MTL - Low Key Star-Chapter 192 [192] I was wrong

  Chapter 192 [192] I was wrong

  Lin still loses his temper a little suddenly, but it is not a momentary unhappiness, let alone dissatisfaction with Zhang Yang, but distressed and angry, distressed because of him, as for anger...even she herself can't tell whether it is because of him or herself.

  This kind of emotion has long been stagnant in my heart, perhaps it started from what happened at Yang Yuting's birthday party, or maybe it started earlier.

She bit her lip, looked at him tearfully, and said in a crying voice: "Writing novels, he is the first person to write martial arts novels. He has released albums. An album sells more than two million copies. Writing poems can already be passed on to future generations." ...You are not yet twenty years old! Any one of them is enough to make a young man succeed, but what about you?"

  She sniffed, tears rolled down again, "I don't want to see you like this."

Zhang Yang didn't speak, he stretched out his hand to pull her into his arms, and hugged her tightly, Lin Yiran also hugged him back, still sobbing slightly, Zhang Yang said softly: "You think too much, I may really I'm a little confused, I don't know how to take the future path, I'm a little eager for quick success, but it's not to prove to your parents, let alone feel wronged and bear the burden of humiliation.

  Since passing through the initial adaptation period, the goal of survival has been clearly placed in front of Zhang Yang's eyes. After deciding to participate in the Yinchao, this goal became more clear.

  Through the treasure house of Su Hui's memory, she packaged herself as a top superstar with national popularity, so as to guarantee her own life.

  Yin Chao was his first step. Although there were elements of coincidence and luck, in terms of results, Zhang Yang undoubtedly successfully completed the expected goal.

  The popularity of his first album subsequently made him stand firm as a first-line singer.

  However, Zhang Yang's goal is not limited to being a singer. He wants to become a person who holds capital and stands at the top of the entertainment pyramid. Therefore, after Yinchao, he is somewhat at a loss before a new start.

  There is already a clear plan for the singer's path, one album per year, just follow Jay Chou's path.

   What about film and television?

Zhang Yang doesn't have any experience, and Luoshen can't provide practical help. The self-confidence stemming from Su Hui and the fear stemming from reason constantly dominate his thinking alternately. The clear goals of the two martial arts dramas, the great success in the field of singers, and the family gap between Lin Yiran are all spurring him to desperately want to achieve greater success.

Under this kind of contradiction, he can only be like a headless chicken, keeping himself busy every day, attending classes, dating, recording songs, filming MVs, dictating novels, and having some free time, he also spends it on organizing scripts and building a blueprint for the future go.

  Busy, but not fulfilling, just boring.

  Career and love are an integral part of life, but that doesn't mean they are life itself.

  It is a good thing to have a goal and a direction in life, but if you only focus on moving forward and ignore the scenery on the road, is it considered as losing sight of the other, or even putting the cart before the horse?

  For example, the most important thing for me to work so hard is to survive, but I don’t think I don’t want to make Lin still live a better and happier life, but instead, it makes her feel guilty and uneasy.

  If I don’t keep looking forward and pay more attention to the present and my surroundings, can I avoid such misunderstandings?

   Zhang Yang thought about it for a while, and felt that even if he didn't fall into a misunderstanding, there was a high probability that he might not be able to discover her abnormality. Xiao Nizi hid her thoughts too deeply, and there was no sign at all.

  Maybe she didn't realize it before, when she was about to talk to herself just now, she was obviously not going to cry, and she never thought that she would say something as serious as "I'd rather not be with you".

   "Mountains and rivers are everywhere and thoughts are far away. Falling flowers and wind and rain hurt the spring even more. It is better to pity the people in front of you."

  Zhang Yang sighed faintly, "It would be great if this word wasn't written by Yan Shu."

  Lin still didn't understand the words behind him, rubbed against his clothes, raised his head, and blinked suspiciously, "What?"

"fine."

Zhang Yang smiled, gently wiped the tears on her face, and wanted to hug her again, but Lin Yiran let out a "hmm-" and pushed his hand away in disgust, angrily said: "Don't wipe it on my clothes." superior…"

   Zhang Yang said angrily: "Then why didn't you say that you rubbed on my clothes?"

   "You can change it anytime."

Lin Yiran finally smiled through his tears, took out a tissue, wiped off the tears on his face, and then sniffed, looked at Zhang Yang with big watery eyes, a little shy and embarrassed, and whispered: "I'm sorry, I didn't think I want to lose my temper with you..."

   Zhang Yang smiled and said, "I'm sorry and dismissed?"

  Lin still bit his lips, his bright eyes were like water, he looked at him quietly and asked, "Then what do you want?"

   Zhang Yang nodded his face, Lin Yiran's cheeks as white as jade turned red, and said angrily, "No!"

Luoshen was still watching the show, Zhang Yang didn't force her, he reached out and hugged her into his arms, and sighed: "You are right in reminding me, I am really in a daze these days, I just want to be busy all day , should be like this, should be like that, I almost forgot, I can already pretend to be X everywhere..."

  While speaking, subconsciously supported her soft long hair, stroked it twice, realized that something seemed wrong, and quickly stopped.

  Lin still leaned in his arms and raised his face, his big eyes were shining brightly, staring at him, Zhang Yang gave a guilty laugh, and was about to speak, when she asked doubtfully, "What are you pretending to be?"

