I'm Not Your Husband, You Evil Dragon!

Chapter 178: The Weight of Resolve

I'm Not Your Husband, You Evil Dragon!

Chapter 178: The Weight of Resolve

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Chapter 178: The Weight of Resolve

Erza and Fiona sat on the weathered bench outside the apartment building, the evening having surrendered fully to night.

The streetlights cast pools of orange light across the sidewalk, and the stars above, faint, scattered, indifferent, began their slow march across the sky.

Erza had made her decision.

The demonic era would end.

The killing would begin. But her mind, cold and calculating, had already moved beyond the battle to its aftermath. After the demon king died, when he died, she would need money. Wealth. Resources to build Yuuta the life he deserved.

A house.

Security.

A future where he never counted coins, never worried about rent, never looked at a bill with fear in his eyes.

Fiona, however, was still catching up.

She had just secured the most powerful ally she could have imagined, though ally was not quite the right word.

Erza was not an ally. She was a weapon. A blade pointed at Fiona’s enemies, and Fiona had simply been lucky enough to be standing nearby when it was aimed. She did not like Erza. She would never like Erza.

The silver-haired woman had stolen the man she loved, had frozen a port, had slaughtered men without blinking.

But Fiona was certain of one thing: Erza was not aligned with the demon king. Whatever her motives, whatever her secrets, she was not the enemy.

Her revenge was now the priority.

First, she had to inform Chief Sara about Erza, carefully, strategically, revealing only what was necessary.

Then she had to arrange an appointment, secure enough rank for Erza to lead her own division, and position herself exactly where she needed to be when the final battle came.

Fiona turned to the dragon queen. "Tomorrow. You’ll be free, right?"

Erza glanced at her, her violet eyes cold as winter stars. "For what?"

"To complete the agency joining process." Fiona said it casually, as if it were a formality.

Erza’s gaze did not waver. "Who said I am joining your so-called agency?"

Fiona’s mind went blank. "Huh? I am sorry. What?"

"I am serious, human. Remember what I said," Erza said without look at her.

Erza turned her face toward the dark sky, her silver hair catching the streetlight, her profile sharp as a blade.

Fiona stared at her, uncomprehending.

Then the memory surfaced, Erza’s words from earlier.

"Very well... you may stand beside my strength."

At the time, Fiona had mistaken those words for acceptance.

An alliance.

Cooperation.

But now, hearing Erza speak, she finally understood what this monster had truly meant.

I will eradicate this pathetic demon.

Not we.

Not help me.

I.

"Wait." Fiona’s voice rose, confusion bleeding into disbelief. "When you said you were going to end the demonic era... you meant by yourself?"

"Yes." Erza’s voice was cold, absolute, the voice of someone who had never needed permission, never asked for help, never relied on anyone for anything. "I was doing it alone."

"Alone?" Fiona took a step back, her hands trembling slightly at her sides. "How... how are you going to do this alone? Do you even understand what you’re facing?"

Her voice rose as the words came faster, sharper. "The Demon King doesn’t fight alone, he commands an entire army. Thousands of demons. Upper blood generals. Things you can’t even imagine standing against you."

She swallowed, forcing herself to continue. "Without our help, you could lose. Even if you’re stronger than a high demon..."

Erza turned to face her, and the movement was slow, deliberate, like a predator deciding whether to bother with the mouse that had dared to squeak.

"I have my own Way to deal with the demonic army."

The words were soft. Almost bored. As if she were discussing the weather, not the annihilation of an ancient evil. 𝗳𝚛𝗲𝕖𝕨𝕖𝗯𝚗𝚘𝕧𝕖𝗹.𝗰𝗼𝕞

Fiona froze.

Own way.

The word echoed in her mind, foreign and strange. What way? and How? Then she remembered the old man in the apartment, Isvarn, whose aura had felt like the weight of a mountain, whose presence had made her knees buckle, whose power had crushed her without even trying. If Erza had beings like him at her command.

She was serious.

Deadly serious.

"You were supposed to help me with revenge," Fiona said, her voice rising before she could stop it. The words came out sharper than she intended, edged with frustration she could no longer hold back.

Erza didn’t react. "I did say I would help."

"That’s not helping," Fiona snapped immediately. She stepped forward, then stopped herself, as if even moving closer felt pointless. "You’re not including me in anything nor my agency. You’re just... deciding everything alone."

Her grip tightened at her sides. "You said you would kill the Demon King, but it’s like I don’t even exist in that plan."

The anger in her voice wavered, breaking into something more uncertain, But Erza remain calm.

Fiona exhaled slowly, forcing herself to look at Erza properly.

"Then why did you join my hand?" Fiona asked, her voice quieter now, the panic fading into something colder. "If you were going to do it all alone, why agree to anything?"

Erza stepped closer.

Not quickly.

Not suddenly.

