07: NORMAL NOBLE GIRL
I do things for myself. This was natural for me, so I didn’t mind doing work that maids do.
But I didn’t want to take care of someone like maids did… I didn’t think I could work for nobles because I didn’t have a good impression of them. No matter how high the wages were. Well, if it was all business and only for a short amount of time then I might be able to do it for money. Hmm.
On the contrary, I couldn’t image being thoroughly taken care of by someone as a noble lady… It’s impossible. Disgusting.
I didn’t have a problem living as a seamstress like my mother… Even if I was poor. As long as I could secure a place to live. I didn’t have enough savings for that.
Why do I have to think of the future now?
Well, before they reached adulthood, most people dream that they would be appointed in the Royal Castle as a Civil Official, where they would get a promotion, or they would dream of falling in love with a wonderful gentlemen. Stories with plots like that were written for young adults.
Hmm.
I think I want a friend my age before any of that.
I’ve never experienced friendship, deception or had any rivals like those depicted in books…
The people around me were like… Walls? Mountains?
Love? Now that I think about it, I liked the young man from the butcher, that I occasionally visited, who gave me extra meat. It was more like I was happy to be fed than first love. But he has already become an uncle with a belly.
When I saw Ms. Dolcie in the estate corridors after a long time she also recommended me a book to read. It was also aimed at young adults.