After Rebirth, the Celebrity Daughter is the Medical Expert!-Chapter 441 - 337: What If I Fall Out of Love?

Shi Wangyue frowned in confusion, "Why don’t you have any expectations for the future?"

[Because I might not live past thirty.]

"Because life and death are unpredictable."

"Thinking that way, am I not the same?" Shi Wangyue still couldn’t understand, but he said deeply, "I also don’t know what my future will be like, but I know that without you, I have no future."

"Can you not live apart from me?" he pleaded, holding her hand, "I hope that every day when I open my eyes, I can see you. Waking up and seeing you is the best start to my day."

Ning Youguang slightly averted her gaze, "Do you know how long I considered before agreeing to date you?"

Shi Wangyue was slightly stunned, "Why ask that, wasn’t it a few months?"

Ning Youguang slowly shook her head, "It was ten years."

Shi Wangyue froze, his breath halting.

After a long silence, he finally asked in a dry voice, "So, when I fell in love with you, you already knew?"

"Yes." Ning Youguang nodded gently, her expression tender, "All these years, I’ve been observing you, as well as myself. Agreeing to date you was never a rash decision; it was a choice made after long-term observation and contemplation."

"So, I never intended to consider anyone else," she said. "You should have more confidence in yourself. Our ten-year-long connection has brought us here. To me, you are more important than anything or anyone else."

"Sister." Shi Wangyue’s eyes turned red.

At sixteen or seventeen, a boy who just discovered his affection for a girl felt like his heart was a raging fire, but could only blush shyly behind her back.

He carefully hid his desires, fearing that his passionate love would burn the person he cherished.

Little did he know, the girl had already seen through everything, standing alone in the long passage of time, waiting for him to bring this fire from his heart to her, to kindle their decade-long ordinary years.

——He choked, having so much to say, yet not knowing where to start.

He always knew that, though he was born humble, he was inherently proud, relying on his fairly clever mind, and worked hard, being adept at strategy.

In this way, as long as he planned cautiously, he was sure to get everything he wanted.

Looking back on his life, it had indeed proceeded according to his plans and expectations.

Yet he hadn’t realized until now that his "achievements" also included another person’s enduring tolerance and fulfillment.

He suddenly felt ashamed.

"Sister." Shi Wangyue closed his eyes, burying his head in Ning Youguang’s gentle hands, "What should I do? I suddenly feel so despicable, so ridiculous, thinking I was infallible, yet you saw right through me, like a foolish clumsy person, still smug... I... I... obviously filled with darkness, yet always trying to show you a bright side."

Ning Youguang lowered her head, her gentle eyes resting on the child’s fluffy head, "Don’t talk about our child like that."

She gently stroked Shi Wangyue’s smooth face, "The person I love, is a family member I have carefully chosen."

——Please never doubt or underestimate my love.

Shi Wangyue’s eyes became moist, "Okay, then can I dislike him for a moment?"

"How long?" Ning Youguang asked gently, "Is three minutes enough?"

Shi Wangyue mumbled, "Maybe not enough."

Ning Youguang said, "Oh, then I’ll just have to wait until you don’t dislike him anymore, then give him a hug."

Shi Wangyue felt as if his heart was about to leap out of his body.

At the same time, tears unwillingly flowed from his eyes.

Ning Youguang seemed unaware of the warmth in her hands, still speaking gently, "Wangyue, I’ve been having a recurring thought recently, would you like to hear it?"

"Yes." Shi Wangyue answered softly and obediently.

She slowly said, "I often can’t help but think, is it possible that being together with a loved one isn’t just decided in this lifetime, but is a destined connection from multiple past lives? Perhaps, many lifetimes ago, we decided to meet in this one, which is why we have so many opportunities for love at first sight, falling in love deeply, connecting instantly, deciding our fates from a glance..."

Just like that day, if she hadn’t suddenly seen the symbol on his file, realizing he was the benefactor from a past life, she might not have had such a deep understanding.

If this life, their meeting was intentional, their love was due to their deep bond.

Then, in the past life?

When did he begin to know her in the past life?

How long had he known her?

How long had he watched her?

For what purpose did he approach her?

Was it truly just for diagnosis?

...

If she hadn’t died suddenly, what would the outcome of their fate have been?

She dared not imagine, yet couldn’t help but think about it.

She felt that the karmic relationship might be much deeper than she knew.

Therefore, regarding destiny, there are so many predetermined events and surprises.

Is destiny about what we can see?

Is surprise about what we cannot see?

She didn’t know.

But whether predetermined or unexpected, she believed the mysterious connection behind it was always there.

Shi Wangyue listened earnestly, and after a long time, asked in a hoarse voice, "Why did you support me going abroad so silently when you knew early on that I loved you?"

Ning Youguang chuckled softly, "Because Madam Yang Jiang said, ’The best relationship doesn’t require daily entanglement, but always staying in touch. I know you won’t leave, and you know I won’t change; we think of each other while being busy on our own.’"

Shi Wangyue looked up, gazing deeply at her, "I want to hear it from you."

Ning Youguang sighed softly, "Alright, because I hope you’ll decide whether or not to continue loving me after seeing the world. At that time, you were too young, with many people you hadn’t known, many sights you hadn’t seen. The world was so narrow it only included us two. How could I bear to let you settle your life in such a narrow space? It was too hasty for you, and overly cruel of me."

She clearly knew he was destined to be a towering tree, so how could she bear to bind him due to a youthful crush, twist his life, and turn him into a vine clinging to her side?

Shi Wangyue...

After a long silence, Shi Wangyue asked hoarsely, "What if I changed my heart?"

Though he knew it was impossible.

"Then I might just stay single until old age." Ning Youguang was rather calm about this.

Shi Wangyue held her tightly in his embrace. 1314