Honbul: Flame of the Soul
Chapter 289
“WhatthatmeansisthatMyojeongwasneversupposedtoloveanyone.”
“...What?”
Jaegyeomfrozeashestaredattheboy.
ecouldnotfullygraspwhathemeant.heideathattherecouldexistapersonforbiddenfromlovinganyonewastoobizarretoaccepteasily.
hensuddenly,amemorysurfacedinhismind.
‘Youfool.’mnotsomeonewhocanmarry,evenifwantedto.’
CouldthatbewhatMyojeonghadmeantbackthen?
“Whydidhehavetoobeysomethinglikethat?”
omatterhowhethoughtaboutit,theideathatsomeonewasforbiddenfromgivingtheirhearttoanotherpersonsoundedabsurd.
Buttheboymerelytiltedhishead,asthoughhegenuinelycouldnotunderstandwhyJaegyeomfounditstrange.
“Becauseeverythinghasaprice.”
“venso,itstilldoesn’tmakesense.”
“Butyoualreadyknowthatyourself,don’tyou?”
heboylookedatJaegyeomwithhisheadslightlytilted.
“here’snosuchthingasafreelunchinthisworld.”
henhecontinuedcalmly.
“hostsnevereatforfree.Andnaturally,thereverseistruetoo.We’restrictaboutgivingandreceiving.veniftheothersidedoesn’twantit,ifyougivesomething,youmustreceivesomethingequalinreturn.Andifyoureceivesomething,youmustgivebackjustasmuch.hat’stherule.”
heboysmirkedfaintly.
“hat’swhymadeawagerwithyoulasttimeusingourbodiesasstakes.”
Jaegyeomfrownedslightlyashelistened.
“Butyouandthehometownaren’tghosts.”
“What’msayingis,ifevenghostsarelikethat,thenhowcouldthehometownpossiblybedifferent?”
heboypausedbrieflybeforegrinning.
“Andthehometownisagodtoo,moreorless.’mtalkingaboutallgodsandghoststogether.”
Slowlycrossinghisarms,theboyspokeagain.
“here’sareasonthecharactersforghostandgodarethesame.”
nabroadersense,theiressencewasultimatelyidentical.
“osomepeople,they’regreatgodsworthyofworshipandfaith.Buttopeoplewithoutfaith,they’renodifferentfromghosts.sn’tthatcommoninyourhumanworldtoo?”
Jaegyeomlistenedquietly.
“Whenhumansdie,theybecomeghosts.Andsomeofthoseghostsascendandbecomegods.odsarealsobornfromthecollectivewishesandintensedesiresofhumans.ntheend,godscanonlyexistbecausehumansexist.”
heboyshruggedlightly.
“hat’swhytheiressenceisthesame.Becausebotharebeingsbornfromhumans.”
“henisthehometownalsoakindofgod?”
“Somethinglikethat.”
heboynoddedlazily.
“Youcouldcallitthegodthatstandsattheoriginofeverythingandcreatestheflowitself.Butitisn’tagodlikeme.hehometownwasn’tcreatedbyanything.tsimplyexistedfromtheverybeginning.”
hehometownwasadivineexistence.
Andatthesametime,itwasatranscendentconceptbeyondeventhat.
“Myojeongcarriedthemarkofthehometown.Andhavingthemarkofthehometownbasicallymeanshewasunderitsprotection.”
heboycasuallyscribbledinthedirtwithapebbleashecontinuedspeaking.
“Andbeingunderitsprotectionmeansthehometownfavoredhimenoughtolendhimitspower.”
“nhumanterms,hewould’vebeensomeonereceivingdivinegrace.”
hepebblescratchedsoftlyagainstthedirt.
“Ahumanfavoredbythehometownexperiencesinexplicableblessingsthroughoutlife.heyavoiddisasters.heyescapesuddendeath.aturally,anyonewhoreceivesbenefitslikethatmustalsocarryaburdenequaltothem.”
hentheboysuddenlygrinned.
