Young Master's Pov: I Am The Game's Villain

Chapter 54: The Night Before

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Chapter 54: The Night Before

At the seventh bell of the evening, Ren brought tea.

He brought it without being asked. He had — by the small careful evidence of the past several evenings — been bringing the small specific Eastern Spires black tea to my desk at the seventh bell as the small precise consequence of his own daily protocol’s adjustment to the small careful continuation of mine. The protocol’s adjustment had not been instructed. He had observed, in the small private hours of the past nine evenings, that I had been working at the desk at the seventh bell across the curriculum’s documented schedule, and that I had been working without leaving the quarters for the small specific kitchen-corridor run that would have produced the tea by my own initiative.

He had decided to bring it.

He had decided to bring it because he had — by the small careful evidence of his subsequent daily preparation across the past several mornings — *anticipated* the bringing, by procuring the small specific tea leaves from the kitchen during his afternoon errand-rounds and storing them, in the small private corner of our quarters, alongside the small clean ceramic pot Cira had — by some unspecified courier protocol of the dormitory’s senior staff — provided to him on the morning of the twenty-second day.

The arrangement was, by every small careful reading I now performed of the past two evenings of tea-arrivals, the small specific institutional inheritance of a sixteen-year-old attendant who had been observing the small careful daily patterns of a senior heir for nine evenings and had — by his own initiative — assembled the small operational infrastructure that would permit him to perform the small specific work of bringing tea without requiring my instruction.

He had performed the assembly in nine days.

He had performed it because he had decided — by the small private discipline of the practice sheets he had been working on for the duration of his time at the academy — that the work was the small specific work an attendant of a senior heir should perform without requiring instruction.

The work was the work.

He brought the tea.

He set it on the small desk’s eastern corner.

He inclined his head.

He withdrew.

He did not, in the small careful evidence of his withdrawal pace, expect me to comment on the bringing.

I commented on it anyway.

"Ren."

He stopped at the small specific corridor between the desk and the small wooden door to his attendant’s alcove.

He turned.

"Yes, Young Master."

"Thank you."

He inclined his head.

He did not, in the small careful evidence of his face’s small precise expression at the moment of the inclination, react with visible signal of surprise. He had been receiving the small specific thank-you from me at irregular intervals across the past nine days. He had — by every small careful reading I now performed of his small precise reception of the present thank-you — been preparing for the small uncertain moment at which the thank-you would be delivered, by ensuring that his own response to it would be the small clean institutional inclination of an attendant whose training had not previously included the small precise courtesy of receiving gratitude from his senior figure.

He had been training himself in the courtesy.

He had been training because he had — by the small careful evidence of his practice sheets across the past nine days — decided that the small specific institutional consequence of being thanked by his senior figure was the small operational signal that the senior figure was operating in some small precise institutional position that the standard senior-heir architecture did not require.

He did not know what the position was.

He had — by every small careful inference I could give the small specific evidence of his daily competence — decided to support it anyway.

He withdrew.

The door to his alcove closed.

I poured the tea.

I sat at the desk for the count of perhaps twenty minutes.

I did not, in the twenty minutes, perform any of the small specific operational work the past nineteen days had been training me to perform at the seventh bell of evenings. I did not read the Drakeveil archive’s four-hundred-piece list. I did not review the Customary Year invocation language. I did not practice the small specific gesture the protocol’s pulse-attestation design required.

I drank the tea.

I drank it slowly.

I drank it in the small careful posture of a young man who had — by the small precise consequence of the past hour’s quiet — decided that the small private interior of the night before the Rankings would not be conducted, in its small specific opening hour, in the operational register the past nineteen days had been conducted in.

The operational register would resume at the third bell of the morning.

The present hour was for the small careful interior accounting of a young man who had — by every small precise reading I now performed of the past twenty-six days in this body — *become* the small specific figure the institutional architecture had been preparing for at the small careful institutional pace the architecture had required.

The becoming had been substantial.

The becoming had been, by every small careful reading the past twenty-six days had now produced, the small specific operational work the four-entity alliance had been performing on me without my having been positioned to recognize it across most of the duration of the work.

The work was, at the present hour, complete.

I had been remade.

I would, by the small precise consequence of the present hour, walk to the Spire of Trials in the morning as the small specific operator the past forty-four years had been institutionally preparing.

I drank the tea.

At the eighth bell, I rose from the desk.

I crossed to the rack at the eastern wall.

