MTL - Mysterious Lord Gu’s Palm Treasure-Chapter 165 i feel bad

   Chapter 165 I feel bad

Regarding Luan Chao's memory, Bai Xun herself can't tell whether it really happened or whether Chen Yi has tampered with her memory, but what she can be sure of is that the master and Xiao Bai all really existed. She couldn't tell the difference between the real and the real, but in the end she came to a conclusion.

That was the life she had really experienced. Although it was shorter, it was also a part of her life, and she came to this place completely after falling from the cliff in Luan Chao. Chen Yi tampered with a part, but it was only a small Part of it, after all, Xiaobai guarded her aura to recover in Luan Chao, and then an accident brought her to this place.

It seems that she came to this place really to meet Gu Jiusheng, but her master, the memory of that part in the mountains, she gradually blurred, but the master's handwriting, and the commonly used totems , but she can remember it very clearly.

   This kit is definitely given by the master.

  The old man who took her to live on the mountain and taught her a lot of things was indeed a master.

   Bai Xun looked over with the kit in hand, and hurried to the old man downstairs. Mr. Quan was watching TV at the moment, holding a cup of tea in his hand and did not move.

   "Grandpa Quan." Bai Xun called out.

  The old man was so frightened that the tea in his hand almost fell to the ground, and hurriedly wiped the cup in his hand, "What's wrong?"

  Being so coldly called by Bai Xun, the old man almost jumped up in fright. Old people can't be so frightened these days.

   "What kind of person gave this to you?" Bai Xun spread out the kit in his hand.

  The old man glanced at the eyes with reading glasses, and then remembered, "Oh, this, a white-bearded old Taoist priest in a light blue robe gave it to me, saying that I would pass it to the guests at home."

   Actually, Mr. Quan was also surprised. He copied scriptures to pray for Yan Xi in the meditation room he presided over. At the end, when he went out to clean with some ink on his hands, he saw this strange old Taoist priest in the yard.

  At first, the old man thought that there was something wrong with his eyes. This temple is the realm of monks. When did a Taoist priest come in.

However, after the other party gave him this thing, he left. He only said one sentence, please pass the trouble to the guests living in his house. The guests received by the entire Quan family are now Gu Jiusheng and his wife. This thing is back.

   "What's the matter, are you an acquaintance?" The old man looked at them and asked. In fact, he thought it was too strange, but he didn't ask any more.

After all, it is a pure place of Buddhism. I am afraid that the other party is not to the point of unscrupulously cheating in the place of Buddhism. People are always a little superstitious. For beliefs such as gods and Buddhas, you can not worship or believe in them, but you will always be in your heart. More respect and respect.

   Bai Xun took two steps back while holding the bag, and shook his head gently, "It's nothing."

   This is really the master's handwriting, but why did the master who has always traveled the landscape as a doctor turn into an old Taoist priest? If it is fake, how can anyone in this world copy the master's handwriting and imitate it like this?

   "Don't think about it, maybe it's not someone you know." Gu Jiusheng touched her palm and felt an inch of coldness under it.

  Her fingers are always warm, this is the first time they can be so cold.

   "I'm afraid it's really the master. He's telling me to give up the obsession in my heart, and don't force it if you shouldn't come." Bai Xun hooked her lips.

   This is really something that a master would do. It is rare for her to be able to come back to life, and now she is still delusional about being able to bring her child back to life. Besides, it is just a touch of life, not a child, but her delusion.

   Bai Xun, who was overwhelmed by the joy of Qiao'er's present life, forgot that it was a living being, but it was just a slight consciousness on Qiao'er back then, not Qiao'er, nor her child.

   The sign in the temple today and this note are both reminding her, don't force it, they are reminding her how rare it is that she has forgotten.

   "I understand, you shouldn't be here, don't force it." Bai Xun smiled and quietly got up and went upstairs.

  Gu Jiusheng followed her worriedly to the door of Yanxi's room. Qingyue, who had been guarding it, raised her head and was a little worried when she saw Bai Xun's face.

"What's wrong with you?"

   His face was so ugly.

   "Sister-in-law, can you go out for a while, I want to be alone with Yan Xi for a while." Bai Xun's breath looked a little low.

  Qingyue looked at the child on the bed, then looked at Bai Xun, nodded and exited the room. I am afraid that by now, Bai Xun has figured out what to do, so she can't wait here.

