He lowered his head, burying it in Yu Sangwan’s neck, "Help me! You are my wife! Tell me, what exactly happened to us?"

"..."

Tears streamed uncontrollably down Yu Sangwan’s face.

"Wanwan." Helian Si’s breath was heavy, but his voice carried sorrow, "Do you know that feeling? For so many years... I’ve always felt my heart was empty, as if I lost something important. I tried very, very hard to remember, but I just can’t!"

"Wanwan, tell me... why did we become like this?"

Yu Sangwan silently shed tears, and then, after a long while, lifted her hand to embrace Helian Si.

"Jinxuan..."

The mention of that name made Helian Si’s whole body shiver. He froze, not moving.

"Ah..."

Yu Sangwan called out, unable to control herself any longer, hugging her husband and wailing loudly!

"Jinxuan, Jinxuan... I miss you so much! More than five years, over 2,000 days and nights... I’ve missed you for so long!"

"Wanwan." Helian Si held her firmly in his embrace, "Sorry, sorry... I can’t remember, I can’t remember..."

"This..." Yu Sangwan cried, pointing to the tattoo on her chest, "You tattooed this yourself back then... You said, this is the mark you left on me, representing that I am yours... just as noble as you. Jinxuan, I am your wife, I am Wanwan."

The scorching tears, bottled up for so many years.

Like molten lava, capable of burning the skin.

Helian Si lowered his head and kissed the tattoo, "Sorry, sorry..."

"Jinxuan, ah..."

Yu Sangwan cried until she was exhausted, her sobs unending.

"It’s not your fault, I know it’s not your fault."

Helian Si kissed her tears, "Don’t cry, I will figure out what exactly happened."

"Mmm..." Yu Sangwan nodded, their tears mingling together, indistinguishable from each other.

...

On the windowsill, they sat side by side.

Yu Sangwan leaned on Helian Si’s shoulder, their hands tightly clasped together.

"Don’t try to force it." After crying for so long, Yu Sangwan’s voice had a nasal tone, "I consulted a doctor, if you force yourself... the consequences will be severe." "Mmm." Helian Si nodded, "I know, I won’t force it."

"Right." Yu Sangwan remembered something, looking up at him, "Since you know now, I’ll tell you... if we can find someone, maybe it will help with your illness... The expert I consulted said your illness was caused by your brother."

"My brother?"

Helian Si frowned, "Jinxuan’s brother... Lu Yuxuan?"

"Yes." Yu Sangwan nodded, "You know?"

"Mmm." Helian Si gave a bitter smile, "I found out when checking my own identity. But... hasn’t this brother been missing for many years?"

"Yes." Yu Sangwan nodded, "Your illness started after Yuxuan went missing."

"Mmm." Helian Si understood, "The bell must be untied by the person who tied it."

Yu Sangwan held his hand, "It will probably be very difficult, after all... he has been missing for many years."

She thought for a moment, still uneasy, "Actually, it’s okay if you can’t remember... it’s fine even like this."

Helian Si looked at her with unusually gentle eyes, lifting his hand to gently stroke her hair, "Yeah! Whether it’s Helian Si or Lu Jinxuan... they only loved Yu Sangwan."

"..." Yu Sangwan felt a warmth in her eyes, and tears fell again, leaning into his embrace, "Jinxuan."

She murmured, "I... have a request of you."

Helian Si paused, "You don’t have to say, I already know... because of Le Zhengsheng."

"Mmm." Yu Sangwan nodded, "I know you can’t release him now, but... can you give him a better environment, so I can take care of him, okay? Le Zheng needs treatment, it’s true his illness worsened because of me, and because of us."

Helian Si frowned, saying nothing.

"Jinxuan."

Yu Sangwan held his hand tightly, "You can’t remember anything now, so it affects your judgment... but, do you trust me? If something happens to Le Zheng, we won’t live peacefully in the future."

Quietly looking at her, Helian Si finally nodded.

"Okay, I’ll find a way... I also hope you understand, it really is a complicated issue."

"Mmm." Yu Sangwan nodded, "I understand."

Helian Si suddenly paused, awkwardly opening his mouth, "That... Gong Xueyan and Susu..."

"..." Yu Sangwan was stunned, her expression dimming. Although she didn’t want to admit it, she couldn’t deny the truth, "Gong Xueyan, she was once your fiancée... back then, I was pregnant around the same time as her."

"..." Helian Si’s last bit of hope shattered, and he closed his eyes.

Yu Sangwan felt guilty, "What... will you do?"

"Wanwan." Helian Si was extremely remorseful, "Sorry, I didn’t know I was such a bastard!"

"No..." Yu Sangwan shook her head, "Don’t say that about yourself."

Helian Si gently held her, "Wanwan, Susu... will you treat her well?"

As soon as he said this, Yu Sangwan understood his choice. She smiled and nodded, "Mmm."

Her generosity and magnanimity only made Helian Si more remorseful, "Sorry, I’m really an idiot!"

"No..." Yu Sangwan wouldn’t allow him to say that, "You remember nothing, you wouldn’t know... how good you are."

"Tell me more about our past?"

"Sure!" Yu Sangwan smiled, her voice very light, very gentle, telling him only the sweet moments of their time together. It wasn’t intentional, it seemed as if her mind only remembered those...

Chapter 425: What Deep Grudges Do We Have

Because of Helian Si’s order, Le Zhengsheng was moved from the cell to a relatively better environment.

Although there were still guards, he could continue his treatment.

Le Zhengsheng refused to rest properly, still in front of the computer.

"Ah Sheng, it’s late..." Yu Sangwan had made the bed, "Go to sleep!"

"Mmm." Le Zhengsheng nodded, but didn’t move an inch.

"Ah..." Yu Sangwan sighed, forcibly closing the computer, "Listen, rest..." "Wanwan." Le Zhengsheng was startled, "I need to finish this, wait for me a little while, okay?"

"No!" Yu Sangwan shook her head, "That’s what you said just now."

"Wanwan..." Le Zhengsheng, helpless, could only reason with her, "Don’t feel burdened, things have progressed to this point, it’s no longer just for you... I’m involved regardless. Listen, let go... I can control myself."

Having no choice, Yu Sangwan let go.

Le Zhengsheng continued working; while he refused to sleep, she couldn’t close her eyes either.

Suddenly, there was a commotion outside.

"Quick! Catch him!"

"Surround him! Don’t shoot recklessly! Notify Secretary Ou!"

"Yes!"

Le Zhengsheng also heard it, looking up, "What’s happening?"

"I don’t know." Yu Sangwan shook her head, "It’s chaotic outside, do you want to rest now?"

"No." Le Zhengsheng shook his head, but stood up, "I want to see Helian Si, regarding this matter... I have ideas I need to discuss with him."

Yu Sangwan frowned, "Does it have to be now? It seems like outside..."

Listening intently, it seemed to have quieted down.

"Yes, now!" Le Zhengsheng grabbed a coat and threw it on, "It’s night, easier for me to see him now; if it’s daytime... it would be delayed for a while again."

"Alright, I’ll go say something."

Yu Sangwan came out, notifying the guards, "Excuse me, please inform President Helian, we have urgent matters to discuss with him."

These people had been briefed by Ou Guanshen, and treated Yu Sangwan differently, "Yes, Reporter Yu can go directly, we’ll follow."