Nihil had been on the rack for the duration of my time at the academy. He had spoken to me across the past nineteen days in the small careful continuation of the partnership we had established at the small specific moment of his bonding nineteen days ago. He had — by the small precise consequence of the past several evenings — been quietly observing the small operational architecture I had been assembling at the academy, in the small careful institutional silence of a senior weapon-consciousness who had decided that the present operational period would not require his small precise commentary on the small specific operators I had been encountering.

He had reserved his commentary for the small uncertain subsequent moments at which the commentary would be operationally required.

The reservation had been substantial.

I rested my right hand on his hilt.

The not-color in the crack pulsed once.

*Stranger.*

*Yes, Nihil.*

*Tomorrow.*

*Yes, Nihil. Tomorrow.*

A pause.

*Stranger.*

*Yes.*

*You will not be carrying me into the Spire of Trials in the morning.*

I considered, in the small careful three-second pause his small precise sentence had been engineered to admit, the small specific operational architecture of the morning’s procedure.

The Spire of Trials was the academy’s standard public combat arena. The Monthly Rankings would, by every small careful reading of the academy’s institutional protocol, be conducted in the small precise senior architecture the rankings required across the duration of approximately five hours. The architecture did not permit students to carry weapons.

I would not be carrying Nihil into the Spire.

I had been preparing for this small operational requirement for the duration of the past nineteen days. The preparation had been small. The preparation had been the small careful operational acceptance that the senior weapon-consciousness I had been bonded with for the duration of my time at the academy would not be present at the small specific institutional moment of the protocol’s invocation.

I had accepted the acceptance across the past nineteen days.

Nihil was — by the small precise consequence of the present pause — acknowledging it.

*No, Nihil. I will not be carrying you.*

*Stranger.*

*Yes.*

*I have, by the small careful consequence of the past nineteen days, been operating in the small specific institutional understanding that you would, at the small uncertain subsequent moment of the antechamber meeting, require the small precise operational accompaniment of my presence even in the absence of my physical proximity.*

A pause.

*I have been preparing the accompaniment.*

A pause.

*The accompaniment will be the small careful institutional consequence of the bonding we have established across the past nineteen days. I will, by the small precise architecture of the bonding’s operational design, be present at the small specific moment of the protocol’s invocation. I will not be physically present. I will be operationally present. The presence will be small. The presence will be the small specific consequence of my own weapon-consciousness’s careful institutional discipline across the duration of the bonding’s first-month development.*

A pause.

*You will speak the seventeen words.*

*Yes, Nihil.*

*You will perform the gesture.*

*Yes.*

*At the small specific moment of the gesture’s pulse-attestation occurrence, I will, by the small precise consequence of the past nineteen days, be the small careful institutional weight in your right wrist that the gesture is being performed under.*

A pause.

*The pulse-attestation will not be a single pulse, Stranger. It will be a small precise double-pulse. Yours, and mine. The small careful institutional joint affirmation of the bonding’s operational discipline at the small precise moment of the invocation’s binding.*

A pause.

*The protocol will bind, Stranger.*

*It will bind because two of us will be performing the binding.*

*With your permission.*

I did not, for the count of perhaps four seconds, respond.

The body sat at the eastern wall.

The body did not move.

Nihil had — at the small specific evening hour of the night before the Rankings — disclosed to me that the small careful institutional design of the bonding the past nineteen days had been producing was the small precise consequence of his own operational preparation to be *present at the antechamber moment* in some small specific institutional capacity that the protocol’s pulse-attestation design would accommodate.

The accommodation was the bonding’s silent operational gift.

The gift had been the small careful work of his nineteen-day senior weapon-consciousness’s institutional discipline.

I had not, in the small careful working assumption of the past nineteen days, considered that Nihil would be present at the antechamber.

He would be.

He would be present at the small precise consequence of his own careful institutional preparation.

I made my face do nothing.

"With my permission, Nihil."

A pause.

*Stranger.*

*Yes.*

*The two-pulse architecture is the small specific institutional consequence the small careful original ninth-century specification did not document.*

A pause.

*The specification documented the single pulse.*

A pause.

*The two-pulse will be the small precise institutional improvement my century-and-a-half of weapon-consciousness has permitted me to develop.*

*The Cult will not be expecting it.*

*No, Nihil. They will not.*

A pause.

*Stranger.*

*Yes.*

*Sleep well.*

*Yes, Nihil. I will.*

I withdrew my hand from the hilt.

The not-color in the crack continued its small careful pulse for the count of perhaps another three seconds.

