"Zay I...hmmmmm", Zayden captured his mouth slightly, the kiss started as soft and got deep when he leaned toward him and laid him again on the bed,

"Mmngh,Ah." He moaned at the deepness of the kiss, Zayden hand moved from his arms and entered through his shirt, Zayden touched his bare stomach and slowly moved his hand upward while still kissing him. Then very gently he removed Caspian shirt while holding him tightly.Then trailed his mouth through Caspian's neck and kiss over his nape on the glands, he sniffed the honey milky pheromones but it's only made him more hard, Caspian breath staggered when Zayden trail down through his neck.

"No..nnnngh... don't.... there...." His voice came in pieces due to the heaven he felt and the hell he was carrying with himself. But Zayden didn't listen, he trailed down while kissing and licking and then he took one nipple in his mouth. And held other with his other hand.

"Ah..ngh, huh...Zay, don't there."Zayden licked them, his saliva spread over his nipple. Then he bite and rubbed them with his fingers.

Ah..hhhh, Caspian moaned while clutching sheets, Zayden focus suddenly changed, he slowly caught Caspian wrist and remove his hands from the sheet, he pressed Caspian both hands on him and whispered.

"Hold me love! It would be better this way."Caspian nodded as he clutched his shirt tightly while still struggling to held himself back from bitting.

Zayden kissed him again, his hands roamed over Caspian body, when His hand reached his lower back, Caspian hand move on instinct to stop it.

Zayden captured his wrist and pressed his hand over his head. Caspian tried to speak but his voice lost in their kiss.

"Za..mmmmm.. can't..mmmm.. breathe."

Zayden let him go , he took deep breathes to calm himself. Zayden other hands reached for his pants,

"Zay!... don't, I am afraid...huhh.... it's my first time." Caspian tried to stop him with his other hand. But Zayden locked his gaze with Caspian as he asked.

"Who am I?" Zayden asked calmly, Caspian got confuse at his stupid question but still answered.

"Zay.... you are my Zay."

Hmmm?, his hand slowly caught Caspian's hand and he gently put his second hand over his head as he smiled at his lovely reply. Caspian was too bold today maybe because of his heat but it always caught Zayden off guard.

"What's our relationship?" He caught his both hands through his one hand and again slightly move his hand downward.

"We...uhhhh... Zay.. don't there." Caspian struggled as Zayden hand moved over his lower body but Zayden didn't stop. His hold over Caspian both hands was tightened through his one hand over his head and his other hand was still roaming.

"Answer me first, who I am to you?" His hand slowly move down and about to reach his pants.

"Hus...uhhhh.... husband, you're my husband." Caspian answered with staggered breaths.

"Good boy!, then." Zayden leaned toward him, their mouths are too close that Caspian can heard his breathes."do you trust your husband." Zayden stopped there as he asked gently.

"Yeah! I trust you," caspian nodded hardly," I trust you so much."

His eyes sparkled with excitement about revealing what he felt.

"Hmm, then let your husband make you feel good, okay." Smile tuckled at his lips as he replied Caspian with same softness he showed him first time.

Caspian nodded nervously and Zayden lost it,he captured his mouth with deep kiss, his tongue was roaming inside Caspian mouth playing with his tongue while he slowly removed his pants with his other hand, he threw them over floor as Caspian laid bare beneath him.

"Hmmmngh." Caspian shuttered as cold air touched his body, his hole started to leak more that the liquid dripped on the sheets. His little dick was already pre-cummed

Zayden lifted his head as he watched Caspian, he licked his lips and locked gaze with Caspian.

"Don't..." Caspian turned away his head.

"Don't look at me." He blushed so hard that his cheeks and neck turned crimson. Zayden smiled as he turned Caspian head and again tried to lock gazes with Caspian.

"Love!!," Zayden called him but caspian avoided his gaze looking everywhere but not on him. Zayden smile widened , now it felt like the person he fell for at first sight.

"Don't you remove my clothes." Zayden let his hands go as he demanded shamelessly.

Caspian avoid him as he quickly started to open his shirt while avoiding his gaze which was roaming over his face. Zayden was just enjoying the view. Then Caspian finally opened his last button, he removed Zayden shirt and his eyes turned widened in surprise, his strong body with six packs while tattoos are everywhere. Now he felt like he married mafia men.

He tried to touch his bare chest but Zayden caught his wrist.

Remove my pants first. Zayden grinned at him again demanding something so hard with his sweet words.

Caspian blushed at his words. 𝒻𝘳ℯℯ𝑤ℯ𝒷𝘯ℴ𝓋ℯ𝘭.𝑐ℴ𝑚

"Can't.. you remove them yourself." He started to fidging with his fingers nervousely.

"Come on, why are you so scarred? Let me tell you something, it's also love you so much, it's turn hard everytime when I watch your beautiful eyes," he caressed his cheeks.

"Everytime I watch you eat, talk, even sitting quietly, even when you are so stubborn."

"Zay!!, Stop that."Caspian hide his face in his chest in shame.

