MTL - I Have Everything You Like-Chapter 54 , generation gap

The troubles of teenagers, in the eyes of many adults, are always a little hypocritical, which is similar to adding new words and expressing sorrow. For example, when Wang Chao looks at Yanrong now, he thinks that he thinks too much .

The new love becomes old and rough day after day, and even the original owner of that love dislikes it. No one wants to mention it again. Occasionally, when I think of falling in love with this person when I was young, I will feel that I am really blind. dog eyes. Among all beings, the partner who can hold hands and walk to the sunset red is often for responsibility in the end.

This principle is understood by adults, but Yanrong does not understand.

He thought that what he gave to Wang Jin was all of himself, and he hoped that Wang Jin would also respond to his love and trust of equal weight, this is only fair.

He always emphasizes that he is not a child, and he hopes that he can grow up quickly, just to become a man who can truly stand side by side with Wang Jin.

He hopes that he can grow into a tree beside Wang Jin, but Wang Jin seems to only want him to be a vine.

This is not the fairness he wants, nor the love he understands.

After meeting Wang Chaoshudong, not only did he not feel better, but he was even more depressed. Wang Chao couldn't understand him, he thought, maybe "adults" wouldn't understand him, otherwise Wang Jin would People who guess people's hearts don't even know what they want.

He said goodbye to Wang Chao in frustration, and went upstairs to his room.

The workbook is neatly placed on the desk, there is the sound of water in the bathroom, and Wang Jin is taking a bath.

He pushed open the bathroom door, Wang Jin was washing his hair, his head was full of shampoo bubbles, he closed his eyes and said, "Yanrong?"

He replied, "Hmm."

Wang Jin said: "You go and change your homework first, there is a wrong physics question."

He heard that the door was closed again, thinking that Yanrong was going to change his homework, so he turned on the shower to rinse his hair, he was almost done, wiped his face and opened his eyes.

Yan Rong stood there with his back to the door and looked at him.

Wang Jin was startled and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yan Rong said with a deep face: "I want to ask you a question."

Wang Jin turned off the water and said, "You ask."

Yan Rong thinks, it is better to ask, maybe Wang Jin doesn't think that way at all, Wang Jin and Wang Chao are different, Wang Jin is so smart and has a high emotional intelligence, and Wang Chao... doesn't look too smart.

I think so, but it is still possible to hear a sad answer from Wang Jin's mouth. The middle landed under Wang Jin's lower abdomen.

The bathroom lights are very bright, and the details can be clearly seen. He has not observed it for such a long time, and he thinks it looks better than the impression.

Wang Jin: “…”

Yan Rong said silently: "Are you erect?"

Wang Jin: "...this is not important, what do you want to ask me?"

Facing the place where she had stood up a little, Yan Rong couldn't ask such serious questions, and said, "I'd better wait and ask again, you hurry up and wash."

He opened the door angrily and went out.

After a while, Wang Jin came out wearing a bathrobe, the thin fabric could not hide anything, and it seemed that he had calmed down.

He first asked, "Have you changed the physics question?"

Yan Rong said: "Changed."

Wang Jin went to the desk and took the workbook, opened it, and said, "What did you want to ask me just now? Well, that's right, next time, be more serious, you can't be careless. "

Yan Rong said: "I see. I want to ask... What did you like about Jinyue at that time?"

Wang Jin turned his head to look at him in surprise, not expecting that he would suddenly ask this.

Yan Rong was very serious, and then said: "He is not handsome at all, and his character is not good."

If it is someone else, this is really a personal attack with jealousy, but Yanrong is not, he is just expressing doubts, he just thinks that Jin Yue is not good-looking and has a bad character.

Wang Jin said: "Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

Yan Rong sat on the edge of the bed with her knees in her arms, looked up at him, and said, "He told me that he pursued you, but you agreed to be with him out of sympathy for him. ."

Wang Jin: "...Have you seen him again?"

Yan Rong said: "No, he told me before he quit."

Jin Yue said that he came to Beijing from a small place, a single-parent family, and his family background was not good. The sudden gap caused him to have a huge inferiority complex. In order to hide this inferiority, he deliberately wanted to show arrogance, but it backfired and aroused disgust, and he was very popular among his classmates. He was in the top three in the final exam of his freshman year, but he was not entitled to the scholarship. Naturally, he was very angry. He went to the department to seek advice from the instructor. The instructor was not in the office, and several students who helped organize materials were active On the contrary, the molecule ridiculed him for a while. They were all young people with vigor and vitality, and they moved their hands without saying a word. After the teachers came back, they said almost one-sidedly that Jin Yue was the first to ask for trouble, and when the grievances and grief were too much to add, Wang Jin, who was also present at the time, stood up and spoke for him.

