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MTL - Mysterious Lord Gu’s Palm Treasure-Chapter 157 What is right and what is wrong, the grievances are clear
Chapter 157 Who is right and who is wrong, the grievances are clear
There is a kind of person who lives for love, dies for love, starts with love, and thinks crazy. Maybe Bai Shanyuan really loved Bai Jianhe back then, so she couldn't accept it after the truth was exposed and became mentally ill. The matter may be just an introduction, but fundamentally speaking, Bai Shanyuan's going crazy is an emotional betrayal.
Bai Xun looked at Bai Shanyuan who kept vomiting blood, and the feeling of powerlessness in her heart became stronger and stronger. If the original Bai Xun was still alive, seeing her mother like this, she would be really sad.
"Is this man really worth what you are doing?" Bai Xun sighed, "You don't even want your own life?"
is just to verify whether that man really loves her, this method is a bit too cruel, almost betting with his own life.
"There is no right or wrong to love this kind of thing. Some people are poisons that they see at first sight, and they can't quit or forget them. Even if they use her life as a medicine, they can heal their wounds in their hearts. ." Gu Jiusheng lowered his head and pondered.
This sentence almost felt the same way. Bai Xun was stunned. She understood the meaning of Gu Jiusheng's words. If it wasn't for him to forget, he would not experience the pain of soul splitting and keep looking for her. It was also because he couldn't forget, he left behind Too many things to get to where they are today.
Maybe in Bai Shanyuan's heart, there is nothing worth mentioning, this matter is a lifelong pursuit for her.
The person on the bed slowly opened his eyes, and the servant happily threw the handkerchief into the water and hurried over, "Madam, are you awake?"
Aunt Fu was more and more happy. She looked at the situation just now and became more and more afraid. She was afraid that a lady would accidentally go like this. She stole this heartless Gu from Bai Xun's room. If it was because of this heartless Gu That's why Bai Shanyuan died just like that.
She really had no face to see Bai Xun.
"You woke up, but you scared us to death just now." Aunt Fu gently lifted the person up and leaned against the head of the bed.
Bai Shanyuan's head was dizzy, she quietly looked up at the wall clock on the wall, reached out and touched her forehead, "What time is it?"
"It's four o'clock, and it's almost dawn." Aunt Fu said.
Mrs. was brought back. Bai Xun anxiously checked the pulse, grabbed medicine and applied acupuncture to stop the bleeding. It was almost dawn in a short while. The most rare thing was that Mr. Gu also stayed with him and kept silently guarding Bai Xun without going to rest.
"Go out first, I'll accompany mom." Bai Xun raised his hand and pushed Gu Jiusheng out.
The man raised his eyebrows when he saw her action, but he obediently went to the door, "Drink the porridge, I'll come to you later."
Bai Xun raised the watch on his wrist in front of him, his index finger pointed at the position of the hour hand, "Mr. Gu, please look at what time it is, you should go to bed now instead of guarding me."
He is a patient, and he has been tossing around all night, and he still doesn't want to rest. If something really goes wrong, the person who will take care of him later will be okay.
Gu Jiusheng grabbed her wrist and kissed her, "I'll go to your room to wait for you first, it can't be too late, what else can I do until dawn tomorrow."
"understood."
It wasn't until the man reluctantly closed the door that Bai Xun turned around. Aunt Fu quietly fed Bai Shanyuan water. The woman drank the water very slowly, and there was still a smell of blood in her mouth.
"Jiusheng is very attentive to you, no matter how small or small." Bai Shanyuan glanced at Bai Xun with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth.
Bai Xun walked over and held the porridge bowl. The man made such a move just now, and now the porridge is starting to become warm, just the right temperature.
"You eat something." Bai Xun handed her the bowl.
Bai Shanyuan shook her head, "I really have no appetite, just eat what Jiusheng prepared for you, don't worry about me."
Bai Xun sat quietly opposite her, and started drinking porridge slowly. Aunt Fu tucked Bai Shanyuan into the corner and stood quietly beside the two of them. Regarding the matter of unfeeling Gu, the girl is afraid that she has something in her heart now. angry.
