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MTL - ABO Cadets-Chapter 66 Military school student-066
Chapter 066, Memory Reproduction
Listening to Udil’s voice hoarsely and repeatedly calling his name, Ling Feng’s eyes were hot, Udil’s strong hug and gentle gaze, so that Ling Feng couldn’t help but push him away, so he could hardly let him Holding.
The hug lasted for a long time, and only the breathing of each other was left in the ear.
The temperature in the arms of the man named Ling Feng, the fragrance of the shower gel, the soft black hair that the fingertips slipped, and the clear eyes of the fingers - everything is very familiar, familiar enough to make people almost want I want to cry.
The emergence of this person has finally filled the gap in the heart of many years.
Unfortunately, Udile can't remember those pasts - what kind of past they have, how much he loved him,
These precious memories have been deliberately erased.
Udil let go of Ling Feng, some of them distressedly touched the man's hair, looked at him gently, and whispered: "Ling Feng, I don't remember the past, you know that it happened that year." What?"
Ling Feng stunned and removed his gaze. He said calmly: "I only know that you have been treated for memory removal."
Udil frowned slightly, "memory removal surgery?"
Ling Feng nodded. "This surgery can remove some of the memory in the brain without causing any damage to the brain."
Udyr is silent. Obviously, this so-called "memory removal surgery" can't be separated from the group of "elders" of the Shaman family. Over the years, when I refused the omega they introduced, every time I mentioned "the person in memory", their faces would become very strange, probably because of the guilty conscience?
Udil’s gaze was slightly deep, and he looked down at Ling Feng and said, “Can I retrieve those memories?”
Ling Feng don't go too far, I don't know what to say.
Udyr put his hand on his shoulder and looked at him seriously. He said softly but firmly: "Do you know? I have been sleeping unsteadily these years, my shadow always appears in my dream, but I can’t see it at all. Know your appearance... For me, that memory is very important, I can't just throw it away... I don't want to forget everything about you, and I can't forget it."
The gentleness and affection in the eyes of the man made the heart of Ling Feng suddenly tremble.
He also thought that Udil had completely forgotten that the past had started a new life, but he did not expect that he had never let go of it for years. Even if he was cleaned up, he was still looking for those pasts in his dreams.
With a necklace with a name inscribed, and some vague dreams, he actually looked for so many years...
The stubbornness of this man’s life is really shocking and distressing.
Udyer saw the expression of Ling Feng somewhat shaken, and said softly: "Tell me, please? Tell me how to restore my memory."
Ling Feng was silent for a long time, only softly said: "I know a way, but ... the risk of this approach is very large."
Udil decisively said: "It doesn't matter, you are coming to listen."
Ling Feng said: "Need to find neurosurgery experts to do craniotomy, the most direct electrical stimulation of the cerebral cortex, if the operation is biased, it is likely to damage your brain, the most serious will even make you become a vegetative ""
Udil smiled. "I know."
Seeing Udil turn and leave, Ling Feng quickly stopped him: "You want to do this surgery? No, this is too risky..."
Udil stopped and looked at him deeply. "I can bear it with such a risk than forgetting you." Then he leaned down and kissed the tomb of the tomb. , whispered: "Wait for me to come back."
- Wait for the former Udil, and return to your side.
Udil left the residence of Lingfeng and called the four most trustworthy subordinates to come here to guard. He was also very considerate to help the doctor and the military hospital to take two days off.
Although the mouth said "wait for me to come back", can Ling Feng will wait for him to come back, he may be in his heart.
He can't let Ling Feng sneak away.
When he remembered everything, he hoped to see Ling Feng in the first time.
***
Udil returned to the military reception office and immediately contacted a trusted friend to let him come over the night.
Dr. Kent, an expert in neurosurgery at Imperial Central Hospital, immediately departed after receiving an urgent letter from General Udil. He drove the mech twice for a space transition and arrived at the broken star at 8 o'clock the next morning.
