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L*ck Me If You Can-Chapter 189
Ashley suddenly froze. The expression on his face as he stared down at Koi with wide eyes made Koi’s heart plummet in fear. His heart thudded just as hard as the cock pulsing deep inside his belly. A wave of regret surged through him. Should I have waited longer? Should I not have said anything at all?
I was the one who said we were just friends who have sex—and then I go and confess I love him.
Realizing his mistake too late, Koi turned pale. Just then, Ashley gave a dry, crooked smile. Koi flinched, startled—and Ashley kissed him again. Their lips overlapped, tongues slid together, teeth brushed. Ashley’s soft hands stroked his body, and Koi once again felt his mind go blank. The cock still nestled inside throbbed and stirred his insides. He almost raised his arms to wrap around Ashley’s neck—then hesitated. Ashley's lips moved down to suck at Koi’s neck. The low, growling sound that vibrated through his skin made Koi shudder—and somewhere in that haze, a thought surfaced.
Does it even matter?
Sweet kisses and tender touches chipped away at his resolve. Maybe that confession didn’t mean anything to Ash. Maybe that’s better. We’re just friends, right? It’s just sex. And now I’ve told him I love him—he probably doesn’t know what to do. Maybe pretending it never happened is better for both of us.
It was a rational thought. A perfect excuse to backpedal from a mistake. Maybe Ashley was even trying to give him an out. All Koi had to do was accept it.
That’s all... but—
“...Ash.”
Koi turned his face and pulled away from Ashley’s returning kiss. His heart ached. His whole body tingled. In the end, Koi rejected the gift Ashley had offered him.
“...Did you hear what I said?”
I want to know.
He swallowed dryly and asked with difficulty.
“I said... I love you.”
Ashley looked down at him again. Only a few seconds passed, but it felt like forever—Koi’s heart pounded with unbearable anxiety. Then Ashley opened his mouth slowly.
“I know.”
Huh?
Koi blinked in confusion. Ashley continued.
“I know you love me.”
Koi’s eyes widened.
He knew? All along?
“...What about you?”
Koi’s voice trembled. His throat tightened, and his voice cracked.
“What do you... think of me?”
This might be the end. Ashley had only ever needed sex—Koi was the one who ruined everything. But even knowing that, he had to ask. His vision blurred, and his nose stung.
“...God, Koi.”
Ashley laughed—a breathy sound, tinged with frustration and disbelief.
“There hasn’t been a single moment when I didn’t love you. You’re the only person I’ve ever loved in my entire life.”
Koi’s eyes went wide. He couldn’t even breathe. Ashley leaned down and kissed him, eyes fluttering shut. His tongue slipped inside, caressing Koi’s mouth, before he pulled away and whispered in a low voice,
“There’ll never be anyone else for me. I can’t even imagine myself without you.”
He smiled. It was a strange smile—bitter, irritated, almost hollow, and yet... there was something like resignation in it, too.
“Don’t you get it? I gave up everything the moment I lost to you. There’s nothing left of me.”
Except this obsession with you.
Ashley muttered it silently in his mind. He had never been more honest. And Koi, seeing that raw sincerity in his face, finally understood. Whatever lingering doubts he’d had melted away completely. Tears shimmered in his sparkling eyes—and then he smiled brightly. He stretched out his arms and wrapped them around Ashley’s neck.
“Me too... me too.”
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He couldn’t hold it in anymore—Koi cried out with trembling emotion.
“You were the only one for me too.”
“Yeah, I know.”
Ashley replied with a quiet, laughing voice.
“I figured.”
Koi didn’t stop to ponder the deeper meaning of those words. The happiness that surged through him for the first time in his life was more than enough.
Ashley, still embracing him, suddenly froze. A rich scent of pheromones spread around them. His mind blanked out. He suddenly remembered—this happened before. Koi’s scent only got this strong when he was aroused. That was the only explanation. Most omegas released more ⊛ Nоvеlιght ⊛ (Read the full story) scent when they were turned on.
