The cannon fodder's revenge (BL)
Chapter 114 - 10.10 Trapped
Ambrose was leaning against A-Xuan’s dressing room door listening. When he heard footsteps approaching, he ran to his and closed it behind him.
He walked to the mirror looking at himself. He violently swiped every item on the dresser with rage. Ambrose took a seat on the chair breathing loudly.
He’s fuckin him, he’s fuckin A-Xuan. He couldn’t have misheard the sound coming out of his dressing room. He looked down thinking. If they are having that kind of quick sex, then they’re not serious.
Caitian is probably using him for relief. He knows that to Caitian he is like a perfect angel that can never be soiled.
So he just needs to perform an act that’ll show him that he’ll always be his guardian angel. Ambrose smiled mischievously as he made a phone call.
A-Xuan was leaning against the shower room listening to Caitian’s retreating steps. When he finally left, he leaned back against the door as though he was out of strength.
When he saw Caitian closing in on him, he knew what he was about to do. But he looked so damn sexy in that suit, and that dangerous aura surrounding him.
He wanted it, he wanted him. He looked up shaking his head promising he won’t have sex with him anymore. Although he already said that before but he could never resist him.
Caitian is different from the other versions of his husband in that, he is gruff. He is all testosterone and... Fuck I’m screwed. It’s not surprising he is a beastman.
A-Xuan bowed his head and covered his face with his hands. He might’ve made a deal with the original but he caved so easily.
He basically proved to Caitian that he’s just a plaything while Ambrose is his unsullied flower. What is wrong with me?
He only fucks him because he feels comfortable, but Ambrose is too good for that.
He felt like crying. Ever since he came to this world, he feels like his emotions aren’t his anymore. Maybe before he didn’t mind feeling as intensely as he did, but now he does.
The Architect will never want to be with him, he’s not good enough. He is a god while he’s just an orphan. He’s still determined to save him but what’s the point if he loses himself in the process?
What if when everything is done and he goes back to his world he can’t forget him?
Before him, he never minded being alone and only having technology surrounding him, but now living without him feels...
Maybe after this world, he needs to act differently, because he might find himself in a worst situation than his husband loving someone else. A-Xuan went into the shower to clean himself.
When he was dressed he went out and passed Caitian. He couldn’t even look at him, so he looked down.
Caitian looked at his leaving back with narrowed eyes. I won’t let you escape anymore.
Caitian thought for so long that the person who saved him was Ambrose, but now he knows he’s been wrong all along. This past week he realized why he dreamt of him.
The man he saw in his dream wasn’t a fairy, but because he looked similar to Ambrose he thought he was. He has a link to the spirit plane but it only manifests in his dreams.
The man from his dream was from a different plane where he looked like Ambrose. But A-Xuan’s the one who played the song and he knows it’s him.
When he would hear the song in his dreams every time he woke up, he would feel emotional like this symphony meant a lot to him. Like their connexion is deeper than space and time.
Even if it started as a deal it’s more than a physical bond. They must’ve been together in their previous life.
He knows he fucked up by just sleeping with him and not showing him that it’s more than that now.
I’ll show him that we are meant to be whether in this life or everyone that comes after. Caitian smiled at the thought of them being together in their previous life.
A-Xuan spent the weekend at home pissed. Monday morning A-Xuan walked onto the set still angry. They could all feel his angry aura, so they didn’t chat with him as usual.
When his makeup and costume were on he walked to the set sitting on his chair. Ambrose came out and sat next to him.
He smiled looking at A-Xuan.
"Hey, how are you?"
Ambrose waited for A-Xuan’s answer, but it never came. He would usually be friendly to him, but clearly, right now he thinks he’s too good for that.
Today is the day Caitian will be mine, so enjoy those few days in the limelight.
When A-Xuan saw Dain coming to take a seat on his left, he smiled at him.
"How are you?"
Dain smiled at him.
"I’m good how about you? Your schedule is packed."
"I’m good. Yeah but hopefully it’ll become lighter soon. Are you free tomorrow? "
Dain thought for a few seconds then answered:
"I am."
"Good, can you stop by my house at 4 pm? I need your help and Alstone’s with something."
Dain was already going to agree because he likes A-Xuan, but now he feels excited about it. Alstone said he was busy with work, so it’s his only chance to see him for a while.
He smiled:
"Of course, anything you need."
A-Xuan smiled at him his eyes flashing with conspiracy.
After his meeting that lasted all morning, Caitian went to set for the afternoon shoot. He got out of the car and walked backstage. He couldn’t wait to talk to A-Xuan and make things official.
He missed him, and he was the only thing on his mind all weekend. He was lost in thought for too long, and before he could react fairy dust fell on his head. His body collapsed.
When he woke up he was in a dark place. He lifted his hand but they immediately hit something hard. He could see a little light entering the box, and he tried to push the door.
He kept banging on it with his body but it wouldn’t budge. He collapsed in fear his breathing becoming erratic. His heartbeat started to quicken and his breathing hitched. I need to get out of here.
A-Xuan was in the middle of a scene when he abruptly stopped. His eyes opened wide and he took a vial of fairy dust out of his sleeve.
After sprinkling some over his head he appeared in front of a steel box. With his enhanced hearing, he could hear Caitian going insane inside of it.
He forcefully pushed Ambrose who was in front of the box and tried to open it.
Ambrose was on the floor looking at A-Xuan stunned. This is my moment, he can’t steal it from me. He got up but before he could push A-Xuan a fist came to his face and he fell back blacking out.
A-Xuan ripped the door open after using CF and Caitian fell to his knees gasping for air. A-Xuan knelt in front of him and lifted his head.
"It’s okay. You’re okay."
Caitian grabbed his arms intently like a drowning man. A-Xuan could see terror and agony in his eyes.
He turned his head and saw the whole crew was there. When they saw him disappear, they ran everywhere looking for him.
They were shocked to see Caitian in this state, and Ambrose comatose on the ground with a bloodied nose.
Caitian immediately turned A-Xuan’s head, as if he took comfort from it. A-Xuan sprinkled fairy dust above them and they disappeared.
They appeared again in Caitian’s home. Their position was the same, Caitian was on his knees looking at him and A-Xuan had his hands at the side of his face.
When his breathing regulated Caitian kissed him, the kiss was tender but it never registered with A-Xuan. He ended the kiss after a few seconds and stood up.
He gave his back to Caitian and bit his lip in anger and pain. Even at this moment, all he cares about is fuckin me.
Tears ran down his face, but he quickly wiped them and took a breath to calm down. Thank you for making my decision so easy.
He turned around and asked expressionlessly:
"Are you okay?"
Caitian looked at him intently while standing up.
"I’m okay."
A-Xuan nodded and bend down to grab the vial of fairy dust. Before he could open the cap Caitian took it from him.
A-Xuan looked at him and explained expressionlessly as if he was talking about something unimportant:
"Our deal is done, I don’t want to have sex with you again. I don’t care anymore I can’t stand to look at your face."
He can’t keep doing this to himself, it hurts too much. He’s the person he loves most and the only one who can hurt him, and that’s what he is doing, the worst in all of that is that he doesn’t even see it.