MTL - Gold Medal Mediator-v2 Chapter 112 Unreal and Reality (9)

???? Hua Baihe's question was sent out within half an hour, except that most of the repeaters were essentially in line with the first floor, and those who wanted to listen to the content of 15r yellow mosquitoes also received some medical Health's sincere advice, in addition to this, there are also many small advertisements selling health care products.

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???? She put down her phone and decided to believe in science - go to the hospital.

???? When she went downstairs to express her wishes in this regard, she not only scared Xue Jiming to the point of forgetting the idea of ​​the manuscript, but also saw her brother call Yin Xiao on the phone return.

???? "Dad, sister doesn't seem to be feeling well. Say hello from the hospital, do you want to do another body check?"

???? Hua Baihe who was trying to stop: "No need to check, I'm just going-"

???? Xue Jiming holding the phone: "You come back now? It's okay, or I'll let the driver drive, let's meet at the hospital."

???? Hua Baihe: "Don't, don't, don't be so inspiring—"

???? But Xue Jiming has completely ignored her opinion.

???? Hua Baihe thought about taking his father and younger brother to see this strange disease, and felt that he was about to be overwhelmed by shame.

???? The picture is so beautiful that she dare not think about it.

???? Or Uncle Bo, who was beside him, saw that her face was wrong, noticed her wishes, and said an appropriate suggestion first:

???? "I remember that Xiaoying also has the medical functions of the family and can perform basic examinations on the body? Why don't you let her check first?"

???? Xue Jiming, who was ready to call the driver, seemed to have been reminded of something, raised his hand and patted his forehead, "Look at my memory, M's latest bionic belt Some home medical equipment is the most advanced micro-model in the world, which also saves the effort of going to the hospital.”

???? Hua Baihe's face became subtle.

???? But at this time, she couldn't allow her to think too much, because when Uncle Bo and Xue Jiming were discussing, the answer who heard their discussion came to them.

???? She asked thoughtfully: "Are you feeling unwell? Because the temperature of the body surface was detected to be normal, the heart rate was also normal, and the frequency of brain waves was also normal. I have cold symptoms, so I didn't notice your discomfort in time, and I'm sorry."

???? Hua Baihe tugged at the corners of his lips and said helplessly:

???? "Go back to your room and talk."

???? Xue Jiming and Uncle Bo looked at each other, both thoughtfully didn't ask anything, let them go up the stairs and enter the room, even closing the door.

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???? in the room.

???? Ying Fan, like a professional doctor, began to ask Hua Baihe's symptoms intimately, and even sat down next to her in order to relax her.

???? But as soon as she got so close, Hua Baihe heard a "bang" in her mind, and crimson jumped from her neck to her forehead, and Hua Baihe didn't even know what was going on. .

???? Ying Fan seemed to have noticed her change, leaned over and asked gently in Hua Baihe's ear:

???? "What's the matter? Did I get too close?"

???? Hua Baihe just wanted to nod, but felt wrong.

???? Why is she nervous about such a android?

???? It’s like…

???? As if she was interested in such a guy.

???? Crazy? Leaving Luo Sheng as such a beautiful woman who didn't care about her, but instead was moved by the android love model at home, the more Hua Baihe thought about it, the more dangerous her thoughts became, and she stopped her association in time.

???? Looking elsewhere, Hua Baihe moved his body without a trace, opened the distance from Ying Fan, and whispered:

???? "Actually, there is no big problem... Just, that is, I have always been dreaming when I sleep recently."

???? Ying Fan is still serious and focused, with no trace of eroticism on his face, and asked in a businesslike manner: "Do you always dream? Not feeling well after waking up, or something else?"

???? Hua Baihe is used to talking and looking into other people's eyes. As soon as she heard her question, she couldn't help but turn her eyes back and happened to see herself in her pupils.

???? I don't know why, the other party's eyes seemed to be warm, the heat penetrated through the air, and burned all the way to the bottom of her own eyes, making Hua Baihe scalded.

???? She blinked, her throat moved for a long time, and two words rolled out from the tip of her tongue: "No..."

???? asked in a gentle tone, "Huh?"

???? Hua Baihe raised his hand to cover his face, afraid to meet her innocent eyes, and replied dully from between his fingers:

???? "It's not just the dream, but the content of the dream... a bit strange."

???? Ying Fan did not urge, but just sat quietly beside her, waiting for her to speak.

???? She is a general practitioner who belongs to Hua Baihe alone. Because there is only this special distinguished patient, she neither urges nor impatiently, just waits for Hua Bai He speaks his own words.

????If the rhythm of Yingfan's questions is tight and fast, Hua Baihe may think about what happened that night, and be led to a huge sense of shame, but now she is very patient, and because there is no With the heavy identity of the same kind, Hua Baihe's awkwardness quickly disappeared.

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???? "What I'm doing is... a spring dream. It's been a week in a row, and it's like this every night."

???? And those dreams were not chaotic.

