MTL - Is the End Really Coming?-Chapter 44 The past, and reasons for giving up

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"Someone is watching." Zhou Qi said suddenly.

Immediately, a muffled "um" came from his arms.

At this time, half of Li Qing's beautiful and delicate face was covered by hair.

Half buried under Zhou Qi's shoulders,

Can't see the expression.

However, a gentle and warm breath was placed on Zhou Qi's shoulders,

The two slender jade arms that were tightly wrapped around his waist were trembling slightly.

You can feel the girl's sincere emotions from the details.

for a long time,

Li Qing let go of his hand, and hid in the direction of no one, avoiding the sight of the few passers-by, blushing, looking at Zhou Qi with serious eyes, and whispered:

"This is a reward for you to take the initiative to admit your mistake!"

"Ah." Zhou Qi blinked, "Thank you! Can you come a few more times?"

"I hate it~" Li Qing frowned and beat Zhou Qi.

Then he lowered his head slightly and said, "But we haven't established a relationship yet, you can't do anything more extreme..."

The more she spoke, the more she spoke, and she was a little afraid to look at Zhou Qi, but she finally gathered up her courage and asked, "Zhou Qi, are you still willing to wait for me? When I graduate from college..."

"..." Zhou Qi nodded, "Yes."

As he said that, he smoothed Li Qing's messy hair again.

Li Qing couldn't help being a little flustered by the intimacy.

...At this time, there were students passing by in twos and threes on this road that was not crowded before.

But there are many serious things like falling in love in college, so no one makes a fuss.

Most of them looked at them with envy and teasing, and then left.

but,

After all, the two of them are somewhat "Internet celebrities".

Just saying that Li Qing is a famous goddess-level flower is already very eye-catching.

Not to mention Zhou Qi, he has been very popular recently, and there are many people who can recognize him.

So, there are always a few people, including the clerk in the mobile phone repair shop, who think they are very secretive, or they are simply filming Zhou Qi and Li Qing generously.

But Zhou Qi didn't feel anything when he watched this scene.

Instead, I thought in my heart that I would discuss it with the school before the time.

In front of the reason for meritorious service, add "in pursuit of Li Qing".

Now young people love to watch this,

Since then, there is a beginning and an end, the explosion point is more ignited, and the heat is higher.

Thinking of this, he said, "It will take a while for the phone to be repaired. Let's go somewhere else for a spin."

"……Um."

Li Qing nodded without a doubt.

She had already asked for a leave of absence from the afternoon classes, so she wanted to make it clear to Zhou Qi, so she didn't lack time.

The two followed the path and walked forward.

Zhou Qi walked in front, Li Qing walked on his side, slightly behind.

No more physical contact.

Just quietly feeling an unspeakable tacit understanding.

"..."

but,

As soon as the atmosphere is quiet, people will start to think.

After walking a few steps, Zhou Qi vaguely recalled,

In, a long, long time ago, in the original timeline, he never experienced the end of the world.

At that time, the two often walked on the campus path like this,

The time is mostly morning and evening.

Most of the time they are chatting and sharing some daily interesting things,

Rarely, when one or two people are not in a normal state, there will only be silence left.

One after the other,

Walk step by step.

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The two are family friends.

The two are also standard childhood sweethearts.

Although, I didn't like the older generation to get married and order a baby to kiss,

But the relationship between the two has been accumulated from bit by bit, and everyone can see it.

They almost tacitly agreed that they were a couple.

but……

Originally, the two of them didn't feel that way.

Because they've been together for too long, they're used to fighting each other. They've been familiar with each other for a long time.

Familiar with it, there are no secrets.

So, in elementary school, junior high school, and high school, for many years, the two were just friends, best friends...

until college.

After leaving the "sea of ​​bitterness" in high school, the boy's mind finally matured.

I saw a man and woman who are truly in love,

Hearing the ridicule of others,

smelled it,

The fragrance of the girl's hair.

His heart beat faster, his face was red and his ears were red, and his blood was surging...

Those feelings made the boy finally realize that he had "liked" the other person.

However, when he stumbled and expressed his feelings to the other party,

The girl said softly and firmly:

She also likes boys,

However, she didn't want to let the two be emotionally tied together too early.

At this age, they should be free.

Although youthful love is beautiful, it is only a bubble after all...

The boy felt right.

