MTL - My 26-year-old Female Tenant-Chapter 688 : If repeated

This night, Mi Cai and I failed to get back the household registration book, but we drove away with different emotions. We drove through this city that could not be seen as sad, and I saw it on the street surrounded by neon lights. A pair of couples smiling and silent, this kind of smile makes me think that no one has ever done a wrong thing between them, or that no one has done a right thing at all... and love is just like this. In the right and wrong, couples of men and women throw themselves into the net, intertwined in intoxication and anesthesia...

I seem to have nothing to say, because I have always understood what kind of life I want to live and how to deal with the relationship with Jian Wei, but I have to say something, so I finally said to her: "I did go to see Jian Wei's... I comforted her, but as a friend, I couldn't rest assured that such a big change happened to her. Her character is too aggressive. Such a gap may make her Go to extremes!"

  Mi Cai didn't look at me, she replied without any emotion: "I'm driving, don't interfere with my concentration, you can talk slowly when you get home later."

I nodded and continued to look at the buildings outside the car window. For a moment, I couldn’t tell whether it was them moving or our car was moving. Life is so numb. ! Some just drift with the flow, and have no choice, as if they have missed nothing, but in fact they have gained nothing!

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   After a while, we went back to the old house, and we hadn’t eaten until now, so I asked her again: “Shall we prepare dinner first, or do you have a fight with me first?”

  Mi Cai was still very calm: "Prepare dinner first."

   "Then I'll go to the restaurant below to order food, and there's nothing left at home!"

   "You go...I'll clean up the house."

  I nodded, pretending to be deep and said: "Sometimes it is like this, the ideal blood is shed, and it is too late to be praised. In the end, it is the soul that is perfunctory, and the depravity is the struggle!"

   Mi Cai finally looked at me...

   "Actually, I'm just talking nonsense...I'm going down first!"

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When I came to the restaurant downstairs that I had visited countless times, I smelled the spicy smell wafting from the kitchen, lit a cigarette, and waited patiently. I felt that there was no need for me to explain anything to Mi Cai. If you are angry, then beat me up, even if you beat me into a pig's head, just remember to reconcile with me in the end, our relationship really can't stand the twists and turns, and can't be stained!

Half an hour later, I returned to the old house with the dinner I had bought. Mi Cai only cleaned up the sleeping room, but there were two sleeping rooms. She seemed to be planning to separate from me tonight, and she told me with practical actions that she was in her heart. There is a grudge.

  I knew why and asked, "Why did you clean up two rooms?"

   "You can also divide the dinner you bought into two and go back to your room to eat."

"Why?"

   "Because you are shameless!"

  I fell into silence, because there was only so much I could explain. I had already told her in the car just now, and saying more would be a deliberate shirking of responsibility.

  Mi Cai looked at me with a frown and asked, "Did I leave you speechless?"

   "I have nothing to say, because I have confessed everything that should be confessed...!"

   "So it's up to me whether you can be forgiven, right?... You feel relieved!"

   "Don't dare... I'm still nervous. If you don't want to vent your hatred, you can beat me up. You can beat me however you want. Just don't bring your current anger to the future, because I don't want to break up with you again."

It was Mi Cai who was silent this time, and she asked me after a long time: "Zhaoyang, everyone will encounter accidents at different stages of life, do you plan to think about her forever, as long as she encounters accidents, When you fall into a trough, you have to comfort her? Or is there no one else besides you to do?...I think that she needs your comfort, which can only prove that she still has old feelings for you. ... As your fiancée, do you think I can accept it? Accept your spirit cheating on me at any time!"

   "I can't accept it... But, I really can't just watch her like this... Before doing this, I also experienced a very painful struggle."

   "But you still went."

   "Yes, but not for feelings, just caring for her like a friend... If the same thing happens to cc, I will be obliged to comfort her!"

   "What a duty to do..." When Mi Cai said this, she had already started to choke up, trying to hold back the tears in her eyes, not letting them fall.

"I'm not wrong, what's wrong is that I hid it from you by luck... In fact, it wasn't by luck. I was going to tell you when I came back that day, but I heard from the phone that you were in a very bad mood. No, I didn't say it, and I forgot about it later, because in my opinion, the relationship between Jian Wei and I is very calm, like an old friend, at least I never thought of having an old relationship with her Resurrection, and we have already returned to Xuzhou, how can we still have the conditions to have something to do with her?... I really hope that you don't deliberately magnify this matter with negative emotions."

Mi Cai finally burst into tears: "I didn't deliberately zoom in...it's just that I'm more afraid of losing!... Zhaoyang, why can't you give me an absolute sense of security in this matter? In my heart Very flustered, even more sad, you know?...you know?"

I seem to be a man who always makes the woman I love cry. I am full of guilt, but I have nothing to say, because I am afraid of making a slip of the tongue and stimulating her sensitive fragility. I reach out to hug her and tell her not to Cry again, her tears are like steel needles piercing into my heart, filling me with pain!

But Mi Cai struggled desperately to break free. She looked at me angrily with tears in her eyes, and grabbed my arms tightly with her hands... But I, who knew her well, didn't think it was punishment. On the contrary, it was her Forgave me again, if she gave up, she would not do anything, would not say anything, and would not defend me in front of Mi Zhongde's group, but this kind of anger had to be forgiven, It will tire her...once, twice, three times, it will gradually approach her bottom line, and then never want to forgive!

This is something I can clearly understand, and I finally managed to hold her in my arms, and promised: "Mi Cai, this matter will never happen again, the person I love now is you, All I look forward to is to live with you for the rest of my life, please believe me..."

  Mi Cai finally stopped fighting, but still cried and said: "I have believed in you many times...but, I have a hunch that your character will eventually harm us..."

"No, definitely not. In the future, I will only stay quietly with you in Xuzhou to marry and have children, and I will never do these things that hurt you again. Trust me one last time. If you do it again, All the consequences brought about by this are my own fault!"

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