She simply moved, and the space between them shrank, and Fiona felt the temperature drop with each inch. The dragon queen’s violet eyes never left hers, and there was something in them that made Fiona’s stomach clench, not anger, not cruelty, but something worse. Certainty.

"I joined your hand," Erza said, her voice low, "because I want you to be free from this pathetic revenge game."

Fiona’s breath caught.

Erza leaned in, her lips near Fiona’s ear.

Her voice was soft, almost gentle, which made it infinitely more terrifying.

"I will kill the demon king for you." The words slid through the air like silk drawn over a blade. "So that you can focus on my husband. So that you can be his bride. So that you can live the life I have chosen for you."

Fiona felt it then, not fear, not the sharp, immediate terror of battle, but something deeper.

Colder.

The fear of a doll realizing it has strings, of a puppet understanding that its movements are not its own.

Erza was not asking for her cooperation.

She was not requesting her help.

She was telling her how things would be.

Fiona had thought she was forming an alliance.

She had just been placed on a path, and the path had walls on both sides.

"Tomorrow," Erza said, stepping back, her face returning to its cold mask, "we will discuss the details. But understand this, human." Her violet eyes gleamed in the streetlight.

"The war is mine now. The killing is mine. You are merely the witness who will inherit what remains."

She turned and walked toward the apartment building, her silver hair swaying behind her, her footsteps silent on the concrete.

She did not look back.

She did not need to.

Fiona stood alone on the sidewalk, her heart pounding, her mind racing, her revenge suddenly feeling less like a victory and more like a transaction she had never agreed to.

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(Inside Yuuta Apartment)

The knife descended in a steady rhythm.

Chop,

chop,

chop.

Each stroke precise, practiced, automatic. Yuuta’s hands moved with the muscle memory of years spent in kitchens, dicing onions and tomatoes into equal cubes, the way he had been taught, the way he had taught himself, the way that brought order to the chaos of his mind.

The onion’s sharp scent rose around him, making his eyes water, but he did not wipe them. He let the tears fall.

His body had healed.

The internal bleeding, the crushed organs, the damage Isvarn’s aura had carved into his fragile human frame, all of it gone. Erza’s saliva had seen to that. Dragon saliva healed. He had learned that a few days ago, in the early days of their strange, impossible relationship.

Isvarn had known it too.

That was why the ancient dragon had not bothered to check on him. The old monster knew that Erza’s bond would repair what his power had broken.

Yuuta should have been surprised by his body’s recovery. Should have marveled at the speed of it. Should have felt grateful.

He felt nothing.

Because his body had healed, but his soul had not healed, it was tormenting him. The memory of Isvarn’s aura pressing down on him, crushing him, reminding him of his place in the hierarchy of beings, that remained.

The knowledge that he had survived not through his own strength, but through Elena’s promise and Erza’s protection, that remained. The truth that without them, he would be dead, would have been dead a hundred times over, would never have survived long enough to meet either of them, that remained.

The reality of being human had hit him like a freight train.

He thought of Erza standing before Isvarn, her voice cold, her posture unyielding, her power blazing like a second sun. She had faced her grandfather’s fury without flinching. She had stood her ground because she was strong enough to do so.

What had he done? He had vomited on the floor like a pathetic dog that could not even withstand a change in pressure.

If Erza had been weak, he thought, the knife pausing above the cutting board, Isvarn would have taken her from me. He would have killed me like nothing. Crushed me like an insect and forgotten my name by morning.

The thought was a blade twisting in his chest.

He did not want to lose the only family he had.

Elena’s laughter.

Erza’s cold voice softening at the edges.

The warmth of their small apartment, the chaos of their shared life, the simple joy of cooking for people he loved.

It could all be taken from him in a single moment.

One enemy.

One threat.

One dragon who decided he was not worthy.

If I do not have power, I will lose everything.

The knife moved again, but his mind was far away.

He was cutting onion, and tears streamed down his face. It was impossible to tell if they were tears from the onion or tears from his heart. Perhaps both. Perhaps neither.

Perhaps they were simply the overflow of a soul that had been holding too much for too long.

Is it a sin to be born weak?

The question surfaced from somewhere dark, somewhere bitter, somewhere he had been trying to ignore. Why would fate choose Erza to be his wife? Why would the universe pair the most powerful being in existence with a failed man? A boy who had never been wanted. A man who could not even stand in the presence of his own grandfather-in-law.

Was it a joke? Was there someone, somewhere, laughing at his struggle? Giving him hope only to shatter it? Building a family only to prove he could not keep it?

He was losing his mind.

He could feel it slipping, fragmenting, dissolving into questions that had no answers.

The knife stopped.

He started cutting the remaining chicken, his movements distracted, his thoughts spiraling. If I am weak, why would fate choose Erza to be my wife? The question repeated itself, each time more painful than the last. Is this what the gods call a joke? Giving a man a family only to show him he cannot protect it?

