I Copy the Authorities of the Four Calamities-Chapter 245: The Root

The dining hall in the compound was not the Sunrise Embassy’s ceremonial central hall. It was smaller, low-ceilinged, lit by lamps that burned something that smelled faintly of pine resin and old stone. A long table of dark wood, low to the ground in the eastern style. Cushions instead of chairs.

Ashe had not been exaggerating about the cook.

Whatever was in the iron pot at the center of the table had been cooking for long enough that the smell had been reaching Vane’s room for the past hour, which he suspected was intentional — the eastern tradition’s approach to hospitality apparently included making sure the guests had been hungry for a while before they sat down. It was something braised with mountain herbs and a spice that hit the back of the throat and made the mana channels warm from the inside, which was either a culinary choice or a practical one for people who trained at altitude.

Ryuken ate at the head of the table. He ate efficiently and said nothing and was finished before anyone else had gotten through half their bowl. He set his chopsticks down and looked at the table for a moment and then left, which appeared to be his standard approach to communal meals.

Kaito watched him go and said: "He will eat alone if you let him. He has eaten alone for twenty years."

Nobody responded to this because nobody was sure what the correct response was.

The chopsticks were Black Iron. Vane had learned this the hard way the first time he had eaten at the Sunrise Embassy, and he reached for them now with the mana-integration that experience had produced. He picked up a piece of the braised meat without incident. Beside him Ashe was already eating with the complete indifference of someone who had been using these since childhood and found nothing noteworthy about them.

Lancelot reached for his chopsticks. He held them for a moment, assessing the weight, and then used them with the efficiency he brought to every physical problem, which was to read the object’s properties and apply the precise force required. The first pick was slightly too much. He adjusted. The second was correct. He ate.

He did not appear to find this an interesting development.

Kaito had been watching Lancelot with the specific attention he had been directing at him since the leviathan, the same quality Ryuken used but running at lower intensity, less perceptual framework and more pattern recognition. He looked at the corrected grip. He looked at the way Lancelot held the bowl. He looked at the posture.

He said, to nobody in particular: "He is already doing it."

Ashe: "Doing what."

"Iron Root. Partial." He reached for his own bowl. "Not complete. But the instinct is there."

Vane looked at Lancelot’s posture. He could not see the difference. He could not see what Kaito was seeing. This was, he was beginning to understand, the primary quality of the gap between where he was and where this family lived: they read bodies the way he read situations, as a continuous background process that ran without conscious activation.

He went back to eating.

The meal was not social in the way Villa 1 dinners were social. There was no performance of ease, no noise maintained for its own sake. It was four people eating and Kaito occasionally saying something that was information rather than conversation and the lamp oil burning down and the mountain outside very quiet.

Lancelot ate his bowl, set his chopsticks down in the specific parallel arrangement Vane had learned was the eastern signal for finished, and left without speaking.

Ashe watched him go. "He does that everywhere," she said. "Finishes and leaves."

"He was doing it on the leviathan too," Vane said.

"I know. I was watching." She reached for more of the braised meat. "He stood on the upper deck every morning for two hours without moving. I checked."

Vane: "How many times did you check."

She didn’t answer this, which was its own answer.

Kaito refilled his bowl with the unhurried quality of someone at home in his own compound. "Tomorrow morning," he said. "My father will begin Iron Root with the western boy. Lancelot already has the instinct. The work for him will be Water Spine and what comes after." He looked at Vane. "For you, Iron Root will take longer than the three days you experienced on the ship."

Vane: "How long."

"Depends on how honest your body is with itself." Kaito ate. "The ship gave you the edge of it. The edge and the thing are different. The ship’s floor was vibrating and you found the cost of not absorbing. Here the floor is stone and completely still and there is nothing to find the edge against except your own instinct to stabilize." He paused. "Most people stabilize. They were taught to stabilize. Stability is the correct response to almost everything. Iron Root asks you to do the opposite of stability and tell your body it is safe."

Vane thought about this.

"It is not safe," Kaito added. "That is the point. You are choosing to transmit rather than protect. You are making yourself a conductor." He looked at his bowl. "This is not a technique. It is a decision. You have to make it every time until the decision is gone and it is just what you are."

The lamp burned. The mountain was dark outside the window. Ashe was eating with the focus she gave things she genuinely enjoyed, which for Ashe meant the food had her full attention and there was no performance happening. This was one of the qualities he had come to identify as reliably her: when something was good, she simply engaged with it completely and without reservation.

He ate the rest of his bowl.

He did not sleep well the first night. Not because of the room or the altitude or the thin air, though all three were factors. He lay on the low bed and thought about the decision Kaito had described. Stability is the correct response to almost everything. He had spent sixteen years in Oakhaven learning to stabilize, learning to absorb, learning to make himself a wall rather than a conductor. The Argent Horizon had refined this into technique. Senna had built the forms around a body that took force and answered it with force.

Iron Root was asking him to stop taking and start transmitting.

He was still thinking about this when dawn came through the window and lit the outer ring below in grey and cold, and he got up, and went to find Ryuken.

Ryuken was already in the inner sanctum.

He looked at Vane and said: "Spread your feet."

Vane spread his feet.

"Wider."

He widened his stance. The sanctum floor was stone, old and dense and completely still. No engine vibration. No ship. Just stone.

Ryuken looked at his feet. "The ship showed you the cost of not absorbing. It was easy to feel because the floor was forcing the question." He walked a slow half circle around Vane. "Here the floor asks nothing. You have to ask the question yourself." He stopped in front of him. "Stop protecting your joints."

Vane stopped protecting his joints.

Nothing happened.

That was the problem. On the ship the vibration had immediately shown him the feedback of unlocked joints. Here the feedback was absence, and absence was harder to read than sensation. He stood with his joints unlocked and his feet wide and the sanctum completely still around him and could not tell whether he was doing the thing or failing to do the thing.

Ryuken watched.

"You are doing both at once," Ryuken said. "Half of you is transmitting. Half of you is still protecting because it doesn’t know you stopped asking it to." He paused. "Your left knee. Watch it."

Vane watched his left knee.

He had no conscious awareness of his left knee doing anything.

"It is flexing," Ryuken said. "A quarter of a degree. Every four seconds. On a cycle you are not aware of."

Vane focused on his left knee. He waited. He felt it. A quarter of a degree, absorbing some fraction of a force that wasn’t there, on a cycle his body had been running so long it had become invisible.

He stopped it.

The sanctum was very still.

"There," Ryuken said. "Stand exactly there until I come back."

He walked out.

Vane stood. The stone was cold and completely still beneath his feet and he kept his left knee from its cycle and the morning light moved very slowly across the sanctum floor and somewhere outside in the outer ring he could hear Ashe beginning her morning forms, the specific rhythm of Asura’s Dance that he had been hearing every morning since the leviathan.

He stood there.