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MTL - After Helping the Protagonist Escape From the Lunatic, I Was Targeted-Chapter 49
When the two of them came out of the supermarket, their hands were full, and Shen Luyang didn't expect that he would end up with so much puffed food.
Although this bag and that bag and that and that... are not what he can eat today.
Shen Luyang smirked, Xie Weihan made an appointment with him, when these things can be eaten, the other party has the final say.
Entering Xie Weihan's house again, Shen Luyang was already familiar with the road to a certain extent.
He put the snacks aside first, then followed Xie Weihan to the kitchen.
Although in name he said he wanted to treat guests, it seemed that Xie Weihan also planned to do a part of it himself and share it with him.
Shen Luyang accepted the proposal happily, he bought too much, he definitely couldn't finish it.
"Teacher Xie, I'll wash this, you can cut it first."
"it is good."
Shen Luyang was doing drafts in his mind while washing the vegetables. How would he try to be euphemistically and subtly in a while to complete the task perfectly, I hope God bless...
Although his answer was almost on paper, it was a very serious matter to determine Xie Weihan's thoughts, and he had to take it seriously.
After more than an hour of tossing, the food finally came to the table.
There are two extremes in terms of color.
What Shen Luyang brought up was full of festivity, but what Xie Weihan did looked much lighter.
The other party also eats spicy food, but this time he didn't cook a plate of spicy food. Shen Luyang guessed that he was trying to neutralize his side, so that he wouldn't have a stomachache after eating.
Shen Luyang watched Xie Weihan sandwich a spicy chicken wing expectantly, and pursed his lips nervously.
His cooking skills have always been good. When he lives alone, he doesn't feel that life is too hard to cook by himself, because what he cooks is better than takeout food.
Xie Weihan ate very quietly, and after a while he smiled and commented: "Very good."
Shen Luyang smiled and looked at him contentedly: "I'll do it for you next time."
Xie Weihan mentioned inadvertently: "You can come over at any time, but few people in my family come."
Shen Luyang was eating and said casually, "It's okay to go to my house, there's no one in my house."
Xie Weihan's eyes moved slightly, and the corners of his lips curved up: "I'm looking forward to it."
Although there wasn't much to talk about during a meal, Shen Luyang enjoyed it very well. Now, as long as he and Xie Weihan are in the same space, he is very comfortable.
After packing up, Shen Luyang logically proposed that he wanted to watch a movie, and Xie Weihan readily agreed.
The two of them were sitting on the sofa in the living room to choose a movie - Shen Luyang was the nest, and Xie Weihan was elegant and calm even when he sat down.
Shen Luyang used to watch movies a lot, but because of things later, he now chooses some classic love movies.
"Teacher Xie, is there anything you want to see?"
Xie Weihan glanced across the screen and took a sip of red wine: "I can do it."
Shen Luyang chose a classic movie "Heartbeat" according to his own wishes.
The lights in the living room were dimmed, and the TV screen exuded a soft halo. Shen Luyang held a bag of potato chips and looked at the screen, his thoughts drifting.
The brisk background music is interspersed with stories, the warm background eases the dimness of the living room, and every fingertip of Shen Luyang is relaxed.
The changes of the two little protagonists in the movie gradually overlapped with his anxious and anticipating heartbeat.
Shen Luyang was stunned for a moment, sniffing the faint aroma of red wine in the air, and a strange place in his heart was awakened, like a nascent grass bud, growing weakly and tenaciously.
He suddenly realized that there is no standard demarcation line that likes can be taken out, it is illusory and ubiquitous.
When you think about the authenticity of his existence, in fact, he has already taken root in his heart.
Just like when you opened your eyes and saw the sun shining on the bedside, when you raised your head and snow fell on your eyelashes, when you turned around and a spring breeze brushed your lips, you couldn't help enjoying, chasing, and enjoying it.
When the male protagonist's grandfather uttered the classic line - people are like rainbows, when encountering the knowledge, Shen Luyang turned his head and looked at Xie Weihan.
