Married to the loveless CEO-Chapter 109: Something you wouldn’t like

Silvia didn’t respond.

Davian went on, he wanted to tell her everything, he wouldn’t leave anything behind.

"Honestly, she kissed me first but it doesn’t make me any less guilty because I had kissed her back and I truly regret ever doing it, it’s because I love you Silvia. I’m so sorry, I didn’t know why I had kissed her back at that moment," he expressed.

He wanted to hold her arm when she had bowed her head a little but she moved away from his hold and stared back at him, tears in her eyes. His heart skipped a beat at the sight of it.

Maybe he should just leave kissing Becca out, they weren’t really a couple then and he didn’t kiss Becca back. The look in her eyes really pained and scared him.

He walked closer to her, "Silvia..."

"I’m so sorry, I wouldn’t tell you if I wasn’t guilty about it, if I didn’t love you, I’m very sorry Silvia," he felt like he too would cry with just the sight of her tears falling.

She turned to leave but he embraced her from the back. "I’m sorry Silvia," he continued.

"Let go!" she finally said something. She removed his arms and turned to look at him.

"I really don’t have anything to say to you right now. So just let me go or I might say something you wouldn’t like," she added.

She turned around to leave again and he didn’t stop her this time. He decided to just let her be, let her take this in first. She scooted up the stairs and up to their room. After shutting the door, she sat on the bed.

How is she supposed to react to that? How does he expect her to feel? He kissed her back because he must still have feelings for her. It hurts thinking about it, it really does.

She has been right this whole time, spending time with his ex might surely lead to something happening between them no matter how rigid he had acted towards the issue.

When Davian had went upstairs, Silvia was already asleep on the bed or pretending to be asleep. He could hear her suppressed and silent sobbing before he had walked in.

His eyes lingered on her before he went to freshen up and get changed to his night clothes. He joined her on the bed, he was on his back as he stared at the ceiling and secretly stole glances of her.

One thing is for your woman to be hurt and crying, another is for it to be caused by you. If you truly love her, you will be so sad and hurt as well, knowing you were the cause.

...The next day morning...

Davian just finished dressing up, while Silvia sat in front of the mirror preparing to comb her hair she had just finished drying.

Davian walked towards her, they haven’t spoken a word to each other- Actually, he greeted her good morning but she was giving him the cold shoulders again.

He held one of her hair brushes, "Let me Silvia," it has been a while since he had done this. She actually let him and so he began brushing through her locks, their eyes stole glances of each other once in a while through the mirror.

He leaned closer and placed a gentle and sweet kiss on her head, the scent of her hair shampoo and the hair products she had applied just wrafted across his nose, then their eyes met through the mirror.

"Are we okay, Silvia?" he asked.

She stared at him for a long while through the mirror before she finally responded, "Okay? Are we ’okay’?"

"I’m sorry for asking then. If we aren’t okay then don’t you think we should talk this out once and for all. How can I make it up to you Silvia?" he replied.

"There is nothing to talk out. You cheated on me, just like my dad does to my mom-"

"No Silvia, I’m nothing like your father and I can never be like your father. It was just a kiss," he cuts in. She stood up and turned to face him.

"Kiss, sex, the buttom line is that you cheated and you promised me that you wouldn’t, no matter what," she responded, tears already threatening to fall.

"Silvia..."

"Seeing you right now just makes me so angry," she continued. She walked passed him to collect her bag and she was out the door to work, they didn’t have breakfast together.

Davian went to work as well, his mind wasn’t settled at all. It kept drifting off to Silvia, she was right. Whether it was just a kiss or sex, he was aware of it and he clearly kissed her back and that makes it cheating.

When he got home that day, she had already had dinner and was working on something at the study- At least that was what Myne told him.

He went up to their room to freshen up, then he had dinner as well. After some while he decided to go to the study.

When he got there, he found her already asleep- Her head was on the table which was in front of the chair she was sitting on. He walked over to her and squatted close to her, he stared at her for some while.

He could clearly see traces of dry tears on her cheeks, her long and dark eyelashes sticked together due to the tears making it thick. She had cried to sleep.

Wasn’t this feeling worse than guilt?

Was she really that hurt by what he did? He shuts her laptop and carried her in a bridal style. He took them upstairs and tucked her in the bed.

"I’m sorry. Please find it in your heart to forgive me, for breaking whatever trust you had in me and I hope you will trust me again because I will never do anything to hurt you purposely." he told and kissed her forehead before joining her on the bed.

She bit her lower lips but didn’t open her eyes, she had heard all that he had said.

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