Chapter 619: Chapter 605: Fractured Memories

In the moment she opened her eyes, her pupils constricted, hardly daring to believe what she saw! Was the blurry face in front of her Jinxuan?

A rush of blood surged up from her chest, causing Yu Sangwan’s knees to go weak as she lunged towards the person on the bed, screaming uncontrollably.

"No! Jinxuan! Look at me... I am Wanwan! Ah..."

"Taotao!"

Fu Xianlin swiftly caught his daughter’s collapsing body and, together with Tang Yueze, pulled her away.

"Eldest Young Madam, please don’t do this!" Tang Yueze choked up with discomfort, full of guilt, "It’s my negligence! I shouldn’t have left the Eldest Young Master alone at that time! Eldest Young Madam, please take care of yourself, how can the Eldest Young Master rest in peace otherwise?"

"Ah..."

Yu Sangwan’s legs went weak, entirely relying on Fu Xianlin for support.

Her eyes were swollen, and it seemed like she could suffocate at any moment.

"This isn’t true... How can this be true? I don’t believe it; how could it turn out like this? We were clearly about to be together! Jinxuan, Jinxuan! You left me and the child... how are we supposed to live?"

Fu Xianlin held his daughter, heart aching, "Taotao, be good..."

But his comfort was so pale; Lu Jinxuan was gone, leaving a hole in Yu Sangwan’s heart that no one could ever replace!

"Dad!"

Yu Sangwan, with reddened eyes, clutched Fu Xianlin’s collar tightly, her eyes widened, "Didn’t you say you’d be good to me? That you’d give back everything you owed me?"

She was like a willful child demanding her favorite toy from her father.

"Dad, I want Jinxuan! Give Jinxuan back to me! Without Jinxuan, I can’t live! And my child, the child can’t be without a father! Dad... please promise me!"

Fu Xianlin looked at his daughter, full of helplessness. What could he do? He simply couldn’t help his daughter!

"Taotao, I’m sorry..."

Yu Sangwan took a deep breath, "Uh..."

Finally, unable to support herself... she blacked out and fell into Fu Xianlin’s arms!

"Taotao!"

"Eldest Young Madam!"

...

She woke up in a hospital room. Yu Sangwan groggily felt someone massaging her legs. Looking down, she realized it was a hospital caretaker.

"You’re awake?" The caretaker smiled, explaining, "Your legs are swollen, a massage will make you feel a bit better."

Yu Sangwan nodded silently, hearing voices from outside.

Outside, Mrs. Lu and her father Fu Xianlin sat on either side of a coffee table.

Mrs. Lu wiped her tears, sighing, "Mr. Fu, your daughter’s condition is worsening... you should terminate the pregnancy! With Jinxuan gone, we can’t be so selfish."

Fu Xianlin lowered his head, speaking in a deep voice.

"Yes, I think the same... Normally, we should keep a descendant for Jinxuan, but Taotao’s condition is indeed very poor."

Mrs. Lu stood up, "Then it’s settled... Mr. Fu, who would’ve thought we couldn’t become in-laws after all, how could these two children have such ill fortune?"

Saying this, she choked up again.

Fu Xianlin saw her out, turning back to see his daughter standing at the door of the inner room.

"Taotao? Why did you come down? Go lie down!"

Yu Sangwan leaned against the door frame, weakly shaking her head, "Dad, the child... I won’t terminate it."

"..." Fu Xianlin was taken aback, frowning, "Taotao, I know it’s hard to accept... but this matter really can’t be delayed any longer!"

He paused, "I’ve already contacted the doctor, don’t worry... they will perform the surgery very well, and taking care of your health will have no impact on your future."

"Dad!"

Yu Sangwan smiled, interrupting her father, her hand still resting on her lower abdomen, but the smile was more painful than crying.

"I have no future anymore..."

With these words, Fu Xianlin had nothing left to say... he certainly understood his daughter’s meaning.