Udil pretended to be seriously ill, and let the deputy commander of the legion continue to supervise today's training. He went to the operating room of a private hospital alone and met secretly with Dr. Kent.
After Kent saw him, he couldn't help but smile and said: "Udil, when you break the military star, you will not be convinced that you are sick. Is your body too delicate?"
Udile said with a serious expression: "I am sick, just want to lick the line of eyes that my grandfather is clothed around me. This time I am coming over, I want you to secretly do a craniotomy for me, help me find lost. memory."
Kent was surprised: "Retrieve memory?"
Udil nodded. "I have consulted a few doctors before and told me that the memories that were cleared could not be retrieved. I believed at the time. It seems that those people should have received orders from my grandfather. Deliberately lied to me." Udil frowned slightly, his eyes deepened. "Kent, tell me the truth, can this kind of memory that has been artificially removed can be retrieved?"
Kent hesitated for a moment and whispered: "In theory, it is ok."
Udil immediately looked up at him and said, "Let's talk."
Kent explained carefully: "The principle of human memory is the interconnection between nerve cells. The memory center is similar to an information network composed of a large number of nerve cells. The hippocampus is a transfer station, and the cerebral cortex is a reserve warehouse. Memory clearance surgery It is artificially blocking the transmission pathway of some nerve cells, which leads to the inability to read the memory information. Your cerebral cortex, which is the warehouse of reserve memory, has not been seriously damaged, and those memories still exist, as long as The cerebral cortex stimulates and completely opens the path of information reading, and those memories can be reproduced."
Dr. Kent paused and looked up at Udil. He said seriously: "But the risk of this practice is quite high, it may hurt your brain, and even make you a vegetative person... you are sure to take this risk. ?"
Udile said seriously: "Yes."
Kent was surprised and said: "Why is it so determined?"
Udil was silent for a moment before he smiled slightly and said, "Because I saw Ling Feng."
Udil turned and looked at the sky outside the window. Only the planet was suitable for human habitation. It was later developed as a military base. The planet is sparsely populated and the sky is extraordinarily vast. Today is just a sunny day, the blue sky is dotted with some white clouds, it looks beautiful. Those lost memories are like clouds in the sky. Although they are only a few embellishments for the sky, there is no cloud sky, and the rest is infinite empty silence and desolation.
Udil raised his lips and whispered: "The moment I saw him, I realized that forgetting him...what means to me."
- means that you have forgotten someone who once considered life as precious.
- means that you have forgotten the people who want to cherish the guardian of this world.
These years have passed like a dead body, and the place where my heart has been dug is empty. Udil has always wondered why he always sleeps all night, tossing and turning.
It was not until he finally met Ling Feng that he knew what the blank was in his heart.
He loves that person, loves too deep and is too persistent, so even if he loses his memory, his subconscious still refuses to let go. He still clings to the necklace with the name of Ling Feng, reminding himself. do not forget.
Udil gently touched the blue necklace on his chest and turned back to Kent. "Get ready for surgery as soon as possible. I want to remember everything about him."
***
The process of craniotomy is very complicated. It is not necessary for Udile to become a vegetative person. The operation must be carried out in an awake state. The electrical stimulation intensity of the cerebral cortex should be finely adjusted at any time.
Fortunately, Dr. Kent is an expert in neurosurgery. After five hours of surgery, Udyr's neural pathways have finally been completely opened, and Udil has also caused brain load due to the sudden emergence of a large amount of memory. Too heavy and almost collapsed, but Kent promptly gave him a sedative to let him enter a state of deep sleep.
Udile felt that he had slept for twenty-four hours.
It’s like making a long, long dream.
He dreamed of himself many years ago. When he was performing military duties, his arm was cut by broken glass and his blood flowed. He didn't want to alarm his father and went to the nearby hospital to treat the wound. At three o'clock in the middle of the night, the emergency department was very quiet. He walked to the doctor's office. The young doctor on duty looked up at him and then walked calmly to take him to the treatment room.