And at the same time, Koi’s tight insides, which had been holding him in place, relaxed slightly. Ashley could feel his body loosening up. As proof, when he gently pushed back in, Koi let out a soft moan—so unlike before.
Ashley saw the red blush burning on Koi’s cheeks and began to move again. With Koi beneath him, his hands braced on the mattress, he used only his hips to thrust in and out. Every time he plunged deep, the clinging walls of Koi’s inner flesh followed him on the way out, as if refusing to let him go. The scorching embrace around his cock made Ashley grow more aroused.
There was no mistaking it—Koi was inexperienced. And yet... holding him like this, it was hard to believe. Ashley thrust again, and Koi moaned as his belly clenched. His inner walls gripped him frantically, as if sucking him in, and Ashley’s vision blurred.
Only I know this body.
The pleasure and overwhelming satisfaction buzzed through his brain. Ashley buried his nose in Koi’s neck, inhaling deeply, then moved up to kiss his ear. As he buried himself deeper and took Koi’s entire ear into his mouth, something strange happened.
Ashley suddenly felt an odd sensation—something unfamiliar. He paused. The feeling came again inside his mouth. He lifted his head, startled.
And then he saw it clearly—Koi’s ear was twitching.
“...Koi, does it feel good?”
Ashley asked in a dazed voice. Koi’s insides tightened fiercely around his cock. He grimaced unconsciously, then slowly pulled out and thrust back in.
“Mmngh!”
Koi cried out, body trembling. His ear twitched again. Ashley stared at it... and then slowly smiled.
“Koi... it feels good, doesn’t it?”
Koi didn’t answer. But the twitching of his ear said more than enough. Ashley couldn’t hold back—he wrapped his arms around Koi and pulled him in tightly. Koi choked, breath caught, but Ashley held him firm so he couldn’t escape and began thrusting in earnest.
“Ah... ahh, ugh, ah... aah, mmn...”
He was going too fast—Koi couldn’t keep up. All he could do was gasp out ragged cries between shallow breaths as his entire body was rocked. His belly burned and throbbed—it was too much to bear. Ashley licked and bit his twitching ear, mercilessly pounding into him. Slick arousal overflowed with every thrust, bubbling into pale foam.
Haa... haa... Ashley’s breathing echoed in Koi’s ear.
“Koi... you love my cock that much?”
Ashley’s rough voice carried a hint of laughter. Koi thrashed his legs, not even understanding what Ashley had just said. Ashley pulled him close with one arm and reached down with the other. As he gripped Koi’s flailing leg, he tore through the thin fabric of his stockings with a snap.
Sticking out his tongue, Ashley licked Koi’s ear again, then rolled his hips, grinding deep inside. Koi gasped, stars exploding behind his eyes. He could feel the cock swelling inside him more and more, filling him to the brink.
It’s coming. Koi knew. His toes curled. His whole body tensed. But just as the thick shaft that had been rubbing the same spot again and again pulled out—
He instinctively reached for it, gasping—
And Ashley rammed it deep inside again.
A burst of light behind his eyes—and Koi’s mind blanked out in an instant.
“Haaah...”
Ashley let out a long breath as he spilled everything into Koi’s belly. His body trembled. When he pulled out slightly and thrust again, the tightened walls squeezed every last drop from him. The delicate, greedy flesh sucked at his cock, trying to swallow all of it. Ashley repeated the motion a few more times before finally relaxing.
“Koi?”
Ashley called his name through his still-rough breathing, but there was no response. Looking down at Koi’s limp, panting form in his arms, Ashley lowered his gaze.
The inside of the black stockings was soaked—his semen had drenched everything.
With a faint smile, Ashley remained inside him, gently kissing Koi’s bare shoulder, his ear, his neck. As he basked in the heat of the slick, clenching flesh around him, he began moving again—slowly, teasingly. At the motion inside him, Koi’s eyes fluttered open.
“...Again...?”
Koi’s voice was hoarse, cracked with exhaustion and laced with a tinge of fear. But Ashley only smiled—and instead of answering, he kissed him deeply on the lips.
And after a brief rest...
Everything started again from the beginning.