Jin Yue said that he had never seen a more gentle and tolerant person than Wang Jin. At first, he fell in love with Wang Jin wishful thinking, but Wang Jin is a man of the school and his family is in good condition , handsome and kind to everyone. Unlike the handsome guys who were pushy in school at that time, Wang Jin was very special and was very popular among girls. He knew that he had no advantage compared to those girls, and he was noticed by Wang Jin only because he was pitiful when he was besieged in the department. If he wanted to be with Wang Jin often, he could only be pitiful all the time. . In fact, at that time, the family gave him enough living expenses to cover his school expenses, but he only bought the cheapest vegetarian food in the school restaurant and wore a white-washed coat. Wang Jin asked him to go out to play, and he went out an hour earlier to squeeze the bus around. On the subway, you can appear in front of Wang Jin in embarrassment, and then tell Wang Jin that this will save the twenty dollars for a taxi.

Jin Yue said that he even believed himself in the end of the bad sale. When he confessed, Wang Jin didn't even dare to reject him. After they were together, he said what he wanted, Wang Jin All will be given to him. Wang Jin said that he had worked too hard before and wanted to give him all the good things in the world.

Jin Yue said that later he was tired of acting, and he was not so miserable at all, but Wang Jin always used to be so accustomed to him. A hospital of the same level with a poor practice unit, but Wang Jin still thinks he is a weak chicken who needs to be protected. He has never regarded him as an equal lover. He feels that Wang Jin does not love him, but just loves the sense of accomplishment of protecting the weak. . At that time, he was obsessed and found a female doctor to fall in love. He wanted to anger Wang Jin and make Wang Jin realize that he was also a man. Sure enough, Wang Jin was provoked by him, but he also paid a heavy price, and he could no longer restore his relationship with Wang Jin.

In the end, Jin Yue said that Wang Jin is a person who is born to be a doctor. He always has compassion for his patients. Desires, but Wang Jin himself may not be clear, this desire to protect is not the same as love.

Wang Jin's face was a little ridiculous.

Yan Rong asked: "Do you want to be with him because you sympathize with him?"

Wang Jin put his homework back in his schoolbag and said, "No matter why, it's been so long anyway, and it's meaningless to talk about it. I just treat him as an old classmate now."

He really didn't want to talk about this person again, and he didn't want Yan Rong to misunderstand that he still had a grudge against his old love.

But this statement was ambiguous in Yanrong's ears. He couldn't understand it. He wanted to ask Wang Jin if he liked him because he had no parents and no love, but his lips He moved, but didn't ask. If after asking, he also lost Wang Jin like Jin Yue, what would he do?

Maybe Wang Chao's idea is more reasonable, why do you have to know the truth that the other party loves you?

He didn't have the courage to ask Wang Jin, but he was still brooding about this matter, and he looked worried when he went back to school.

kaitlyn asked him to go to the school supermarket to buy pens between classes. After leaving the classroom, he asked him: "What's the matter with you? The teacher asked you, you are so distracted, it's not like you."

He said vaguely: "There is something at home."

kaitlyn said: "I heard that you and your father quarreled, haven't you reconciled yet?"

The roommate is a big mouth! Yan Rong said depressedly: "There is no quarrel, it's just that he doesn't understand my thoughts."

kaitlyn comforted: "gap? It doesn't matter, my father often doesn't understand me, he is a native of California, and American parents are like this. Chinese parents are generally very old-fashioned, and there is a generation gap with us. It's so normal, I only get angry for five minutes every time I fight with my dad, and then I think as long as he loves me, I love him, do you think your dad loves you? He shouldn't have any other kids?"

Yan Rong: "...No, he loves me very much."

kaitlyn said: "Then do you love him?"

Yan Rong answered honestly: "Love."

kaitlyn said: "Then don't be like a child, okay? Be happy."

Yan Rong said dissatisfiedly: "Hey, I'm a few months older than you, I'm not a child."

The two happened to enter the gate of the supermarket. There were all kinds of ice cream in the freezer at the door. Kaitlyn smiled and said, "Big brother, please invite me to eat ice cream."

Yan Rong touched his pocket, he had to swipe his student card for spending in school, he didn't plan to buy anything, he didn't bring his card when he came out, he was still in the classroom drawer, but the girl had already said it , it would be too ungentle to refuse.

The girls have gone in and picked out those colorful pens.

At this moment, ben came in from outside alone, Yan Rong said hurriedly: "Lend my student card to use it."

Seeing him standing in front of the freezer, he said, "Want to buy ice cream? I invite you."

Yan Rong said: "No, I want to invite her, but I don't have a card."

He pointed to the inside and looked over, his face suddenly turned suspiciously red.

Yan Rong remembered that he had shyly said once before that he had a crush on someone, so was it Kaitlyn?