Young Master's Pov: I Am The Game's Villain
Chapter 43: The Wooden Box
I opened it after the sixth-bell session.
I opened it at the small private desk in my quarters, after Veylan and I had completed the second interval of the day’s curriculum in the Northern Yard, after I had returned to the eastern dormitory in the small clean pace of a young man who had now completed four intervals of the Foundational Loop’s first-week development. I opened it in the small careful hour the academy’s nightly schedule reserved for the small private work of first-year students — the hour between the seventh bell of the evening and the eighth bell at which the dormitory’s outer corridors were locked, the hour during which Ren had been practicing his alphabet for the previous thirteen evenings, the hour Cira had not been delivering correspondence to.
Ren was asleep.
He had finished his second word in the small private hour of the previous evening. The second word had been, by the small careful confirmation I had quietly obtained from the inscription on his practice sheet, *Master.* He had then begun, on his own initiative, the small specific practice of the third word — which, by my best inference from the visible character formation, was the word *thank.* He had not, in the small careful days of his rapid progress, asked me to teach him any of the words. He had been teaching himself by copying the forms from the small printed inscriptions available to him in the room.
He had — by the small careful evidence of the past two days — been progressing at a rate that exceeded what the academic literature on adult literacy acquisition would have predicted for a sixteen-year-old beginning the alphabet at his stage of life.
I noted the detail.
I added it to the inventory.
—
The wooden box was on the desk in the position I had left it that morning.
It had been resting there for approximately fourteen hours.
I had not, in the fourteen hours, opened it.
The not-opening had been the small careful operational discipline I had decided, on receiving the box at the porter’s office during the third-bell hour, would be the correct protocol for the box’s eventual opening. The box was an inheritance. The inheritance was Valeria’s. The opening of an inheritance was — by the small precise protocol of every cultural tradition I had ever read about the receiving of such objects — a ceremony.
The ceremony required the small private hour the academy’s nightly schedule had now provided.
The ceremony required the small specific lighting of the second candle.
The ceremony required the small careful posture of a young man who had been entrusted, by the small private accounting of a young woman he had now received two letters from in the past nine days, with the holding of the small specific piece of her mother’s history that she had decided he should hold.
I lit the second candle.
I sat at the desk.
I rested both hands on the lid of the wooden box for the count of perhaps thirty seconds.
I opened it.
—
The box contained, by the small precise inventory I now performed, three objects.
The first object was a small velvet pouch of dark blue fabric — the pouch that contained, by my best estimate from the small careful weight against my palm, the three remaining pairs of Valeria’s mother’s jewelry. I did not, on the first opening, open the pouch. I set it aside on the desk’s eastern corner. I would, by the small careful protocol the ceremony required, examine the pouch in the small later hour after I had completed the examination of the box’s other contents.
The second object was a small folded square of parchment.
The parchment was a letter.
The letter, by the small visible weight of its folded thickness and the small precise quality of its parchment grain, was *not* Valeria’s letter. Valeria’s letter had been Halric’s delivery of the morning’s packet. The current letter was something else.
I unfolded it.
The letter was approximately four sentences long.
—
*To the holder of this box, whoever you may be on the small specific day this letter is opened:*
*I am writing to you on the third evening of my arrival at the Valdrake estate. I am writing in the small private hour after the household’s senior reception. I am writing because the household, by the small careful inheritance of two centuries of service, has provided me with the small specific small-tool I have not had in twenty-six years: stationery.*
*I have written my mother three letters today. None of them I will send, because she is dead. All of them I have placed in the wooden box, beneath the velvet pouch and the diary, where you will find them when you open the box. The letters are not for you. They are for her. I am asking you only to keep them, in the small careful courtesy you have already extended to me, until the small uncertain day when my mother is — by whatever small specific protocol the eastern Empire’s senior diplomatic services may eventually develop for the address of the historical dead — in a position to receive them.*
*I do not know when that day will be.*
*I am, by the small careful inheritance of having read my mother’s diary four times, willing to wait for it.*
*— V.R.*
—
I read the letter twice.
I read it twice because the letter contained, in approximately one hundred and seventy words of careful Northern prose, the small precise evidence that Valeria had — in the small private hour after the senior household reception four days ago — done three separate things on her own initiative.
The first thing was that she had written to her mother.
The first thing was that she had written *three letters.*
She had written three letters to a woman who had died fifteen years ago, in the small careful protocol of a daughter who had decided that the relationship the death had interrupted was a relationship the small careful subsequent decades of her own life would be conducted in.
I did not, on completing the second reading, do anything for the count of perhaps a full minute.
The body sat at the desk.
The body did not move.
The candle continued its small specific work.
—
I returned to the box.
I removed the small folded letter. I placed it on the desk’s eastern corner alongside the velvet pouch.
The third object in the box was the diary.