The white coat of the young doctor was clean and immaculate. The shirt collar inside was as neat as being ironed. The black eyes were clear and transparent, and the eyes were filled with a shallow smile. While checking the wound, I also talked about the temperature and the temperature. Jokingly said: "Your luck is good, and then cut to the aorta again after a centimeter... Hey, don't move... I will help you disinfect first..."
The man lowered his head to seriously help him deal with the wound, his expression was focused, his movements were soft, and the long, slender neck and the black hair of the ink formed a sharp contrast. The long and thick eyelashes were like feathers, and the appearance was gentle and elegant. The two were close together, and Udil could even feel the breath he was licking on his face, warm... itching.
The moment he stayed with the doctor and was taken care of by him, Udil suddenly felt the peace of mind.
I even thought, if time stops, it will be fine...
When he left, he purposely glanced at the famous brand on the doctor's chest - emergency department, Sander, job number 71982.
A row of small words, never forgetting.
Udil quickly found all the information of Dr. Sander - both parents died, no family, studying at the Military School of St. Romiya, and later graduated to the emergency department of Imperial Central Hospital as a doctor, more importantly : Currently single.
Udil looked at the photos in the document and smiled slightly.
By the way, I got a copy of the shift schedule in their hospital and put it in the electronic notes that I carried with me.
Late in the night after a week, Lingfeng once again worked night shifts. The emergency department of the Central Hospital came to a familiar patient. The wound on the arm was already good. The reason for coming to the hospital was: I couldn’t sleep in the middle of the night.
Ling Feng was very conscientious to take the "patient" Udier to take a head ct to check the lesions. It turned out that the man's head was normal, and the cause of the headache could not be found. Ling Feng had to give him a painkiller and sent him.
After another week, it was still the night shift of Lingfeng. The emergency department came back with a familiar patient. The headache was also good. This time it was changed into a stomachache. It was said that it was abdominal pain, such as a knife, and woke up from a dream. .
Ling Feng was also very responsible for taking him to the inspection, and the result was completely normal.
Another week later, Ling Feng was working night shift, and Udil came to the door with painful face. This time it was changed to stomach pain. It was said that it was impossible to eat for a few days, what to eat and what to spit.
Looking at the handsome man in front of him, frowning in pain, Ling Feng could not help but said seriously: "Udil, according to the results of the inspection, your stomach has no problem at all... you really have stomach pain ?"
Udil stared at his serious eyes, and the more he saw it, the more he liked it.
After a moment, Udil whispered: "In fact, I deliberately pretend to be sick because I want to see you."
Ling Feng: "..."
Udil smiled and took a step closer and lifted his chin. "Dr. Sander, I have been with you for three weeks. You haven't noticed, am I chasing you?"
Ling Feng: "..."
Ling Feng really didn't realize that Udil was chasing him. As a doctor, seeing this kind of guy who had nothing to do with illness, Ling Feng actually thought that Udil had "suspected illness" - that is, he always doubted himself. A "psychotic patient" with a physical problem.
Udil, who was regarded as a "psychotic patient", was deeply attacked and left the hospital.
The next day, when Ling Feng was working at night, Udil blocked him at the door of Lingfeng and kissed him hard and deeply.
Looking at the man's eyes wide open in shock, Udil smiled and rubbed his thumb and kissed him to the wet lips. He whispered, "Do you believe that I am chasing you now?"
Ling Feng: "..."
Udil wrapped around the mausoleum for a full six months.
He liked the look of Ling Feng's smile. He also liked to look at Ling Feng's frowning look and helpless expression. He wanted to take the polite doctor completely for himself. This strong desire almost made Udyr full body. The blood is burning.
That day happened to be the birthday of Lingfeng. Udil went to the cake shop to find the cake master for several days, made a birthday cake, prepared a candlelight dinner, and bought this piece of valuable spar. The best spar bought at the auction, like the blue transparent sky, was polished into a beautiful diamond necklace as a birthday present for Ling Feng.
