JACKAL AMONG SNAKES
Chapter 529: Happiness in Ignorance
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āSometimes, you learn just enough to entice you. Then, you push a little deeper, not knowing what youāll find. Itās a treacherous journey, the unknown. You either find nothing⦠or you find misery.ā Dario managed to look up at Melanie. āYou learn a little too much, and the faƧade starts to fade away. All your happiness is flavored with bile, because it all feels so small in comparison to the grandeur of what youāve learned.ā
Melanie shook her head. āThat doesnāt answer my question.ā
āYou asked me if it was worth it, what Iāve done.ā Dario exhaled. āIt was never about it being āworth it.ā I knew the truth, and all the misery it brought. Things fell apart around me, and all my joy died. It was a buzzing in the back of my mind. It was as though I knew a poisonous spider lurked near my bed, yet not where. I had to act.ā
āI suppose I know what you mean.ā Melanie kept her eyes focused on Darioāeven with him broken and battered, she didnāt underestimate this man for a second. āKnew a happy couple, married for twenty years. Then, the husband confessed he cheated when they were engaged. Twenty years of a good bond fell apart all because someone learned something they couldnāt forget. I always did wonder if ignorance wouldāve served that woman best.ā
āHm. Hard to say.ā
A silence stretched out between the two of them. Melanie sighed after a while. āYouāre a lot like Argrave, in a way. Lots of self-importance.ā
āSelf-importance?āfr eewebnovel.com
āWell, yeah. Thinking that youāre the only one who can save the world, that sort of thing. You both have your reasons, I guess, but you took drastically different paths with your savior complex. Difference between you⦠Argrave has people backing him up. Your only ally abandoned you the moment it became problematic for them. Castro trusted Argrave enough to give his life for his cause. Do you see the difference?ā
Dario didnāt dispute that.
āIf know them, hereās whatāll happen. Argrave and Anneliese will try and convince you to come to their side, spill the beans. Iād advise that you do. If youāre honest, if you try and turn a new leaf⦠if you rely on someone besides some bastards thatād ruin your life and then abandon you, the royal couple might have your back, too,ā Melanie ended hopefully.
āIf not?ā
āIf not, Iām pretty sure theyāll give you to the Alchemist.ā Melanie crossed her legs as the idea made her uncomfortable. āHeāll think of half a thousand measures to get what he needs from you. Even if they donāt work like you seem to think, I can guarantee theyāll be a lot worse than whatever secrets made you depressed enough to hurt yourself this badly.ā
āI would neverāā
āWeāve got Sophia. Iām not entirely sure what that means, but given the lengths you went through to stop that, it has to mean something. You want to know why your patronāif you can call them thatāwalked away? Because it doesnāt matter even if you donāt stay silent. Weāre near the truth. If youāre so tickled about the fate of the universe, or whatever stupid reason youād hurt yourself like this, then work with us!ā Melanieās last words were emotional, causing Dario to lift his head to look her in the eyes.
They had a long stare-offāher green eyes meeting his bloodshot red. Dario was the first to break his gaze to lay his head upon the cavern floor, and Melanie shook her head in disappointment. Then, his voice came again, muffled.
āMostly right, but wrong in one pivotal point. I was abandoned to divide your forces. They suspected Anneliese, or perhaps the Alchemist, would chase after me while Argrave returned as quickly as he could. And now that youāre divided, Mozzahr is going to try something.ā
āMozzahr?ā Melanie looked at Dario with focus. āWhat are you talking about?ā
āWe know Blackgard is your sanctuary. Mozzahr⦠they had me talk to him days prior, give him some information to position himself to take Sophia upon Argraveās return with her in tow. The ordeal still sickens me, but their judgment was that it would be easier to recover Sophia from Mozzahr than it would Argrave, regardless of how many people that lunatic would kill.ā
āIām sure Argrave will be pretty flattered they thought him tougher than Mozzahr,ā Melanie said, urgency making her speak quickly. āPlease, give me more information. Everything you know.ā
Dario opened his eyes again, fixed Melanie with eyes filled with bitter resolve. āListen closely. I canāt say if weāre too late.ā
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Argrave walked with Sophia beneath the underground tunnel leading to Blackgard. He couldāve teleported straight to the parliament hall to speak with Elenore, but he wanted to show Sophia the city as anyone else mightāve entered it. He held her hand as they walked. Here, at least, he was certain the people could be trusted. He sent Orion ahead to speak to Elenore, and the Alchemist had returned to his abode atop the mountain. It was them alone.šÆšš®š®šš®ššš¤š«š®š.š¬š¤š¢
As sunlight came into sight, Sophia seemed to hasten a little. They came out of the tunnel, and Sophia looked around at the city in wonder.