“Anddespiteallthat,Myojeongstillhadthenervetobetraythehometown.”
“Buthowcouldthehometownnotknow?”
Jaegyeomasked,unabletounderstand.
“fit’sagod,shouldn’titknoweverything?”
speciallysomethinglikethehometown—agreatprovidencegoverningtheworlditself.
Buttheboyshookhishead.
“odsaren’tasabsoluteashumansthink.”
henhegesturedwithhishand.
“Comehere.’llshowyou.”
heboycroucheddownonthegroundandbeckonedhimover.
Stillconfused,Jaegyeomsatbesidehim.
heboyspreadhispalmoverthedirtasthoughbrushingacrossit.
Andsuddenly,aswarmofantsappearedacrossthebareground.
Jaegyeom’seyeswidened.
hiswastheboy’sdomain.
Anythingcouldhappenhereaccordingtohiswill.
“Seetheseants?”
heboypointedlazilyatthemovingswarm.
“Uh...yeah.”
Atsomepoint,acookiecrumbhadappearedintheboy’shand.
escattereditacrossthedirt,layingdownatrailfortheants.
mmediately,theantsbeganfollowingthecrumbs.
“heycan’tseeus,youknow.”
heboywatchedtheantsforawhilebeforepickingupapebblenearby.
henheblockedtheants’pathwithit.
“Butnowputastonehere.”
hepebbledroppeddirectlyinfrontofthelineofants.
“othem,thisprobablyfeelslikeamountainfallingfromtheskyoutofnowhere.”
“...Yeah.”
“owthinkabouthowtheantswillreact.”
heantswanderedaroundthepebbleinconfusion.
“hey’llprobablygoaroundit.”
“Right?hat’swhatthinktoo.”
heboynodded.
“Butlookcarefullyoverhere.”
neantwasstubbornlytryingtoclimboverthepebble.
“ookatthatidiot.sn’titstupid?”
“...Why’sittryingtoclimboverit?”
“xactly.”
heboyburstintomischievouslaughter.
“blockedthepathsothey’dgoaroundit,buttherearealwaysidiotstryingtocrawloverinstead.”
epointedattheant.
“omatterwhat,therearealwaysmutantslikethat.”
Jaegyeomabsentmindedlywatchedtheantsforamoment.
hentheboysuddenlylookedathim.
“Doyouunderstandnow?”
hesmilevanishedfromhisface.
“hisiswhatyouhumansarelike.”
Jaegyeomflinched.
“......”
Achillcrawleddownhisspineforsomereason.
heboy’sexpressionschangedtooquicklytofollow.nemomenthelookedlikeachildlaughingmischievously,andthenexthiseyesfeltcoldenoughtoseethrougheverything.
AfterstaringatJaegyeomexpressionlesslyforamoment,theboysuddenlyburstintogigglesagain.
“Anyway,thepointisthatnothinginthisworldisperfect.”
esmiledfaintly.
“oteventhehometown.”
Jaegyeomfellintothought.
tsomehowmadesense,yetatthesametimefeltimpossiblyabstract.
“venifthisworldisthehometown’sgameboard,thatdoesn’tmeanitcanfreelyforceeverythingtohappenhoweveritwants.”
heboytracedcirclesaroundtheantswithatwig.
“Whatthehometowncandoismovethepiecesinthedirectionitdesiresandcreateaflow.Butitcan’tcompletelyknowwhatkindofwillorthoughtseachindividualpiecepossesses.”
hetwigdraggedslowlythroughthedirt.
“Myojeongwasamutant.”
heboylookedatJaegyeomindifferently.
“Justlikethatant.venwhencrumbswerescatteredtoguidehimoneway,andwallsimpossibletocrosswereplacedinfrontofhim...”
epausedbriefly.
“...hestillrefusedtomoveaccordingtothehometown’sintentions.”
Silencefell.
hentheboyaskedquietly,
“Doyouunderstandnow?”
