Young Master's Pov: I Am The Game's Villain

Chapter 38: The First Interval

Young Master's Pov: I Am The Game's Villain

Chapter 38: The First Interval

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Chapter 38: The First Interval

I met Veylan at the third bell.

I met him at the third bell because the retraining required, by Dame Hester’s small careful specification, that the first interval be conducted at the precise hour the body’s circadian rhythm would have produced the small specific Aether-circulation pattern Subject A’s first interval had been conducted at — and the precise hour, by Dame Hester’s careful cross-referencing of seven daily intervals across the academic year, was the third bell of the morning. The bell I had been at the Western Practice Ring for four times in the past eleven days. The bell Liora Ashveil would be at the Western Practice Ring for, by her Monday-arrangement, approximately three more times before the Monthly Rankings.

The Western Practice Ring was not where I went.

Veylan had, in the small careful sentence he had delivered to me at the close of yesterday’s afternoon training, redirected the first interval to a location I had not previously been in.

The location was the *Northern Yard.*

I had not been to the Northern Yard.

The wiki had documented it as the academy’s smallest training facility — a single circular ring, approximately twelve paces across, set into the rock-face of the central island’s northern slope. It was, by the wiki’s footnote, the location the academy reserved for *irregular instruction.* It had not been used by any first-year cohort in the previous seventeen years.

It had been used, by the small careful inference I was now making at the eleventh day of my time in this body, for every previous Subject-A-equivalent who had passed through this institution.

The yard was, by the small precise reading of the wiki’s footnote, the academy’s quiet acknowledgment that the curriculum existed.

The yard at the third bell of a Thursday morning was, as I had expected, empty.

Veylan was already there.

He was standing at the northern edge of the ring, in the small careful posture of an Instructor who had arrived early enough to verify the yard’s small operational details — the integrity of the perimeter wards, the angle of the morning light, the small specific atmospheric humidity that the eastern Empire’s late-October air produced at this elevation. He had a small wooden box at his feet. The box was, by my best estimate from the inside two seconds I had to study it before he turned to acknowledge my arrival, approximately the size and shape of the small training-instrument cases the academy used for its irregular combat curricula.

He turned.

He saw me.

He did not, on seeing me, perform any of the small social courtesies of an Instructor receiving a first-year student at an early-morning private training session. He had been performing those courtesies for ten days. They were not, by the small careful reading I now gave the recontextualization of Chapter 33, the small courtesies they had appeared to be. They were the small specific cover language of an Instructor whose pedagogical relationship with me had now, by the receipt of the seventh Chapter, been formally declared.

I crossed the yard.

I stopped at three paces.

I inclined my head — the small precise inclination of a first-year student greeting his Instructor — and I waited for him to speak.

He spoke.

"Young Master Valdrake. You have read the seventh Chapter."

"Yes, Instructor."

"You have read it carefully."

"Yes, Instructor."

"You have understood that I have been the curriculum’s combat-instruction carrier at this academy for the duration of my career."

"Yes, Instructor."

He held my eyes for the count of perhaps three seconds.

He did not perform any of the small social adjustments that a less experienced Instructor would have performed on receiving the third confirmation. He simply *received* it — in the small careful posture of a senior pedagogical officer who had, in his eighteenth year of service to a curriculum that had not previously had a student to deliver itself to, finally been permitted to acknowledge the work.

He inclined his head — the small precise inclination of an Instructor acknowledging a student who had completed the first piece of the curriculum’s prerequisite reading — and he reached down to the wooden box.

He opened it.

The box contained seven small ceramic spheres.

The spheres were each approximately two inches in diameter. They were, by the small precise material analysis I now permitted myself to make at the eleventh day of my time in this body, the same ceramic that Mara’s counter-ward disk had been manufactured from — the small specific fired clay of the eastern Spires alchemical tradition, calibrated to negotiate with Aether geometries rather than to break them.

The spheres were not, however, counter-wards.

They were, by the small careful inference I was now making from Dame Hester’s description in the seventh Chapter, *Aether-resistance trainers* — small calibrated instruments that produced, on contact with a practitioner’s hand, the small specific resistance the practitioner’s alternative-circulation patterns were required to learn to push against.

The spheres had been waiting in the wooden box for one hundred and forty years.

Veylan had, by the small careful inference of his fifteen-second silence, inherited them from his predecessor.

His predecessor had inherited them from his predecessor.

The chain of inheritance traced back, by the wiki’s footnote on the Northern Yard’s seventeen-year disuse, to approximately the year of Dame Hester’s death.

"Young Master Valdrake."

"Yes, Instructor."

"These are the first instruments of the curriculum. They are the instruments Dame Hester developed for Subject A in the second year of her work with him. They are the instruments the academy has preserved for the duration of the curriculum’s dormancy. They are now, by the small careful pedagogical authority I have been waiting eighteen years to exercise, yours."

A pause.

