Why Did I Reincarnate as the Heroine When I Wanted to Be a Villainess?

Chapter 43: The Man Who Should Have Been Dead

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Chapter 43: The Man Who Should Have Been Dead

The room remained silent.

Nobody moved.

Nobody spoke.

The guard’s words hung in the air.

"A survivor."

The chief stood first.

"Take me to him."

The guard nodded immediately.

"He’s at the healer’s house."

Rowan was already moving before the sentence finished.

His chair crashed against the floor.

Nobody commented.

Because nobody blamed him.

Not after everything they’d just learned.

The chief followed.

The young woman followed.

Daren followed.

Naturally—

Seraphina stood up too.

Kael immediately grabbed her sleeve.

"No."

"What?"

"This has absolutely nothing to do with us."

Seraphina pointed toward the door.

"There is a mysterious survivor."

"Correct."

"There is an erased noble family."

"Unfortunately."

"There is a possible ancient conspiracy."

"Very unfortunately."

She crossed her arms.

"This is exactly the kind of situation curious people investigate."

Kael nodded.

"Good thing we’re leaving tomorrow."

A devastating attack.

Seraphina narrowed her eyes.

"You’ve become annoying."

"I’ve become experienced."

Unfortunately, that was harder to argue with.

By the time they reached the healer’s house, half the village already knew.

Villagers crowded outside.

Whispers spread through the street.

People were scared.

Not excited.

Scared.

Because another wagon had been found.

Another symbol.

Another attack.

And somehow—

One person had survived.

The healer’s house was small.

Far too small for the number of people trying to enter.

The chief forced everyone except a handful inside.

Rowan.

The chief.

The young woman.

Daren.

Kael.

Seraphina.

The healer.

And the survivor.

For a moment nobody spoke.

The man looked terrible.

Bandages covered his chest.

Fresh wounds crossed his arms.

His face was pale.

Exhaustion sat beneath his eyes.

He looked less like a survivor and more like a man who had accidentally escaped death’s paperwork.

The healer folded her arms.

"He shouldn’t even be awake."

"Yet here we are."

The survivor’s voice sounded rough.

Like gravel dragged across stone.

Then his eyes landed on Rowan.

And froze.

The room immediately noticed.

Recognition.

Clear recognition.

The survivor stared.

Rowan stared back.

Neither seemed happy about it.

Finally the survivor spoke.

"You really look exactly like him."

Rowan frowned.

"Like who?"

The man swallowed.

"Your uncle."

Silence.

The chief slowly lowered himself into a chair.

The young woman looked away.

Even Daren stopped fidgeting.

Rowan’s expression hardened.

"You knew him?"

The survivor laughed once.

A humorless sound.

"Everyone knew him."

That answer surprised Rowan.

Because his uncle had never talked much about his travels.

"How?"

The survivor stared at the ceiling.

As if deciding how much to say.

Then he answered.

"I traveled with him."

The room became even quieter.

"When?"

Rowan asked.

"Three months ago."

Nobody missed that.

Three months.

Exactly when the attacks began.

Exactly when the symbol first appeared.

Exactly when everything started going wrong.

Rowan noticed it too.

His jaw tightened.

"What happened?"

The survivor closed his eyes briefly.

The memory clearly hurt.

Not physically.

Emotionally.

"He went looking for answers."

A pause.

"The estate."

Nobody needed clarification.

Everyone knew which estate.

House Valemont.

The erased family.

The place at the center of the map.

The place nobody returned from.

The survivor opened his eyes again.

"He thought he could uncover the truth."

Rowan’s voice dropped lower.

"And?"

The survivor looked directly at him.

For the first time.

"And nobody comes back."

The room felt colder.

Not because of magic.

Not because of monsters.

Because he believed it.

Every word.

Every memory.

Every fear.

The man wasn’t telling a story.

He was reliving one.

And for the first time since meeting him—

Seraphina saw genuine fear in Rowan’s eyes.

Not for himself.

For his uncle.

Rowan stood perfectly still.

The room waited.

Nobody rushed him.

Nobody interrupted.

Because some answers were dangerous enough on their own.

"What do you mean nobody comes back?"

The question sounded calm.

Too calm.

The survivor laughed weakly.

Not because anything was funny.

Because sometimes people laughed when they didn’t know what else to do.

"I mean exactly that."

He looked at Rowan.

Then at the chief.

Then at the map rolled under the old man’s arm.

"You think this started three months ago."

A pause.

"It didn’t."

The room became silent again.

The chief frowned.

"What are you saying?"

The survivor swallowed.

"Three months ago is when people noticed."

That was worse.

Much worse.

Because it implied something had been happening long before the attacks.

Long before the missing caravans.

Long before the symbol.

The healer adjusted one of the bandages.

"Don’t talk too much."

The survivor ignored her.