The diary was a small leather-bound volume, approximately three inches by five, with a small careful binding-thread in the small specific dark red of the senior diplomatic academy’s third-year graduating-class binding. The diary’s cover was worn — the small uneven softening of leather that had been carried, by Valeria’s mother, in the inside pocket of her formal dresses for approximately three years of academy life, and then — by the small careful inference I now made from the binding’s condition — by Valeria’s mother in the small private compartment of her wooden box for approximately eleven years of subsequent marriage.
The diary had not been read by Valeria’s mother in the eleven years between her marriage and her death.
The diary had been hidden.
The diary had been hidden, by the small precise consequence of the wooden box’s false bottom, for twenty-six years.
It had been read, in the small private hour of an inn at Drevin’s Reach four nights ago, by Valeria.
It would now be read, by my small careful continuation of the inheritance Valeria had entrusted to me, by me.
I opened the diary to the first page.
—
The first page contained, in the small careful precise hand of a seventeen-year-old senior diplomatic academy student of the late ninth century, four words.
*My name is Vera.*
—
I read the four words three times.
I read them three times because the small precise consequence of the first-page disclosure was that Valeria’s mother — the woman whose mother’s name had become the small specific name Valeria had taken at the perimeter wall — had been *named for her.* Or — by the small more careful reading I now permitted myself in the small private hour of my desk — Valeria had been named for her mother. The two names were not identical. *Valeria* was the small formal version. *Vera* was the small specific private version of the same root.
The two names were the same root.
The two names were, by the small careful inheritance of the diary’s first page, the same name.
I read the next several pages.
The pages contained, in the small careful private register of a seventeen-year-old who had been learning the small precise art of diplomatic correspondence at one of the eastern Empire’s most demanding institutions, the small specific record of a young woman’s three-year academic training. The pages contained the small careful descriptions of her instructors. The pages contained the small precise observations on her fellow students. The pages contained the small particular accounting of her progress in the academy’s seven-track curriculum.
The pages also contained — by the small specific reading I now gave them in the small private hour of my desk — the small precise interior of a young woman who had been preparing, with the small operational care of a senior diplomatic candidate, for a future she had already known would not be permitted to her.
She had known, by the small careful evidence of her sixth-page entry, that her father had been negotiating her marriage to House Embercrown since her thirteenth birthday.
She had known, by the small precise reading of her eleventh-page entry, that the negotiations would conclude at her nineteenth birthday with the small specific contract her father’s house had been unable to refuse.
She had not, by the small careful evidence of any entry across the three-year volume, *resented* the inevitable contract. She had recorded it in the small precise tone of a young woman who had been raised to consider the contract’s small specific operational consequence rather than its small specific personal cost.
She had not, by every small precise reading of the diary’s tone, allowed herself the small private register of personal grievance.
She had allowed herself, instead, the small careful register of *preparation.*
She had been preparing — by the small careful evidence of every page of the diary’s middle two hundred entries — for the small specific marriage she would be required to perform.
She had been preparing in the small precise way a young diplomatic candidate prepares for a posting she has not chosen but will not refuse.
—
The diary’s final twenty entries were of a different register.
They were, by the small careful reading I now performed at the small private hour of my desk, the entries of a young woman who had — at some small specific point in the diary’s third year — encountered the small specific information that her marriage would not be a routine senior-house marriage of the eastern Empire’s careful late-ninth-century political architecture.
It would be, by the small precise reading of her two-hundred-and-twelfth entry, a marriage to a man who had — at some small specific point in his own previous decade — been associated with the small careful operational network the entry referred to as *the slow hand.*
*The slow hand* was not, by my small careful working understanding of the eastern Empire’s political vocabulary, an organization the senior diplomatic academies had been formally instructed about.
*The slow hand* was, by every small precise reading of the entry’s contextual referents, the small specific late-ninth-century informal name for the small operational predecessor of the Cult of the Abyss.
Roderick Embercrown had been associated with the Cult’s operational predecessor before his marriage to Vera Ren.
Vera Ren had learned this in the third year of her diplomatic academy training.
She had learned it approximately three months before the small specific date of her marriage.
She had not, by every small careful reading of the diary’s final twenty entries, been in a position to refuse the marriage on the basis of the information.
She had married him anyway.
She had married him because the diplomatic academy’s senior administration had — by the small precise consequence of an entry on the diary’s two-hundred-and-twenty-eighth page — determined that the information’s operational significance was insufficient to justify the political cost of refusing the marriage contract her family had already signed.
The information had been deemed insufficient.
The marriage had been performed.
The wife had been the small specific operational subject — by the small careful evidence of the diary’s penultimate entry, written approximately three months before the official date of her death — of the eleven-year slow careful elimination her husband’s house had conducted at the discretion of an alchemist named Henrik Volcrest.
The eleven-year elimination had been successful.
Vera Ren had died at thirty-two.
Her daughter had been eleven years old.
—
I closed the diary.
I sat at the desk for the count of perhaps twenty minutes.
I did not, in the twenty minutes, perform any other action.