"You will use one sphere per interval. You will use a different sphere for each of the seven daily intervals. The spheres are calibrated to seven different resistance patterns, each of which corresponds to a different point on the alternative-circulation grid Dame Hester mapped in the seventh Chapter. You will, by the end of the first twelve weeks, be able to use the seventh sphere without producing the small visible burn-mark on the inside of your palm that the seventh sphere currently produces on any practitioner who has not yet completed the first six."

A pause.

"You will, by the end of the second twelve weeks, be able to use the seventh sphere without producing the small specific Aether-discharge that the sphere currently produces when it detects an incompatible circulation pattern in the practitioner’s hand."

A pause.

"You will, by the end of the third twelve weeks, no longer require the spheres."

"By the end of the third twelve weeks, your hand *will be* the sphere."

He selected the first sphere.

He held it out to me on his open palm.

I took it.

The sphere was the temperature of fired clay that had been stored, in the wooden box, in the small careful dark of the Instructor’s office for the previous evening. The sphere was, by the small specific resistance I now felt against my own palm, *not yet active.* It was waiting. It was waiting for the body’s response.

The body responded.

The response was, by the small careful chemistry of my F-rank circulation, the same small precise discharge of Aether that the Westmark Reversal had produced at the end of its second-form practice with Veylan in the previous afternoon. The discharge was small. The discharge was concentrated. The discharge was — by the small specific direction of the response — *into the sphere* rather than into the surrounding air.

The sphere absorbed it.

The sphere absorbed it for the count of perhaps three seconds — the small heavy resistance of an old calibrated instrument that had been told, by the rules of its original geometry, to accept the practitioner’s discharge as the small precise input it had been designed to receive — and at the third second, the sphere began to *return* the Aether.

It returned the Aether in a small specific pattern that the standard Westmark training would not have produced.

The pattern was a *circulation.*

The circulation was, by my best estimate from the small careful sensory mapping I was now performing on my own hand, the first alternative-circulation pattern Dame Hester had described in the seventh Chapter — the small precise loop she had named, in her notes for Subject A, the *Foundational Loop.*

The Foundational Loop was the first technique.

The Foundational Loop was the technique every subsequent technique would be built on.

The Foundational Loop was the technique I was now, in the small careful chemistry of my F-rank palm and the one-hundred-and-forty-year-old ceramic sphere, beginning to learn.

The sphere returned the Aether for the count of approximately fifteen seconds.

At the end of the fifteen seconds, the small visible burn-mark on the inside of my palm — the same small burn the Westmark second-form practice had produced, in the same small specific location — was *not* present.

The sphere had absorbed the burn.

The sphere had returned only the circulation.

I held the sphere in my palm for the remaining hour and forty-five minutes of the third bell.

I did not, in the hour and forty-five minutes, perform any other action.

The body, which had been receiving operational information at the small specific accelerated pace of the past two weeks, was now being required to perform an operation that had no operational specification beyond *hold the sphere and pay attention.* The not-having-a-specification was, by the small careful reading I was learning to give Dame Hester’s pedagogical method, the specification. The Foundational Loop was not, by her careful framing, a technique that could be *executed.* The Foundational Loop was a small specific circulation pattern that the practitioner’s body would, in the small private chemistry of the practitioner’s own Aether system, *develop* under the sphere’s calibrated guidance.

The development required attention.

The attention was the work.

I paid attention.

I paid attention to the small specific warmth the sphere produced against the soft skin of my palm — the warmth that was, by the small careful sensory mapping I was performing, not the warmth of fired clay but the warmth of the sphere’s returned Aether settling into the alternative-circulation channel the Loop had begun to inscribe in my hand. I paid attention to the small precise resistance the channel produced against the sphere’s continued input — the small careful pressure of a system that was being asked, for the first time in its operational life, to circulate Aether in a pattern the body had not been designed to circulate it in. I paid attention to the small specific way my breathing slowed across the first twenty minutes, then slowed further across the second twenty, then settled into the small even rhythm of a body that had been informed by its own internal chemistry that the operation was the kind of operation requiring the practitioner to *not move.*

I did not move.

I held the sphere in my palm for the rest of the interval, in the small careful posture of a young man who had been told, by a researcher who had died one hundred and twenty-three years ago, exactly what to do.

The sphere did its small specific work.

The hand did its small specific work.

I watched both of them work in the small careful interior attention I had been training myself to develop across the past eleven days, and I noted — in the small precise inventory I was now beginning to maintain on my own training progress — that the attention itself was the small specific competence Dame Hester had been most insistent on in the Chapter’s third paragraph.

The competence was *patience.*

Patience was the rarest of the small careful operational capacities Dame Hester’s curriculum required. Patience was — by her small precise warning in the Chapter’s seventh paragraph — the competence Subject A had been most deficient in. Subject A’s eventual death had not been caused, by her careful reconstruction of his final months, by the world. The world had killed him. But the death had been *enabled,* by the small precise reading of her notes, by Subject A’s increasing impatience with the slow careful pace at which the curriculum was preparing him for the world.

