I Copy the Authorities of the Four Calamities
Chapter 376: The Room
The gala had been over for three hours.
Vane was sitting on the edge of his bed in the dark.
He wasn’t sleeping. He wasn’t running mental combat forms. The spear rested against the wall exactly where he had leaned it when he walked in, entirely untouched. The Usurper was dead quiet in his mind. He was just sitting there with the lights off, listening to Varum run its late-night atmospheric cycle outside the glass, feeling everything from the last twenty-four hours sitting like compacted lead in his chest with nowhere to go.
Then, he heard them in the corridor.
Three distinct sets of footsteps. He identified all three before the knock even came.
"Come in," he said, his voice grating slightly in the quiet.
Valerica opened the door. Isole was right behind her. Nyx trailed behind Isole. They filed in without a shred of hesitation or ceremony—the specific way people entered a room when a collective decision had already been made in the hallway, rendering the knock a mere formality.
Valerica took one look at him sitting in the dark.
She crossed the room instantly and sat down right beside him. Close. It was the exact same way she had sat next to him in the kitchen four months ago, with the wine and the dim lamp and her shoulder pressed flush against his. She didn’t ask if it was okay. She simply decided that it was going to be okay.
Isole quietly set her pale bone staff against the wall. She walked around to his other side. She didn’t sit immediately, hovering for a fraction of a second as she calculated the space, before she deliberately closed the gap, sitting close enough that their knees brushed. An intentional, forward movement from a girl who usually kept the world at arm’s length.
Nyx didn’t bother with the sides. She crawled fluidly up the foot of the bed, folding her legs elegantly beneath her. She rested her chin in her hand, her opal eyes glowing faintly in the dark, watching him with a languid, knowing half-smile that stripped right through his defenses.
The room fell quiet.
"Who is he?" Valerica asked softly.
Vane stared down at his empty hands.
"My father," he said.
The word dropped into the dark and just sat there, heavy and suffocating.
Valerica went utterly still beside him. Vane could feel her Celestial Heart thrumming at its ambient baseline, the localized gravity in the room shifting just enough to wrap around him, protective and absolute. On his left, Isole went perfectly rigid—the specific, hyper-focused stillness she adopted when she was giving a threat or a revelation her undivided attention.
Nyx’s opal eyes didn’t even blink. Her teasing smile faded into something razor-sharp.
"He’s been in the northern territory for eleven years," Vane said, his voice flat. "Before that, further east. He left before I was old enough to remember his face."
He stopped. Swallowed.
"Because of the Emperor," Valerica said. It wasn’t a question.
"Yes." Vane looked up at the window. "He knew where we were the entire time. He and my mother both ran the calculation. They decided that him being anywhere near us would drag the Emperor’s gaze right to our front door. So he stayed away. And she stayed in Oakhaven."
"And she died anyway," Isole said.
It wasn’t cruel. It was the dry, flat acknowledgment of a girl who understood exactly what it meant when the absolute best protection still failed.
"Yes," Vane said.
He thought about Gareth. The pristine white armor. The blinding Radiant Arc shearing through the plaster of their home simply because the wall was in the way—which meant the woman in the wheelchair behind it was in the way, too. He thought about digging. His small, bleeding hands tearing through the rubble, the shattered tiles, the splintered floorboards.
He thought about how terrifyingly light she felt when he finally pulled her out.
"She named me after the sound of his name," Vane said to the window. To the dark. "Not the meaning. Just the sound."
He took a slow breath.
"She held her cup with both hands," he continued, the words pushing past his teeth. "He told me this tonight. He knew that specific detail about her. He said she held it like it was the warmest thing available."
His voice did the exact same thing it had done in the kitchen. On the word nine, earlier. But this time, he didn’t have the strength to press it flat. A jagged, ugly tremor bled into the quiet room.
Valerica wrapped her arm around him.
It wasn’t a performed gesture. It wasn’t pity. She just pulled him firmly against her side and held him there, letting her Celestial Heart sink the gravity around them until he was physically anchored to the bed, to the room, to her.
Vane froze. He hadn’t been held since his mother. That highly specific, agonizingly human sensation—an arm wrapped around his shoulders, another person’s living weight pressed against his ribs—had not happened since a cramped, freezing apartment in Oakhaven. Since a frail woman had pulled him close, coughed blood into her palm, and told him he was enough.