A terrible decision.

A decision Seraphina respected.

"The estate was already wrong."

Nobody liked that sentence.

Not a single person.

"What does that mean?"

Daren asked.

The survivor looked toward the window.

As though checking something.

Or someone.

Then he lowered his voice.

"When we first arrived, nothing seemed strange."

A pause.

"The gates were open."

Another pause.

"The gardens were clean."

Kael frowned.

"An abandoned estate shouldn’t have clean gardens."

"Exactly."

The survivor pointed weakly.

"Exactly."

The room grew quieter.

"The grass was trimmed."

"The paths were clean."

"There were flowers."

His voice became slightly unsteady.

"As though someone was still living there."

The chief slowly folded his hands.

"And was someone living there?"

The survivor didn’t answer immediately.

Instead—

His expression changed.

Fear.

Pure fear.

The kind people couldn’t fake.

"No."

One word.

One simple word.

Yet somehow it made the room colder.

"No one lived there."

"Then who maintained it?"

The young woman asked.

The survivor looked at her.

Then away.

"I don’t know."

A terrible answer.

The worst kind.

Because everyone believed he was telling the truth.

Seraphina leaned against the wall.

Thinking.

Not speaking.

Actually thinking.

A rare and dangerous event.

Something bothered her.

The flowers.

The paths.

The gardens.

None of that sounded random.

Someone had cared.

Someone had maintained them.

Which meant either:

Someone lived there.

Or—

Something did.

She decided not to say that out loud.

Mostly because she didn’t want Daren fainting.

The man continued.

"We stayed one night."

Rowan immediately looked up.

"Only one?"

The survivor nodded.

"One was enough."

His hands tightened around the blanket.

"I woke up during the night."

The room listened.

No jokes.

No interruptions.

Just silence.

Good silence.

The kind stories needed.

"There was music."

That surprised everyone.

Even Seraphina.

"Music?"

The survivor nodded slowly.

"A piano."

Nobody spoke.

Because somehow that detail felt more unsettling than monsters.

A piano meant civilization.

People.

Life.

A monster roaring in the darkness was expected.

A piano playing in an abandoned estate was not.

"It came from inside the mansion."

The survivor’s breathing became slightly faster.

"I thought one of our men was awake."

"So you investigated?"

Kael asked.

The survivor laughed again.

That same hollow laugh.

"Of course I investigated."

A pause.

"It was the worst decision of my life."

Outside—

Wind brushed softly against the building.

Several people glanced toward the window unconsciously.

The survivor noticed.

His face paled again.

Not dramatically.

Just enough.

Enough for Seraphina to notice.

Interesting.

Very interesting.

This man wasn’t afraid of the memory.

He was afraid of something now.

Something current.

Something present.

The survivor continued.

"I followed the music."

His voice became quieter.

"And I found the ballroom."

The chief frowned.

"The ballroom?"

The survivor nodded.

"The piano was playing."

Nobody moved.

Nobody breathed.

"And there was someone dancing."

The room froze.

Daren immediately pointed.

"No."

A powerful argument.

Very detailed.

Very intelligent.

Nobody listened.

The survivor wasn’t joking.

Everyone could see that.

"There was a woman."

A pause.

"At least I thought it was a woman."

Seraphina immediately noticed the wording.

Thought.

Not knew.

Thought.

Important difference.

"What happened next?"

The question came from Rowan.

The survivor stared at the ceiling.

As if he wished he didn’t remember.

As if forgetting would be easier.

Then quietly—

Very quietly—

He answered.

"She stopped dancing."

The room waited.

The survivor’s eyes slowly shifted toward the window again.

Fear returned immediately.

Raw.

Unfiltered.

Absolute.

Then he whispered:

"And she looked directly at me."

Nobody spoke.

The survivor’s voice dropped lower.

"So I ran."

A long silence followed.

Then Seraphina finally spoke.

Only one sentence.

One very important sentence.

"You’re leaving out the worst part."

The survivor froze.

Every person in the room looked at him.

The chief.

Rowan.

Kael.

Everyone.

Because Seraphina was right.

They could all feel it.

The story wasn’t over.

Not even close.

The survivor looked at her for several seconds.

Then—

Slowly—

His face lost all color.

And for the first time since waking up—

He genuinely looked terrified.

"Because I wasn’t the one she was looking at."

The words settled heavily.

Rowan stepped closer.

Not aggressively.

Not impatiently.

Just enough to make it clear he needed answers.

"Then who was she looking at?"

The survivor lowered his head.

For several moments he said nothing.

When he finally spoke, his voice sounded older.

"We were supposed to be six."

The chief’s eyes narrowed.

"Supposed to be?"

"We lost one man before reaching the estate."

The survivor rubbed his temples as though forcing damaged memories into place.

"A broken wagon wheel. An accident."

