MTL - Call Me Daddy-Chapter 57 , born guilty (1)

"A30097, be a good person after you go out, don't come in again."

The sunlight outside the prison seemed to be particularly glaring. Su Aobai covered his eyes with one hand, and took the personal belongings he had stored before entering prison from the prison guard with the other hand, listening to his earnest teachings.

This time his identity is a bit special.

A prisoner who surrendered himself after murder and was sentenced to 12 years in prison. This is his ninth year in prison. Because he performed well in prison these years, he was given multiple chances to reduce his sentence and was released from prison three years in advance.

It may be that the original owner's emotions were too strong, causing Su Aobai to look at everything around him very strangely. With the rapid development of society, nine years in prison is enough to create a gap between him and the world.

He stepped forward cautiously and walked out of the shadow of the prison wall. The sun was shining on his body warmly. He slowly lowered the hand covering his eyes. The temperature of the sun finally made him feel at ease. .

There was a bus stop more than a hundred meters away from the prison, and he walked slowly over it, thinking about his future plans.

He has a daughter!

At the same time, he is penniless!

*****

"Yixing, your father will pick you up soon, are you happy?"

In the Ai Xin Orphanage, an old man with a kind face bent slightly, touching the head of a little girl.

This is an extremely beautiful little girl with fair skin, black hair loosely draped behind her, and a pair of curved willow-leaf eyebrows on her almond-shaped eyes. Like a living doll, the snow-white skin lined by the half-worn red corduroy dress on her body is also a little rosy.

"Yixing, no matter what, that's your father..."

Seeing the little girl's silence, the dean's grandma couldn't help but sigh, it's all wrong.

This little girl is named Su Yixing. Unlike many children who have no relatives willing to take care of them or are abandoned by their parents because of the death of their parents, Su Yixing's father is still alive and has never abandoned her. Bu entrusted this child to the only person he could trust, that is, the director of Ai Xin Orphanage.

Because Su Yixing's parents were once children of this orphanage, both of them grew up under the supervision of the director.

Her father, Su Aobai, lost his parents when he was five years old, and his relatives were unwilling to support him, so they pushed him around like kicking a football. In the end, a relative threw him at the gate of the orphanage. The school takes root.

Her mother was thrown at the gate of the orphanage as soon as she was born. It was common for girls to be abandoned in those days. The headmaster took her in and named the child Ji Xing. Ji is the name of the headmaster. Most of the abandoned babies took the dean's surname.

On the day Su Aobai was sent to the orphanage, Ji Xing happened to be returned by the family that adopted her, because the couple who had been unable to conceive a child for a long time became pregnant, and returning the adopted child was not in compliance with the formalities, but Who made people harden their hearts and ran away after throwing the child at the gate of the orphanage? The principal knew that if Ji Xing was sent to the couple again under such circumstances, she would not be able to live a good life, so she was busy. After busy work, Ji Xing's household registration was relocated to the collective household registration book of the orphanage.

On the day Su Aobai came, the little girl who was abandoned was crying so much that she asked the little boy who was still a little sad to patronize her and comfort her. Maybe it was this kind of fate. In the days that followed, the two children were inseparable and became a best buddy.

It is a matter of course for two such close children to burst into love at a young and ignorant age.

The economic situation of Yixing Orphanage is not good. Every child who reaches the age of 16 has to be moved out of the orphanage, and the compulsory education provided by the state is only maintained until they graduate from junior high school.

Su Aobai was half a year older than Ji Xing, and he left the orphanage half a year earlier. He worked for others everywhere, and saved enough money to rent a small house. On the day Ji Xing left the orphanage at the age of sixteen, he rode a second-hand bicycle to She picked her up and moved into their temporary home.

Ji Xing's grades were very good, so Su Aobai started working part-time to earn money after graduating from junior high school. He wanted to save money for Ji Xing's education, and also saved money to buy a real home for the two of them in this city.

Ji Xing is also working towards this goal. She wants to be admitted to the best university, earn a lot of money, and buy a bigger house. By then, Su Aobai will not have to work hard and tiringly on the construction site She can support the two of them, and when they have a baby, Su Aobai will take care of the baby at home.

This is the beautiful expectation of two ignorant young people for the future.

Regarding the relationship between these two children, Dean Ji is happy to see it succeed, because she can see that this is not a silly joke of some ignorant children. The relationship they have cultivated since childhood has reached the level where no third person can intervene , She has never felt such a strong, hot emotion.

Dean Ji felt that their future would be as good as they expected.

But everything came to an abrupt end when the two children were seventeen years old.