"Pftttt hahahahaha." Zayden laugher echoed through the room. But he didn't stop him, Caspian touched his chest lightly and the beautiful tattoos he didn't understand what was the meaning behind them. He felt different scratches on Zayden body and watched him laughing so happily suddenly he felt so bad for him. Zayden was also too young for his responsibilities but still he was strong and he treated him so well.

"What happen?" Smile vanished from Zayden eyes as he saw Caspian watching him like he was about to cry.

"Okay, okay ,don't cry I will remove them myself just for you." He laid Caspian back gently as he removed his own pants like it's the most frustrating thing he ever done. He removed his boxers and Caspian saw it.

"No...". He crawled back but Zayden grip his leg and pull him again beneath him, held his both hands over his head and leaned over to him.

"Why not, you said that you want it." He smiled at his nervousness.

"No, Zay it's..it's too big.. it's hmmmmm." Zayden stopped him by kissing him deeply and rubbed it against him.

Uhmmmmmm.. za...y..

Caspian shrugged at sudden touch, his breathing irregular, he tried to be calm but he was losing it.

Zayden's hand covered Caspian's beneath him. The moment they touched, that warm, honeyed scent spiked in the air between them. Caspian's pulse jumped under his palm, and Zayden's breath caught. Mine, something in him said, unbidden. He leaned in until their foreheads touched."It's too late love." he whispered as he took the break to let him breath the Kissed him again , the kiss was more intense this time it thrilled him.

"Spread your legs wide." Zayden caught his thighs as he adjust him in the position. Caspian followed him. Then Zayden entered one finger inside him.

"Uhhhhmmmmm....ah...ah... Zay, I can't...ah ..ah."

"Breath love!" , he kissed him on the cheek as he moved his finger inside him..

"Uhmmmmmm...uh...huh.. "Caspian started to feel good when he entered another finger.

"No..uhmmmmm," Caspian toes curled as Zayden was moving two fingers inside him. When he thought that it's only two, Zayden entered third one.

"Ahhhhhhh..mm." Zay, it's too much, I can't."

He screamed as he was loosing pleasure again and again with it's spreading in his body.

"Love! , breath properly and calm down." Caspian tried, god he tried so hard but it's really not easy for him to breathe properly when three fingers was moving inside him.and he wasn't able to capture the pleasure he wants.

"Zay! , Enter already please, I can't... please." He started to pleaded as it became too much for him.

"Okay, spread your legs little more." Caspian done it immediately. Zayden suddenly removed his three fingers and Caspian just felt too empty inside.

"I am going to enter, hold me tightly." He helped Caspian in adjusting and then he thrusted slowly inside him.

"Ahhhhhhhhh, hmm huh huh Zay!!!, it's too deep, I...I felt too full!!!," Caspian yelled at the sudden thrust, tears filled in his eyes as he tried to hold himself back.

"Love!!" Zayden growled as he tried to control himself.

"Don't be so tight, just relax, I am just half inside you." He kissed caspian cheeks as he tried to calm him.

"Just relax, spread your legs more ,don't close them. Okay, it will feel good. Hmm." Caspian nodded as Zayden wiped his tears, just relax your body and Caspian tried when Zayden realized that he was fine then he thrusted completely inside him.

"Ahhh..hmmmmm.." Zayden kissed him again and his voice lost in Zayden mouth. He was trembling beneath him, Zayden held him tightly he waited for his body to adapt and then he started to thrust slowly,

"Ahhh..ahh...Zay it hurts." Caspian started to cry at first but he didn't realize that suddenly his cry change into moans.

"Unnngh...mmnnn..hah...huh.. more.. huh hah." Caspian's moans only thrilled him more but he tried to be gentle because it's his first time.

"Zay...mmnnn..hah.. fast..more fast...I want more." caspian hugged him tightly as he caged him with his arms and pressed his legs around him.

"As you wish! Love." He increased his pace, Caspian moans increased with faster thrusts as pleasure started to build inside him. The bed creaked beneath them, Caspian tightened his grip.

"Zay...unnngh... I am about to cu...mmmm!!." Zayden held him tightly as he also started to felt it.

"Unnnnnnnnnghhhhhhhhh.."caspian threw His head back and curled his toes as pleasure consume him and he cummed over Zayden stomach.

"Huhhhhhh."Zayden growled as he cummed inside him,they both felt the aftershocks of pleasure. He collapse on him while caspian was clutching him like he will lost it without him. His nails scratched Zayden back so hard that he was sure that it will leave marks there but he didn't care as he still hugged him with love and softness which only Caspian was born to earn from him.

They stay like that for a while, Caspian slept there without another word, Zayden remove himself and lie beside him as he caged him in his arms and legs, Caspian filled perfectly there like he always belong there , Zayden cleaned himself and caspian with tissues and spread blanket over themselves as he thought, there were so much dangers waiting for him and he knew that maybe he will not make it out or maybe he got it.

but in real life sometimes you win but still lost not because you was a loser but because there was no other option and he was well aware of his world.

Caspian calm breathes pulled him back to present, he kissed his forehead and smiled as he closed his eyes.

Sometimes it's better to just sleep with your love to remember that why you fight for too long to reach where you are.

He thought as darkness took them both in deep sleep.