MTL - Love Private Possession-Chapter 47

- At that time I thought it was because of itself? Good looking, then I realized it was because of being with you.

Lu Ya repeated this sentence several times in her heart, and her heart calmed down and softened. The corners of her lips curled up a little unconsciously, and her voice also carried a little smile. : "Okay, I know now."

She pursed her lips and asked again, "Are you going back now?"

"want."

Lu Ya's eyelashes trembled: "Then be careful."

"I think I need to calm down?" Sang Qingxu said again.

Lu Ya was taken aback: "Calm down?"

"Um."

"I have a deeper emotion than I imagined, which also causes me to be anxious and anxious, can? I think this is not what both you and I want."

"We... take our time."

"OK?"

"Okay." Lu Ya understood what Sang Qingxu meant, because she thought so too.

The main reason is that there are lessons learned from falling in love with Xia Shuang.

Sang Qingxu's words brought her back to her thoughts: "I want to know more about you."

"I see." Lu Ya proactively said, "Then we won't see each other tomorrow?"

Sang Qingxu was silent for two seconds, and finally let out an "um", and then slowly let out a sigh.

After chatting for a few more words, the phone was hung up.

Lu Ya stared at the blacked-out screen, feeling a little empty in her heart, but a short period of calmness is necessary, because she really doesn't want to make the same mistakes again, and since proper calmness helps to deepen the relationship, then there is no problem with not seeing each other for a short time .

But it's one thing to think clearly, but it's another thing to be able to accept it calmly.

She also sighed, got up? Go back to the bedroom to get pajamas to take a shower.

And Sang Qingxu didn't feel any better, she raised the window, and then started the car, but the distance from Lu Ya was getting farther and farther away, and her heart was getting heavier and heavier.

really.

She likes Lu Ya more than she? herself? imagined.

But she clearly remembered the restlessness in her body tonight.

Lu Ya's invitation is undoubtedly tempting, like a sweet and delicious fruit in front of her, she only needs to nod her head, and she can bite it in one bite.

But? She can't nod.

She knows herself too well. If she really agrees to the invitation to go upstairs, she will definitely not be able to bear the restlessness, and her sanity will collapse...

The consequences could be disastrous.

Lu Ya's eyes and lips flashed past Sang Qingxu's eyes—

Clear and clean eyes.

Lips that make her want to taste it.

Sang Qingxu's throat twitched, her brows were tightly furrowed, and she didn't breathe easily anymore.

The roads at night have nothing to do with congestion, especially after the National Day craze recedes, and there are only a few vehicles on the street. She quickly? drove the car into the underground? garage of the community.

Didn't Sang Qingxu have a good night?

After taking a shower, she just lay on the bed and didn't chat with Lu Ya like before. The two of them had a tacit understanding and didn't send any messages. They just stared at the interface in a daze.

And when the lights were turned off and the phone was put down, her eyes were still full of Lu Ya's appearance.

Clever, cunning, arrogant...

Sang Qingxu thought about it in the middle of the night before falling into a deep sleep, but the dream obviously wouldn't make her feel better because she was thinking too much.

She had a dream related to Lu Ya.

In the dream, Lu Ya was inviting her to go upstairs, she agreed, and then the scene changed, they kissed, they fell on the sofa, she lifted Lu Ya's clothes...

When he woke up, it was bright daylight. Sang Qingxu swallowed his saliva, got up after a few seconds, went to the bathroom, and took a shower.

Qi Ming's call came just after she had finished drying her hair. Sang Qingxu sat on the sofa and answered lazily: "Hello?"

"I just knew you were awake." Qi Ming said with a smile.

Sang Qingxu picked up the warm water on the teacup: "Well, what's the matter?"

"I have a business event in Yuncheng next week, and I will stay in Yuncheng for a day or two, won't you see me?" Qi Ming yawned, "I was too lazy to ask you, but? I I want to meet my little fan."

Sang Qing lowered her eyes: "Qi Ming."

"Um?"

"Do you think I have become? Cowardly now."

"What's the meaning?"

"I want to be with her, and I want to tell her that I like her, but I'm afraid that it will develop too fast and end up with a bad ending." Sang Qingxu paused, "I'm so scared. "

Qi Ming pondered for a while: "Do you think? Understand? Not enough?"

"…Yes."

"I'm worried that if she knows more about me after we're together, what will happen if she's disappointed? I have a lot of worries, but I also have a lot of expectations."

Qi Ming sighed: "I have never seen you in such pain."

She reacted: "According to what I know about you, you have already taken measures? Like 'calm down?' or something like that?"

Sang Qingxu was silent.

Qi Ming knew her very well, so he could guess right in a second.

Qi Ming: "Damn it, Sister Sang, can you stop being so rational?"

"Rationality ends in nothing."

"And can you trust yourself? If she knows more about you, she will be more disappointed. Aren't you crazy? I didn't see you being so inferior when you won prizes at school. .”

Sang Qingxu listened quietly, but four words popped out: "I don't know."

"You don't know shit." Qi Ming yelled, "You clearly know that she is the only uncontrollable factor in your life right now. You're scared, you've become a turtle, it's that simple."

Sang Qingxu raised his hand and rubbed the center of his eyebrows, and Qi Ming said in a tone of 'hate iron but not steel': "No, I just don't understand, is there no 'impulse' in your life, Sang Qingxu? 'Two words? Oh, you have, your only impulse is to come to Yuncheng and not go home."

"But? For the past twenty-seven or eight years, you have always followed the rules. Aren't you tired?"

Sang Qingxu closed her eyes and was stopped by the question.

Tired?

definitely.

Since she was a child, she was taught by her family to be the boss of the Sang family, to set a good example, not to disappoint her family, and to be a "child of other people", and she almost did it. But life also lost its fun for her.

She seemed to be alive now because of Lu Ya.

"I see."

Qi Ming snorted coldly: "You better know."

"Qi Ming."

"Am I alive? It's so boring."

"It's more than that." Qi Ming said, "When I knew you liked other people's little fans, I was so happy and so relieved, but you really make me unflattered now. Could it be that a person has been calm and rational for a long time? Just? Is there really no impulse at all?"

Sang Qingxu pursed her lips.

Qi Ming's topic turned back again: "Forget it, you? Think about it yourself. Anyway, it's a deal. Let's meet when I come next week."

"it is good."

After the call was over, Sang Qingxu leaned her head back on the sofa, and let out a deep breath.

There is no doubt that what Qi Ming said is right.

The phone was still in her hand, she rubbed it with the pad of her thumb, and then lifted it up to unlock the interface.

There was no movement in the chat dialog box with Lu Ya, not even a greeting, this "calmness" was very thorough.

She clicked on Lu Ya's profile picture and Moments again.

Lu Ya posted a new circle of friends ten minutes ago. It was a photo of a sunrise, and the copy was attached:

[I saw the sunrise on the rooftop today, but it wasn't very beautiful. 】

Sang Qingxu's breath suddenly suffocated.

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