"You, is there anything you don't want to ask me?" Bai Shanyuan looked at her and asked.
Bai Xun bit the spoon for a while, maybe she was a little anxious just now and wanted to ask about everything, but now she doesn't care about anything anymore, Gu Jiusheng is right, for many people, life is not the most important thing.
She is a bystander in Bai Jianhe and Bai Shanyuan's relationship, and she is not qualified to point fingers at Bai Shanyuan's choice. After all, she has never experienced the heart-wrenching pain of Bai Shanyuan, and she is never qualified to criticize her choice.
"This is your choice, what I want to say, you may not like listening to it that much." Bai Xun paused.
"You kid, everything is fine, but your concern will never be expressed on your lips, so getting along with Jiu Sheng in the future won't be very good." Bai Shanyuan lowered her head and chuckled, and opened her mouth after a while, "The husband and wife should still be frank. Look forward to it."
There are too many secrets, that's why she and Bai Jianhe couldn't continue, or in other words, there was no love.
"The function of Heartless Gu is clearly recorded in my book. You must have read it before you eat it. There is no antidote for this Gu worm. Between you and him, only one can live." Tsunade said slowly.
In any case, she will go to Bai Jianhe's blood to save Bai Shanyuan, but whether Bai Jianhe really loves Bai Shanyuan determines whether this medicine can save Bai Shanyuan. His love, Bai Jianhe, will surely die.
"I know, and it's precisely because I know this, that I eat it." Bai Shanyuan took out a string of beads from under the pillow.
The bright yellow tassels she knew were from Bai Shanyuan who went to a temple near Haicheng some time ago. The abbot also said that it was something that could exorcise evil spirits, and it also made her sincere.
But in this Buddhist school, don’t they all pay attention to the purity of the six sense organs and lead people to goodness?
"Xun'er, do you know when I first saw him?" Bai Shanyuan's eyes moved slightly, as if thinking of the past.
Bai Xun did not speak, but listened quietly, which is what Bai Shanyuan needs most now.
"The first time I saw him was when I was eighteen years old. At that time, I was sponsored by Mr. Bai to go to Haicheng to study in the third year of high school, and it was also the day I got the notice from Haicheng University."
Bai Shanyuan only met the uncle Bai who sponsored her. On the day she was brought out of the small village and sent to the best high school in Haicheng, Bai Yuanpei never saw her again. It was Uncle Gan who delivered things, and her living expenses were also charged to her card on time.
After three years, Bai Shanyuan was taken out from a small village. She got good grades in the final college entrance examination and was successfully admitted to Haicheng University. On the day she finally graduated, she made a request to Uncle Gan. , I just hope to be able to thank Bai Yuanpei in person with the notice.
Bai Yuanpei also agreed. That autumn, all the maple leaves in Haicheng looked particularly beautiful. She was dressed appropriately and was taken to Bai's house by Uncle Gan.
Bai Shanyuan entered Bai's house through the carved iron gate. When passing through the central yard, under the maple tree, she met Bai Jianhe. At that time, he had bright eyes, bright moon, red lips, white teeth, a straight suit and an extremely handsome face. The smile on the corner of his mouth was gentle. When he saw her, the man nodded politely. Behind him, the red leaves of the maple trees fell one after another, and the breeze was blowing, dyeing half of it red.
Later, Bai Shanyuan thought that maybe it was that one look that made her fall completely, and some feelings came so surging, like an unstoppable tide.
But the servants of the Bai family also told her that Bai Jianhe was outside and already had a girlfriend, but the wife didn't agree, so they broke up, but the young master still thought about the girlfriend who had been kicked out by his wife. So I have always rejected blind dates from those rich families.
"If I could have heard the voice of the servant at the time, maybe it wouldn't be like this today." Bai Shanyuan lifted the quilt and got up to the window, looking at the cool moonlight outside the window.
"Later, in order to get everything from the Bai family, he pretended to approach you, and finally successfully married you and got everything he wanted, right?"
This story is exactly the same as what Uncle Gan told her back then, but from Bai Shanyuan's point of view, it can be heard that there are some different feelings in it.