He had, in the months before his death, begun deploying alternative-circulation techniques before the techniques had fully stabilized.

The deployments had been operationally successful.

The deployments had also, by the small precise mathematics of the curriculum’s stabilization timeline, produced the small specific Aether-discharge injuries Dame Hester had warned against in the third paragraph of the seventh Chapter’s eleventh section.

The injuries had not killed him.

The injuries had, however, accumulated.

The accumulations had been, by the small careful inference the Chapter’s penultimate paragraph admitted, the small specific weakening that had allowed the world to kill him.

The world had not been prepared for what Subject A had become.

Subject A had not been prepared for *himself.*

I would be patient.

At the fourth bell, the sphere went cold.

The cold was the sphere’s signal that the interval was complete.

I lowered the sphere.

I returned it to Veylan’s open palm.

He returned it to the box.

He closed the box.

He selected — by the small careful protocol he would, by my best inference, be repeating across seven mornings of seven different bells over the next twelve weeks — *nothing else.*

The first interval was complete.

He spoke.

"Young Master Valdrake."

"Yes, Instructor."

"The second interval will be at the sixth bell of this evening. The location will be the Northern Yard. The sphere will be the second sphere."

"Yes, Instructor."

"You will not, between intervals, attempt to reproduce the Foundational Loop on your own initiative. The Loop is not a technique you have yet learned. The Loop is a technique your *hand* has begun to learn. The distinction is technical. The distinction is also, by Dame Hester’s careful warning in the third paragraph of the seventh Chapter’s eleventh section, the distinction between a practitioner who completes the first twelve weeks and a practitioner who, by attempting to accelerate the curriculum, sustains a small specific Aether-discharge injury that delays the curriculum by approximately six months."

A pause.

"You will be patient, Young Master Valdrake."

"Yes, Instructor."

A pause.

"You have, by my best estimate, ten days and approximately fourteen hours before the Monthly Rankings. The curriculum will not, by Dame Hester’s small careful schedule, deliver any combat-relevant technique to your hand in the ten days. The curriculum will deliver the Foundational Loop. The Foundational Loop is not a combat technique. The Foundational Loop is the *substrate* the combat techniques will eventually be built on."

"You will, at the Monthly Rankings, be required to operate without the substrate’s combat applications."

"You will, by every small precise measure I can apply to you at the end of the ten days, still be operating at the same F-rank circulation you arrived at this academy with."

A pause.

"The curriculum is not your weapon for the Rankings."

"The curriculum is your weapon for the eighteen months that will follow."

"For the Rankings themselves, you will continue to rely on the Reversal, on Null Touch, on the small careful operational architecture you have already assembled with the Seraphel family and the Drakeveil heir and the Headmaster and the household network you have built. The curriculum is the long preparation. The Rankings are the short test. You will, by my professional assessment, survive the Rankings on what you already have."

"You will not, by the same assessment, survive what comes after the Rankings without the substrate."

He inclined his head.

He picked up the wooden box.

He walked, in the small clean Eastern Border pace that I had now learned was the pace of a senior Instructor who had completed his career’s most important first session, toward the southern exit of the Northern Yard.

At the threshold, he paused.

He turned, slightly.

"Young Master Valdrake."

"Yes, Instructor."

"My predecessor, who taught me the curriculum at the age of nineteen against the small specific possibility that a second Subject A would arrive in my lifetime, was an Instructor named Talen Reeve. He died in the fourteenth year of my service. He had been waiting for a student of your condition for the duration of his career. He did not, by the small careful chemistry of his own mortality, live to see one."

A pause.

"He would have wanted me to tell you this."

"He would have wanted me to tell you that the curriculum is not a small thing."

"He would have wanted me to tell you that the curriculum is, by the small careful inheritance of approximately six generations of Instructors who have preserved it without seeing it delivered, the *largest* thing this academy has ever held in trust."

"You are, by the small precise weight of that trust, a student a great many of us have been waiting to teach."

A pause.

"Welcome, Young Master Valdrake."

He left.

I stood alone in the Northern Yard for the count of perhaps two minutes.

The autumn light continued its slow careful traverse across the small circular ring.

In the corner of my vision, the Ledger pulsed once.

[The Villain’s Ledger]

[Note: The retraining has begun.]

[Note: The first interval is complete.]

[Note: The system has registered the Foundational Loop’s activation in your right hand. The Loop will, by the system’s projection, require approximately ninety-six daily intervals to stabilize.]

[Note: Talen Reeve’s name is now in the system’s archive. He was not previously in the system’s archive. The system has no record of how the name entered the archive. The system flags this as significant.]

[Note: The system flags this, also, as the second piece of information in your time in this body that the system has acquired from a source it cannot identify.]

[Note: The first was the thirty percent of the seventh Chapter the system could not previously access.]

[Note: The pattern is, by the system’s revised assessment, a pattern.]

The panel closed.

I walked back to the eastern dormitory.

The wind was on my left.

I had, by my count, ten days and approximately thirteen hours.

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