My CEO HUSBAND:sign the divorce
Chapter 121: Late Realisation
Alicia’s POV
Alexander tilted his head slightly, his expression dark and unreadable.
Slowly, he raised a hand and touched his left cheek—the one I had just slapped.
A faint red mark was already forming.
"Fine..." he muttered, his voice low, almost hoarse. "I’m leaving."
"I’m leaving."
I stood there, frozen.
I hadn’t meant to hit him.
But in that moment—panic, anger, humiliation—it all came crashing down at once.
And my hand had moved before I could stop it.
Alexander took a few unsteady steps back, as if the slap had done more than just sting his face.
Then he turned.
Opened the door.
And walked out.
The assistant, who seemed to had just pieced everything together, stood stiffly in the hallway.
He watched as Alexander walked toward the elevator, his usual imposing presence now... strangely subdued.
For a moment, the assistant hesitated.
Then he glanced back at me, still standing by the door.
There was an unmistakable look of grievance in Alexander’s retreating figure.
Almost like...
he was the one who had been wronged.
When the assistant noticed me looking at him, he immediately panicked.
"Director Alicia!" he blurted out. "It was CEO Blackwood who called me for your room number. He told me to knock—I couldn’t refuse him, I swear!"
I let out a quiet breath and nodded.
"its ok,I understand."
My voice was calm. Too calm.
"You can go rest."
"Y-Yes, Director Alicia."
He didn’t dare linger any longer.
The door closed.
Silence followed.
The room suddenly felt suffocating.
I stood there for a moment, then slowly walked back inside.
My phone was still on the bed, the paused drama frozen mid-scene.
I picked it up... then dropped it again.
I didn’t want to watch anything anymore.
I didn’t want to think about what happened last night.
But Alexander had to come all the way Nevaris city to remind me of everything.
The memories came rushing back.
Last night.
The humiliation.
His silence.
And then—
him leaving.
Leaving me behind.
For Lilian.
My fingers tightened unconsciously.
He even came all the way here... just to explain?
A bitter laugh escaped my lips.
What was there to explain?
That he was worried about Lilian?
That she needed him more?
That I... could wait?
My chest tightened.
Because the truth was—
I didn’t want to wait.
I wanted his concern too.
His protection.
His choice.
But when it mattered most...
he didn’t choose me.
I remembered my own voice from last night, clear and firm:
"Alexander, if you step out that door today... it’s over between us."
And he still left.
Without hesitation.
My eyes slowly lowered.
So what exactly was he trying to explain now?
His actions had already said everything.
Alexander’s POV
After leaving the hotel, I returned to Valeridge City that same night and buried myself in work, just as I always did.
I forced myself not to think about Alicia.
But the harder I tried, the more impossible it became.
Every time I closed my eyes, her face appeared before me.
Happy.
Smug.
Angry.
Heartbroken.
Countless expressions lingered in my mind, refusing to fade.
And then there was that look in her eyes on the night of our wedding anniversary—
the despair.
For the past two nights, I had dreamed about her.
In the first dream, we were divorced.
Alicia hated me so deeply it seemed carved into her bones. She left the country and never came back.
In the second dream, we were divorced again.
This time, she had married someone else.
She stood in a wedding dress, smiling brightly at another man—the kind of smile I had never managed to give her.
I woke from both dreams in the middle of the night, unable to fall back asleep.
Only then did I realize how deeply Alicia had worked her way into my life.
The house without her felt eerily quiet.
Almost unbearable.
During the day, I tried to focus on work.
It was useless.
My temper had become everyone else’s problem.
For the last two days, I had been like a lit fuse.
One employee from the secretary department made a minor mistake, and I reprimanded them so harshly they left my office looking as if they had seen death itself.
Normally, I was not like this.
As CEO, I was known for being decisive, calm, and efficient.
Approachable when appropriate.
Ruthless when necessary.
I judged results, not emotions.
If an employee made a mistake, what mattered to me was how they fixed it.
But lately...
I barely recognized myself.
The entire company atmosphere had grown tense.
Employees walked on eggshells around me, afraid to become the next casualty of my mood.
Jane entered my office as usual.
She handled backups for my phone records and call recordings, among many other confidential tasks.
I handed her my phone without looking up.
"I’ll return it shortly," she said.
I gave a distracted hum, eyes fixed on the screen as my fingers moved across the keyboard.
A few minutes later, the Bluetooth speaker beside me suddenly came to life.
"Hello, CEO Blackwood. This is Isaac from Titan Black Motors. Regarding the electric vehicle project you mentioned earlier—"
I frowned.
Jane must have accidentally played one of my backed-up recordings.
I stood, about to switch it off, but before I reached it, the next file automatically began.
"Hello."
Lilian’s voice.
Then another voice followed.
"It’s me. Where’s Alexander?"
Alicia.
My hand stopped in midair.
I let the recording continue.
"alicia, Alexander’s cooking for me right now," Lilian said lightly. "You probably didn’t know this, but Alexander is actually a very good cook. Back in college, he lived alone and learned then. He used to cook for me often."
My brows slowly furrowed.
There was something in Lilian’s tone—
pride.
Possession.
And something else I didn’t like.
"Give the phone to Alexander. I need to ask him something," Alicia said.
"What is it? I can pass the message along," Lilian replied teasingly.
"Give the phone to Alexander."
Alicia’s voice sharpened.
"This phone has automatic recording. If you don’t hand it over, I’ll let Alexander hear everything you just said."
Despite myself, the corner of my lips lifted.
Clever woman.
Then silence followed.
The kind people fall into when they think a recording has ended.
Then another voice came through.
Mine.
I immediately remembered the when this happened.
The online scandal
The hospital.
The day I took Alicia’s phone and then she later had her accident.
The day i asked what she wanted to eat.
She had said she wanted a homemade meal.
So this is what happened.
The file ended.
I switched off the speaker.
But my mind stayed on Lilian’s words.
Had she really spoken to Alicia like that behind my back?
The Status Update incident flashed through my mind.
Then the burn incident.
Then every time Alicia had looked at Lilian with restrained hostility.
I lowered my gaze slowly.
What if Lilian had been two-faced all along?
And worse—
What if I had been the fool.
I rubbed my brow, a sudden realization cutting through the haze in my mind.
I remembered the argument Alicia and I once had over Lilian bringing her own makeup artist.
Alicia had said Lilian’s makeup idea wasn’t right for the campaign.
Alicia had insisted on letting the usual makeup artist take charge of everything.
But according to Alicia, Lilian had refused to make any changes and even threatened to terminate the collaboration if anyone interfered.
At the time, I hadn’t believed it.
Lilian had always appeared gentle and reasonable in front of me. I thought Alicia was being overly sensitive.
But later, the final look had indeed been disastrous.
The campaign team had spent days cleaning up the aftermath.
Back then, I only thought Alicia had been lucky in her judgment.
Now...
With everything that had happened recently replaying in my head, I was beginning to think Alicia had been telling the truth all along.
Lilian may really have said those provocative things.
She may really have used my trust as a shield.
My jaw tightened.
How many times had Alicia tried to tell me something—
only for me to dismiss her?
How many times had I chosen the easier version of events because it favored Lilian?
The thought left a bitter taste in my mouth.
Just then, Jane returned my phone and placed it quietly on the desk.
I barely noticed her leave.
A notification sound suddenly chimed.
My gaze dropped to the screen.
A new message.
From Lilian.