The Feral Alpha's Captive
Chapter 50: No!
đšTHORNE
But it was different on her.
Our eyes met.
Grey, wide and startled. And just like thatâ
The pain vanished. It did not dull nor eas
Gone.
The bond sang, a resonance so pure and overwhelming it stole the breath from my lungs. Warmth flooded through my chest, spreading outward, chasing away the throbbing agony in my shoulder, the pounding in my skull, the exhaustion weighing down my limbs.
I stared at her.
At the way her lips parted slightly in surprise. At the way her hands stilled, towel forgotten. At the way her gaze traced over meâtaking in the blood, the torn fabric, the way I was standing too rigidly, favoring my injured side.
Then I winced.
The movement jarred my shoulder, and Umbra howledânot in rage, but in pain, a sound that reverberated through my bones.
Altheaâs eyes went wide.
"What happened?" she breathed, and then she was movingârushing forward, closing the distance between us in three quick steps.
It shocked me.
Her concern. Her immediacy.
The way she didnât hesitate. Even the conditioned tremor in her voice did not sound so apparent. đđťđŽđŽđŹđđđđ¸đŤđđĄ.đŹđ¸đ
"Itâs nothing," I started, but her hands were already reaching for me, fingers hovering just above the torn fabric of my shirt, andâ
Her touch landed.
Cool. Soothing. Like water over burns.
The relief was so sudden, so complete, that I nearly staggered.
"Sit," she ordered, her voice firmer than Iâd ever heard it. "Sit down. Now."
I was so shocked, I obeyed.
She guided me toward the chair near the window, her hands steady on my uninjured arm, her movements careful but decisive. The moment I sank into the seat, she was thereâkneeling beside me, fingers already working at the collar of my shirt, peeling away blood-soaked fabric.
"Four parallel gashes," she said, examining the wound. "Claw-torn, not cleanâsee how the flesh pulls apart here. This one struck deep, near the shoulder blade. Another handâs width lower and it would have opened the main vessel of blood of the arm. You would have emptied yourself on the ground before help ever reached you."
I blinked.
That was... remarkably accurate medical terminology for someone who should never have worked a day in her life.
Her hands moved over the wound, not touching but assessing, her gaze sharp and focused. The pain was still thereâdull now, manageableâbut wherever her fingers hovered, the throbbing eased.
"I need to see the full extent," she said. "Can youâ"
I shifted, trying to give her better access.
Pain lanced through my shoulder, white-hot and vicious.
I hissed.
"Donât move," she snapped, her hand pressing lightly against my chest to hold me still. "Youâll make it worse. Justâstay."
Her tone was scolding. Authoritative even with a quiver that laced every syllable.
Like sheâd forgotten who I was.
Like sheâd forgotten to be afraid.
Then she caught herself.
Her hand froze against my chest. Her eyes lifted to mine.
Steel-grey meeting... whatever the hell color mine were behind the mask Iâd finally removed after stumbling into the room.
The air thickened.
Tension coiled between us, tight and suffocating and charged with something I didnât want to name.
Her breath hitched.
She pulled back sharplyâtoo sharplyâand her foot caught on my leg.
She stumbled.
Instinct took over.
I grabbed her.
My injured shoulder screamed as I reached out, fingers closing around her waist, hauling her back before she could hit the floor.
Pain detonated through the wound, the movement tearing at barely-healing flesh.
But I held her.
She gasped, her hands flying to my shoulders to steady herselfâthen jerking away the moment she realized what sheâd done, where sheâd touched.
"Iâm sorry," she stammered, trying to pull back, to put distance between us. "I didnât mean toâI shouldnât haveâ"
But I didnât let go.
Couldnât.
Because the moment her weight settled against me, the moment her scent surrounded me, the moment her presence filled every empty space in my awarenessâ
The pain vanished again.
Completely.
Her wide eyes stared into mine, and I saw itâthe same realization dawning on her face.
The bond.
The pull.
The undeniable, inescapable truth neither of us wanted to acknowledge.
"Youâre hurt," she whispered, her voice trembling now. "You need to let meâ"
"Youâre helping," I said quietly.
She blinked. "What?"
"Your touch." My voice was rougher than I intended. "Itâs... helping. The painâitâs not as bad when youâre close."
Her breath caught.
For a moment, neither of us moved.
Then slowlyâso slowly I thought she might bolt at any secondâshe settled her hand back on my uninjured shoulder.
The relief was immediate.
"Okay," she breathed. "Okay. Then... stay still. Let me see what I can do."
And against every instinct screaming at me to push her away, to maintain distance, to protect what little control I had leftâ
I let her.
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đŚALTHEA
I worked through the gashes carefully, every pass of my fingers measured, deliberate. The skin around the wounds was hotâangryâbut already knitting in places where the bond had softened the damage. Still, this was not something magic alone could be trusted to finish.
Especially not his magic.
My hands stilled for a moment when I felt it.
Not pain.
Awareness.
The unmistakable pullâtightening, curious, warm.
No, I thought sharply, directing the reprimand inward. Absolutely not.
The bond responded anyway, humming like it had just been praised.
Behave, I warned it. This is not the time.
I reached for the salve jar instead, grounding myself in the ritual. The scent of crushed pine resin and nightbloom filled the air as I smeared it gently along the torn flesh. He barely flinched.
That, too, unsettled me.
"You should be screaming," I muttered.
His breath huffed out, something between a laugh and a wince. "Disappointing you again."
I ignored that.
Bandages came nextâclean linen, wrapped snug but not tight, layered carefully over his shoulder and across his chest. He didnât resist. Didnât question. Just watched me with an intensity that prickled my skin.
Too aware.
Too quiet.
My words faltered.
Because his gaze had dropped.
To my mouth and my mind might have fractured.
His stare was not leering. Not crude.
It was not even a stare, it was more of a loaded glance.
Like it had slipped before he could stop it.
I felt it thenâa heat that had nothing to do with magic and everything to do with proximity.
I tied the final knot and leaned back. "There. Youâre wrapped. You need rest. Actual rest. No brooding. No summoning shadows. Noâ"
His hand lifted.
Slow. Careful.
As if he werenât sure he was allowed.
I stepped back immediately, heart skidding. "No."
The word came out sharper than I meant.
His hand froze midair, then fell back to his side. He clenched it, avoiding my eyes. "There is my blood on your lip."