I Copy the Authorities of the Four Calamities

Chapter 384: The Cost of Time

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Chapter 384: The Cost of Time

Eventually, Ashe pulled back just enough to look at his face.

She did not step away completely; the very thought of letting go of him, even for a fraction of a second, felt entirely unbearable. Her bare, freezing hands still gripped the heavy, weathered front of his winter jacket, her knuckles stark white against the dark fabric. The tears were drying cold on her cheeks in the biting wind, and her brilliant red eyes remained wet, heavily rimmed with the deep, bruising exhaustion of the past year. There was a smear of dark blood at the corner of her mouth that she still hadn’t noticed, too entirely consumed by the unbelievable reality of the boy standing in front of her.

She swallowed hard, a ragged, painful breath shuddering through her chest. She was trying desperately to piece her shattered composure back together, but her heart was still beating wildly against her ribs like a trapped bird.

"I am angry at you," she said.

Her voice wasn’t flat, and it carried none of the commanding, tactical authority of the Razar heir. It trembled, thick with leftover tears and a raw, bleeding vulnerability. It was the devastating sound of someone who had spent twelve agonizing months bracing for a funeral, only to have the ghost she had been mourning walk straight through the front door.

"I know," he said gently. His voice was a low, steady rumble that vibrated through the heavy coat she was clinging to.

"The message was on the squad channel." She looked at him directly, her red eyes pleading with him to understand the absolute depth of her hurt. "Not to me specifically. Just a sterile, tactical update logged for the records. I know the timeline was compressed. I know Varian’s departure required absolute speed and that the northern border was a bloodbath..." She paused, biting the inside of her cheek as fresh, hot tears threatened to spill over her lashes. "But you didn’t say goodbye to me. You had time, Vane, and you chose to use it differently. I need you to say it."

He looked right at her. There was no hesitation, no defensive posturing, and no attempt to justify the impossible choices of the past year. There was only an open, devastating honesty that mirrored her own.

"I had time," he said softly, the words carrying a heavy, settled weight. "I chose to use it differently. It was a mistake, Ashe. And I was wrong."

She held his gaze, her breath hitching painfully in her throat. She wasn’t analyzing him like a frontline commander reading a subordinate; she was just a girl looking into the eyes of the boy she loved, desperately needing to know he understood the agonizing purgatory he had left her in. And he did. He meant every single word, the profound regret heavy and palpable in the freezing space between them.

Something deep inside her chest—a tight, suffocating knot she had carried every single day for a year—finally came completely undone. A choked, watery exhale escaped her lips, clouding the winter air.

"Yes," she whispered.

She reached up, her freezing fingers trembling violently as she touched his jaw. Her thumb brushed against a shallow, jagged cut he had clearly picked up on the road east. She didn’t evaluate it clinically or check for infection. She traced the broken skin with an aching, desperate tenderness, silently mourning the terrifying fact that he had been hurt and she hadn’t been there to watch his back.

Over his shoulder, at the very edge of the ruined clearing, she spotted Sen. He was standing exactly where she had ordered him to stay. He watched from the perimeter of the shattered market, his usually stoic expression softening just a fraction, offering them a quiet, deeply respectful distance. Ashe looked at him once, silently communicating a profound gratitude, before turning her entire focus back to Vane.

"You came east immediately?" she asked, her voice fragile, barely louder than the howling wind.

"Yes."

"When you heard?"

"Varian received the news three days after the breach opened." He kept his dark eyes locked on hers, his hands steady and warm on her waist. "We rode directly from that point."

She absorbed that data, her heart aching anew as she processed the logistical reality of his words. Three days. The breach had been open for six days before they arrived in Korreth. That meant he had been traveling without sleep, pushing a mount—and his own body—to the absolute physical brink, from the exact millisecond he knew she might be in danger.

She looked around the ruined outer market quarter. The sickly bioluminescence of seventeen dead beasts was rapidly cooling in the ancient stone of the district, leaving the streets bathed in shadows. From two kilometers east, Kaito’s massive, suffocating signature shifted in the ambient mana field. It lowered in output, carrying the heavy, settling relief of a dimensional seal finally being completed.

The primary breach was officially closed.

"Kaito finished the seal," she breathed, a massive wave of profound, physical relief washing over her trembling frame.

"I felt it," Vane replied.

She nodded slowly. Her own mana reserve was hovering at a miserable, scraping sixteen percent. She could feel the bone-deep, trembling exhaustion of a body that had spent absolutely everything it had to give, but the immense heat radiating from Vane’s chest was the only thing keeping the bitter winter chill at bay.

She looked back at his face, really seeing him now. He was looking at her with a quiet, profound devotion that anchored her to the earth. The boy she remembered was gone, replaced by someone terrifyingly anchored, steady, and immovable.

"You are different," she said softly, a quiet awe bleeding into her fractured voice.

She could feel it in the simple, effortless way he held her. The Warlord’s base layer humming in his channels was no longer the chaotic, fighting rhythm she remembered from that windy roof in Seorak. It was completely, beautifully settled, woven flawlessly into the violent architecture of his soul. The brutal, unforgiving north had tested him, broken him down, and forged him into something beautiful and terrifyingly solid.

"Yes," he agreed.

She studied the harsh, rugged weathering of his skin, the heavy, settled weight behind his dark eyes. He had survived the freezing dark. He had fought his way through a continent just to come back to her.

Her hands, still gripping the front of his jacket with bruising force, pulled him down.

The kiss was desperate, messy, and overflowing with a terrifying relief. It was twelve agonizing months of absolute terror and suffocating silence crashing headfirst into the reality of his warmth. It was the stifling political meetings, the sleepless nights staring at the ceiling, and the paralyzing fear of being left behind, all being burned away in a single instant. She kissed him like she was drowning in the dark and he was the only breath of air left in the entire world.

His hand moved to cradle the back of her neck, his thumb tracing the sharp line of her jaw. He kissed her back with an absolute, unyielding commitment, pouring every single ounce of his unspoken love, regret, and fierce loyalty into the freezing night.

The biting winter cold completely vanished. It ceased to exist.

When they finally broke apart, they stayed close enough that their ragged breath mixed in the frosty air between them. The market quarter held its winter dark and its three hundred years of Korreth history safely around them. The ambient field continued its slow, silent repair of the breach zone, the natural geometry of the world patiently knitting itself back together.

She rested her forehead heavily against his, her eyes fluttering shut. They just breathed.

His arms wrapped tightly around her waist, anchoring her entirely against the biting wind. For the very first time since the warning bells had violently rung out across the district, Ashe completely let go of her flawless posture. She let the crushing weight of her physical exhaustion take over entirely, her knees weakening as she surrendered her entire weight to him. And he held her. He took her weight effortlessly, serving as an immovable pillar in the center of a shattered, bleeding city. The distinct smell of ozone, dried blood, and cold northern pine wrapped around her senses, making her feel infinitely, unbelievably safe.

The old cobblestone under her boots was the exact same cobblestone it had always been, but her world had fundamentally shifted back into its proper, perfect alignment.

"You’re late," she whispered quietly into the tiny space between them, a final tear slipping free to trace a clean, wet line down her soot-stained cheek.

The corner of his mouth twitched upward in the dark.

"I know," he said.

She pulled back just enough to see his face properly. The raw, lingering pain that had gripped her chest for a year melted into something incredibly soft and radiant. A small, genuine smile broke across her exhausted face—the extremely rare, unguarded version that only ever arrived when her heart was completely full.

She didn’t even try to stop it.

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