It quieted.

I returned to the desk.

I lit the second candle.

I did not, in the small private hour the eighth bell had now produced, perform any further operational work.

I performed, instead, the small specific gesture.

I performed it at the small careful pace Seraphina had documented across the past four meetings. The right palm to the left wrist. The small precise touching held for the duration of the speaking. The seventeen words spoken silently in the small private interior of my own mouth, with the small careful breath the speaking would require if the words were to be spoken aloud.

I performed the gesture twelve times.

I performed it without producing the visible signal of pulse-attestation that the gesture’s documented occurrence would produce at the moment of operational deployment. The not-producing was the small careful institutional discipline of the gesture’s documented practice protocol — the gesture, in the small private hours of preparation, was to be performed as the small precise rehearsal of its eventual operational performance, with the small careful interior commitment of the practitioner present but with the gesture’s binding-effect activation withheld.

The withholding was the small precise discipline of an operator who had been informed by Seraphina at the third meeting that the gesture’s binding occurrence required the small specific institutional moment of the antechamber to activate.

The antechamber would arrive in the morning.

The gesture would, in the morning, bind.

The binding would occur because I had — across twelve careful evenings of small precise practice in the small private hours of my own quarters — *prepared the body* to perform the gesture in the small specific operational configuration the protocol’s pulse-attestation design required.

The preparation was now complete.

The body knew the gesture.

The body would, in the morning, perform the gesture in the small careful precision the antechamber would require.

I extinguished the second candle.

I did not, however, lie down on the bed.

I rose from the desk.

I crossed to the small wooden drawer at the eastern wall, in which I had been keeping the household’s correspondence and the wooden box’s preserved contents. I opened the drawer.

The drawer contained three letters from Valeria, the small folded square of parchment Lucien had given me at the second meeting, the diary in its small specific leather binding, the velvet pouch of Vera Ren’s three remaining pairs of jewelry, the small folded letter Valeria had written to her dead mother and asked me to hold, the original ninth-century protocol record Seraphina had permitted me to read in the third meeting, the small careful list of seven sponsored academy figures from the Drakeveil archive that included Sera Marenholt and Theron Velsworth, and the small folded parchment Aiden Crest had handed me in the corridor four days ago.

The drawer was the small precise inventory of the past nineteen days.

I considered, in the small careful private hour of the desk, that the drawer contained — by every small precise reading I now performed of its small careful arrangement — the institutional documentation of approximately forty different operators whose careful preservation work had now culminated in the small specific institutional moment that would, in the morning, be conducted at the small precise consequence of the operational architecture all forty of them had jointly produced.

The forty operators were:

Vera Ren, the senior diplomatic academy student who had written the diary across her three years of training in 882-885.

Mira’s mother, the senior household figure who had taught Mira the archive method at the age of eight.

Mira herself, the senior reception attendant who had been operating at the household for thirteen years and had — across the past nine days — produced the small specific operational biography the joint operation required.

Aiden Crest’s mother, the small specific commoner who had taught her son the operational philosophy at the age of nine that had now extended the corridor-observation network across the academy’s senior-tier blind spot.

Aiden Crest himself, the Iron-tier first-year who had — across the past four days — coordinated the small specific observation that had identified Sera Marenholt as the Cult’s re-installed academy operator.

Captain Ironhand and his predecessors at the household’s protective position.

Lord Aurel Drakeveil and his predecessors across the senior archive’s two-century cataloguing tradition.

Lucien Drakeveil, the third generation of his family to be in position to perform the verification — and his two predecessors who had not lived to see it.

Lucien’s great-grandfather, who had been Dame Hester’s student and had decided that his lineage would prepare for me.

Dame Hester Arconis herself, who had written the seventh Chapter approximately one hundred and forty years ago.

Subject A, who had read the seventh Chapter as the small specific student Dame Hester had written it for and had subsequently died at twenty-three.

Seraphina Seraphel, the senior Seraphel heir who would, in the morning, be the protocol’s witness.

Seraphina’s grandmother, who had developed the Seraphel-Drakeveil sixty-three-year private channel.

Lucien’s grandfather, who had developed it with her.

Their successors, Seraphina’s mother and Lucien’s father, who were currently operating the channel.

Lord Aurel’s two military officers, who were presently in residence at the academy.

Veylan Graves, the combat-instruction carrier of the curriculum, and his predecessors across four generations of preservation — Talen Reeve among them.

