Honbul: Flame of the Soul
Chapter 288
Afterdriftingoffforashortwhile,Jaegyeomopenedhiseyesinafamiliarroom.
Blinkingslowly,hestaredupataceilingdarkenedbyage.hewoodenbeamsandyellowclaywallsfeltstrangelyfamiliar.Ashelookedaroundblankly,realizationfinallydawnedonhim.
twasthethatched-roofhousewherehehadoncelivedwithMyojeong.
Atfirst,hethoughthemightbedreaming.Butitfeltfartoovividandrealforadream.otonlycouldhemovefreely,hismindwasperfectlyclearaswell.
Cometothinkofit,somethingsimilarhadhappenedoncebefore.
Backoneoyeosland,whenhehadnearlydiedafterhischestwaspiercedthrough,hisconsciousnesshadsunkdeepintotheabyssinsidehimself.Andthere,hehadencounteredthedisastergodsealedwithinhim.
Whyamhereagain?
histime,hewasneithergravelyinjurednorindangerofdying,sohehadnoideawhyhehadreturnedtothisplace.
henitoccurredtohim.
Maybetheboyhadsummonedhimfirstthistime.
Ashethoughtaboutit,hedecidedthat°•𝑜v𝑒light•°mightactuallybeforthebest.herewerethingshewantedtoasktheboyanyway.Backthen,everythinghadbeentoourgenttotalkproperly,andafterward,nomatterhowmanytimesJaegyeomcalledforhim,theboyhadneverresponded.
Slowlylookingaround,Jaegyeompushedhimselfupright.
ereachedforthepaper-covereddoor.
asttime,nomatterhowhardhehadpulledonit,thedoorhadnotbudged,asthoughithadbeensealedshut.Butnowitopenedeffortlessly.
Clatter.
hemomenthesteppedoutside,hesawafamiliarfiguresittinginacornerofthesunlityard. 𝗳𝗿𝐞𝕖𝘄𝗲𝕓𝗻𝚘𝚟𝕖𝐥.𝚌𝕠𝕞
heboywascrouchedinthedirt,playingbyhimself.
Jaegyeomstaredattheboy’sbackforamomentbeforecallingout,
“ey.”
heboyignoredhim.
Jaegyeomsteppeddownfromthewoodenporchandwalkedover.Peeringdown,hesawtheboyscratchingsomethingintothedirtwithastone.tlookedlikesomeunfamiliarscript—ormaybeaformation.
“Whatareyoudoing?”
heboycontinuedscribblingasthoughhehadheardnothing.
“......”
Annoyedbytheblatantdisregard,Jaegyeomswepthishandthroughthedrawingandsmeareditapart.
“’mtalkingtoyou.Quitpretendingyoucan’thearme.”
nlythendidtheboysnaphisheadup.
“Whatthefuckdoyouthinkyou’redoing?”
heboythrewthestonedownfuriously.
“Doyouseriouslywanttodie?Youshould’vestayedasleepandgonebackquietly.Whyareyoustartingshit?”
Jaegyeomstaredathimindisbelief.
“What?Startingshit?”
heboyhadbrokenhispromisetohelphim,demandedJaegyeom’sbody,thrownatantrumaskingwhetherhelikedYoonaeheethatmuch,andthenspitefullydraggedhimintoahallucinationafterbeingrejected—gettingYoonaeheehurtintheprocess.
Andnowthisbastardwasactingoffended?
“You’refreeloadinginmybodyandstillactinglikethis?henerveyou’vegotturningthisaroundonme.ey,thinkaboutwhatyoudidfirst.You’retheonewhoshouldbegettingbeatenhalftodeathrightnow.Whatexactlygivesyoutherighttoglareatmelikethat?”
AsJaegyeom’sexpressionhardened,theboyflinchedslightlybeforeturninghisfaceaway.
“Why’dyoucomehere?”
Armsfolded,theboymutteredsulkily.
Unlikebefore,heclearlydidnotwelcomeJaegyeomthistime.nfact,helookeddeeplyoffendedaboutsomething.
Jaegyeompaused.
Whatdoyoumean,whydidcome...
“Weren’tyoutheonewhocalledme?”
Somethingaboutthisfeltstrange.
ftheboyhadnotsummonedhim,andifhisconsciousnesshadnotsunkthewayithadlasttime,thenhowhadheenteredthisplace?
Forsomereason,thethresholdtotheabyssfeltfarlowerthanbefore.venopeningthepaperdoorandsteppingoutsidehadbeenincomparablyeasierthistime.
“hen...doesthatmeancanleavewheneverwantnow?”
“Yeah.Youcancomeandgofreelynow.”
“Why?”
Afteramomentofsilence,theboystaredathim.
“Whydoyouthink?t’sbecauseyoubrokethetabooropelasttime.”
heboyansweredirritably,asthoughthequestionshouldhavebeenobvious.
Still,sincetheboyhadpreviouslyclaimedthatoncesomeoneenteredthisplacetheycouldneverleave,Jaegyeomfeltrelievedtohearhecouldescapeonhisownnow.
hereweremanythingshewantedtoask.
Butrightnow,onequestionmatteredmorethananythingelse.
Myojeong.
Judgingfromtheirpreviousconversation,theboyclearlyknewfarmoreaboutMyojeongthanJaegyeomdid.
“DidyouknowMyojeongwasthepreviousBangsangsi?”
“Yes.”