His expression suggested he no longer believed it had been an accident.

"That left five."

He swallowed.

"Four entered the mansion."

The room grew quieter.

"What about the fifth?" the young woman asked.

"He stayed outside."

A pause.

"He begged us not to go in."

Nobody laughed.

Nobody called it superstition.

Not after everything else.

"We thought he was scared."

A bitter smile appeared.

"We should have listened."

The healer quietly adjusted a lantern.

The flame flickered.

Shadows shifted across the walls.

For a brief moment, Seraphina thought everyone looked tired.

Not physically.

Mentally.

Like they were all slowly being dragged into a story they wished belonged to someone else.

The survivor continued.

"When I ran from the ballroom, I wasn’t thinking."

His hands tightened around the blanket.

"I just ran."

The memory clearly embarrassed him.

Not because he fled.

Because he survived.

People often carried strange guilt about survival.

Especially when others didn’t.

"I reached the entrance hall."

His breathing became uneven.

"There were footsteps behind me."

No monster.

No roar.

No scream.

Just footsteps.

Somehow that felt worse.

"I thought she was chasing me."

The survivor stared at the floor.

"I was wrong."

A strange feeling settled over the room.

The kind that appeared right before bad news.

"The footsteps weren’t following me."

Nobody liked where this was going.

"They were walking past me."

Even Seraphina felt a chill.

The survivor’s eyes closed.

"As if I didn’t matter."

That was the detail everyone remembered.

Not the danger.

Not the chase.

The indifference.

Whatever had been inside that estate hadn’t cared about him.

Its attention had been elsewhere.

The chief slowly leaned back.

"What happened next?"

The survivor laughed softly.

This time there was no humor at all.

"I looked back."

An excellent decision.

The kind people always regretted.

"And?"

Rowan asked.

The survivor’s answer came immediately.

"There wasn’t one person."

The room froze.

"There were dozens."

Nobody moved.

Not because they were afraid.

Because they were trying to understand.

Dozens?

The survivor’s voice became distant.

"As if an entire party had suddenly appeared."

The lantern light trembled.

Or perhaps that was just imagination.

"Men."

"Women."

"Dancers."

"Servants."

"They were walking through the hall."

His eyes slowly opened.

"But none of them looked alive."

Nobody spoke.

Not even Seraphina.

The survivor stared at his bandaged hands.

"They weren’t ghosts."

That should have been reassuring.

It wasn’t.

"They weren’t monsters either."

Even worse.

Because now nobody knew what they were.

The young woman folded her arms.

"Then what were they?"

The survivor gave the only honest answer available.

"I don’t know."

Outside, the sounds of the village had begun fading.

The panic from earlier was settling.

Doors closed.

Voices quieted.

Night slowly reclaimed the streets.

Inside the healer’s house, however, nobody seemed aware of the time.

The chief reached for the map.

His finger tapped the estate’s location.

"Did your group find anything there?"

The survivor hesitated.

Then nodded.

A single movement.

But enough to pull everyone’s attention back.

"We found a journal."

That changed everything.

Immediately.

Because journals meant answers.

Or at least clues.

The chief straightened.

Rowan’s focus sharpened.

Even Kael paid closer attention.

"What happened to it?"

The survivor’s expression darkened.

"It disappeared."

Of course it did.

Seraphina almost laughed.

Not because it was funny.

Because mysteries apparently had a personal grudge against useful evidence.

"What was inside?"

The survivor looked directly at her.

"Only one page mattered."

Interesting.

Very interesting.

"What page?"

The survivor swallowed.

Then quietly recited words he clearly hadn’t forgotten.

Not after all this time.

Not after everything he’d seen.

"’The door beneath the estate must never be opened.’"

The room became completely silent.

No jokes.

No sarcasm.

No clever remarks.

Just silence.

Because everyone understood one thing.

A hidden door beneath an erased family’s estate was exactly the kind of information nobody wanted to hear.

And exactly the kind of information people died investigating.

The survivor lowered his gaze.

"The next page had been torn out."

A frustrating detail.

A very frustrating detail.

Yet somehow believable.

The room sat with that information.

Thinking.

Connecting pieces.

Searching for meaning.

And in the middle of it all—

Seraphina noticed something strange.

Not in the story.

Not on the map.

In Rowan.

Because while everyone else seemed focused on the estate—

Rowan wasn’t.

His attention had drifted elsewhere.

Toward a much simpler question.

A much more personal one.

His uncle.

Not the estate.

Not the mystery.

Not House Valemont.

His uncle.

Because hidden beneath every answer tonight was one possibility Rowan hadn’t stopped chasing.

If his uncle had gone there...

Had he truly never come back?

Or was somebody, somewhere, still waiting for him to stop looking?

And for the first time that night—

Rowan looked less like a merchant.

And more like someone preparing to make a very dangerous decision.

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