"Yeah, he started to pursue me when I was a junior. I did have a boyfriend at that time. We were childhood sweethearts, but I really didn't have deep feelings for him."
In Bai Shanyuan's eyes, in fact, she has always remembered the elegant and noble son she met under the maple tree. During that time, she and her ex-boyfriend broke up because of some trivial matters. Bai Jianhe also seized the opportunity to take advantage of the opportunity and went smoothly. into Bai Shanyuan's heart.
They got along very well during that time, it was really like a relationship between ordinary boyfriend and girlfriend.
"I still remember that he would always add heat to me when the tea was cold in my hand, remember my taste, know that I like sweet and not spicy, understand my preferences, and know where I like to go when I'm alone , where can he find me when I am sad, even at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, he accompanies me to guard my mother's cemetery, as long as I want, he can do it, so caring, so warm" Bai Shanyuan said. The smile grew wider.
It seems to recall the lives of the two people in the past, whether he existed with a purpose or not, Bai Jianhe at that time indeed occupied a very important position in Bai Shanyuan's life, so that she will always remember it, and she will not. forget.
"His kindness to you is indeed purposeful. Maybe you don't remember very well how he drove you out that rainy day." Bai Xun reminded.
Those lost beauty are happy, but the real problem is the most serious. If Bai Jianhe really loves, how could he drive people out of the house on such a rainy day after the woman he loves goes crazy.
"I remember." Bai Shanyuan said.
Bai Xun looked at her, the woman caught in the memory looked like she was in pain.
"I want to know, in his heart, is I really just a bargaining chip for him to fight for the family property, and he really hasn't loved me?"
She just wanted to know, in the heavy rain that day, the pain she saw in Bai Jianhe's eyes when she raised her head, was it because she was blinded and didn't exist at all, or whether he really had feelings for her.
"I won't forgive him for hurting me. Whether he loves me or not, he must die with me." Bai Shanyuan's last sentence was extremely serious.
It was like a desperate decision, she just wanted to know if that man really loved her, and all she wanted was the answer.
As for Bai Jianhe, no matter what, he has to pay the price for what he has done, and he has to pay the price for Bai Yuanpei. This is already Bai Shanyuan, the last kindness.
"Pfft!" Bai Shanyuan spat out a mouthful of blood on the ground, and the blood spit out was extremely rich in color, not the color of ordinary blood.
"Mom." Bai Xun threw what was in his hand and went to support her.
The horizon can be vaguely reddened, and it seems that the sun is about to rise. Bai Shanyuan's mouth is slightly hooked, with a smile.
"Child, I actually know you're not my daughter, right?" Bai Shanyuan said, looking at Bai Xun who cared about her in front of her.
"My daughter, Bai Xun, is actually dead a long time ago, right?" She confirmed the general opening again.
Mother and daughter are connected, even after so many years of separation, she is still unconscious, but she can still vaguely know some things. The one in front of her has the same birthmark as her daughter, and has taken care of her child for more than ten years. Not her daughter.
Bai Xun, the same name, even the same face, but it is not her daughter.
Bai Xun held her hand tightly and nodded quietly, "Yeah."
This is an admission. She is not Bai Shanyuan's daughter. Her poor daughter died the year Bai Jianhe was kicked out. She was only six years old when she died. What a pity.
"Haha." Bai Shanyuan squeezed the thing in her hand tightly, Bai Xun's eyes were sharp, and she could see that it was a longevity lock.
"She died. She died at a young age. I couldn't watch her grow up with my own eyes." Bai Shanyuan smiled weakly.
For a mother, she is a failure. After bringing that fragile little life into this world, she did not fulfill her responsibility as a mother. If she could have been stronger and braver back then, maybe everything would not be what it is today. situation.
That poor child will be able to survive, look at the world, and wait to see those who harmed her and get retribution.
"But I'm Bai Xun, and I'm also your daughter." Bai Xun replied seriously.
Since she came to this world, it was the fate between them that she used Bai Xun's body to gather spiritual power to be reborn. She should also take good care of her mother for Bai Xun, and take a good look at the world for her. how.
Bai Xun helped Bai Shanyuan to sit on the sofa, squatted down in front of her, and held her clenched fingers, "You don't have to feel guilty, she is fine now."