Ji Xing was pregnant, and when the two children found her in fear and panic, Ji Xing was already five months pregnant and couldn't have an abortion, but had to induce labor, but after a doctor's examination, Ji Xing's physique, once induced labor, would have serious problems. Life is in danger.

Dean Ji scolded Su Aobai for being ignorant. She clearly told him that before Ji Xing was admitted to university, he must not do such transgressive things. The relationship is maintained at the boundary of innocence.

But he still crossed the line, and the two ignorant and ignorant children didn't think of coming to her, the dean's mother, until their stomachs were so big that they couldn't hide it. But a few months earlier, they wouldn't have such a big trouble.

But now, for the sake of Ji Xing's health, he had no choice but to give birth to the child. Dean Ji arranged for Ji Xing to suspend school, and went to their rental house every now and then to teach them the precautions during pregnancy.

Su Aobai is always studying seriously, but Ji Xing, as a mother, is getting worse and worse.

Sometimes crying and sometimes laughing, Dean Ji suspected that she was suffering from postpartum depression, and took her to see a psychiatrist, but she still manages an orphanage after all, with many children waiting for her to take care of, it is impossible to keep Ji Xing's She took things to heart, so most of the time, she could only call Su Aobai to tell Su Aobai what to do and how to do it.

She was conceived in October, and when she gave birth, an accident happened.

Ji Xing suffered from eclampsia during childbirth, the child was saved, but the adults did not rescue him.

Until now, Dean Ji still remembers the scene of Su Aobai screaming and crying like crazy outside the delivery room. He kept grabbing his hair and banging hard against the corridor wall until Ji Xing's body came out of the delivery room. After being pushed out, he suddenly became quiet.

During the period before the cremation of the body, he hardly ate or drank, and then used all his savings and borrowed some money from friends to buy a good cemetery for Ji Xing. Sitting in the cemetery every day, talking to Ji Xing's photo on the tombstone.

He didn't care about the daughter Ji Xing gave birth to, but Dean Ji couldn't stand it any longer. She carried the little baby girl to the cemetery and stuffed the child into his arms.

"Look at your daughter with Ji Xing. She looks so much like Ji Xing. She doesn't have a mother anymore. Do you want her to have no father?"

That's what she scolded him at the time.

The little baby girl in her arms also seemed to feel the tense atmosphere, and burst into tears. Unfortunately, she was not well absorbed in the mother's womb, she was small and thin, and even cried softly, waving her two little hands He held on to Aobai's collar and refused to let go, maybe he was taking a sense of security from him.

The little baby girl, who is only a few days away from the full moon, has not yet grown up, but it can already be seen that her facial features are very similar to that of her mother Ji Xing. She is just like Ji Xing when she was a child, and she even cries very similarly. Frowning, nose twitching.

Su Aobai's originally indifferent eyes gradually softened.

"Do you remember what Ji Xing said before? She said that if she has a child, she will definitely become the best and best mother in the world. This is her wish. If she is still alive, she absolutely does not want to see you This is the child she saved with her life!"

Most of the children in the orphanage are abandoned by their parents, and Ji Xing is the same. She resents her irresponsible parents, so when talking about her dream, besides being with Su Aobai forever, there is also To be a great mother.

She had said countless times that if she had a daughter, she would definitely spoil her as the cutest little princess.

Looking at the smiling face on the tombstone, Dean Ji also burst into tears, such a young life, she went, and even took half of Su Aobai's life away.

Maybe it was Dean Ji's words that touched him, or maybe it was the crying of the little baby girl, and her little hands tightly clutching his collar that made him realize his responsibility, so Su Aobai spoke.

"Yixing, from now on this child will be called Yixing."

This was the first sentence Su Aobai said to the outside world after Ji Xing was buried.

Dean Ji covered his mouth and nodded again and again, the tears in his eyes fell more and more violently.

From that day on, Su Aobai seemed to really cheer up. He picked up the child from Dean Ji and brought her back to the rental house where he and Ji Xing lived before.

Because he grew up in an orphanage, he had to help take care of his younger siblings since he was a child. Taking care of a newborn baby was not difficult for Su Aobai. He can skillfully make milk powder for the child, change her diaper, bathe and wash her hair skillfully.

But he still has to work to earn money. He owed a sum of money to buy Ji Xing's cemetery before, and now the child's expenses, rent and living expenses are also a considerable sum.

She had already troubled the dean's mother a lot before, but this time, Su Aobai entrusted the child to the landlady who lived in the opposite door and rented the house to him, but the other party could only help him look after the child during the day. In the years when he earned 800 yuan a month, Su Aobai had an extra 500 yuan in care fees.

