alpha Kane growled.

I lay in bed, breathing heavily, wondering what had come over me. It seemed I couldn’t understand why my body had reacted this way to Alpha Kane, but I still couldn’t.

My body craved him like a drug. Even after a violent orgasm, the thought of his cock inside me made my pussy roar, awakening it to life. My satisfaction was short-lived; my body continued to crave Alpha Kane’s touch.

"Goodnight, Zara." Alpha Kane’s voice was still quiet and hoarse, but there was a hint of self-satisfaction in it.

"Goodnight, Alpha Kane," I forced out.

I could only wish for things to work out this way when Alpha Kane returned to the pack, but there was little hope. I was already considering disobeying him and wondering if I could survive his wrath.

I had already planned tomorrow. I would simply wait out the day and go to the club with Sofia, then sneak into the woods to meet my anonymous note-writers. At the first sign of danger, I would simply warn the rest of the patrol and hope they reached me in time.

I was confident I could find Marcus for quite some time. Damn it, maybe we’ll get some useful information for a change. Either that, or he’ll become a prisoner; both options, in my opinion, look quite tempting.

Morning arrived too quickly, and I tossed and turned in bed, debating whether I should simply beg sleep to take me back. 𝗳𝐫𝚎𝗲𝚠𝚎𝗯𝕟𝐨𝘃𝚎𝗹.𝗰𝗼𝗺

My dreams were filled with confusion and longing. In some of them, Alpha Kane haunted me with threats.

My mind constantly switched between lustful dreams of Alpha Kane and terrifying nightmares of Marcus and that same sickeningly sweet scent. Sleep could continue my torment, but I wasn’t ready to start the day.

The conflicting dreams were almost overwhelming, leaving me tired and a little irritable. I’m sure the knowledge that Alpha Kane was still far away didn’t help. A part of me, hidden forever, craved Alpha Kane.

"We’ll get all the world’s attention when Alpha Kane returns," Nova rolled her eyes. "We might even die by his hand. Exciting."

"Oh, stop moping," I snorted. "You know as well as I do that we need to go to the club."

"Of course, for Sophia." Nova nodded. "But why the hell do we need to meet with that weird guy who wrote those notes?"

"To find out what they know," I groaned. "I thought you and I were on the same page."

"We were." Nova nodded. "Until I realized all the ways Alpha Kane could kill us."

"I don’t think he’s capable of that." I shook my head.

"Well, that makes us one of us." Nova shrugged. "One day you’ll push him too far, and that day is today."

"Well, here’s to a good last day on Earth," I grinned, rising from my bed sleepily.

"Your morning jock is impeccable, Zara," Nova snapped.

"Thank you." I grinned. "Wait until I have my coffee, and it will be even better."