???? Thinking back carefully, Hua Baihe always felt that something was wrong—

???? Because those dreams are like TV series, every day, it seems to follow the rhythm of the previous day, and the things that happen in the new day, the tricks to play... are more than before One day more.

???? Hua Baihe just thought about it, and felt uneasy.

???? "What degree of dream? Can you talk about it?" Ying Fan, as a professional doctor, probably asked this question directly in order to better understand the degree of Hua Baihe's condition. .

???? Hua Baihe didn't take much precautions against her either. She suppressed the one-sided embarrassment she had before, and now put aside her shyness, there was a wisp in her voice. Slightly hoarse, he answered honestly:

???? "At the beginning, on the first day, there was just a woman who couldn't see my face kissing me..."

????Because it was only a kiss at the beginning, and intuitively the person in the dream looked good, she didn't notice anything, and even after waking up, she put Luo Sheng's appearance on top.

???? But…

???? "Afterwards, the content of the dream became more and more excessive, and they were all the same person, from kissing to touching, and finally becoming... um..."

???? Ying Chen lowered his eyes, his eyelids moved.

???? For a moment, she wanted to ask what was omitted in the "um", but in the end, she just answered calmly: "At present, it is suspected that it is the hormones in the body. In the direction of abnormal secretion, do you mind if I draw blood for a test?"

????Hua Baihe shook her head, rolled up the sleeve of her right arm, and looked a little absent-minded.

???? Although she stopped her words, only she knew in her heart that once the memories of those dreams were aroused, her mind was full of those pictures—

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???? What's more terrifying are the traces left on her body clearly.

???? Let her clearly remember how she was entered and how her body was filled...

???? She bit her lower lip, with a strange color in her eyes.

???? Until the blood was drawn, the responder who was using the extended instrument to check hormones helped her press the needle eye wound on her arm and made a sound:

???? "Test results are out - hormone secretion levels are generally within the normal range."

???? Hua Baihe suddenly looked up at her.

???? Wrong...!

???? How is this possible!

???? She raised her head and pinched the bridge of her nose, and heard Ying Fan carefully say: "Perhaps... this is just a normal need for you?"

???? Ying Fan's subtext left a sentence:

????Do not suppress your nature.

????Hua Baihe pinched the bridge of her nose, pretending not to understand her suggestion that her life is too Buddha recently, closed her eyes and whispered:

???? "Maybe I'm thinking too much, but there's nothing wrong with it."

???? Just about to suggest "help": "…"

???? She stared at Hua Baihe calmly, no one knew what thoughts flashed in her mind, but she calmly replied: "Let me accompany you, at least Let you sleep peacefully."

???? Hua Baihe hesitated again and again, perhaps remembering her multi-functionality, and reluctantly chose to forget the embarrassment of listening to her various modes of Amway that night, and nodded to her:

???? "Hmmm..."

???? At this moment, the door was knocked, and Uncle Bo's voice sounded outside:

???? "Miss, young master is a little worried about your examination."

???? Hua Baihe got up and went to open the door, and replied to Uncle Bo: "It's okay, it's just that I may have been too nervous about my memory recently, so I'm always a little suspicious. Just sleep well."

???? Xue Jiming downstairs heard her answer, looked up from the living room and asked: "Really? Sister, if you are really worried, it doesn't matter if we go to the hospital to check again. ."

???? Hua Baihe heard his words, his heart suddenly filled with boundless warmth, his heart was filled slowly, and a smile appeared on his face unconsciously:

???? "No, no, really."

???? Xue Jiming frowned and thought for a while, then clapped his hands and said, "Then why don't I let Uncle Bo cook you some soothing soup from tonight?"

???? When Uncle Bo heard this, the smile on his face was even more: "My Miss Tang, you are the most supportive, why don't you just follow what the young master said?"

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???? Xue Jiming grinned and added: "After that, you can also drink more hot milk, this will also help you sleep! You can also change the taste!"

???? Hua Baihe still said yes, until Uncle Bo left, she closed the door and returned to her bed.

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???? Ten minutes later, Yingfan stood beside the bed, looking at the head of the bed, with his hands on his cheeks, his elbows on his knees, his eyes staring out the window in a daze that person.

???? Hua Baihe has been sitting in that position for ten minutes.

???? Until she suddenly asked: "Ying Fan, even if some people's memory disappears, some instincts will remain in the body, and the memory of the body will not disappear, right? ?"

???? Ying Fan thought for a while, thinking of the state she showed when she first saw Hua Baihe, thought for a long time, and nodded: "Yes."

???? She only answered Hua Baihe's question, without being overly curious, asking what she should not ask.

???? Hua Baihe seemed very satisfied with this, and felt comfortable with the current atmosphere of the conversation, her body movements were much more relaxed, but her eyes remained in the direction of the window and did not take it back.