The man's indifferent side face is divided by the light and dark boundary line of the halo. The cold light follows the clear jawline, and is faintly hidden between the collarbone and Adam's apple. But the temperament is abstinence, and the mystery is like a shadow.
The more abstinence, the more restraint, all the expressions of restraint are like a carefully crafted bait, screening out the dull fish, and only concentrating on seducing the one he likes the most.
Shen Luyang blinked, the picture in his eyes gradually condensed into the face of the other party, the drafts in his heart suddenly became blank, an impulse rushed into his mind, making him give up those twists and turns, and said without hesitation: "Teacher Xie, you What kind of people do you like?"
Seemingly attracted by the movie scene, Xie Weihan's eyes paused for two seconds before falling on Shen Luyang.
He curled the corners of his lips, his eyes twinkled softly under the warm light, and replied with an interesting question: "Is this a must?"
Shen Luyang was stunned for a moment. He lowered his head and thought for a while before saying, "It's not necessarily that there is someone you like, it's probably just a psychological expectation. What kind of person do you want to fall in love with...this."
Xie Weihan pondered for a moment, the air flowed quietly with the music, he smiled lightly, and calmly confessed: "Yang Yang, I don't understand this emotion."
Shen Luyang's heart tightened and loosened.
This is one of the results he expected. Xie Weihan's extreme emotions do not include liking.
He quickly adjusted and moved closer to Xie Weihan's side. When he was about to be close to each other, he stretched out a finger: "If you understand this emotion, you—"
"Yang Yang," Xie Weihan interrupted him jokingly, "there is no if in the world."
This out-of-control thing is never in his consideration, and he will only make favorable decisions based on his own judgment of "yes" or "no".
Seeing Shen Luyang's "what can I do" expression, Xie Weihan turned his head and chuckled lightly.
Gently pressing the back of Shen Luyang's hand, he added at the right time: "People are very complicated, and the emotions derived from them are unstable. I don't like to have these out of control things before I estimate the cost."
"It's easy to leave."
Shen Luyang listened intently, and the topic flew uncontrollably from "like" to more complex discussions. He grabbed a point and asked, "What if you don't need to pay for it after you have it, but you can get a lot?"
"Back to the original point," Xie Weihan smiled lightly, pointing out his mistake gently, "No if."
Shen Luyang was silent, he was a little dazed.
He must like it, because his heartbeat is about to explode now, and although nothing happened, he is so nervous.
He must have liked it.
But he was too stupid to explain to Xie Weihan what "like" really was.
Because he doesn't know either.
Xie Weihan's eyes returned to the screen, looking at the gentle picture, his eyes darkened, his habitual restraint was suppressed, and he gently threw a question.
"Yangyang, what kind of emotion do you think you like?"
Shen Luyang said subconsciously, "No matter what, I hope the other party is happy, and I hope to be with each other forever."
The order is very important, the other party must be happy, being together is an add-on.
Xie Weihan shook the wine glass gently, and the red liquid swayed like a bunch of chaotic thoughts.
There was a hint of thinking in his eyes, and the calm and restrained aura was torn open voluntarily, and he asked with interest: "It's not eternal, it's impossible for a person to be with another person forever, right? ?"
Shen Luyang said subconsciously: "There is nothing eternal in the world, even we can only live for decades, so liking is uncertain and will not be eternal."
Xie Weihan took a sip of red wine, and the bottom of his eyes became deeper and deeper.
This doesn't seem to be the answer he wants, but his Yang Yang said so.
"But," Shen Luyang clenched his fists, approached him, raised his head again, the seriousness and persistence in his eyes made his eyes shimmer, and his voice was firm, "But if you like someone, you don't have time to think so much."
He shrugged and smiled, heartless: "I found out that I like you, and from this moment on, I'm finished. I only know that I like you, whether the past or the future is eternal or not, it's all nonsense, it's gone The uncertain and uncertain all flew out of my consideration, and I like you more than I like it."