“henwhydidn’tyoutellme?”
“Youneverasked.”
heshamelessresponseleftJaegyeomspeechless.
“hen...Myojeongreallywasn’tanordinaryhuman?”
“Myojeongwasahumanmarkedbythehometown.”
“hehometown?”
“Yep.”
hewordsmadenosenseatall.
“hehometownmeanstheplacewhereyouwerebornandraised.”
“Yeah.Becausethehometownisthestartingpointofallcausality.”
“henwhatexactlyisthishometown?”
heboyyawnedlazilyandlookedoffintothedistanceforawhilebeforehiseyessettledbackonJaegyeom.
hoseeyes,shininglikeembeddedglassmarbles,wereinhuman.
Withtheeyesofagodthatcouldseeintothedeepestdepths,theboylightlyclenchedhisfistandtappedthegroundbeneaththem.
“hehometownisthelandwhereyouwerebornandraised.”
ap.
“heroadyou’vewalkeduntilnow.”
ap.
“Andtheroadyou’redestinedtowalkinthefuture.”
ap.
“verythingyou’veaccomplishedsofar.”
ap.
“Andeverythingyou’refatedtoaccomplishfromnowon.”
ap.
“hethingthatsurroundsyourlifeitself.”
ap.
“Andthetotalitythatmakesupthisentireworld.”
Afterfinishinghiscarelessexplanation,theboyspokecasually.
“hisisthehometown.”
Jaegyeomfellsilent.
heconcepttheboydescribedwastoovast,tooabstract,tooincomprehensible.
“hishometownyou’retalkingabout...”
Jaegyeomslowlyliftedhisheadfromwherehehadbeenstaringatalineofantscrawlingthroughthedirt.
“Doyouknowwhathumanscallit?”
“What?”
“Destiny.”
heinstanttheireyesmet,somethingstrangeflickeredacrosstheboy’sface.
“......”
estaredintentlyatJaegyeomforalongwhile,asthoughlookingatsomethingdeeplyfascinating.
henheslowlyrepeatedthewordunderhisbreath,savoringit.
“...Destiny?”
Suddenly,theboyburstintolaughter.
tstartedasasnickerbeforerapidlygrowinglouder.Soonhewaslaughingsohardhethrewhisheadback,evenstampinghisfeetontheground.
Forsomereason,heseemeddelighted.
“Yes.hat’sit.You’reright.”
Stilllaughing,theboycuppedJaegyeom’scheeks.
“Sotohumans,thehometownisdestiny.”
henhegrinned.
“nthatcase,Myojeongwouldbe‘amanwhobetrayeddestiny.’”
“Whatdoesthatmean?”
“BecauseMyojeongwassomeonemarkedbythehometown.”
“...Whatdoesitmeantobemarkedbyit?”
“tmeansthehometownfavoredhimespecially.”
SeeingJaegyeom’sconfusion,theboyelaborated.
“oputitsimply,hewasaprecioushumanbelovedbytheworld.”
“Beloved?”
“Yeah.Youcouldsaythisworldisthehometown’sgameboard.verythingexistswithintheflowitcreatesandunderitscontrol.t’slikethehometownisplayingagameofshogiagainstitself,takingturnsonbothsides.”
hosesidescouldbecomethehumanworldandthenextworld,lifeanddeath,lightanddarkness,goodandevil,humansandghosts.
“Spiritualcreatures,sacredbeasts,humans,ghosts,animals...everythingcanbecomeapieceonthehometown’sboard.Butnotallpiecesareequal.fyoulookthroughouthumanhistory,therehavealwaysbeenpiecesgivenstrongerrolesandgreaterpurposesthanothers.umansmarkedbythehometownarethosekindsofpieces.”
Afterfinishingtheexplanation,theboylookedbackatJaegyeom.
“Doyougetitnow?”
Jaegyeomthoughtheunderstoodalittle.
Justashewasabouttonodfaintly,theboyrubbedathiseyesandmutteredlistlesslywhilestaringoffintothedistanceagain.
“Myojeongwasoneofthem.”
henheaddedquietly,
“...houghhewasabandonedintheend.”
Jaegyeomfroze.
“What?Abandoned?Whatdoyoumean?”
“Assaidbefore,mostthingsthathappeninthisworldarecausalitiesfabricatedbythehometown.nlyahandfulofhumanshaveeverrealizedthattruth.”
heboylookedatJaegyeom.
“AndMyojeongwascleverenoughtounderstanditfromveryearlyon.”
Jaegyeomlistenedinsilence.
“hat’swhyheeventuallybetrayedthehometown.”
“Myojeongbetrayedit?”
“Yep.”
Jaegyeomfrownedslightly,strugglingtograsptheabstractexplanation.
“ow?Why?”
“Myojeongcastasidethetaboothehometowngavehimandstrayedfromthepath.”
heboyscratchedhischeekcarelessly.
“Well,thetabooforcedontohimwasprettycruelbyhumanstandards.”
“...Whatwasit?”
Stillstaringintothedistance,theboyansweredflatly.
“evertakeanyone’sside.”
“...What?”
“evergiveyourhearttoanyside.”
“Wh-whatdoesthatevenmean?”
“Youseriouslydon’tunderstand?”
Afteralongsilence,theboyfinallyturnedbacktowardJaegyeom.
isclear,straightforwardgazefixeddirectlyonhim.
“tmeansMyojeongwasneversupposedtoloveanyone.”