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MTL - Do You Know How to Capture a Villain?-Chapter 128 128%
Ji Qingzhuo knew that it was impossible for her to leave this experimental base in her life.
However, if there is a one-in-a-billion possibility that she can get out of here, she will definitely accompany Shen Rongyu to see the ocean.
Sometimes, she was thinking, she was so stupid, maybe Shen Rongyu didn't exist.
She saw that the companions around her began to have psychological problems one by one, and several of them had split personalities. Their split personalities were abnormally manic, but when the main personality dominated, they were quiet as usual.
This made her start to doubt the existence of Shen Rongyu. Later, when she grew up, the ventilation duct couldn't fit her, so she could only hide in the blind corner of the stairwell, looking at the faint candlelight on Shen Rongyu's side in the mirror, she asked He has a question.
Ji Qingzhuo was afraid that she would become as manic as her companions. She didn't want... she didn't want to become so scary and ugly that she could easily take other people's lives away and enjoy the joy of warm blood.
She is very calm, she wants to confirm whether her personality of "Shen Rongyu" is safe.
Ji Qingzhuo's method of confirming this matter was also very lame, she asked directly: "Xiaoyu, are you a good person?"
Shen Rongyu's hand holding an old book to read froze, he was naturally... not a good person, he hated the world, hated the Dongshan royal family, he practiced and thought countless times in his dreams, and destroyed this majestic palace with his own hands.
He doesn't have Ji Qingzhuo's kindness. In this cold palace, all kinds of dirty things will happen, he can hear them, sometimes even see them, but he just looks on coldly.
That's why he was so surprised when he saw Ji Qingzhuo open the door to rescue another experimental subject on the night they first met.
It turns out...it turns out that there are such good people in this world, so good...she doesn't seem to be real, like a dream bubble that can be burst with a poke.
But, how could he tell Ji Qingzhuo these things?
Ji Qingzhuo is a kind girl who would get scared when she heard the slightest sound, and would call him Xiaoyu in a panic.
He would not show her such a terrible side of himself. In front of her, he was gentle and kind.
He blinked at Ji Qingzhuo, and said firmly, "Zhuozhuo, of course I'm a good person."
Ji Qingzhuo breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good."
Shen Rongyu stared at her and asked her: "Zhuo Zhuo likes good people?"
Ji Qingzhuo also answered him honestly: "I hope I am a good person."
She thought, that's great, this split personality is also so kind and beautiful, she won't become the same person as her companion.
Ji Qingzhuo is very grateful to have Shen Rongyu appearing, because she needs company, even if this person does not exist, it is just an image imagined by himself, but as long as there is...
It doesn't matter if she is alone in front of the mirror.
Shen Rongyu didn't understand the meaning of Ji Qingzhuo's words at that time, but his answer helped him in the later test of Ji Qingzhuo in the experimental base.
Because of his lie "I am a good person", Ji Qingzhuo revealed his existence in the psychological test, but the psychological institution judged that the personality of this "Xiaoyu" is also kind, so Ji Qingzhuo is generally gentle and harmless experiment.
That's how she believed in him. An honest and kind person is always easy to be coaxed around by such a vicious liar like him.
Shen Rongyu is more idealistic than Ji Qingzhuo. Sometimes he feels that Ji Qingzhuo exists, but also feels that she is just his fantasy.
Of course, on a certain day, his mother found his travel book. Even though the former empress didn't care about him, she knew that he often talked to himself in the mirror and called "Zhuo Zhuo".
She saw the notes written by Shen Rongyu on the travel notes, confiscated the notes, and told Shen Rongyu firmly: "Shen Rongyu, you are crazy, you have never thought about it, all this is your fantasy."
"You look at your old mirror, you look at it," said the ex-queen.
Shen Rongyu didn't move, but the former empress pulled his arm up and let Shen Rongyu look at herself in the mirror.
"Did you see yourself?" Her tone was mocking.
"Where did you come from, you are the only one, you are crazy."
After finishing speaking, the former empress laughed again. She didn't seem to be sad for her lunatic son, because Shen Rongyu was also a descendant of the emperor of the Dongshan royal family.
Hate is stronger than love, what's more, such a barren maternal love has long been covered up by strong hatred.
The former queen did not hesitate to stab Shen Rongyu with the sharpest words. On the day when the travel notes were taken away, Shen Rongyu began to doubt the existence of Ji Qingzhuo.
That night, Ji Qingzhuo also eavesdropped on the content of the meeting room, and she went to the corner again, holding a small mirror alone, and she cried again.
It turned out that she was really alone. This was a desperate sense of loneliness that spread from the soles of her feet to her chest, like icy sea water. The huge water pressure squeezed the air in her chest, making it difficult for her to breathe.
Ji Qingzhuo clenched his little mirror tightly, but didn't call out to Shen Rongyu.
Shen Rongyu didn't contact her that night either.
Losing contact with each other, and not waiting for the night when the other party took the initiative to call, both parties confirmed their guesses.
A life that is too painful will wipe out people's hope. They are so desperate that even such a ray of warm light that they have finally been able to touch feels fake.
Afterwards, the connection was as usual, and whether it was fake or real, they needed each other's comfort.
In the scorching world of mortals, in this purgatory-like world, someone must be with him before he can reach the other shore.
Ji Qingzhuo said that no matter how broken a boat is, as long as one person can get across, it will be a great merit.
