Big Life-Chapter 43

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Chapter 43


Chapter 43 – With the Night’s Protection


“What are you doing? Sign it quickly . ”


Suhee moved her hands up and down and urged him .


Jaegun took the book and got a pen in his name .


On the blank sheet of paper, a signature became engraved . It was the first signature he gave to anyone and didn’t feel like it had confidence .


“It must be his girlfriend . She’s pretty . ”


“We should go . Writer, thank you . ”


“Yes, yes . Thank you . ”


The two girls left the cafe . Looking through his window, the girls were still looking at the picture taken with Jaegun and blabbering happily about it .


“Aww ~ Ha Jaegun ~~ already a favorite writer . ”


Suhee said in a joking manner as she sat across from him .


“Don’t you have to wear a hat around now? Is it ok with just a hat? You need a mask too . ”


“Don’t tease me . It’s not that much . Those people just recognized me conceptually . ”


A laugh came out as he looked at Suhee .


With a beige blouse and a gray scarf on top of it, it fit the color of autumn very well . He almost spits out the words ‘You look pretty’ out of his mouth


“Here . ”


“Thank you .


Suhee checked the sign as she got the book .


It was a strange awkward sign . And there was a sentence on the bottom .


-Ha Jaegun’s first sign goes to Lee Suhee


“Haha, that’s cool . ”


Her lips, with a red tint, had a small smile .


“I’ll keep it well . I read it too fast . I should have read it slower . I already read the 90s Child as well . ”


“Just wait . I’m working on another story . ”


“Wait? Really?”


Suhee’s face had surprise now instead of laughter .


It’s only been so long since he won with 90s Child and A Dumb Woman . And now he was making another one . And the fantasy series was still printing .


She wondered how Jaegun’s 24 hours looked like .


“How long is it?”


“It’s about 16,000 words for the draft . There are a lot of errors though . ”


“Jaegun, how many hours do you spend on writing?”


“I’m not sure if you ask the hours . I think I spend everything on writing except for the eating and sleeping . ”


“You’re amazing… Really . ”


Suhee muttered, shaking her head .


She was more than a bit worried . More important that writing is health . If you’re sick, you can’t even write . Jaegun’s’ face looked a lot skinnier than before .


“Ah, sorry . You should drink something . I’ll buy . ”


She pulled down Jaegun who was getting up .


“I’m fine . I drink coffee at the office a lot . We need to eat . I’m hungry . ”


“Ok, what do you want to eat? I’m good with anything . ”


“Anything?”


“Yeah, anything . ”


Jaegun answered with some gusto .


If it was king crab, or sushi, or steak, he could now buy anything that he couldn’t even think about before .


“Ok, let’s go . ”


Suhee stood up and pulled her bag around her shoulder . On her eyes, there was a smile .


“You’re not gonna regret it?”


“Of course . Go ahead . ”


Jaegun answered confidently and went out the café with Suhee .


“There’s another store that recently came up near the office . It’s closed . ”


“What do they sell?”


“You’ll see when you get there . ”


When he got there, it was a store that sold spicy ribs as their main dish . Jaegun’s face got pale even before he went through the door .


‘It’s another spicy meal . ’


He didn’t think he was bad at eating spicy stuff . But he wasn’t totally good either .


The chicken that he ate with Dasul before was spicy as well and he almost died eating that .


“Welcome . Two people? Come here . ”


The employee said with an energetic voice .


Jaegun and Suhee sat across from each other at a table .


“Give us 2 cheese ribs . Hey, can you drink?”


“I’m fine . ”


Jaegun answered immediately .


He didn’t bring his car so it was fine .


And it wasn’t with anyone but Suhee .


He didn’t want to feel awkward by refusing to drink because of writing .


“Give us a bottle of soju as well . Brand Liesel . ”


“Yes . ”


The food came out quickly


The ribs looked spicy just by looking at it . The cheese was boiling on top of it .


Suhee gave a rib onto Jaegun’s dish .


“Eat it . ”


“Thanks . ”


Jaegun, with his gloved hand, took a rib and took a bite out of it . It was fine for a second, then in 10 seconds, his face burned hot red .


‘Ahhhhhhhh……!! This isn’t a joke!’


It was double what he ate with Dasul .


His tongue couldn’t stand being in his mouth and was flopping around


“Is it that spicy? Eat the cheese . ”


Suhee gave some cheese onto his dish with a spoon .


Jaegun frantically poured cheese into his mouth,


Suhee was smiling as the whole spectacle was fun .


“You can’t eat spicy things like before . ”


“This isn’t the spiciest thing?”


“You didn’t eat spicy things since college . Remember you cried when you ate that Tteok-bokki near the school?”


“That place was incredible as well . No, aside from that, you just eat spicy things really well . This is just… you win, you win . ”


“Hahaha . ”


Suhee pulled the bottle out to Jaegun .


As she poured a drink to Jaegun, he poured a drink to her as well .


“Ahh, this is great . Since it’s hot, it goes in better . I can’t eat this without soju . ”


“It’s hot to me too . But when I came here with employees, I got addicted to it . ”


“Yeah, even though it’s spicy, it’s amazing . ”


The two people talked about small things .


The world, their friends, the college days that they both remembered…


Jaegun and Suhee’s face were busy smiling .


“Here, give us another bottle . ”


Jaegun looked at Suhee’s face as he took a 2nd bottle . Her face was a bit red, but it still had the strong and focused gaze .


Realizing the gaze, Suhee asked, putting the back of her hand on her face .


“Why are you looking at me? My face really red?”