Ling Feng looked at Udil in shock and his eyes showed a complex look.
No one remembers his birthday for so many years. For him, birthdays are no different from everyday ones. However, Udil was so careful to prepare cakes and gifts for him, and Ling Feng was a little moved.
Can't help but think: Does this man seriously like himself?
Udil took advantage of his moment of ecstasy, cleverly took the opportunity to hug him and stole a kiss.
And I was very pleased to find that this gentle and indifferent man was actually kissed... blushing.
The days when the two are together are as happy and sweet as every couple who are in love.
However, the good times did not last long, the father let Udile marry the family-designated omega, Udil naturally refused, and the existence of Lingfeng was finally discovered by the old General Sharman.
The head of the Regiment of the Regiment, the grandfather of Udil, General Crist Shaman, was a man with a very cold and tough personality. His inheritance of bloodlines was paranoid to the extent of morbidity.
The marriage of the children of the Shaman family must be linked to the family interests. The partners are also personally selected by the elders. They chose Udil’s daughter for a lot of money from the Olaf family. It is said that they are just 18 years old and will be sent soon. The mood, gentle and beautiful, and know the book, such omega is the best candidate for their daughter-in-law. In their view, the man that Udile likes is just an ordinary beta, and an orphan without a father or a mother. How can such a man write the genealogy of the Shaman family?
Crist forced Lingfeng to break up with Udil. Unexpectedly, Udil was infatuated. He boldly fled the capital star with Lingfeng.
The two lived in a remote town on the planet of Oman, where there was heavy snow all year round, and the white snow became the only scenery in the eye. Even if it was cold and cold, the two people who could rely on each other felt extremely warm.
Later, Ling Feng finally put down the defense of the bottom of his heart and told Udil that he was an omega.
He voluntarily stopped the inhibitor, and when he first came to the estrus, he was uneasy and opened his body and was completely marked by Udil.
They have children.
The little baby was born in the middle of the night when heavy snow fell. Udil named him snow, and the two held the little baby in his arms and held the child's soft fingers. He even forgot the difficult situation at that time.
After a family of three, after four years, it was hard but extremely warm, until the hiding place was once again discovered by the Sharman family.
Udil can never forget the day of separation.
It was snowing that day, and the food stored in the house was eaten up. He went out to buy food. When he left, he kissed his forehead gently with Ling Feng. Ling Feng smiled and said, "Come back soon."
Little Snow stood next to him, staring at him, learning his father, and said in a tender voice: "Go back soon."
Udil couldn't help but smile, pinching his son's face and whispering, "Come back soon, bring you delicious food."
However, when he came home, he saw a gloomy grandfather and a group of soldiers wearing pure white military uniforms. The white rose flower pattern on the suspension car parked in the side was particularly dazzling in the snow.
There was no one in the house, and I noticed that the wrong Ling Feng had escaped with the four-year-old Snow.
He has never seen Ling Feng again.
He was taken home, and under the arrangement of the old General Crist, he underwent a memory removal operation. When he woke up, he held a necklace in his hand—a sky-blue transparent spar with a name carved in it.
That was the birthday present he gave to Ling Feng.
There was no name in the necklace. Just that day, he saw a laser-carved craft shop on the street. He took the necklace from the neck of Lingfeng and went to the store to process it. Inside the spar.
Only, this necklace with the name, he can no longer send it out.
He forgot who Lingfeng was.
When I woke up, I looked at the necklace in my hand, and there was a sharp pain in the heart, but I couldn’t remember any past about this name.
The author has something to say: Sorry everyone is updating late today!
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Ps: The meat of Udys and Ling Feng, I put it in the text, or go back to the four young boys in the protagonist group to go to the plot, and then fill the meat in the outside?
Because there are too many cp, this article is a bit mixed. Don't worry too much about the number of plays. This is a lot of cp text. It is not a pair of male and female love. It is written about the different destiny of an era and two generations. Suddenly felt that there is a wood on the tall ^_^) 2k novel reading network