During the day, he gritted his teeth on the construction site and did the most tiring and hardest work. At night, when he returned home to pick up the child from the old lady of the landlady, he had to prepare his own dinner.

In the hottest summer, holding a crying baby in one hand and waving a shovel in the other, this is his life.

When Dean Ji rarely had time and came to see him and the child with a box of milk and fruit, what he saw was a young man with dark skin, a stubbled face, and an unkempt appearance.

His eyes are dark, he works during the day, and he has to get up in the middle of the night to feed his child a few times. Su Aobai's physical strength and energy have been exhausted to the limit.

In contrast, the little baby girl who was a little thin when she was just born has now been raised to be fat and white, and she laughs at everyone, so cute.

For this reason, the dean can only sigh in his heart. If it wasn’t for the teenagers who were ignorant and tasted the forbidden fruit, if they had taken the correct anti-pregnancy measures, and gave birth to such a daughter at the right age with a healthy enough body, they should have What a happy family.

But she can only think this way in her heart, the dead have left, and the living will continue to live. Most of Dean Ji's own money is used to subsidize the operation of the orphanage, but she still scrapes together a thousand dollars , Stuffed in the fruit basket she sent.

There is not much she can do, she just hopes that the child she once raised will live a good life with this emotional sustenance.

It has been two months since I saw Su Aobai again.

He carried Yixing to the orphanage, knelt on the ground and knocked his head several times, begging her to take care of the child, and before she could ask the reason, he left behind his daughter and a bunch of daily necessities belonging to Yixing and left .

Dean Ji was holding the crying baby girl. She didn't know that Su Aobai had killed someone until the police came to investigate the next day. After leaving the orphanage yesterday, he ran to the police station to surrender.

In his confession, he and the victim got into disputes on the road because of some trivial matters, and then they fought each other. When he couldn't get angry for a while, he stabbed him to death with the box knife on his body.

Surveillance in the distance also captured the scene at that time, that is, two people accidentally bumped into each other while walking on the road, and then it seemed that a verbal dispute occurred because of this. Bai Cai took out a utility knife from his pocket and stabbed him several times, causing his death.

After investigation, the two did not know each other before, so the possibility of premeditated murder was ruled out.

In addition, he surrendered himself and pleaded guilty with a good attitude, so he was finally sentenced to 12 years in prison.

When Dean Ji heard the news, he was angry and anxious. When she visited the prison, she scolded him through the glass.

This is the child she brought up with her own hands. He was so sensible and obedient when he was a child, why did he do so many stupid things in a row after leaving the orphanage.

Impulse! When he was doing it, didn't he think that he still had a daughter to take care of?

However, he also stubbornly refused to say a soft word. In a fit of anger, Dean Ji never took Yi Xing to visit him in prison in the next few years. Even she seemed to have forgotten that he was in prison. child, never visited him again.

Seeing the little girl's indifferent expression now, Dean Ji suddenly regretted it.

Su Aobai performed well in prison and got a chance to reduce his sentence. Dean Ji has already got the news that he was released from prison today. Now that he is back, Yixing will naturally be brought back by him to live together.

But the father and daughter didn't get along during these nine years. Yi Xing also heard too many gossips because she was the daughter of a murderer. Can you live a good life?

"Grandma, can I continue to stay by your side?"

Su Yixing raised his head and looked at the dean's grandmother seriously.

She has lived in an orphanage since she can remember, and she has no expectations for that nominal father, and even feels that his existence is a kind of trouble.

Dean Ji opened his mouth, hesitated for a while, and then remained silent.

That's right, even if Su Aobai is released from prison, how can he support himself and his children.

The man he killed was a bachelor, without a wife and children, and his only relative was his mother who remarried in his early years. The mother of the other party had remarried and had other children. After learning that he was killed, he came here just for compensation. Came back for a trip.

However, after finding out that Su Aobai was an orphan, with only two hundred dollars on his body, and unable to pay any compensation at all, the woman slapped her **** and ran away, not even willing to deal with her son's funeral.

Su Aobai is really poor. When he was in prison, he hadn't paid off the money he borrowed from others to buy Ji Xing's tomb. After he was in prison, the rented house would not be renewed after it expired. , was vacated by the landlord, and the slightly usable things were also taken away to pay off the debt.

Dean Ji only took back some of his and his child's old clothes, as well as the child's daily feeding bottle and half-filled can of milk powder.

Now that he is out of prison, it can be said that he is penniless, and he has to face a strange world nine years later.

He can't even take care of himself well now, can he take care of one more child?