“No, It’s just, you’re strong with drinks as always . ”


“What? You’re thinking of MT at freshman year?”


Suhee looked at him .


Jaegun laughed instead of answering .


It was the freshman year at MT .


A few older girls gave Suhee a few drinks, making very stupid excuses for it . They wanted to break the strong and confident Suhee’s will .


But Suhee didn’t break .


She survived while standing up to almost 10 girls alone .


And in the end, the people who fell drunk were the older girls .


Then Jaegun already knew .


Suhee didn’t have a huge capacity; she was just average . But she didn’t back down because of her strong pride . The feeling of sympathy was still in Jaegun’s heart .


So Jaegun helped her without anyone noticing .


When the people didn’t notice, he poured water in Suhee’s drink and made it weaker .


Suhee didn’t know . Even his best friend Jongjin didn’t know . It was his secret .


“What are you thinking? My cup is empty . ”


“Drink slowly . You’re getting drunk . ”


Jaegun laughed while getting a drink from Jaegun .


“That’s funny, . Since the words came out, but you know I’m really strong at drinks? I almost killed 10 girls . ”


“Almost kill . Wow . Like the game company team leader, your language is very different as well . ”


Suhee sighed slowly after a loud voice .


A shadow, that couldn’t be hid by the light, was present on her face .


“What’s up?”


“Hm? No nothing . ”


Suhee waved her hand and answered .


Because of Jaegun, the company came up in her thoughts . She didn’t want to tell Jaegun right now that the game that they were developing was about to be scrapped .


“Ah, you were writing another story . ”


Suhee clapped her hands and changed the topic .


“What is it about?”


“Ah, um… . It’s a romance about a girl and a boy . But there’s a lot of stuff when I started writing . It’s about society, or about the suffering of the office workers, and stuff like that .


Jaegun lifted his cup and rank .


With a bitter expression, he continued his words .


“I said before, I finished the draft but there’s so many things wrong with it . The female main character’s emotion and actions are just awkward . She feels like a man . ”


“You portrayed it well with A Dumb Woman . ”


“But that’s because the model was my sister . I knew her from a young age so I could portray it well . This is different . ”


But Suhee didn’t understand .


“What about the quest you did for our game . That was amazing . I saw that and thought you really understood women’s feelings really well . I was surprised . ”


“Ah, umm… . ”


He couldn’t say that he got Somii’s feelings .


So Jaegun changed the topic with a loose voice .


“But it’s hard . I’m writing all day except for eating and sleeping, and it doesn’t work out . ”


“Liar . ”


Was it the drinks .


A word that was in her mind came out without even her realizing it .


“What?”


Jaegun asked with wide open eyes .


Suhee answered trying to look calm .


“When you called me earlier, you were at the karaoke bar . I think you have fun a lot . ”


“Ah, that’s … . That’s not…”


Jaegun hesitated while putting his glance somewhere else .


Suhee one-shoted a cup, thinking that her assumptions were right . Her face was calm, but inside it was boiling like the cheese on the plate .


“You can say that you met a girl . Ha Jaegun? What’s up with you? You’re 27 . Is anyone gonna eat you?”


Suhee grabbed the bottle .


Jaegun took the bottle away from her who was pouring herself a drink .


“Don’t do that . Drink slowly . ”


“I’m strong, so don’t worry . ”


The soju filled up the empty cup .


Jaegun said while looking at Suhee who was bringing the cup to her mouth .


“I went to see a karaoke helper . ”


Suhee froze with her cup on her lips,


If it went in her mouth, she might have spit some out . She was that surprised . Jaegun quickly added, looking at her pale face .


“Don’t think of it that way . I went to go for an interview . ”


“Inter… view?”


“The female main character is a karaoke helper . So I need to know things about it . So I went there myself . There’s no other way . ”


Her suspicions didn’t disappear quickly .


She could believe that he went there for an interview . Since a long time ago, he was always the type to get directly involved for his writing,


‘But did it only end in an interview? When I heard the voice, it was really friendly’


The words were on her tongue, but she couldn’t say it .


Because she didn’t have any excuse to say it .


Suhee muttered because she was angry that she was probably overthinking this .


“I want to read that . That book . ”


“The one that I’m writing?”


“What else? How fun would it be to read a book that you got directly involved in . I want to read it right now, but i can’t so…”


The bar was loud and the lights were dark .


Therefore, Jaegun didn’t recognize that she was just saying it and accepted it as her truth .


“You want to come to my house?”


“… . Ah?”


“You want to read it now? I only have the ending on my phone . If you read it with your hawk eyes, that would be amazing . I thought you would be busy, so I didn’t ask . ”


Suhee was completely shocked that she forgot her upset feelings and sat there with her mouth open . How did the conversation get like this .


“It’s only about 8 . We were going to drink again so let’s drink at my room while reading . I’ll drop you off when you’re going . OK?”


“Uh, uh… . ? It’s fine but…”


“We ate so let’s go right now . I’ll buy . ”


He was really happy . The feeling that a writer got when someone wanted to read his story was the best feeling . And it was even better with his smart friend Suhee reading it .


“You left your car? Let’s get a taxi . ”


“Ah, umm…”


The two people sat next to each other in the taxi .


The night setting went by quickly out the window .


Suhee couldn’t calm her beating heart while looking out the window .


‘It wasn’t a passing comment . But did I come too easily? Won’t he think I’m weird?’


It felt very fluttering, and also a bit worrying .


She went during the day, but at this nighttime, and with some drinks, she was going to a room where a man lived alone .


It was on her mind even though it was Jaegun . Without any care about her anxious mind, the taxi ran nonstop to the destination .