āHere we are, Sophia. Home. New for the both of us.ā
Her reaction was muted, but her eyes did wander curiously. He could not blame her for not possessing the carefree inquisitiveness of children. She had endured Good King Normanās tyrannical dictation over his household and kingdom. That sort of scar, made so young, was likely to leave its mark on her for a long while yet⦠if not her whole life. And that was not even mentioning the traumatic flight sheād just had to endure. Argrave wished that he could show her nothing but kindness henceforth, but the dark shadow of what she really was hung over that. Hers had not been a normal childhood, and given her connection to Gerechtigkeit, Argrave could not promise to give one to her now. This would be complicated.
āNo one will hurt you here again. You have my word on that. We can work out all the details later,ā Argrave told her, half to suppress his own thoughts and half to assure her.
āWhat about other people?ā Sophia asked. āI donāt want anybody to get hurt.ā
Normally, heād just agree to that and move on, but that little thing that made people feel bad about lying pricked at Argraveāhe thought it was called a āconscience,ā but he was certain heād killed that a long time ago. In the time loop, heād been a lying machine. Now, perhaps he was over-adjusting after having returned to reality where consequences were actually consequences.
āNobody is going to get hurt because of you,ā Argrave answered as they walked across the bridge spanning the river.
āMister Castro did,ā Sophia countered meekly and sadly.
āCastroā¦ā Argrave paused, then sighed. āUntil the end, he never got hurt, Sophia. What he did, he did because he wanted to. And he actually went to a better place.ā
āDaddy said⦠daddy said thereās nothing after death. That you die, and you get buried, and then worms eat your face.ā
āHow would Norman know?ā Argrave asked. āHas he ever died? Well, before he said that,ā he added, then looked at the girl a little guiltily. The fact remained he had killed her father, despite everything.
Sophia looked up at Argrave, deep in thought, and then shook her head. To his relief, she didnāt seem to take his words badly.
āMe, Iāve died.ā Argrave nodded. āI could tell you exactly what happens.ā
āBut dead people canāt talk. Iāve seen them.ā
Argrave paused in the middle of the bridge and kneeled down. āWhen you die, you wake up in someone elseās body. It might seem a little bad at first, but in time, you help a lot of people, you make a lot of friends, and you realize that it might just be the best thing that couldāve happened to you.ā Argrave tousled her hair. āAfter all, because I died, I saved you.ā
āMister Castroā¦ā she grappled with the idea of reincarnation, but her clever mind grasped it quickly. āā¦is gonna wake up as somebody else?ā
āThatās right. Heāll beā¦ā Argraveās creative mind worked hard. āHeāll wake up as a handsome guy, just like me. And just like me, heāll be able to save just about anybody. Heāll meet a nice lady who makes him smile, and then heāll go around saving people, making them happy. It might be that he saves someone just like you. And then, knowing Castro, heāll make that personās life a whole lot better. Heāll make them happy, just like youāll be.ā
Sophia smiled brightly for perhaps the first time Argrave had seen. Tears were in her eyes as she asked, āReally?ā
āReally, really.ā Argrave returned her smile, then stood with her hand held in his own. āSo, donāt worry, Sophia.ā
Argrave walked with a significantly more heartened Sophia. She looked up at him and said optimistically, āDying sounds awesome.ā
Argraveās panic flared, and he looked down at a bright-eyed Sophia. Oh, hell⦠did I oversell it? He was pleased to see some of that sadness and guilt gone, but now there was a different problem. What if she goes around saying, āI want to die?ā People are going to look at me like Iām a monster. Good lord, I need Anneliese hereā¦
āArgrave,ā Elenoreās voice cut into Argraveās head. āI need you to listen to me without overreacting. Give no strong indicators to anyone who might be watching.ā
By instinct, Argrave picked up Sophia. She calmy accepted this.
āIām listening,ā Argrave responded to Elenore. āGo.ā
āThe Castellan of the Empty is in the city,ā Elenore said simply. āI donāt know where. But I do know Mozzahr is after Sophia.ā
āAre you alright?ā He inquired at once.
āIām fine. Orion is with me. Iāve informed all others. But this is a very delicate situation, not just for you, but for the whole city. We must behave surgically.ā
A swell of nervousness consumed Argrave, yet it was soon drowned by a newfound confidence⦠and something else. A fierce protectiveness. Mozzahr wanted Sophia? He made a mental note in his mind: Mozzahr would lose some limbs, today, if not his whole life.
āQuite the coincidence,ā Argrave answered Elenore with a furious calm. āIāve just had a great deal of practice fighting against monstrous psychopaths with strength enough to crush my skull with their fingers.ā