Jaegyeomcouldnotanswer.
tfeltasthoughheunderstoodanddidnotunderstandatthesametime.hemorehelearned,themoreeverythingseemedtodescendintoarealmcompletelydetachedfromordinaryhumanunderstanding.
hentheboymutteredsoftly,
“Youhumansprobablyhavenoideahowterrifyingagod’sgreedcanbe.”
isgazedriftedsomewheredistant.
“Youcanseeitinthelivesofpeoplemeanttoreceiveagod—orcovetedbyone.hemomenttheyrefusethegod’swill,terriblesufferingfollowsthemthroughlife.”
heboylaughedfaintly.
“Youhumansliketoimaginegodsasgenerousandbenevolentbeings.”
iseyesslowlynarrowed.
“Butrealityisn’tlikethatatall.”
Jaegyeomremainedsilentashelistened.
“hat’salsowhypeopledestinedtoreceiveagodsufferdivinepunishmentiftheyrefuseit.Andwhythosewhoalreadyreceivedonearepunishedwhentheyactagainstitswill.”
heboyshrugged.
“odsareselfish.heydowhatevertheyplease.Sometimesthey’reevenmalicious.”
henhesmiled.
“Becauseunlikehumans,wedon’tdividethingsintoabsolutegoodandevil.”
iseyessettledonJaegyeomagain.
“hat’swhynomatterhowmanytimesexplainit,humanswillnevertrulyunderstandwiththeirminds.”
Youhumansprobablyhavenoideahowterrifyingagod’sgreedcanbe.
Jaegyeomlookedsilentlyatthedisastergodsittingbeforehim.
hefacestaringbackathimwasidenticaltohisown.
Asheturnedtheboy’swordsoverinhismind,aninexplicableuneaseslowlycreptoverhim.
“Whyareyoulookingatmelikethat?”
theboyasked.
ButJaegyeomdidnotanswer. 𝒇𝒓𝙚𝒆𝔀𝓮𝓫𝒏𝓸𝙫𝓮𝓵.𝓬𝙤𝙢
ehadnotexpectedtheboytoexplainthismuchtohiminthefirstplace.hefactthathewasansweringsowillinglyfeltstrange.
henJaegyeomsuddenlyasked,
“Butwhydon’tyoukeepsayingyouwanttolivewithmeanymore?”
heboylookedunconcerned.
“Becauseevenifasked,you’djustrefuseanyway.”
hatwastrue,but...
heominousfeelingstillwouldnotgoaway.
“Andbesides,❀оvеlігht❀(Don’tcopy,readhere)we’regoingtokeepseeingeachotherfromnowonanyway,sowhat’sthebigdeal?”
Jaegyeom’seyesnarrowedslightly.
“Whatdoyoumean?”
“Becausewe’regoingtobecomeonesoon.”
heboyansweredsocasuallythatJaegyeom’sexpressionstiffenedatonce.
Becomeone...?
hewordssentacoldsensationdownhisspine.
Justashewasabouttoaskwhatthatmeant—
WACK.
iseyessnappedopen.
isconsciousnesssurfacedinstantly,likeafoldingfansnappingshut.
hefirstthinghesawwasBlackmperor’sfacedirectlyinfrontofhim.
hemomenttheireyesmetunexpectedly,Blackmperor—whohadapparentlybeenshakinghisshoulderawake—lookedslightlyflusteredandquicklypulledback,suddenlyawareofhowclosetheywere.
Whatthehell?
Jaegyeomsatuprightinconfusion.
Justmomentsago,hehadbeenstandingintheboy’syard.Butafterclosingandopeninghiseyes,hewassomewherecompletelydifferent.
ookingaroundquickly,hescannedtheroom.
“Areyoufeelingunwellsomewhere?”
“...What?”
“Youwerecoveredincoldsweat.”
“uh?Ah...no.”
Jaegyeomwipedthesweatfromhisforeheadashesattheredazed.
Blackmperorspokecalmly.
“hepreparationsarealmostcomplete.”
henhecontinued,
“Saerohasfinishedreadingthepastcontainedwithintheenergy.Weshouldgonow.”