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Chapter 68: A Seed of Faith

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Chapter 68: A Seed of Faith

Caleb shut the side-room door with his heel. The dress uniform jacket dropped over the back of the chair with a soft rustle. The medical tablet on the table glowed red at 103.8°F.

He felt warm but not sick. The sealed wound along his left side no longer pulled when he breathed.

The raised purple spirals across his lower ribs and stomach simply existed now, carrying a quiet heat that the tablet had already flagged as anomalous.

He stared at them in the mirror for another second, wondering how much of his body still belonged only to him.

The door opened without a knock.

Elara stepped inside and let it seal behind her with a decisive click. She had shed the ceremony jacket but kept the black undersuit zipped high to her throat. A faint smear of dried grit still clung to one glove seam from the raid. She carried the folded medical report in one hand like a shield she was not sure she needed anymore. Her shoulders were tight, the kind of tension that came from hours of holding command together by sheer force of will.

"Door was closed," Caleb said, turning from the mirror to face her.

"It was not locked," she answered. She set the report on the table beside the tablet but did not open it. "I chose the version that let me inside."

Caleb rubbed the back of his neck with one hand. "If this is about the meet-and-greet, I already sat on the stool and smiled for the investors. I answered every question they threw at me."

Elara’s gaze moved to the left side of his undershirt, then back to his face. "This is not about the meet-and-greet." Her voice stayed steady, but he could hear the cost in it. "I saw the raw footage before the Guild finished editing it. I saw the false body break apart. I heard the signal die. For a few long minutes I believed I had ordered an evacuation while you were already gone."

She took one careful step closer. "The report says your wound is sealed and your temperature is elevated and the purple tissue is stable. I trust the medics who wrote it. What I do not trust is you telling me you are fine when you have always treated pain like an inconvenience."

She looked at the left side of his shirt again. "I need to see the marks, Caleb. Not because I am playing doctor. Because I need to look at them with my own eyes and know you are not minimizing what happened to you."

Caleb held her stare for a long moment. Then he caught the hem of his undershirt and pulled it up to his chest. The purple spirals curved across his lower ribs and stomach like deliberate etching, raised and slightly glossy under the low light of the prep room.

Elara’s eyes traced them without flinching. "Does it hurt?"

"Not the way it should," he said. "It feels aware. Like the skin itself noticed you walked in before I finished deciding how to answer your question. My body does things a half-second before my mind catches up. That unsettles me more than any pain would."

She removed her right glove slowly, peeling each finger free. Her bare hand looked smaller without the armor seam around the wrist. "May I touch them?"

"Yes," he said. "I want you to."

Elara placed two fingertips at the outer edge of the lowest spiral. The warmth met her immediately. Caleb’s stomach tightened, not from pain but from the strange inward shift of sensation that moved under his skin.

"That reaction happened before you even made contact," he told her. "It is not fear. It is not desire either. It is my body deciding something about you before I have finished thinking it. I hate that part."

Her fingers moved along the ridge, slow and deliberate, learning the texture. "I distanced myself from you after you ended up in the system," she said quietly.

Caleb’s jaw tightened. "You knew where I was."

"I told myself it was the right thing," she continued. "First Division politics eats people alive. My family name drags every associate into the spotlight and measures them and ranks them and uses them or punishes them."

"You thought distance was protection," he said.

"I thought if I let you be angry at me instead of close to me, you might stay outside the places that follow me." Her voice cracked on the last word. "I was wrong."

Caleb listened, the warmth of her fingers still resting against the spirals. "Backing away did not keep me safe. It only made the yard feel bigger. Every time I wondered why you stepped back, I told myself you had finally realized I was not worth the risk."

Elara’s hand stilled. "I never decided that. Not once."

"You knew the debt was still there," he said. "You knew what the yard did to people. And you chose distance anyway."

"I was terrified," she admitted. "Terrified that caring about you openly would get you killed faster than the yard ever could. I thought I was choosing the lesser evil. When I saw that body in the mud I realized I had spent years making the exact mistake I was trying to avoid."

Caleb covered her hand with his, pressing her palm flat against the center of his chest where the main spiral lay hidden beneath bone. "I am still here," he said. "I do not know what parts changed, but the part that remembers you is the same. The part that is standing in this room wanting you to believe I am still me-that has not changed."

Elara looked up at him. The last of the careful distance between them folded away. She rose onto her toes and kissed him.

The kiss was not gentle. Years of restraint broke open in the press of her mouth, in the way her hand slid from his chest to the back of his neck, fingers threading into his hair. Caleb met her with equal force, one arm wrapping around her waist and pulling her flush against him.

They broke apart only long enough for breath. Elara’s forehead rested against his. "I need to feel you alive," she whispered against his mouth. "Not on a report. Not on a feed. You."

Caleb searched her face. The exhaustion was there, raw and unguarded, but so was the certainty that had always defined her. He saw the question she was not asking out loud. She waited, eyes steady on his, giving him the same clear space she had asked for earlier.

He nodded once.

Elara kissed him again, deeper this time. Her hands moved over his chest, tracing the spirals with careful reverence. Caleb felt every pass of her fingertips like a live wire against his skin. He slid his own hands under the zipper of her undersuit, easing it down just far enough to feel the warm, smooth skin of her back. She pressed closer, hips shifting against him, her breath catching in his mouth as the kiss turned hungry.

I need this, he thought, and the thought felt like his own.

Elara broke the kiss and dropped to her knees right there on the cold floor. Her hands worked his trousers open with steady purpose.

When her mouth closed around him it was warm and slow, deliberate, like she was memorizing every inch of proof that he was still here. Caleb’s hand found her hair, not guiding, just holding on while pleasure rolled through him in waves.

He felt the soft heat of her tongue, the gentle pull, the way she took her time. A low sound left his throat before he could stop it.

He let her have the moment, let the years of distance burn away in the feel of her mouth on him. Then he reached down, cupped her face gently, and drew her back up. "My turn," he said, voice rough.

He turned them so her back met the edge of the table. His hand slipped back under her open undersuit, palm sliding over her stomach and lower until his fingers found her slick and ready. He stroked her slowly, two fingers pressing inside while his thumb circled the spot that made her hips jerk against his hand.

Elara gasped against his shoulder, nails digging into his arms, body rolling into every touch like she could not get close enough.

Caleb kept the rhythm steady, watching her face, feeling the way she tightened around his fingers, the way her breath hitched every time he curled them just right. She was shaking now, small sounds escaping her that went straight through him.

A firm knock sounded on the door.

They both froze, bodies still pressed together, his hand still under her clothes.

"Commander Vale?" came a polite but firm voice from the hallway—an arena attendant. "Your ten-minute private window is up. The next sponsor group is scheduled for this prep room in five minutes. They’re already waiting in the corridor."

Elara let out a shaky breath against his neck. She did not pull away immediately. Instead she rested her forehead on his shoulder for one more second, her hand still curled around his arm.

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