Yu Sangwan continued, "I only have this one child left. If it’s born, it’s a blessing for me. If it’s gone, or if I go with it, then we’ll go find Jinxuan together..."

She looked at her father with teary eyes, asking in return, "Do you think I will ever marry and have children again?"

Then she answered her own question, shaking her head, "No more, none... In this life, I only have Jinxuan and the child, let me have the baby, alright?"

Fu Xianlin choked, his heart felt like it was being squeezed, a feeling so unbearable.

As a father, what could he do? The spacious bedroom had light deliberately adjusted.

In the center bed, Lu Jinxuan lay with closed eyes, brows tightly knit... even so, his expression seemed uneasy. Sweat trickled down from neatly trimmed temples...

His arm was exposed, the sleeve rolled up high, revealing a well-toned arm.

A soft needle was embedded in a vein at the elbow.

Beside the bed stood a doctor in a white coat. The doctor glanced at Mrs. Lu standing nearby, inquiring, "Madam, should I administer the injection?"

Mrs. Lu looked at Ji Qing and asked, "What do you think?"

"Yes." Ji Qing nodded, "In this condition, a sedative can calm the Eldest Young Master... I’ll do my best, but madam, I can’t guarantee the final outcome for the Eldest Young Master..."

Upon hearing this, Mrs. Lu furrowed her brows.

Looking at her son, she couldn’t say she wasn’t worried at all. But, things had come to this point... there was no turning back!

"Proceed!"

Helian Shuang gritted her teeth, giving the order.

"Yes."

"Yes..."

...

The medication entered the bloodstream, and after a moment, Lu Jinxuan slowly opened his eyes.

"You’re awake?"

Everyone had left the room, leaving only Ji Qing and Lu Jinxuan.

Lu Jinxuan squinted slightly, as if not recognizing Ji Qing, "You..."

"Don’t you know me?" Ji Qing nervously asked, carefully measuring each word.

"..." Lu Jinxuan closed his eyes in pain, as if trying hard to recall, but opened them to a blank slate, "Who are you?"

In truth, what he wanted to ask more was... who he was?

Seeing his reaction, Ji Qing clearly understood. She slightly curled her lips, smiling, "Who I am is not important, what matters is... who are you?"

"I..." Lu Jinxuan raised his hand to his forehead, his mind a chaotic mess.

Ji Qing showed a victorious expression, "Helian Young Master, can’t you remember anything?"

Helian Young Master...

Lu Jinxuan frowned, instinctively blurting out a name, "Helian Si?"

"Yes!" Ji Qing nodded with a smile, "Helian Young Master, are you alright?"

"Uh..."

Lu Jinxuan frowned, cradling his head, feeling utterly exhausted, as if drained... his head ached terribly. His instincts told him, why does it feel like Helian Si isn’t him?

"I, Helian Si?"

"Yes." Ji Qing nodded, "Don’t you remember?"

Lu Jinxuan pursed his thin lips, "What happened to me?"

"You’re ill." Ji Qing pointed to herself, "You have a severe personality split... I am your psychologist. Your current state is one of recovery, so the memories associated with the personality previously split off will be somewhat missing."

Lu Jinxuan understood this.

He slowly voiced his thought, "You mean, I’ve forgotten past events?"

Ji Qing bowed with a smile, "Yes, however, fortunately, you remember you’re Helian Si... the heir of the Helian Family."

Lu Jinxuan, lacking spirit, his head aching as if it would split open. Unconsciously he frowned, cradling his head, "Uh..."

"Helian Young Master, you need rest, I’ve prepared some aromatherapy... you can quietly relax."

Ji Qing got up and went to light the aromatherapy lamp.

"Then, I’ll take my leave."

"..." Lu Jinxuan frowned, nodding.

The bedroom quickly fell silent, Lu Jinxuan lay back in bed, his mind blank... more strangely, it felt as though something else was missing.

Lu Jinxuan raised his hand, placing it over his left chest.

Inside was terribly empty, as if something was missing...

...

Ji Qing left the room to immediately see Helian Shuang.