The candle continued its small specific work.
The body did not move.
I considered, in the small private interior accounting I had now developed for the small specific intake of intelligence at this magnitude, three things.
The first thing I considered was that *the slow hand* — the late-ninth-century operational predecessor of the Cult of the Abyss — had been operating in the small specific proximity of the eastern Empire’s senior houses for at least one hundred and forty years before my arrival in this body. The Cult was not, by the small precise reading the diary had now admitted, the recent infiltration the standard wiki had documented. The Cult was, by the small careful inheritance of the diary’s evidence, a one-hundred-and-forty-year-old institutional fixture of the eastern Empire’s senior political architecture.
The second thing I considered was that Roderick Embercrown — the man who had killed his wife through an alchemist over the course of eleven years — was not, by the small precise reading of the diary’s evidence, a senior figure of the Cult. He was, by the small careful evidence of the diary’s two-hundred-and-twelfth entry, an *associate* of the Cult’s predecessor. The distinction was operational. Roderick Embercrown was the small specific kind of senior nobleman the Cult had been *using* across the eastern Empire’s political architecture for the past one hundred and forty years — a man whose own ambitions had been small enough that the Cult’s operational benefits had been sufficient to procure his cooperation without his full institutional commitment.
The third thing I considered was that Valeria, in her current operational position at the Valdrake estate, was now conducting — under Mira’s senior supervision in the western reading room — the small precise archival investigation that would, by every small careful reading of the diary’s evidence, eventually produce the small specific operational map of the Cult’s one-hundred-and-forty-year network of senior-noble associates.
The map would be substantial.
The map would, by the small precise consequence of Valeria’s investigation, become the small specific operational document the eastern Empire’s senior diplomatic services had been *unable* to produce across the previous century.
Valeria would produce it.
She would produce it from a small windowed reading room at the Valdrake estate, under Mira’s supervision, across the small careful weeks of her investigation.
She would produce it because she had — at the perimeter wall, in the small careful chemistry of crossing into a different climate, in the small private decision to take her mother’s name — committed to producing it.
Nihil had been correct.
The Empire would, by the small specific consequence of her name, be different.
—
The Ledger pulsed once.
[The Villain’s Ledger]
[Note: The diary contains, by the system’s analysis, approximately three hundred and forty discrete pieces of intelligence regarding the late-ninth-century operational architecture of the Cult’s predecessor *the slow hand.*]
[Note: The system has cross-referenced the intelligence against the original game’s character data archive. The original game’s archive contains approximately twelve of the three hundred and forty pieces.]
[Note: Three hundred and twenty-eight pieces are new.]
[Note: They are not in any document the system has access to.]
[Note: The pattern continues.] 𝗳𝚛𝗲𝕖𝕨𝕖𝗯𝚗𝚘𝕧𝕖𝗹.𝗰𝗼𝕞
[Note: The diary is now in your possession.]
[Note: It will, by the small precise consequence of its current location at your desk, be the third piece of inheritance you are currently holding for a young woman who has decided that you should hold it.]
[Note: The first was the seventh Chapter.]
[Note: The second was Nihil.]
[Note: The third is the diary.]
[Note: You are accumulating, in the small precise terminology the system has now begun to apply, *a substantial inheritance.*]
The panel closed.
I rose from the desk.
I crossed to the rack at the eastern wall.
I rested my right hand briefly on the hilt of the sword that had been bonded to me for fourteen days.
The not-color in the crack pulsed once.
*Stranger.*
*Yes, Nihil.*
*The diary.*
*Yes, Nihil.*
*She knew.*
*Yes, Nihil. She knew.*
*She married him anyway.*
*Yes.*
*She wrote it down.*
*Yes.*
*She wrote it down because she knew her daughter would one day be in a position to use it.*
*Yes, Nihil. She wrote it down because she knew.*
A pause.
*Stranger.*
*Yes.*
*The mother’s account is older than the daughter knew.*
*Yes, Nihil.*
*The account will be settled.*
*Yes, Nihil.*
*By the daughter.*
*Yes.*
*By the man who is now holding the diary.*
A pause.
*Yes, Nihil. By the man who is now holding the diary.*
—
I returned to the desk.
I closed the wooden box around the velvet pouch and the small folded letter. I placed the diary on top of the box, in the small careful position of a senior document that I would now be carrying into the small specific subsequent hours of my time in this body as a permanent operational reference.
The diary would, by the small precise consequence of its contents, be the small specific document I would read forty-seven additional times across the next several months.
I would read it because the reading was, by the small careful inheritance Valeria had entrusted to me, the work I would now be doing on her mother’s behalf in the small private hour between Veylan’s sixth-bell training session and my own sleep.
The work would, by my small careful count, take approximately nine hours per week.
I would be permitted approximately nine hours per week.
I lay down on the bed.
The wind was on my right.
I slept.
I had, by my count, nine days and approximately fifteen hours.