That way back then was a relief for a six-year-old child. Over the years, Bai Shanyuan was crazy when she was crazy. She had seen it, and she had also heard all night that a patient in a mental hospital was attentive when he was sick, like a ghost. General cry.
Those are too cruel for a child.
"I always think, if I had been braver, maybe she wouldn't have died. I'm not a good mother, and I don't deserve to be her mother."
"You lost consciousness back then, not only because of those stimuli, but also because of Nian Wenying. She is very capable, and the methods of evil spirits are generally thorough. It's not your fault." Bai Xun comforted. .
Nian Wenying was able to use magic to lock Bai Shanyuan's consciousness in half, which led to the complete collapse of Bai Shanyuan's emotions in the end. Speaking of all this, the evil resentment is far from Bai Shanyuan's body.
"You don't want to ask, what's wrong with me?" Bai Xun said hesitantly.
Up to now, Bai Shanyuan has not asked her a single question, especially after seeing Gu Jiusheng's ability, she can easily deal with the ghost-like evil spirit.
Maybe Bai Shanyuan also thinks that they are not good people.
"In this world, all things have their own laws of growth. You can't classify others as different just because you can't accept them. You and Jiu Sheng are both kind children. There are always some things in this world that are unacceptable. Bai Shanyuan held Bai Xun's hand and raised her hand to touch her face, "You are my daughter."
Being able to insist on taking care of her crazy person for so many years under such circumstances, Bai Shanyuan knew that no matter if the Bai Xun in front of her was a **** or a ghost, she was her daughter.
"Live for her, she hasn't yet. Take a good look at the world, and so do you." Bai Shanyuan shoved the longevity lock in her hand into Bai Xun's palm.
This longevity lock was hit by Bai Yuanpei to Bai Xun back then. At that time, the old man put his heart and eyes on the child, but in the end, no one was able to save the young life.
Bai Xun bowed his head. Back then, Xiaobai had been anxious to find a host after gathering her Yuan Ling, and she happened to meet Bai Xun who had passed away unconscious, so she put her Yuan Ling on Bai Xun's corpse.
This girl's name is the same as hers, but the experience is completely different. The child who died at the age of six is really sad and sad.
"You are a kind child, no matter the **** or the ghost, I am willing to believe in your essence." Bai Shanyuan held her hand and said.
"Thank you." Bai Xun said sincerely.
"It should be me thanking you" Bai Shanyuan stroked the broken hair on her temples.
I thank you for taking care of me like that until now, and I also thank you. I have done nothing for you, but I am willing to call me mother. I really treat me, the woman who tormented your childhood, as a mother.
Whether it is gratitude or other, Bai Shanyuan is really grateful for this child from another world.
"If I don't survive in the end, you promise me to bury me and your grandfather together. I failed to perform my filial piety during my lifetime, and I also want to be by his side after death." Bai Shanyuan couldn't stop her lips began to bleed out.
Bai Xun urgently checked her condition and said comfortingly, "No, I will never let you die."
Even if Bai Jianhe doesn't love her in the end, Bai Xun has a way to expel Mother Gu, and she can do it with her spiritual power.
"Aunt Fu, look at Mom, I'm going out to get medicine now." Bai Jianhe ordered.
"Hey" Aunt Fu hurried over to take care of Bai Shanyuan, who was constantly twitching.
Bai Xun walked quietly to his room after coming out of the room. As expected, just as he pushed the door open, he saw a man sitting quietly reading a book. The rays of light were already shining behind him.
The day dawned, after a whole night of darkness, the day dawned.
Gu Jiusheng raised his eyes, and before he could see clearly that he had already seen Bai Xun who rushed over, he instinctively reached out to catch the girl, hugged her and sat on his lap, patting her back with his palms, the girl's legs were slender, Sitting astride his waist, chin resting on his shoulder at this moment, very quiet.
"What's the matter?" He kissed her ear softly.
Bai Xun rubbed his shoulder and whispered back, "I feel bad."