He sat completely paralyzed.
"You were nine," Isole said quietly, her voice breaking through the static in his head.
"Yes."
"When she died."
"Eighteen." Vane cleared his throat violently. "I was nine when the neighborhood boys said what they said. She died when I was eighteen."
Isole’s hand slid across the mattress and found his.
She took it the way she did everything—with absolute precision, refusing to ask for permission. But her grip was fierce, her fingers lacing tightly through his and refusing to let go. He looked down at their joined hands. Isole Sylvaris, the girl whose own mother had branded her a defect in front of the entire Silver Wood nobility. The girl who had looked at the violent monster sleeping inside Vane’s soul and accepted it without flinching. She knew exactly what it felt like to have the people who were supposed to protect you leave you hollowed out instead.
"He stepped in front of you," Nyx chimed in.
Vane looked up at the foot of the bed. Nyx was leaning forward slightly, that sly, provocative smirk curling the edge of her lips.
"At the gala," Nyx purred, her tone completely unapologetic. "Before the Domain fell. He put his body between you and the Emperor." She tilted her head, her opal eyes catching the faint moonlight. "A man who survives that long on the edge of the map doesn’t trip and fall into a Transcendent crossfire by accident, Vane."
Vane looked back at the window.
"I know," he said.
"It doesn’t fix a damn thing," Nyx said smoothly, dropping the teasing edge for a moment.
"No."
"But it is not nothing."
He sat with that.
The dark room held all of them. The four of them, the suffocating events of the night, the terrifying reality of what was coming tomorrow. Vane was doing what he had always done—trying to hold the collapsing weight of the sky all by himself. Except tonight, the room was full of people who had collectively decided they were going to shoulder the weight with him, whether he permitted it or not.
He hadn’t asked for this.
He hadn’t even known how to ask for this.
"I am going to kill him," Vane said.
It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t a passionate, screaming vow. It was delivered with that dead, Oakhaven flatness. A mathematical certainty he had just arrived at, stating a fact to the room.
"The Emperor," Valerica said, her grip tightening on his shoulder.
"He drafted the policy. He deployed the squads. He authorized the Sentinel who came through my wall." Vane stared down at his boots. "She died because a Knight couldn’t be bothered to walk around a building. That Knight only existed because of him. She was rotting in Oakhaven because of him. Varian was bleeding in the northern territory for eleven years because of him."
Vane paused, his jaw locking. "Everything that touches that man leaves a wreck behind it."
The room was deathly quiet.
"I know," Valerica whispered.
She said it with the crushing, specific weight of a girl who had just watched the Emperor effortlessly suppress a Rank 9 deathmatch inside a localized Domain, while keeping two hundred people perfectly safe, all with a smile on his face. She knew exactly what Vane was declaring war against.
And she didn’t tell him he was crazy.
They sat together for a long time as the hours bled away.
Eventually, Nyx stretched like a cat, abandoning her upright posture to sprawl out across the foot of his bed. It wasn’t performed; she just shamelessly made herself comfortable, claiming his space. Her opal eyes fluttered half-closed, her Dreamscape mana humming at its lowest, most soothing register.
Sometime later, Isole—still gripping his hand like a lifeline—let her head drop. It came to rest heavily against his shoulder. She had been awake since the gala, and before that since the brutal confrontation with Elara, and before that since she had scoured the third district market at dawn for his spices. She had pushed herself to her absolute limit, and now, finally, her breathing evened out into sleep.
Valerica did not fall asleep.
She stayed perfectly awake beside him, her arm still wrapped around him, her field holding the room’s gravity steady, serving as the unbreakable anchor in the center of the dark.
"She sounds like she was extraordinary," Valerica murmured eventually. Very quiet. Not prying, just offering the space.
"She was," Vane said softly.
He looked at the window.
Varum was running its deepest late-hour cycle outside. The second district was completely dark; the first district was a ghost town. Somewhere across the sprawling capital, inside the Sol residence’s east wing, a man who still remembered how a dead woman held her teacup was likely sitting in a dark room of his own.
Tomorrow, Vane was going to walk north with that man.
But tonight, he was here.
He closed his eyes, let the gravity hold him, and finally allowed himself to just be here.