   Zhang Yang secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and said with a smile, "Pretend to be a wolf with a big tail!"

Lin still wrinkled his nose and hugged him around his waist. After a while, he said softly: "What I just said is serious. If you are under so much pressure because of being with me, then I would rather separate from you All right."

Zhang Yang supported her by the shoulders, looked at her and said, "Let's not talk about the facts, even if this is the case, no matter how heavy the pressure is, I would rather bear it than separate from you. If you have something to say, don't talk about it in the future." If so, do you hear me?"

  Lin still stared at him for two seconds, Zhanyan smiled sweetly, gave a soft "um", and threw himself into his arms. After a while, he said sullenly: "I was wrong... I won't say it in the future."

Zhang Yang hugged her gently, feeling very satisfied, and explained with a smile: "As you said just now, poetry, novels, and music are all enough to make a young man achieve success. Others are different, I want higher and farther goals, so during this period, it is indeed a bit..."

   Thinking about it, I couldn't find a suitable description for a while, and smiled: "But fortunately, my daughter-in-law is more awake than me, and she took the blow and knocked me awake."

  Lin still slightly annoyed: "I didn't hit you again."

  Zhang Yang stroked her soft hair habitually, and said with a smile, "It won't be like this again in the future, be down-to-earth, live every day, take every step, and don't let you worry about it anymore."

  Lin still gave a soft "hmm".

   Zhang Yang said again: "What you said just now, you probably want to say it for more than a day or two? If there is something in the future, don't hold it in your heart. If you said it earlier, wouldn't I wake up long ago?"

  Lin still said angrily: "I didn't know you were asleep."

Zhang Yang was about to speak when his cell phone rang. He turned his head and saw that the caller displayed the word "senior brother". He let go of Lin Yiran, held her hand, and connected the phone with one hand. He said "Hello" and asked: "Brother, are you here?"

  Zhang Hongkang said: "Well, it's downstairs."

   "Okay, I'll go down now."

Zhang Yang hung up the phone, only to find out that there was a text message, which was sent by Zhang Hongkang five minutes ago, and the content of the message was also: "I'm downstairs", obviously sent the message first, and then didn't wait for a reply, so he called again .

  Lin Yiran also saw the text message, looked at Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang looked at her, and said at the same time: "It's all your fault!"

  After speaking, he laughed at the same time, Lin Yiran gave him a white look, trotted to the bathroom to wash his face, Zhang Yang also went in and washed his hands, and then went downstairs together hand in hand.

  Probably because of the reflection just now, Zhang Yang had the illusion of being reborn. He felt that even the advertisements in the elevator had become more aesthetically pleasing. When he met Zhang Hongkang, he also felt that his brother’s ordinary appearance became more handsome.

   "I'm sorry, brother, I didn't notice your message just now."

  Getting into the car, Zhang Yang and Zhang Hongkang explained it. Naturally, Zhang Hongkang didn't care about it. He smiled and said it was okay, and asked where he was going.

  Zhang Yang looked at Lin Yiran, Lin Yiran thought for a while and said, "How about going to Yashe? "

During this period of time, Zhang Yang and Lin Yiran have found a few restaurants that suit their tastes. "Yashe" is a private restaurant, the price is expensive, but the environment and taste are worthy, and there is no need to worry about the star halo troubles caused. Because many customers are people from the entertainment industry.

"Listen to you."

  Zhang Hongkang drove around and memorized the road when he had nothing to do. Once the road was familiar, the location was easy to remember, and he didn’t need to read the map. When the car drove out of the community, he drove in the direction of “Yashe” quite confidently.

It took less than ten minutes by car, and it took twenty minutes to get there due to traffic jams. Zhang Hongkang stopped the car, and without Zhang Yang's persuasion, he took the initiative to follow in and found a seat. Zhang Yang and Lin Yiran had already ordered food, and he did not Speak, sit silently by the side, and fill a non-existent transparent rice bucket.

  The three of them are already used to this way of getting along. Zhang Yang pushed the cup in front of Zhang Hongkang and asked Lin Yiran: "You said that Li Changge asked me to meet, do you want to shoot?"

  Lin still shook his head and said: "I don't know, but he seems to have a job, so he probably won't be able to accept ordinary TV dramas, right?"

  Li Changge used to be the chief director of "Romance of the Three Kingdoms", and he had an establishment in China Satellite TV. Naturally, he was different from ordinary directors. Normally, he would only take on the tasks given by the station, and it was really impossible to take on other shooting projects.

Zhang Yang said: "That's why I found it strange. At that time, he heard that I had the film and television copyrights of "Sculpture Shooting" and "Sculpture of the Condor". "

  Lin still thought about it and asked, "What if he is willing to shoot?"

  Zhang Yang pondered for a moment, then smiled wryly: "If that's the case, it's a bit embarrassing. To be honest, I'm not very happy. The ghost knows if he will change it randomly. If it really changes, I really can't argue with others."

Lin still frowned and said: "Even if he wants to shoot, even if CTV wants to shoot, he still needs the copyright... At that time, we will be one of the producers, and you are the original author. Don't talk about it, we must respect you opinion will do.”

   Zhang Yang nodded, if Li Changge really wanted to make "The Condor", then it is really possible that China Satellite TV is interested in this drama.

   Is this a pie in the sky?

  (end of this chapter)