She has never been so distressed to Bai Shanyuan as she is now. Her life was rough, her biological father died without being able to recognize each other, and she fell in love with a wolf-hearted man and lost half of her life. Yao, but until now, she still can't forget the man who hurt her deeply.
The most emotional person is often the most hurt.
"It's her own choice, and we can't control her and respect her will." Gu Jiusheng coaxed softly.
Bai Xun rubbed her small face, wrapped her neck around his neck and said nothing. Gu Jiusheng knew that she was sad now, so she picked her up and walked around the room in this posture.
He didn't say a word. When she was angry, it was good to coax her like this. Bai Xun has always been a child, and she was happy after a while, but now she is sad, angry and distressed.
If Bai Shanyuan had never been in love, she wouldn't be so sad. The person who said love first would have already lost.
"My dear baby, everyone's way of life is different. Some people think that the meaning of their existence is to be comforted psychologically, while some people think that a solid life is good. For a mother, if she has If you don't get that answer, she's still alive, and she's also a walking dead, do you understand?" Gu Jiusheng walked around the room with her arms around her, with one arm around her waist and the other on her hips, walking cautiously.
"Well" her voice came from his arms in a muffled voice.
"Then you'll understand, it's best to respect her decision."
Gu Jiusheng never worried that Bai Shanyuan would die. With Bai Xun here, even if Bai Jianhe didn't love Bai Shanyuan, the blood he got couldn't save Bai Shanyuan, and Bai Xun would definitely not let her die.
It's just that in the end, how should the living be independent, and what should Bai Xun do? This is what he is most worried about.
"Gu Jiusheng" Bai Xun called out.
"Um?"
Bai Xun raised his head from his shoulders, looked straight at the man, with extra seriousness in his eyes, "Come with me to see Bai Jianhe."
The man breathed a sigh of relief and lifted the person in his arms, "Okay."
"But I don't want to see him now." Following her, she lowered her head and continued to bury her head in his arms.
"Okay, we don't see him now."
He continued to walk in the room with the girl in his arms, every step was very steady, the person in his arms tightly stuck his cheeks in his arms, and said nothing, until the morning sun outside the window completely rose, The rising sun is the end.
Bai Jianhe and Nian Wenying were locked in the basement of the Bai family's old house. Uncle Gan personally led someone to guard them. All night, Uncle Gan looked at the woman in the house who was once loved by the master, and his heart was full of mixed feelings.
He never thought that a woman could be so cruel. Back then, Bai Yuanpei was responsive to Nian Wenying's requests, but he didn't expect these to fuel her greed, causing the Bai family to be ruined.
"Nian Wenying, I still can't figure it out, why are you able to give such a heavy hand." Uncle Gan said through the glass on the door.
But could not wait for the response from the insider, Nian Wenying sat quietly on the ground with her back to the door.
Uncle Gan looked up and saw the two people walking towards the end of the corridor. Gu Jiusheng held Bai Xun's hand and intertwined his fingers tightly. The tall man's figure appeared in such a narrow space, which seemed a bit abrupt.
"Uncle Gan." Bai Xun called out.
"Little miss, how is the eldest miss?" Uncle Gan asked anxiously.
"Don't worry, there's nothing wrong." Bai Xun comforted. Through the glass, she saw Bai Jianhe inside. At this moment, he was sitting on a chair with his head drooping. Looking very embarrassed.
"Open the door, I want to go in and have a word with him."
Uncle Gan took out the key and opened the door. After the two entered, he quietly closed the door.
Bai Jianhe raised his head and squinted at the people who came in. The place was surrounded by walls. He didn't know whether it was day or night, but according to his calculations, it was already dawn.
Gu Jiusheng reached out and pulled the chair beside him, took her hand and sat down, Bai Xun let go, got up and walked in front of Bai Jianhe.
"Do you know what I came for you?"
Bai Jianhe looked up at her. Up to now, his heart was actually very peaceful, and he felt relieved. The heavy shackles he had carried for so many years were finally let go overnight.
"I've always been curious about why your mother loves you so much, and you pushed her away without hesitation in the end. Are wealth and power so important to you?" Bai Xun looked at him.
