Si woo

I woke up the next morning with my whole body aching like I had been hit by a truck. My shoulders burned from all the rubbing and carrying and cleaning I did yesterday. My back felt stiff and my hands were sore. I turned my head and saw Ye Jun already half awake next to me. He had himself propped up on a couple pillows with one hand on his bump and the other messing with the acupressure band on his wrist. He looked better than yesterday. His face had a bit more color and his eyes were not all puffy and red anymore but he still moved slow like everything hurt.

"Morning," I said my voice rough from bad sleep. I reached over and touched his arm lightly. "You manage to keep anything down yet or are we doing another round of you throwing up everything I give you?"

He gave me that tired side eye and let out a small snort. "I kept some water down about twenty minutes ago. Feels like a miracle or something. Your stupid peppermint shit and these ugly bands actually helped. Don’t start patting yourself on the back too hard though. You’re still a massive idiot Si Woo."

I laughed even though it made my sore muscles complain. I sat up slow and stretched my arms feeling every ache. "Yeah well this idiot stayed up half the night scrolling on his phone reading more pregnancy nausea tips until my eyes felt like sand. But you’re not dying on the floor today so I guess I win one."

Ye Jun shifted a little and winced. He looked at me for a longer second and his face got this raw soft look like he was still carrying all the emotions from yesterday. "Thanks for everything yesterday. For real. I was a complete mess and you cleaned my puke and carried me and all that. Most guys would have run out the door."

I shrugged and moved closer on the bed. My hand went straight to his bump without even thinking about it. It felt warmer today. "I wasn’t going anywhere. Even when my dad kept blowing up my phone about work. I ignored every single call. They’re probably losing their minds at the office right now wondering where I am."

He rolled his eyes but his mouth twitched like he wanted to smile. "Poor Si Woo skipping work to play nurse for his pregnant boyfriend. Your dad is going to kill you. Then kill me for causing it."

We sat there for a bit just breathing together. I rubbed his bump in slow circles and he leaned his head on my shoulder. His body still felt weak like any fast move might set him off again. "You hungry at all?" I asked him. "I can make dry toast or that plain rice from yesterday. Nothing crazy. I don’t want to push it and have you puking again."

"Toast sounds fine," he muttered. "Dry. No butter. My stomach is behaving for now but it’s still mad at the world."

I got up and went to the kitchen quick. My legs felt heavy and my hands ached but I made the toast and warmed some ginger tea. When I brought it back he took small careful bites and actually kept them down. He drank half the tea without gagging. It felt like a huge win after the hell of yesterday.

"Look at you eating like a normal human," I said sitting on the edge of the bed watching him close. "I’m proud of you. Our kid is not trying to murder you today at least."

He corrected me fast. "Our kid. And don’t jinx it idiot. I still feel weak as hell. Like my body ran ten miles and gave up."

I watched him finish the toast and something tight pulled in my chest. He looked tired but there was this exposed raw edge to him after all the puking and the fight and the baby stuff. I had been holding a lot back lately. Scared of the dad responsibility. Scared of how deep this all went. But seeing him try so hard just to eat after I spent yesterday wiping vomit made me feel like I couldn’t hold it anymore.

I took the empty plate and set it on the nightstand. Then I leaned in and kissed his forehead first. "You’ve been through a lot. I know I stressed you out bad yesterday. But I’m here. And I’ve been holding back too much on something."

Ye Jun raised an eyebrow. "Holding back more bossy caretaker crap?"

I shook my head and cupped his face with one hand. My thumb rubbed his cheek. "No. I’ve been holding back because you were so sick. But I want you bad right now Ye Jun. I can’t hold it in anymore. I need to fuck you. Like really fuck you."

His eyes got wide and he let out a surprised laugh that turned into a small cough. "Right now? I can barely sit up without feeling dizzy and you want to fuck me? Your timing sucks ass Si Woo."

I kissed him anyway. I started slow sucking on his bottom lip gentle pulling it between mine. He made this small sound and opened his mouth so our tongues met. I sucked on his tongue deep and wet sliding mine against his. He tasted like ginger and toothpaste. I pushed in harder sucking louder tangling our tongues while my hand slid down his chest. He kissed me back rough like he needed it too even if he was still weak. We broke apart breathing heavier and he glared but his cheeks were turning red.

"You’re actually serious," he said. "I’m still recovering from puking my guts out yesterday and you pick today of all days."

"Shut up. You look hot with the bump." I kissed him again harder this time. I sucked his top lip then his bottom one pulling them into my mouth. Our tongues slid together messy and wet making these loud sucking sounds. He grabbed the back of my neck and yanked me closer even while he kept complaining between kisses.

"Idiot, my mouth still feels gross from all that acid."

"Doesn’t taste bad to me at all." I kept sucking on his tongue rolling mine around it slow then fast. We made out like that for a long time. Lips wet and swollen. Tongues pushing and sucking loud. He breathed faster against my mouth and I felt him getting into it more.

I pushed his shirt up and moved down. His tits looked fuller from the pregnancy and I knew they were sensitive. I sucked on the left nipple first pulling it into my mouth hard. I swirled my tongue around it and sucked deep while he arched and gasped.

"Fuck Si Woo. Be gentle they are sore as hell." But his hand was in my hair holding me there tight so I sucked harder licking and pulling with my lips. I switched to the right one sucking loud and wet biting lightly then soothing with my tongue. He cursed and squirmed under me pushing his chest up.

"You’re such a horny asshole," he panted but his voice sounded needy. "Can’t wait even when I’m weak."

I laughed against his skin and sucked harder on the nipple. "You love it. Look how you’re pushing them at my face."

He shoved my shoulder but then pulled me back down moaning. I kept sucking his tits switching back and forth. Left then right. Licking sucking pulling until they were shiny and red. He kept talking the whole time. "Slower you jerk. Yeah like that. Fuck don’t stop but they’re sensitive idiot." 𝚏𝕣𝐞𝗲𝐰𝕖𝐛𝐧𝕠𝕧𝚎𝚕.𝐜𝚘𝗺

While I sucked I grabbed the lube from the drawer. I slicked my fingers and pushed one into his ass slow. Ye Jun tensed then let out a long breath. "Been too long," he muttered. "Go easy or I swear I’ll puke on you on purpose."

I laughed and added a second finger curling them searching for that spot. "Always so sweet during sex. Threatening to vomit. Real romantic Ye Jun."

He groaned and rocked back on my fingers. "You’re the one who wants to fuck a pregnant guy who was dying yesterday. Romance is dead with you."