Three Alphas Beg For the Triplets They Never Wanted
Chapter 138 Divided by Fear
Bella’s POV
The car ride home felt like an eternity of chaos and heartbreak. After retrieving my children from Derek and his father, Hugo helped me gather them into the vehicle, but the aftermath of what had happened at the well continued to unfold in the cramped space.
My babies were in complete meltdown mode. Tears streamed down their faces as they hurled accusations at each other across the seats. Tara sat bewildered in her car seat, unable to comprehend why her brother and sister were suddenly treating her like a monster. Meanwhile, Zack and Leah clung to me desperately, their small bodies trembling with genuine terror every time their sister so much as shifted in her position.
The sound of their crying filled every corner of the car, creating a symphony of pain that made my chest feel like it was caving in. I pressed my back against the seat and tried to breathe, but the air felt thick and suffocating. My hands started shaking uncontrollably, and I found myself gnawing at my fingernails until they were raw and bleeding.
Cold sweat beaded on my forehead despite the winter chill outside. The weight of everything that had transpired crashed over me in waves. My world had been turned completely upside down, and I had no idea how to put the pieces back together.
Hugo kept glancing at me through the rearview mirror, his jaw tight with concern. When he spoke, his voice was gentle but strained. "We’ll figure this out, Bella. Everything is going to work itself out."
I shook my head immediately, unable to find any comfort in his words. Nothing felt like it would ever be okay again. The threats we faced, the danger surrounding us, the way my own children feared each other - it was all spiraling beyond my control.
When we finally pulled into the driveway, I carefully lifted Zack and Leah from their seats while Hugo handled Tara. The other two refused to let their sister come anywhere near them, shrinking away whenever she tried to approach. It broke my heart to see them so divided.
Inside the house, I knew we needed to address what had happened. I settled all three children in the living room, though Zack and Leah positioned themselves as far from Tara as possible on the couch.
"We need to have a conversation about what occurred today," I announced, my voice hoarse from the emotional strain. I could barely catch my breath as I looked at their troubled faces.
Zack and Leah wore matching expressions of anger and fear, shooting hostile glances at their sister whenever they thought I wasn’t watching. Tara sat with her hands folded in her lap, confusion and hurt written across her innocent features.
"I understand you’re both frightened by what happened, but you have to realize that your sister isn’t trying to hurt you. She’s dealing with something very difficult right now," I began, then found myself stumbling over how to explain the supernatural elements to children who had been raised in a human world.
Hugo must have sensed my struggle because he moved closer and took over. "Think of it like when Leah had that really bad fever last winter, remember? She said things that didn’t make sense and acted differently than usual."
Leah nodded slowly, her expression softening slightly at the memory.
"Your sister is going through something similar right now. The things she says or does aren’t really coming from her. It’s like an illness that makes her confused," Hugo explained patiently.
Tara lifted her head at his words, her eyes wide as she looked between her siblings. But Zack and Leah still seemed unconvinced.
"She’s scary when she gets sick like that," Leah mumbled, her bottom lip jutting out in a stubborn pout.
"Can’t we go stay with the nice man like he offered? He promised he would take care of us while Tara gets better," Zack added hopefully.
My stomach dropped at their innocent request. They had no understanding of the true danger that Derek represented. To them, he had simply been kind and offered them shelter from a frightening situation.
"And why does that man keep insisting we’re his children? Aren’t we supposed to be Daddy’s kids?" Zack continued, his brow furrowed with confusion.
The question made my heart ache. During the confrontation, my children had heard so many conflicting claims about their parentage and identity. They were too young to process the complex web of supernatural politics and family dynamics that surrounded them.
Leah’s next words cut through me like a knife. "He doesn’t even want me anyway. I heard him say he only cares about Zack."
She pulled away when I reached for her hand, the rejection in her small gesture devastating me completely. My own daughter was withdrawing from me because she felt unwanted and confused.
"But I want all of you. Why would you want to leave your mother behind? Don’t you want to stay with me?" I asked desperately, searching their faces for any sign of the close bond we used to share.
Tara immediately nodded enthusiastically. "I want to stay with you, Mommy!" She turned to her siblings with a bright smile, expecting them to agree.
Instead, Zack crossed his arms defensively. "But if we stay with her, she might try to hurt us again."
The pain in Hugo’s expression was evident as he watched his son struggle with these impossible circumstances.
I couldn’t take any more. My head was pounding, and every word felt like another weight added to my already overwhelming burden. "That’s enough discussion for now. Mommy needs some quiet time."
Getting through dinner was a nightmare. The children refused to sit near Tara, jumping nervously every time she moved or spoke. I ended up feeding them in shifts just to maintain some semblance of peace.
When bedtime arrived, I made the difficult decision to separate them completely. Zack and Leah would sleep in their shared room with a baby monitor, while Tara would stay with me in the master bedroom.
As I was tucking in the older two, they finally told me the full story of what had happened at the well. Tara had convinced them to follow her into the woods by claiming their father was there waiting for them. When she led them to the old well, she insisted he had fallen in and needed their help. The moment they peered over the edge, she had pushed them while declaring that she didn’t want them as siblings and intended to kill them.
Hugo was incredibly supportive throughout the evening, though he kept receiving urgent calls from Camilla demanding to know his whereabouts. She was growing suspicious about the activity at the guest house and wanted to investigate personally. He managed to convince her to stay away for now.
I could see the anger building in Hugo as the night progressed. After making a brief trip to check on the guest house situation, he returned absolutely furious. I knew he needed to shift and release some of that rage, so I encouraged him to go.
Once everyone was supposedly settled for the night, I returned to my bedroom to find Tara still wide awake, staring at the ceiling with tears in her eyes.
"They really hate me now, don’t they Mommy?" she whispered, her tiny voice breaking my heart all over again.