???? I saw she changed her movements, and turned her hands to support her bed back, hooked the corners of her lips, as if talking to herself, or sharing it with the respondent Listen, in a light voice:

???? "weird—"

???? She said: "I was born in such a good family, although my mother is missing, but my father and brother can give me their best love, almost to me The meticulous care and even being able to put my needs first, more than their own."

????"It stands to reason that I should be developed into an arrogant and domineering character, because of their escort, it may even grow into a person who is pushed from behind, not Idiot who knows how he falls."

????" Of course, there is another situation, I should feel confident because of my excellent family, because I grew up in a good environment, there is no lack of material enjoyment, and from the two of them It can be seen in my body that my genes, my education, and the people I meet should make me more successful than most people."

???? When she said these words, there was a faint smile in her brows and eyes, and her tone was relaxed as if she was commenting on others.

???? But no, she seems to have pulled away from her soul, standing calmly from the perspective of a bystander, from hair to toes, wishing she could cut her body and take it You can see the cells of your body clearly under the microscope.

????Hua Baihe continued: "However, I found that I was not like this."

????"I often feel a little uncomfortable when I find out that they are good to me. It feels like it's all too good... The good doesn't seem real."

????"Where did my deep doubt about myself and my flattered fear of reality come from?"

????Hua Baihe shook her mobile phone in response. In the past few days, in addition to chatting with Luo Sheng, she has also been chatting with her friend named Sha Huanxi—

???? The other party also knew her status. From the standpoint of being a friend since childhood, she almost always answered her questions. As long as she could remember the story of her from childhood to adulthood, All said clearly.

???? Hua Baihe said: "In the words of my friends, I have always been like a star and a moon since I was a child. I have been a little bully since kindergarten, because I am good-looking and fierce. , No boys bullied me until high school, and even in high school I was a well-known school bully."

???? "As for the setbacks in chasing people, it doesn't even exist..."

???? The corner of her mouth became deeper and deeper, and she didn't know why she opened the chatterbox and poured out so many days of doubts:

???? "So, who has left a shadow on me and made me feel that these beautiful things are not worthy of me?"

???? When she asked this question, she was smiling, but Ying Fan felt a layer of hysterical sadness in her eyes.

???? She said she did not deserve such a good life.

???? Whether it was her self-deprecating tone when she said this, or the sad look on her face, Ying Fan felt a little throbbing in her heart—

???? This is very strange, obviously she uses instruments all over her body, even her emotions can only achieve a low degree of resonance, that is to say, she can only see through She used the micro-expressions in the database to analyze whether the person in front of her was happy, sad, contemptuous, or something else, but none of these could affect her in the end.

???? She can only know that synaesthesia is a unique privilege of human beings.

???? But at this moment, Yingfan can clearly feel the heartache, and heartache for the words and appearance of the person in front of him.

???? She wants to say, no, all the beauty in this world should belong to you.

????You deserve the best.

???? But she didn't wait for Ying to think through her emotions, and she didn't have time to think about whether her change was related to what Xi Tong did to her before, Hua Baihe's The narration caught her attention again:

????"I tried to think in the direction of my mother. After all, the book says that most of a person's character is caused by the influence of childhood, and almost no one can escape childhood. imprint."

????"It's amazing, Jiming's unremarkable mother, my father's wife who is not worth mentioning, makes me instinctively feel a little bit of resistance, of course, that's just resistance. "

???? "After so many years, my mother and I have not been in contact with each other again, but the disgust is the disgust, and after she is excluded, who can give me such a lack of self-confidence the root of...?"

???? Should be unable to answer.

???? Because Hua Baihe's question was beyond what she could answer, she could only take the first two steps in silence, raised her hand in front of her face, pointed her finger at She was caught by the two warm tears that had just fallen from her eyes.

???? Tears fell on her knuckles, moved quiveringly, and slipped from the edge.

???? Hua Baihe heard her soothing words: "Don't cry."

???? Ying Fan said: "If you decide to remember everything, I will definitely help you."

???? No matter what the final answer is, she will not be afraid of it, because the only person she needs to care about is Hua Baihe.

???? Hua Baihe heard her words of unconditional support, blinked, and took back the mist that had been pouring on him, breaking his tears into a smile:

???? "Am I stupid?"

???? She asked: "Others are eager to fall asleep in their beautiful dreams, why am I the only one who has forgotten everything and still pursues pain? Why?"

???? Ying Fan should not have answered, but when she heard this, she looked at Hua Baihe and suddenly asked:

???? "Maybe it's because someone is waiting for you in the bad reality?"

???? She thought, if it is the person in front of her, even if she runs out of energy one day, she must be by his side; even if she forgets everything one day, Still involuntarily go to this person again.

???? Obviously it's only been a few days, Ying Fan doesn't know where her obsession with her comes from, so...

???? Want to get her by any means.

???? Hua Baihe listened, tilted his head, the traces of tears on his eyelashes had not dried yet, but he asked with a smile:

???? "What kind of person?"

???? "Anyone like you?"