Then he remembered the quote.

It was from a struggling author, one who had once been trampled by the world. Mocked by his family. Dismissed by his allies. Called useless, over and over again, until even hope itself had begun to rot inside him.

And yet, that man had risen.

Not because the world changed... but because he did.

He had written a line, more like a declaration than a sentence. A belief carved out of pain. Something born not to inspire others, but to keep himself from breaking completely.

A quote meant to defy everyone who had ever laughed at him.

Yuuta’s gaze darkened as those words surfaced in his mind.

"If I choose to live for tomorrow, then even heaven must lay the path before me.

If I choose my own will, then fate itself must yield beneath my steps.

I am not merely chosen by heaven, I am the reason the path exists. Whatever I seek, even the gods must make way for it.

And if the heavens refuse... then I will carve that path with my own hands."

The words struck him like lightning.

The knife stilled.

Hope rose in his chest, fragile, tentative, but there. He did not have to accept weakness as his fate. He did not have to bow to the will of dragons or demons or anyone else.

He could choose.

He could decide.

He could make fate bend to him, not the other way around.

In that brief, suffocating moment, Yuuta made his decision.

He would learn magic, aura, everything this Nova world demanded of survival. Even if it meant tearing apart everything he once believed himself to be.

Because as the author once said... if he chose a path and even heaven refused him, then he would carve that path himself.

And now Yuuta finally understood the meaning of those words.

If he didn’t carve it...

He would lose everything.

He would struggle, and he would fail, and he would struggle again. But he would not stop. He would carve his own path, even if the heavens refused to give him one.

I will become worthy.

I will stand beside my wife.

I will choose violence, if violence is what it takes.

The quote echoed in his mind, and in that single moment, Yuuta swore an oath to himself.

His red eyes began to glow, faintly at first, a flicker, a pulse, the barest hint of crimson. Then the light grew, spreading through his irises, filling them with fire.

Something inside him stirred.

Something that had been sleeping since the seal was placed. Something that had been waiting for this moment. Waiting for him to choose.

Waiting for him to decide that he would not accept weakness as his destiny.

His soul, perhaps. Or his power. Or simply his will, finally sharpened into a weapon.

The glow settled into his eyes, not fading but steadying, becoming part of him.

And now, finally, he had chosen.

He set the knife down.

He wiped his hands on a towel.

He walked out of the kitchen, through the small dining area, toward the living room where Isvarn sat on the sofa, reading one of Erza’s books.

The old dragon did not look up.

He did not acknowledge Yuuta’s presence. He simply turned the page, his violet eyes scanning the text with the casual indifference of someone who had already decided that nothing the human did could ever matter.

Yuuta stopped in front of him.

His heart pounded.

His hands trembled.

His legs felt like they might give way at any moment.

He was afraid, terrified, even, of the ancient being who sat before him, of the power coiled in his ancient frame, of the aura that could crush him without effort.

But he did not run. He did not look away. He had made a decision, and he would not back down.

"Grandpa."

The word echoed in the quiet room.

Isvarn’s eyes lifted from the book.

They were cold, ancient, dismissive.

He had been about to unleash his aura, to crush the human where he stood, to remind him of his place. But something made him pause.

The human had no fear of death.

Not the bravado of a fool who did not understand danger.

Not the desperate courage of someone who had given up on living.

Something else. Something Isvarn had not expected to see in a mortal’s eyes.

Resolve. Pure, absolute, unshakeable resolve.

Yuuta met his gaze. His voice, when he spoke, was steady despite the trembling in his body.

"I will prove to you that I am worthy of my wife, Erza."

Isvarn’s eyes widened. The book in his hands creased as his grip tightened. His voice, when he spoke, was cold enough to freeze blood.

"What did you just say?"

The question was a warning.

A threat.

A promise of violence if Yuuta spoke her name again.

But Yuuta did not waver. He stood straight, his red eyes glowing, his hands clenched into fists at his sides, and he spoke again.

"I am Yuuta Konuari. I will prove to you that I am worthy of my wife."

The words hung in the air between them, fragile and dangerous, a declaration of war from a being who had no weapons, no power, no army.

A mouse standing before a lion, declaring that it would not be eaten.

Isvarn looked at him.

Really looked at him.

Not at the weak human he had dismissed, not at the pathetic creature who had vomited under the weight of his aura, not at the unworthy mate who had dared to love his queen.

At him. At Yuuta. At the man standing before him, trembling but not breaking, afraid but not running.

For the first time, Isvarn saw something in the human’s eyes that made him pause.

Yuuta tightened his hands.

His knuckles were white. His jaw was set. He knew what was coming, knew that Isvarn could kill him, knew that Isvarn might kill him, knew that his chances of survival were slim. But he had decided.

He would not back down.

Not now.

Not ever.

To be continued...

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