The Mafia King's Deadly Wife
Chapter 60: Who am I now?
Raven walked the corridor barefoot, the marble cold enough to bite through her soles and climb her calves with every step.
No summons pulled her forward. No blood on her hands. No rush of adrenaline or jealousy clawing at her ribs. Just her own decision, quiet and steady, carrying her toward the low lamp glow spilling from under his door.
She stopped outside it. Hand on the handle.
She turned the handle anyway.
Vincent sat at the desk, lamp burning low, papers spread in front of him. Black shirt open at the collar. Hair loose over his shoulders. When she stepped inside he looked up. Dark eyes found hers across the room. He didn’t speak. Didn’t stand. He simply waited, the way he always did when the next move belonged to her.
Raven crossed the space. Each step deliberate. The black silk sheets caught the lamplight when she sat on the edge of the bed. The mattress dipped under her weight. She rested her hands on either side of her thighs and met his gaze.
"You asked why I stopped trying to kill you."
He waited.
"I don’t have an answer. But I stopped. That means something."
Vincent rose. Slow. No rush. He crossed to her, stopping just short of her knees. Close enough that she felt the heat of him against her bare legs, but far enough that the next move still belonged to her.
"What does it mean?"
"I don’t know yet."
The words left her mouth quiet. Honest. No armor left to hide behind.
She reached for him first.
Her fingers slid up the front of his shirt, unbuttoning the rest with steady hands. Fabric parted. Warm skin. The scar the one over his heart. She traced it with her thumb, slow, feeling the raised line under her touch. His breath caught once. Small. Almost nothing. But she felt it against her palm.
Raven stood.
She pushed the shirt off his shoulders. It slid down his arms and pooled on the floor. Then she took his wrist, turned him, and guided him to sit on the edge of the bed where she had been. He let her. For once he followed.
She stepped between his knees.
Her hands moved to his belt. Metal buckle cool against her fingers. She worked it open without hurry. The sound of leather sliding through loops filled the quiet room. When his pants loosened she pushed them down his hips. He lifted enough to help. No words. Just the rustle of fabric and the low lamp and the way his dark eyes stayed on her face the entire time. 𝒻𝑟𝘦𝘦𝘸ℯ𝒷𝑛𝘰𝓋ℯ𝘭.𝘤𝘰𝘮
Raven pulled her own shirt over her head. No performance. No tease. Just skin meeting air. She stepped out of her pants next. Naked now except for the knife still strapped to her thigh. She left it there. A choice.
She climbed onto his lap.
Straddling him. Knees on either side of his hips. The heat of him pressed against her core, already hard. She didn’t sink down yet. She stayed there, hands on his shoulders, feeling the muscle shift under her palms.
Vincent’s hands settled at her waist. Not gripping. Not pulling. Waiting.
She leaned in. Forehead against his. Breath mingling.
"What do you want?" he asked, voice low, rough at the edges.
"I want to figure out who I am without someone telling me."
The words came out raw. Stripped.
Then she kissed him.
Not the brutal claiming kisses from before. Slower. Deeper. Her tongue traced his lower lip before she took his mouth fully. He opened for her. Let her set the pace. His hands stayed at her waist, thumbs brushing the skin just under her ribs, following her lead.
Raven rocked against him once. Slow. Deliberate. The friction sent heat curling low in her belly. She did it again. Controlled. Testing. His breath hitched against her mouth. She felt the shudder run through his shoulders.
She reached between them. Wrapped her fingers around him. Hot. Heavy. Already slick at the tip. She stroked once, slow, thumb circling the head. His hips jerked. Small. Restrained. She did it again.
Then she rose just enough to guide him to her entrance.
She sank down inch by inch.
The stretch burned sweet. Familiar and new at the same time. She didn’t close her eyes. She watched his face. The way his jaw tightened. The way his dark eyes darkened further when she took him fully.
She stayed there a moment. Full. Connected. Breathing the same air.
Then she began to move.
Not frantic. Not desperate. Steady rolls of her hips. Deep. Controlled. Every slide dragged pleasure through her core, tight and bright. His hands flexed at her waist but didn’t force her rhythm. He let her lead. Let her take what she needed.
Raven leaned forward. Mouth against his throat. She bit down lightly. Not hard enough to mark. Just enough to feel his pulse jump against her tongue. He groaned low. The sound vibrated through her chest.
She rode him slower. Deeper. Grinding down on every downward stroke until the pressure built low and heavy. Her nails dug into his shoulders. Not drawing blood. Just holding on.
Vincent’s head fell back. Throat exposed. She kissed the scar over his heart again. Lips soft. Almost tender. His hand slid up her spine, fingers threading into her hair, but he didn’t pull. He just held.
The pleasure coiled tighter. Her thighs trembled. She didn’t fight it. Didn’t rush. She let it build until it crested slow and deep, rolling through her in long waves. She clenched around him, breath catching against his skin.
He followed seconds later. A low groan torn from his chest. His hips lifted once, meeting her, spilling deep inside her.
They stayed like that. Foreheads pressed together. Breathing ragged. Sweat cooling on their skin.
Raven didn’t move away.
She didn’t roll off and reach for her clothes.
She simply stayed.
Her head dropped to his shoulder. His arms came around her, loose but sure. One hand traced slow patterns along her spine. The other rested at the small of her back.
She didn’t hate him.
She hadn’t hated him for weeks.
She didn’t love him either. That word didn’t fit. Too clean. Too final.
But she wanted him. Not his power. Not his protection. Not the king or the cage.
Him.
The man who waited. The man who let her lead tonight. The man whose lamp still burned three doors down even when she didn’t come.
That was enough for tonight.
Raven closed her eyes.
The black silk sheets cooled beneath them. His heartbeat thudded steady under her ear.
She stayed.
Didn’t leave after.
Fell asleep beside him for the first time, bare skin against bare skin, the knife still strapped to her thigh, untouched.
The question still lived behind her ribs.
Who am I now?
But for once it didn’t feel like something she had to answer alone.