Cira and Halric, the senior porter and the senior courier who had moved every dispatch.

Senior Archivist Maerin, who had located the Brennan Valdrake report.

Brennan Valdrake, the senior household officer who had performed the 901 observation, and his elder brother — my great-grandfather — who had ordered the dispatch.

Mara, who had developed the seven-year escape network and had retrieved the wooden box.

Valeria Ren herself.

Saela and the small specific senior household figures at the estate supporting her work.

My father, who had been running the institutional restoration operation for thirteen years.

My mother, who had prepared the institutional architecture across the eleven years of life she had been permitted after Garrith’s death.

The Headmaster, who had been operating the academy’s three-century Aether-theory tradition for fifty-three years, and his predecessors across three centuries.

And Nihil, the senior weapon-consciousness who had been waiting one thousand and forty years for the small specific moment at which his bonding would be the small precise operational asset the joint operation would require.

Forty operators.

Forty institutional preparations.

Forty careful decisions made across one hundred and forty years, made by senior figures who had — across the duration of their careful institutional careers — *chosen* to preserve the small specific operational infrastructure that would, at some small uncertain subsequent moment, be required by the small specific figure whose arrival they had been informed about by the small careful consequence of the Aether-theory tradition the academy had preserved across three centuries.

I had — by every small precise reading I now performed of the past twenty-six days — been the figure whose arrival they had been preparing for.

I had not, on the morning of my arrival in this body, considered that I would be carrying — across the small specific subsequent decades of the joint operation’s continued work — the institutional weight of forty operators’ careful preservation.

I would be carrying it.

I would be carrying it because the small precise consequence of the past twenty-six days had been the small careful institutional inheritance of all forty.

The inheritance was the operation.

The operation was the antechamber.

The antechamber was the morning.

I closed the drawer.

I crossed to the bed.

I lay down.

The wind was on my right.

In the corner of my vision, the Ledger pulsed once.

[The Villain’s Ledger]

[Note: The night before is in its small specific operational position.]

[Note: You have, by the small careful consequence of the past hour, performed the gesture twelve times in the small precise practice configuration the antechamber will require.]

[Note: You have been brought tea by your attendant on his own initiative.]

[Note: You have received Nihil’s disclosure of the two-pulse architecture.]

[Note: You have catalogued, in the small private accounting of your own interior, the forty operators whose careful institutional preparation has produced the small specific operational position you will occupy in the morning.]

[Note: The system observes that you are now operationally complete.]

[Note: The system will, in the small uncertain consequence of the next ten hours of your sleep, conduct no further notifications.]

[Note: The next notification will occur at the small specific moment of the antechamber’s invocation.]

[Note: Sleep well, Young Master Valdrake.]

The panel closed.

I closed my eyes.

I did not, for the count of perhaps three minutes, sleep. 𝒻𝑟ℯℯ𝑤𝑒𝑏𝑛𝘰𝓋𝑒𝓁.𝒸𝑜𝘮

In the small private dark of the room, I performed the small careful interior accounting of the past twenty-six days one final time.

I considered Hana.

I considered her not, by the small precise consequence of the past twenty-six days, as the small specific figure whose death had been the small careful operational cause of my own subsequent twenty-two years of guilt. I considered her as the small specific figure who had been — across the small uncertain four years between her death and my arrival in this body — the small careful interior reason I had spent four thousand and one hundred and twenty-seven hours studying the operational architecture of this world.

The studying had been my way of mourning her.

The studying had also been, by every small precise reading I now performed of the past twenty-six days, the small careful operational preparation that had produced — in the small uncertain hour of my arrival in this body — the small specific operator who had been capable of recognizing the institutional architecture the academy’s senior figures had been preparing for me.

I had been preparing too.

Hana had been preparing me.

She had been doing it across the four years after her death by being the small careful interior reason I would not, in any small specific evening of those four years, leave the operational architecture I had been studying to perform some other small specific activity of my Earth life.

She had kept me at the screen.

The screen had been the small specific preparation I would require at the moment of my arrival.

She had — by the small precise consequence of her own dying — given me the curriculum.

I considered her.

I considered her for the count of perhaps four minutes.

I thanked her, in the small private hour of my own interior dark.

She did not, by any small precise reading I could give the present moment, respond.

The not-responding was the small careful institutional consequence of her continued absence across the past four years.

The absence would be permanent.

The thanking would also be permanent.

I closed the small private accounting.

I slept.

I had, by my count, twelve hours and approximately fifteen minutes.

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