My Yandere Tamer System: Every Beast Becomes a Sexy Goddess
Chapter 141: The Council Built Me a Stage and Called It a Gift
The foreign letter had been folded shut for six days when the festival notice went up over it.
Same board.
Someone had pinned the festival sheet directly over the corner where Selah and Maren’s invitation had hung, so the two things overlapped, the border seal peeking out under the fresh paper.
Soren read the top line twice.
Class Z Participation, it said, and under that, in the softer font the Council used when it wanted a thing to sound like a gift, In Recognition Of The Class’s Rise.
Mandatory.
He stood in the corridor with the pack loose behind him and read the word again.
Recognition of the rise.
A season ago the rise was a line on Dani’s screen, a fan-club number climbing where nobody had asked it to climb. Then it was a docket. Then it was a hearing that took the winter.
Now it was a festival.
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"It’s a stage," Soren said.
Dani was at the terminal already. She didn’t turn around, but her hands stopped, which was the same as turning around.
"For what," she said.
"For us."
He came and stood over her shoulder and read the assignment framing on the screen, the same words as the board, dressed a little cleaner.
"They watched us in a corner all winter," he said. "A corner’s private. You can only see so much of a thing you’re peeking at."
"So they stopped peeking."
"They built somewhere they don’t have to."
Dani pulled the notice up full-screen and scrolled, slow.
The festival ran the whole back half of spring. Booths, demonstrations, a public ranking exhibition, and a formal reception on the closing night that the notice called, without a trace of shame, a celebration of academy openness.
"Openness," Dani said.
"You put a thing on a stage, everybody gets to measure it at once," Soren said. "That’s what a festival is for a class they can’t file. They can’t keep us in a hallway now. So they light the hallway up and sell tickets."
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He started the ledger that night.
Not the Council’s kind. His own.
A cheap notebook Selah had left in the room half-used, the front pages her cramped drills for a frost technique she’d abandoned in the fall, the back half blank.
Soren turned to the back and wrote a date at the top and under it one line.
Fan-club spike. Same week as the notice.
He looked at it.
Then he wrote the winter under it. The hearing landing the same season the profile climbed. Joan’s number appearing in a box that had held a question mark for months. The monitor’s face when she’d said it won over both our heads.
Four lines.
Nothing that proved anything. A person could call all of it coincidence and a person would be within their rights, which was the thing about a coincidence, it was only ever one until you had a second one sitting next to it on the same page.
He’d been treating the too-convenient timing as noise all winter.
Weather. Bad luck. The ordinary friction of a thing the Council had decided was interesting.
He stopped treating it as noise.
Grimm shifted under the bed, a low weight against the frame, and put her chin on his ankle without opening her shut eyes.
"I know," Soren said.
She didn’t answer. She rarely did when the answer was just that she was there.
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Selah found the notebook the next morning before drills, because it was hers and she knew the cover.
She turned it over in her hand. The back pages faced up.
"You’re keeping a list," she said.
"I’m keeping a list."
She read the four lines. The frost on her fingertips didn’t climb. It sat, thin, at the edges of her nails, the permanent trace that never fully left her skin anymore.
"These aren’t connected," she said. "That’s what a list like this is. Things that aren’t connected, in one place, so you can pretend they are."
"Or so I can catch it the day they are."
She set the notebook down on the bed, open, not closed. That was as close as Selah came to agreeing with a thing she didn’t want to be true.
"Maren’s already read the invitation forty times," she said. "The foreign one. She thinks it’s a scholarship."
"Is it?"
"It’s got a border seal and two names on it and neither of them is yours." Selah’s voice went flat in the particular way it went when she’d already done the arithmetic and didn’t like the total. "You tell me what that is."
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He went back to the board that afternoon to read the festival notice one more time, the whole of it, the parts he’d skipped standing in the corridor with the pack breathing behind him.
The bottom third was the reception. Guest list, in the small font.
Faculty. Council liaison. The usual names, the ones the novel had trained him to expect, the ones he could have written from memory before he ever set foot in the building.
And then the guest of honor line.
A Continental delegation, it said. Visiting under the openness banner. Four delegates, listed by rank and seat.
Soren read the four names.
Three of them he knew. Not personally, but from the novel, the way he knew everything that mattered, the way he’d known the monitor’s smile before he read her paper.
The fourth name he’d never seen.
He read it again, slower, in case the winter had knocked something loose and he was misremembering his own book.
He wasn’t.
The name wasn’t in it.
It hadn’t been in a single line of the story he’d memorized, not as a delegate, not as a footnote, not as a corpse in a background war. A person who wasn’t in the book was a person the book couldn’t tell him how to survive.
Behind him someone had already come to read over his shoulder.
"Who’s the fourth," Dani said, quiet.
Soren didn’t answer that either.
He was writing it in the notebook.