MTL - My 26-year-old Female Tenant-Chapter 668 : also called the most distant town

When I returned to the coffee shop, I was faced with the deserted surroundings. I finished the lunch I had not eaten with Mi Cai in the deserted place. When I put the heat preservation box into the bag, the sun shone in from a hidden angle. Lying gently on the table, I suddenly remembered the summer many years ago. Because of the season, at that time, only the sun at dusk was gentle. We lay on the grass, looking at the shade of trees, Looking up at the blue sky, the days are drifting... I am afraid that no one has ever thought that we will have such an ending a few years later, engrave the pain of breaking up in our bones, and use the flame of life melting...

I'm not just talking about me and Jian Wei, but more about Fang Yuan and Yan Yan. Behind their breakup, it seems to be the most true portrayal of the world. People only see profits, who cares about the past How blue the sky is, how gentle the sun is, how simple we are under the sun...

   Numb! This world is really numb, love is withering quickly under the temptation of profit, and the environment is becoming sluggish due to the destruction of industry. Do you have to wait until you look back, the sky no longer has an artistic conception, and the grass is withered before you wake up. Are there no guardians?

I believe that there will be a day when mountains of money can’t be exchanged for a breath of pure air, and the world will be polluted by human desires, so desires will return to the pursuit of authenticity, but it is too late. At that time, whether it is Both the environment and the soul have lost their original authenticity and beliefs, and the world has degenerated into an endless sewage ditch!

  I took out my phone and found Yan Yan's number. I want to know her latest news, and I am concerned whether she has come out of the shadows and become independent and self-reliant?

  A moment later, Yan Yan answered my call, her tone was a little low, obviously still in pain, she asked me: "Why did you remember to call me?"

   "See if you heal in the sunshine, or cry in the rain."

"What do you think?"

   "I think it's the former...because I always think you are a woman who can afford to let go, and you really do."

Yan Yan finally smiled bitterly, and replied: "I'm working hard to heal...but I still hear news about him intentionally or unintentionally every day, but if I hear too much, I'm really numb. I can't remember what happened to him before, everything is like a dream full of black irony, when I wake up from the dream, it may be morning or night!"

This answer made me realize that she was still crying in the rain, and after a long silence, she asked, "Yan Yan, do you want to go to a strange city and start your life again? There will be no more news of him, and there will be no news of him." No one cares about your past, everything is brand new..."

  Yan Yan interrupted me: "It is indeed very tempting to start again, but I have no way to leave Suzhou now... Weiwei needs me!"

  A sense of uneasiness spread in my heart, and I asked: "What's wrong with her?"

  After a while of dead silence, Yan Yan finally spoke: "Zhaoyang, I really don't know whether I should tell you..."

   "What the **** happened to her?"

Yan Yan on the other end of the phone wept softly: "She won't let me tell you...but I love her so much, she bears it by herself, one day people will collapse..." After a moment of silence that suffocated me, she said again: "Zhaoyang, Jian Wei's mother...was shuanggui, and her father, Jian Boyu, has also been quarantined for inspection... These Tianwei Wei, she's going between Suzhou and Shanghai, she's already worried...she can't take it any longer!"

  I was deeply shocked, swallowed in pain, but didn't know how to respond, this news that seemed to have nothing to do with me, but it killed me deeply......

"Zhaoyang, will you go back to Suzhou? ... You don't need to do anything, even if it's just to accompany her and say a few words of comfort and encouragement, you should know that you have always been the pillar of her heart, although You don't love her anymore...but she still loves you, otherwise she and Xiang Chen wouldn't have come to this point. Although Xiang Chen is also a scumbag, at least he has shown sincerity to Wei Wei of!"

The feeling of suffocation spread from my throat to my chest again... I seem to be on the verge of collapse in this difficult choice. I dare not imagine Jian Wei's current tragedy, let alone compare and recall How glorious and glorious she was once... I know very well that the family's misfortune will completely destroy her!

  However, two days ago, she sent me a text message as if nothing had happened, and wanted to transfer Luku’s bar, inn and coffee shop in Xuzhou to me. What kind of belief supported her to tell me this? But he put the pain in his body and strangled himself over and over again!

Yan Yan was still crying, and I couldn't get out of the silence, but the phone was always on. This kind of communication seemed to force me to have an explanation in the next second, so I put the pain in the most secret place, and my tone Calmly said to Yan Yan: "I am also very sad about what happened to Jian Wei, but I really have no way to go back to Suzhou, let alone do anything for her? ... I'm sorry , I can’t let go of my current life and Mi Cai!”

"Hehe... Are all men so unfeeling and cruel?...Maybe Weiwei has seen through this point and forbade me to tell you the news, because she didn't want to take it upon herself in the pain disgrace......"

"Yan Yan, don't say that, please understand my current situation?... Jian Wei and I no longer have a life-and-death contract more than three years ago, and our life cannot be separated. We can't tell each other apart anymore..."

"Yeah, even though Weiwei has done so much for you after returning to China, you still hold the belief that the contract has been terminated, and give her back everything she gave you... You don't need her anymore, and Everything she has done for you, in your eyes only Mi Cai, a woman who came from behind, is the direction of your life. If you look back at Wei Wei, it is a sin!...Right? ?”

I was silent, and in the silence I heard my own heartbeat that was about to burst. I once again experienced the helplessness and pain that no matter what I did was wrong, I knew that as long as my body stood beside Jian Wei, my soul would be I have already betrayed Mi Cai's deep love, and now I can't do it... I finally endured the pain of being riddled with wounds, and said to Yan Yan: "Everyone must be responsible for their own choices, Jian Wei Yes, me too, this is our inescapable fate...I implore you to take good care of her by her side, and take care of yourself too...About Suzhou and Jian Wei, it's not me The existence that can look back... I'm sorry!"

I didn't wait for Yan Yan's response, I gritted my teeth and hung up the phone, but the next moment, I couldn't help myself, holding my head in pain, and whimpering in pain... I remembered those days in the dusk, Lying on the grass, holding the past with my hands, this is a heart-piercing pain... I seem to owe her, seem to misunderstand her, and seem to leave the pain to the one I loved the most she.......

Now I, with another woman whom I love deeply, stepping on the afterimages of time, stepping on thorns, rushing towards a fragrant place... I also held back this fragrant place Her hand, told her, it is called the city of the sky, also called the most distant town...  

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