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MTL - Korean Entertainment Kpopstar-v2 Chapter 663 original intention
There is a bar in Cheongdam-dong, the most prosperous Gang/nam district in Seoul, which is only open to members. Junsu, Lee Sooman, and Kim Youngmin sat together. Junxiu's eyes drifted everywhere like a person who had just come up from a place who had never seen the world. Fortunately, several of them were sitting in a corner. At this time, Junxiu was no different from a gopher. Holding a glass of whisky, he stretched his head and began to look around at this novel place that only accepts members.
The bar is not a nightclub. There are no deafening subwoofers here. Instead, there are elegant classical music live performances. Sometimes the softness of the piano, sometimes the euphemism of the violin. The whole bar looks extremely gentle and comfortable in the dim light. The men here all wear suits and ties, and the women are elegantly dressed in evening gowns.
Junxiu looked at the 'beasts in costumes' looking around, and when she saw the woman who was excited, she stuck it with a glass of wine. Everything here is clearly an elegant 'friendship' scene! And those well-dressed people are just choosing their partner tonight!
Li Xiuman looked at Junxiu's appearance, and he smiled with satisfaction: "Look at your appearance, it's really shameful, can you not make a 'first time' expression?"
Why is Lee Soo Man satisfied? Because Junsu is a public figure, he should not appear in such a sensual place. And his expression at this time was like a 'bumper', which obviously showed that he never came to such a place to fool around, which also avoided a lot of trouble for the company.
When Junxiu heard Li Xiuman's words, he rolled his eyes and said, "It's a shame, it's my first time here! I've only heard of this place before, but today I came in with you, and I saw everyone too. The so-called 'upper society' in the mouth turns out to be under the label of 'upper class', doing things that are more lewd than ordinary people!"
Li Xiuman just smiled slightly and said, "Where there are people, it is itself a society. You don't care if it's high class or low class, anyway, there are some people who aren't. The place. Their private life is more messy than you think, and I don’t know what is wrong with those parents who want their daughters to marry doctors and teachers. The real high society people are looking for To hold a party in a name, to put it bluntly, is nothing more than a party for the exchange of interests."
Although Junxiu has the name of a real estate rich man, he has not stepped into the rich man's circle. He has always felt that he is an 'artist', not a rich man in the eyes of the media! Therefore, he has never attended the 'yuan party (jiao) meeting here' or the 'party of the rich' as Li Xiuman said. Maybe Li Xiuman also wants Junxiu to become a pure artist, instead of being too involved in these so-called 'rich circles'.
Junxiu nodded and said: "I think it's the best to live according to my own life. These people who only know how to pursue interests... it's really scary! I sometimes don't understand these top rich people. What are you going to do after making so much money?"
Jin Yingmin whispered to Junxiu: "When you have money, do whatever you want. If you have money, even the law will be more forgiving to them!"
Under Jin Yingmin's complaints, Li Xiuman said, "It's inexplicable, why are you talking about this?"
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The topic returned to the right track again. Li Xiuman watched Junxiu quietly with his wine glass in his hand for a while, and said, "Listen to Yingmin, have you thought about stepping back from behind the scenes?"
After Junsu and Kim Youngmin sent the inexplicable news that they wanted to go behind the scenes, the three of them met in this bar just like that. Although Junxiu's confused period came late, it finally came, which made the two of them still a little nervous. Because it is easy to suffer from depression after being confused for a long time, once that happens, the level of danger will skyrocket.
Therefore, after Li Xiuman received the news from Jin Yingmin, even if he was at the partying party, he hurried over. After taking a look at Junxiu, he found that there were no signs of depression in him, which made him feel a little relieved, but he couldn't be completely relieved, so he began to give Junxiu psychological counseling.
Facing Li Xiuman's question, Junxiu nodded and said how he felt: "I did have such an idea. I used to think that I should stand on the stage to receive the applause and screams of the fans, but now, I got what I deserved. Suddenly I don't know what I should pursue? After ten years as an artist, I feel a little tired for no reason? Especially this time playing songs.. I am alone in the waiting room, I really just sit like that stupid or just lying down holding the phone in a daze.”
He lost his pursuit and was lonely because he was alone, so Junxiu was so confused. Of course, it is more because of the arrival of 'adolescence' (the so-called 'adolescence' here refers to: the degree of desire for love suddenly erupts very violently at a certain moment, which is something that many people will experience. For example, at a certain moment I miss someone very much, or I suddenly want to get married out of nowhere.)
Listening to Junsu's remarks, Lee Sooman and Kim Youngmin, as people who have experienced that kind of period, probably know what happened.
Kim Young Min smiled and said, "After the song is over, take a good rest for a while!"
Lee Soo Man nodded and agreed with Kim Young Min's remarks~www.novelbuddy.com~ However, as a former singer, he understands musicians better. He smiled and raised a glass to Junxiu. After the two touched, he drank it. After taking a big mouthful, he frowned, and when the pungent mouthful was relieved, he opened his mouth and said: "Junxiu, you have lost your original intention to make music. Think back to what you said before, what did you make music for? ?"
Li Xiuman's words really stopped Junxiu, and he didn't know if he had lost his "original intention", or if he had put himself under invisible pressure after his success?
These pressures are all suppressed by himself, not the network that he wants to shirk. In his heart, Junxiu felt that it was the expectations of the fans outside, which was a disguised pressure. In fact, the fans never put any pressure on him, the fans just want to see his return.
The pressure is all given to him by Junxiu, because he has implicitly regarded 'music works' as something to be seen by others, rather than sharing his works with everyone like before. This may be the 'initial intention' of Li Xiuman's mouth!
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