Dean Ji looked at the little girl and hesitated.

The repeated accidents made her doubt the child she had raised, and in the past nine years, she had poured a lot of affection into this little girl, Yi Xing, and the balance in her heart inevitably turned towards Su Yi Xing. move closer.

Let's look again, give him some time, if he doesn't have enough ability to take care of himself and the child, then leave Yixing by her side.

Dean Ji touched the little girl's head, his attitude softened a lot.

*****

When he left the prison, Su Aobai only had 200 yuan with him, which was given to him by an old prison guard who had been in charge of their area when he saw his pity.

The real prison is not the same as everyone imagined, and it is also a place where money is spent.

Generally speaking, people living in prisons ask their family members outside to transfer one or two thousand yuan to the designated account every month, and this money can improve their living conditions in prison.

The state only guarantees the most basic food and clothing for prisoners after they are in prison, such as toothpaste, soap, etc., which need to be purchased at the prison’s commissary at their own expense. The prison’s supermarket is not big, but there are some daily necessities and snacks on the market They are also available there. Prisoners who are relatively well-off can buy instant noodles, bread and drinks in the supermarket.

Except for some criminals who are restricted from high consumption because of economic property crimes, the consumption level of other prisoners depends entirely on the money remitted by their families.

Yuanshen didn't even have any relatives to visit him, let alone send him money.

Therefore, during these nine years, all his extra expenses came from the subsidies he received after participating in labor reform during his sentence, but that money was only enough for him to buy necessities such as toothpaste and toothbrushes in the supermarket.

The inmates in the same room as him and the prison guards in charge of guarding them all knew about his situation. At first, everyone knew that he came in impulsively, and they all had prejudice against him, but as we got along for a long time, he never caused trouble. His honest and quiet personality has gradually changed everyone's opinion of him.

When he was about to be released from prison, several prison guards pooled two hundred yuan for him, at least allowing him to have enough money to take a car home and save some money before he found a job. The money was enough for him to eat more than a dozen meals It's time to eat, of course, the full meal here refers to steamed buns and water.

In order to take care of his emotions, the other party only said that it was lent to him, but in their hearts, they did not expect the money to be returned at all. As long as he can be honest and never come in again, those prison guards will be satisfied.

There was a small amount in the two hundred dollars, and Su Aobai used two dollars to get on the bus bound for the city.

He was the only passenger at the departure station who was released after serving his sentence today. It took almost 15 minutes to drive out from this station before arriving at the next station, and several passengers got on the train.

They all knew that the starting point was a prison, and seeing Su Aobai's outdated attire and the green skin on his head, they immediately guessed that this was a prisoner who had just been released.

Several people only glanced at him, then immediately looked away, and then pushed each other to sit down in the farthest position from him.

Although all those who come out of prison are people who have served their sentences and paid the price for their mistakes, the society will still be prejudiced against them.

Can you start a new life after admitting your mistakes and accepting the punishment?

This is an unresolved question so far.

Some people think that the criminal should be given a chance, as long as he really repents, but more people think that as long as he makes a mistake, he should be nailed to the pillar of shame for the rest of his life.

In many cases, Su Aobai's position is biased towards the latter, and he feels that this is also one of the prices to be paid for making mistakes.

So he looked at those who regarded him as poison, and his heart was calm.

He rummaged through the plastic bag provided by the prison and found the mobile phone that he had put away before he entered the prison. Before he entered the prison, it was an extremely cheap second-hand mobile phone that had been eliminated by society, not to mention the rapid development of technology nine years later. It's the moment.

The charging mode of this fool phone is still very old-fashioned by dismantling the battery board. There are two battery boards that are replaced in turn, and they are charged with a universal charger.

Nine years have passed, and the mobile phone has already been powered off and shut down. If it has not been used for such a long time, it may have already become a brick.

Su Aobai put the phone back into the plastic bag. In addition to this thing, there was also an old, cracked and inferior belt in the plastic bag. As for the suit he wore before he was imprisoned, it was on him now.

He was reluctant to throw away these two trash-like things.

After putting away the things, Su Aobai walked to the driver, who gave him a wary look.

"Master, may I ask which bus number should I transfer to Peacock Hill Cemetery?"

"Get off at Huanan Middle Road Station, transfer to No. 505 to Xingzhu Xincun Station, then transfer to Huancheng Line 9, and the bus will go to Kongqueshan Cemetery."

Seeing his gentle attitude, the driver gradually let down his vigilance.

After asking about the route, Su Aobai hugged the bag again and sat back to his original seat.

On his first day out of prison, he just wanted to see her.

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