Seoha’s POV

I can taste my blood on his mouth, but most importantly, I can taste him.

I’m struggling with coming back; the image, the visitations, the accusations...everything scares me.

But of all the things that has happened, I didn’t expect Taesan to hold me close like this, I didn’t expect him to wash me or kiss me.

"Stay with me baby, I can’t kiss you if you’re not here" he says and my breath catches in my throat briefly.

I nod, feeling the hot slide of his mouth against mine.

The kiss feels like he’s looking for me inside, it’s deep and messy, and real. Very real. Taesan is here with me.

He’s not walking away from me. He doesn’t hate me for those pictures.

He bites my lips again and the sting brings me back to the room.

I’m right under him, trapped by his big body.

I can’t see anything beyond his shoulders and his tattooed chest, and I can’t smell anything else but his growing arousal in the air.

My eyes drift lower, skimming over his chest, down his tight abs and down to his swollen cock resting against my hip.

I want him so close...need him inside of me.

It feels just like when I used to need to feel something else to forget the pain, now I want to feel him, just want him.

"Does it hurt?" he asks, nibbling at my neck and I shake my head.

"Not enough" I whisper and he releases a breath against my skin, moving downwards while pressing kisses on me.

"Not...ah..." I moan as mouth closes around my nipple, sucking it into his mouth. The act is harsh enough that my back arches off the bed.

"Y-yes" I stutter, answering a question that I’m not being asked, and pressing my thighs together.

The smell of my slick is slowly filling the room, and I can smell his arousal mixing with mine.

We smell good together, we don’t smell dirty, I smell good enough to mix with his rich pheromones.

"Focus" Taesan growls against my chest, taking the stiff nub between his teeth, and I freeze.

The alpha bites down on it, sending electric waves of pleasure through my body.

I can feel my cock throbbing, already leaking precum and slick, already willing to be taken by the alpha.

Needing him to...oh goddess.

"Please..." I whisper and the alpha drags his rough tongue over my tortured nipple.

Make it hurt.

My nipple is red and puffy from his ministration, but the alpha doesn’t stop there, he kisses his way down my stomach and stops at the scar on my stomach.

My breath stutters in my throat as he noses at it.

He has never paid attention to it before...is it because of my nudes? Did it show all my blemishes blatantly?

The scar is from a surgery I don’t remember, it’s one of the irrelevant marks on my body...I want him to replace it with his own mark.

He looks up at me, looking straight in my eyes with red eyes as he kisses that spot gently.

The press of his lips to the skin is different from what he did to my nipple, and for some reason that I don’t know, it feels even more intimate.

"So beautiful" he murmurs.

It’s not new, but every time he says it, every time he calls me beautiful, I feel it.

He moves lower to my stiff little cock, and he doesn’t hesitate to suck it into his mouth, making me jerk my hips upwards unintentionally.

"Hmm" he moans around me and I gasp helplessly, I would cum if he does that again.

Last time he made me cum and left me...this time, I don’t want that, I want him to knot me.

"Want you in-inside" I place my hand on his shoulder to make him stop, he looks up at me and pulls off slowly.

The way my cock slides out of his mouth is enough to make me cum, but I fight against it.

"Good boy, tell me what you want" he says and I whimper, letting go of myself for him.

Omegaspace.

I can go there and I know he will take care of me.

"Inside, no...no stretch" I whisper and he lifts his body, hovering over me with his huge frame and my omega pushes forward.

I can tell that my eyes have turned blue; I can see the reflection in his eyes.

Beautiful?

Am I that beautiful?

"Mmfgh" I moan as the tip of the alpha’s cock nudges my rim, it’s like a brief kiss, but I feel his precum mix with my slick.

"Are you submitting?" he asks and I nod, spreading my legs even wider for him.

"Good, are you dirty?" he asks and I nod again, but instead of a reward, Taesan moves away from me.

"No" I whine.

"Are you dirty?" he repeats.

"No"

"You are my treasure, you’re not allowed to be called dirty" he says and slams his cock into me suddenly.

My inner walls clench around his cock as my whole body is shocked from the sudden intrusion.

The stretch hurts, no, it burns...

I haven’t taken anything inside of me in days, so taking a cock as big as Taesan feels like pushing a limit.

My eyes squeeze shut from the pain, but I love it better than what Jaemin brought to me.

"Take me, omega" Taesan growls, pulling out until only the head is in me.

"Alpha..." I whisper in response and he thrust his full length into me, setting a pace and fucking me.

The floaty feeling of letting go and the intense feeling of hanging on merges into something strange.

I’m here and I’m not.

The wet slide of the alpha in me is loud, my moans are wanton, and his groans...his groans are deep.

It doesn’t take long before his knot starts to swell, and I squeeze my eyes even tighter, knowing that the stretch will hurt.

Taesan tips my face upwards with his fingers.

"Look at me" he orders through clenched teeth and I don’t open my eyes.

I like the feeling too much to open my eyes, more slick slips out of my hole, lubricating his throbbing cock inside of me.

"Open. Your. Eyes" Taesan commands me.

The moment I obey is the same moment he slams his knot into me and everything goes blank.