Chapter 1132: Chapter 621: Yun Qian’s Rebellion (Double-Length)

What is the essence of reincarnation?

Does reincarnation necessarily require an Underworld, necessarily require a ’King Yama’ to judge everything?

In fact, it does not.

Yun Qian knows very well that her existence and her husband’s continued existence are the best proof of reincarnation. As to whether this reincarnation is a good thing, Yun Qian believes it should be, because she cannot escape this cycle. As long as he is there, she will always be there.

Past experiences allow her to easily foresee what the outcome of this life will be. To be honest... even with a moment’s leaked memory, she can accurately predict the fate of the woman named ’Yun Qian’... but that’s okay. Even if the ending of this life is destined, she still looks forward to the next reincarnation, wanting to become someone he likes even more.

Miss Yun... perhaps has nothing more to pursue.

Zhu Pingniang said Liu Qingluo was like a parasite, clinging to others and living off their nutrients until they were depleted, then passing away together.

And what about Yun Qian?

Coincidentally, she is the same.

It seems that in this life, the ties around Xu Chang’an are always similar to her.

Bond may not be a good word, but when applied to her mottled memories, it surprisingly fits.

Yun Qian tilted her head and thought it might be so.

This time she didn’t cling first; he called her here. Who knows, maybe there will even be a daughter... so it’s too early to declare an ending.

But no matter what, Yun Qian does not dislike reincarnation... Even though Xu Chang’an has repeatedly said he doesn’t like the concept, repeatedly saying only those with regrets in this life would pin hopes on the next reincarnation, so he dislikes the concept.

Xu Chang’an wants to live at the time of living, die at the moment of death, follow one’s heart, do what people do naturally, is ’Li Zhibai’, is a brief yet brilliant light that even within eternal life could be firmly embedded, never dim.

But even so, even if Xu Chang’an has clearly stated dislike, deep dislike, Yun Qian still feels she likes ’reincarnation’. This is Yun Qian’s stubborn rebellion.

This is rare, her understanding alone.

Because as long as reincarnation exists, she can always meet him again, always become someone he likes more and more. 𝒻𝘳ℯℯ𝑤ℯ𝒷𝘯ℴ𝓋ℯ𝘭.𝑐ℴ𝑚

As long as reincarnation exists, in every instance of changing his name, he can always experience something that can’t be fully realized in a brief life... most importantly, only if reincarnation exists, when Xu Chang’an experiences the same joys, eats the same flavored pastries, meets the same kind of girls as the previous life... will there be new experiences, surprises, even dangers.

Otherwise, after countless stories.

The same taste.

Almost identical girls...

He will not like it.

Time has long proven that her husband is different from her, in such blank cycles, unwilling to ascend, it is doomed to fall apart.

So reincarnation is necessary.

Yun Qian believes it is because of this that losing memory will be a good thing for him, and if it’s a good thing for him, then it should also be the same for Miss Yun.

And besides the benefits to him, reincarnation itself holds deep meaning for Miss Yun.

Brief yet brilliant light that even within eternal life could be firmly embedded, never dim?

She has witnessed it.

Once, when Xu Chang’an went by another name, in every conclusion of everything, putting everything down, he once thought she was pitiful, or... almost every ending felt so.

Her husband brought her the concept of ’life’, and in this eternal life, left nearly unfading moments... how could she be pitiful?

Wanting to be cherished by him is true.

Miss Yun always doesn’t understand.

Her husband doesn’t think he is pitiful, but thinks she is pitiful?

Since she has witnessed such brilliance, how can she be willing to return to an empty world, so... even if every meeting after many years, even if time lost significance, her life still sees countless such shining points.

The young man named Xu Chang’an will eventually blend into her life, so as long as life is stretched long enough, these points of light will fill her life.

The most romantic thought the not-so-smart girl named Yun Qian can think of... perhaps this is it.

"..."

Yun Qian pursed her lips and thought she really had read too much of what he wrote, starting to think with these strange ways.

"Ms. Yun, what are you daydreaming about?" Zhu Pingniang saw Yun Qian lower her eyes, called her gently, and said, "Sister’s words are a bit poor, don’t take it to heart, younger sister, I used to study, just lived too long... many things are forgotten."

"... Mm." Yun Qian nodded lightly, looking at Zhu Pingniang for a moment, feeling that a girl destined to appear by her husband’s side is indeed remarkable. It should be said that Zhu Pingniang is worthy to compete with Li Zhibai for the position of ’Main Palace.’

"Ms. Zhu, don’t flatter yourself." Miss Lu pouted, "When I was young, eating one more of your pastries, you would scold me when drunk at a tea party, and now you say you forgot one word?"

"...You!" Zhu Pingniang’s mouth twitched.