It's right to say that, Sea of Bitterness, Cihang, they are each other's only boat.
Ten years later, Shen Rongyu asked Ji Qingzhuo a question: "Zhuozhuo, will you always be with me?"
Ji Qingzhuo didn't want to forget Shen Rongyu, she thought, as long as she was alive and had memories, Shen Rongyu would not disappear.
So she nodded to him, and she said, "Yes."
At this time, she was tall and slender, and she was already a beautiful girl. When she was serious, her eyes were shining.
Ji Qingzhuo's eyes are always dull, dull, and cute, but only when she looks at Shen Rongyu, the aimless focus of those eyes will fall on him. At this moment, her eyes seem to flicker with light.
Like a flower hidden in the deepest part of spring, it blooms alone with the occasional sunlight, only for those who inadvertently lift the dense branches and leaves.
Shen Rongyu's restored memory came to an abrupt end here. He remembered that although Ji Qingzhuo was still dull and boring at that time, he also had some vitality, unlike when he first met her, like a completely withered dead tree.
Her state at that time was like someone forcibly bringing a dead person back to life, but she no longer wanted to live.
Ji Qingzhuo was still beautiful, but at that time she was like a dried flower thrown in the corner of a drawer, no one appreciated it, and she had no intention of blooming.
Then, what happened?
How could he have forgotten her?
How could he have forgotten her?
There was no way he could have forgotten her.
Shen Rongyu's thoughts were chaotic, but when his eyes touched Ji Qingzhuo, these thoughts that surged like manic waves suddenly calmed down.
No matter what, she is by his side, she is a person who can be seen and touched, even if it is a dream, he doesn't want to wake up again.
Shen Rongyu pressed his forehead against Ji Qingzhuo's, because of the memory, there was thin sweat on his forehead, and this sweat was also on Ji Qingzhuo's forehead at this time.
Ji Qingzhuo didn't realize what happened, she asked blankly: "Xiaoyu."
She subconsciously stretched out her hand and hugged Shen Rongyu who had been stunned for a long time. He remembered the dusty memory, but she didn't.
Because this memory is a painful past for her that she does not want to accept.
She is more sober than Shen Rongyu, so she only thinks that Shen Rongyu is a person in the virtual world that she imagined.
Because everyone said that Shen Rongyu was her split personality, psychological tests, survey reports, evaluation figures...every rational data was mocking her fantasy.
Ji Qingzhuo felt that Shen Rongyu turned his head sideways, and bit her again, on the side of her neck, just below the base of the ear.
She found that Shen Rongyu liked to bite her very much, because it would hurt a little, and pain is a very strong feeling, which can easily **** the sensory nerves.
He wanted her to really feel his presence.
"Zhuo Zhuo." Shen Rongyu called her.
"What's the matter?" Ji Qingzhuo lowered his tone and asked him softly.
He was still biting her, but it didn't hurt, just a tingling sensation.
Shen Rongyu's throat moved slightly, he turned his head sideways, and the corner of his jaw drew a beautiful arc.
He left tooth marks on her neck, and a series of kisses landed on the corners of her lips, kissing her.
Ji Qingzhuo didn't know what was wrong with him, her lips and tongue blended with him, and her long eyelashes trembled slightly.
Then, when her body lightened, Shen Rongyu easily picked her up, and she let out a low cry because of panic.
— from the throat, stained with a little sticky lingering.
Shen Rongyu hugged her and pushed her against the wall, making him the only support in her body. He wanted her to hold his neck tightly and never let go in this life.
Ji Qingzhuo was still ignorant, she turned her head sideways, licked her lips, her nose was full of Shen Rongyu's breath, she was trapped by the wall by him, even if she stood on tiptoe, she couldn't land on the ground, she panicked, He could only hug Shen Rongyu even tighter.
She couldn't see anything, so other perceptions became more intense, Shen Rongyu's touch, Shen Rongyu's breath, Shen Rongyu's kiss, everything was so real, hitting every inch of her nerves directly.
She lowered her head and buried her head in Shen Rongyu's neck, she thought, what else could he do, but he didn't do it, just hugged her like this.
Such a confused atmosphere, but two cautious people.
Shen Rongyu knew that Ji Qingzhuo would not reject him, she was a very honest person, she couldn't accept him for the sake of compromise or flattery, she just didn't reject him, she just liked him.
But, he thought, it's not allowed here, it's too simple and dangerous, even if he wants to do something, he has to go back to Xueliang Domain.
He doesn't like the imperial palace of the Dongshan royal family, even if it is his residence, he also hates it.
There is only one reason why this place is not infested by ghost fog. The well here is the place where he met Ji Qingzhuo, and he will not let anything destroy it.
He remembered, he had a mirror too.
So where is the mirror now?
Even though part of the memory has been unlocked, Shen Rongyu's thoughts are still filled with mist, and some questions have not been answered at all.
He put Ji Qingzhuo on the ground, and asked her seriously: "Zhuozhuo, do you want to know about your relationship with me?"
Ji Qingzhuo didn't expect Shen Rongyu to ask her this question, she couldn't remember anything, but Shen Rongyu said this now...does he know something?
She thought, maybe the memory of the past was painful, and she might not like it, but there was Shen Rongyu in the memory.
She didn't want to miss the memory related to him, so she nodded.