"From that moment on, I could only pretend that I like you in my short-sighted eyes, regardless of the consequences and the cost."
After a paragraph, Shen Luyang breathed slightly, this was a question he hadn't thought about before, but Xie Weihan asked, he suddenly thought about it, and found out the truth is like this.
He really likes it, he really wants it.
It came out of nowhere and made no sense.
The previous confusion and overwhelm was only because he had never had such an idea.
But it's different now.
The desire to hold on tightly to the person in front of him, the desire to never let go, agitated his heartbeat more powerfully than the desire to live.
Plop, plop, plop—
Xie Weihan didn't speak, just lowered his eyelashes, as if thinking.
Shen Luyang knew that he would seriously think about what he said. This kind of certainty has never happened to anyone, only Xie Weihan gave him this confidence. He felt that he was special, and the other party was also special.
He moved to the left again, his little finger raised tentatively, then moved an inch, and landed on Xie Weihan's finger lightly.
The moment the other party looked over, Shen Luyang quickly moved his eyes to the screen again, and moved his fingers nervously, but didn't move: "I like this little sycamore tree."
The corners of Xie Weihan's lips curved silently, and the smile at the end of his eyes contained a never-before-seen emotion.
Shen Luyang didn't hear the question or affirmation in his imagination, so he couldn't help tilting his head to observe quietly, but unexpectedly bumped into a pair of smiling eyes.
It is his favorite, with narrow and beautiful eyes, and the thick ink pupils always look at him indulgently.
He has never felt it in others, although the emotions in these eyes are always incomplete, but these are all.
Someone looked at him with all the emotion, focused, calm, charming.
Shen Luyang's heart beat faster, and his throat was dry: "Mr. Xie, do you have anything to ask?"
For example, about love, about liking, these unfamiliar emotions, if Xie Weihan asks, it means that these things are useful to him. If you don't ask, then...
Shen Luyang was flustered in his heart, and he had a kind of self-confidence that didn't know where it came from. The contradictory emotions supported him not to change the subject, and still looked directly into those eyes.
Xie Weihan didn't move the hand that was being held down. After a while, he asked, "What do you want me to ask you?"
Shen Luyang rolled his throat and said his expectations: "For example... like, love, whatever, you don't understand, I'll explain it to you."
Xie Weihan's eyelashes drooped slightly, as if he was coaxing him to ask, but at the same time as if he was really curious, he asked in a low voice, "How do you judge that you are in love with him?"
Shen Luyang blinked.
How he judged it just now, he only remembered that his heart was beating fast, he was nervous, and he was looking forward to it... Then, suddenly, there was no standard procedure.
Like a surprise, there is no way to know anything until it arrives.
Xie Weihan didn't seem to be in a hurry to know the answer, just looked at him with deep eyes and quietly.
Shen Luyang looked at the screen, thought hard, and finally gave a vague answer: "Seeing him makes my heart beat faster."
"Heartbeat is accelerating," Xie Weihan put down the wine glass, closed his eyes and felt it for a few seconds, turned his head, and his expression was as gentle as ever, "Except for the vigorous physical exercise, Yangyang, my heartbeat has always been stable.
He added casually: "At least for now."
Shen Luyang felt that he was about to break through the shackles of his chest, his heart jumping out, he took a deep breath, raised his left hand, and when he fell, he grabbed Xie Weihan's right hand, and intertwined his fingers forcefully as he always did countless times.
When Xie Weihan looked down, he propped up his body, got closer, and suddenly kissed Yin Hong's lips.
At the same time, the free right hand pressed on the top of Xie Weihan's heart, almost exhausting his strength to feel it.
Plop, plop, plop...
Calmly as if nothing happened to the two of them.
next second.
Plop, plop, plop...
At this moment, nothing is missing, the existence of time is infinitely stretched and slowed down, the TV freezes at the end of the film, and soft music flows.
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