Besides, Bai Jianhe had already got everything from the Bai family at that time. He could treat Bai Shanyuan's mother and daughter well and live a good life with them, but in the end, he couldn't resist Nian Wenying's urging and became like that.
In fact, Bai Jianhe didn't dare to say whether he was because of Nian Wenying or because of himself, and Bai Shanyuan, who was the key, had no power to fight back.
The grievances and grievances between them are right and wrong, I am afraid that Bai Jianhe can't explain it himself.
"She's poisoned, have you heard of Heartless Gu?" Bai Xun said succinctly.
The medical family, Bai Jianhe, of course, has heard of Heartless Gu, he raised his head suddenly and looked at Bai Xun in astonishment.
"She used the female Gu, the male Gu is in your body, and even now she still wants to know if you really love her and bet her life on this last chance."
The calmness on Bai Jianhe's face began to disintegrate, and gradually became crazy, and he rushed over at once, reaching out to grab Bai Xun with both hands.
The man standing behind Bai Xun raised his foot, kicked him straight out, stretched out his hand to embrace him, and looked at him with a cold face, "You don't deserve to touch her."
Bai Jianhe climbed up after hitting the wall, his ribs hurt so badly, he tried his best to climb over here, his humble appearance now is completely different from his high-spirited appearance at night.
"She loves you, and it has never changed since the beginning, but you have failed her. I don't know if you love her, but I think she really wants to break up with you now." Bai Xun He looked down at the man on the ground.
Bai Jianhe crawled to Bai Xun's feet with all his strength, raised his hand to pull at her trousers, but Gu Jiusheng avoided it.
"Let me meet her" he pleaded with wide eyes.
Bai Xun could hear the sadness in his tone. To this day, she still doesn't know how much Bai Jianhe has friendship and love for Bai Shanyuan.
"Let me meet her. Let me meet her." He begged bitterly.
After a while, Bai Xun closed his eyes and nodded.
Bai Xun and Gu Jiusheng were waiting at the door of the bedroom. Gu Jiusheng quietly held a book and watched. The girl at his feet was sitting on the edge of the coffee table, with a variety of medicinal herbs laid out in front of him. He reached out and took a black one. He Shouwu checked, but she was carefully taken back and put back.
"You don't touch, this is very important."
The man nodded and continued to read.
After carefully comparing the contents of the book, she threw the herbs into the small basket in front of her according to the quantity. These are the herbs needed for alchemy. No matter how much, Bai Xun needs to carefully consider.
About an hour later, the servant put the breakfast on the table, Bai Xun didn't have that appetite, and Gu Jiusheng naturally accompanied him.
Aunt Fu opened the door with a teacup, and called Bai Xun in a panic, "Girl, you'd better come and have a look."
Bai Xun got up and stood at the door. She saw the veil was lowered slightly, and Bai Shanyuan was sitting on the ground. In her arms, Bai Jianhe quietly closed her eyes and inserted a dagger into her heart.
"I originally thought that I would be very happy when he died, but I didn't expect that I didn't feel so excited. What happened to me?" Bai Shanyuan held his corpse and looked at Bai Xun calmly.
Bai Xun walked slowly in front of her, squatted down quietly, looked down at her, took out the things he was carrying from his arms and inserted it in the direction of the dagger's blade, the slender needle was straight. After entering the heart, the dark red blood flows into the transparent tube.
Bai Shanyuan fell to the ground in Aunt Fu's exclamation, Bai Jianhe's hand was still holding her skirt tightly, his face was peaceful and his brows stretched, not as full of emotion as she first saw ,
After the transparent tube was filled, she quietly stood aside, Bai Shanyuan looked down at the person in front of her with a relieved smile on her lips.
Bai Jianhe, I once hoped that you would love me, and I hoped that you would not love me. Now that all the grievances are over, I still hope that you can go to a good place. No matter what was right or wrong, I hope you In another world, you can get what you want.
Bai Xun walked out holding the blood vessel, Gu Jiusheng stood at the door, motionless.
"You said, does he love it or not?"
Gu Jiusheng looked at the corpse on the ground, his lips were cold and he did not speak.
There are too many interests involved in this world, people are unpredictable, not simple love is love, not love is not love
(end of this chapter)