So, the two made a pact—

Before graduating from college, focus on doing your own thing and don't fall in love.

and set their own academic goals.

Work together and make progress together.

Usually like friends, chatting, eating...

In the future, let's go to see the outside world together.

The two agreed.

But unfortunately, the plan couldn't keep up with the changes.

The young Zhou Qi was not so calm after all.

On the wine table that was agitated with greenness and enthusiasm, some people with ulterior motives set fire to it,

I was disturbed by some words,

being tricked by people,

At an inopportune time, a failed "confession" was made.

...although it's quite grand.

At least the scene is big enough,

The words spoken are sincere enough.

But the girl must have been puzzled and disappointed at that time.

After all, the boy failed to keep the promise.

but,

If at that time the girl abandoned her principles, and had some rigid ideas, and accepted the confession regardless of her life,

Then today's Zhou Qi will definitely not be like this.

But no if.

Actually, when Zhou Qi thought about it later, he didn't have much to say. It was because he was impulsive.

I can't have fun.

In the end, there was no face to see.

Even a month after that, it seemed like I lost my motivation to live.

Even if the girl took the initiative to look for him several times, confessed to him in a low voice, and coaxed him, he would not be able to get up.

And in that state,

The end is coming.

The past time and that relationship are forever sealed in the memory...

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"...In the last days, you are a good person who can always bring warmth and touch to people."

Zhou Qi stopped and said so.

At this point, more than half an hour had passed since the two of them left the repair shop. They had finished thinking about what they should think about, and finished remembering what they should remember.

The two of them were already holding a cup of iced coffee, walking slowly on the path between the trees in another part of the school.

And has begun to talk about the end of the day.

Li Qing was a little sad to hear Zhou Qi's words: "But, you just said that this will kill others."

Yes,

Zhou Qi had just started explaining to her why she had to give up on her problems at the end of the day.

Before that, he roughly explained the doomsday rules, including the one that "emotion" is the virus of doomsday.

So, although the words at this time were to praise her, they didn't make her happy.

Zhou Qi heard the words and looked at her: "...Yes, this is a very cruel thing, the doomsday has wiped out all the beauty of human beings, leaving only cold rationality, many kind people have no good end, and you are Among them... well, the ones who end up the worst."

"..." Li Qing stared at him deeply: "You really know how to talk."

"Thank you." Zhou Qi nodded and continued: "In a peaceful society, you are a reserved, arrogant, gentle and kind girl;

But at the end of the day, you are a woman who dares to love and hate... a heroine, your positivity, love, romance, they are surging, but it also makes you become a monster every time because of your fiery sensibility..."

As he said that, he looked away and looked forward: "So, since a few times before, you cried and told me before you died that you didn't want to become a monster and let me kill you with my own hands, I never dared to be there anymore. The doomsday is in touch with you~www.novelbuddy.com~ I will only avoid as far as I can, and I can't avoid it a few times. I have tried to make you cold-blooded and use other methods to erase your feelings, but I failed... and later, I didn't do anything, I just watched you turn into a monster, and then killed me..."

"..."

"..." When there was no response, Zhou Qi turned to look at Li Qing.

But he saw Li Qingzheng fall two steps behind him, staring at him with big misty eyes.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Qi asked.

"..." Li Qing didn't answer.

He just took a breath and walked silently to Zhou Qi's side.

She also doesn't know why she likes to cry so much today. In such a short time, she almost shed tears three times...

In fact, she couldn't imagine some of the scenes Zhou Qi said,

I can't understand how certain rules will affect people.

However, my heart is indescribably uncomfortable.

Seeing Zhou Qi's calm attitude and those words she said, she couldn't help but feel emotional...

Sudden,

She stretched out her hand to grab Zhou Qi's soft waist and forcibly lost her temper: "You liar! Didn't you say you always liked me, then why didn't you become a monster with me!"

"..." Zhou Qi fell into silence, with an expression of "what kind of brain circuit are you doing", and took a long time to say, "That has something to do with why I can always be reborn, and I will explain it to you later."

"Hmph..." The girl let go of her hand, ignored him, and walked forward on her own.

And Zhou Qi looked at her exasperated, three-dimensional profile with delicate lines,

After a moment of silence,

He slowly opened his mouth and said, "I like it all the time, but I didn't dare to show it at the end of the day. I only dared to do it just now."

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