  Bai Xun slowly and gently squatted on the edge of the bed, looking at the sleeping face of the child on the bed, raised his hand quietly, Yan Xi in his sleep unconsciously reached out and held Bai Xun's fingertips, her face low.

  Suddenly, the entanglement in her heart dissipated, as if the clouds were cleared away.

   "Am I being selfish?" she asked.

  Gu Jiusheng smiled, hugged her on one knee, and whispered, "No, you just want to save our children, you did nothing wrong."

The smile on the corner of her mouth was a little pale, "That's just an inch of Qiao'er's consciousness, not him, but I've been unable to make a decision because of that inch of consciousness, and you have almost exhausted your energy for my thoughts, and let an innocent I'm really selfish for the child to endure these pains that he shouldn't bear."

  Gu Jiusheng frowned and looked at her for a while, "You are."

Bai Xun opened his palm, and an inch of black spar showed in it, the crystal clear and full of color, Bai Xun smiled, "I grabbed it from Jia Yan, if it wasn't for Xiao Bai, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to wake up now. ."

   Behind the two of them, Xiaobai quietly squatted on the sofa and flicked his tail, his eyes that turned into pale golden pupils narrowed slightly, and he sighed lazily.

   "I just want to keep Qiao'er's consciousness." Gu Jiusheng opened his mouth and stroked the long hair behind her head.

   No matter whether this inch of consciousness can be resurrected or not, he hopes to keep the inch of life like Qiao'er, even if it takes effort, he will not hesitate.

"But this is not Qiao'er, no matter how hard we try, Qiao'er will not be able to revive in this world. I have never been able to make this decision because I want to selfishly let him stay in Yan Xi's body for a while, even if In just one day, I will be satisfied that our son has grown up and that he is with me."

But she can't keep it anymore. Yan Xi's body has become like this. If she ignores Yan Xi for her own selfishness, she is really selfish, and I'm sorry when the child called her. The inch of truth.

Bai Xun turned around, holding Gu Jiusheng's hand still, a bit sour, "Last time we were not able to say goodbye to him when he left, this time, it is another chance for us to say goodbye to him, and then send him away."

  Since he doesn't belong to this world, Qiao'er is extremely painful for Yan Xi to stay here, even if this is only an inch of his life, it will easily affect his reincarnation.

The obsession in Bai Xun's heart melted little by little. It was her happiest thing to be able to sleep with him again last night. It was as if she was pregnant with Qiao'er at that time. Talk to the child in her womb and share her joys and sorrows.

"I read from the ancient books in the collection, even if only a trace of life is stuck in this world, then Qiao'er has no way to be reincarnated. If I force him to stay by my side, it will also hurt Qiao'er. I can't take good care of his previous life. Let him be born, and now, don't force him to keep him." When Bai Xun said these words, he was not as excited as the day before, but more peaceful.

   Said cruelty is not cruel, all of which have karma and reincarnation, what kind of cause will get what kind of fruit, she can still see a touch of life in Qiao'er again, she is already satisfied.

   "Are you really going to do this, have you thought about it?" Gu Jiusheng looked at Bai Xun, full of distress.

  Mother and son are connected, what Bai Xun is thinking now, he clearly knows how sad his girl is.

   Holding the child's hand on the bed, Bai Xun nodded, with a relieved smile on his face, "Let's send him away, don't force him to stay, if we really have a fate with him, he will come back to find us."

The obsession in her heart has been completely let go. Before the crisis, she and Gu Jiusheng were no longer qualified to keep the child, and because of her obsession, the harmed Qiao'er could not be reincarnated, and even more so. As a result, Yan Xi was suffering, and her body slowly declined. She couldn't bear it, and her conscience was uneasy.

   Yanxi is not wrong, and Qiao'er is not wrong, she cannot harm them because of her obsession.

  Bai Xun leaned over, lowered his head and touched Yanxi's forehead. A silvery white spiritual energy gradually surrounded the two of them, forming a circle, wrapping them. The floating spiritual energy became heavier and richer.

  Gu Jiusheng took two steps back and looked at her movements. Even if this life was raised, it was not a child. Their child died as early as the first birth.

   "峤, I know you don't want to stay here, and this place doesn't belong to you. Father and mother, I'll send you away." Gu Jiusheng looked at the faintly emerging spiritual energy and said.

  If it was a relationship, they would naturally use all their strength to keep Qiaoer, but reality does not allow, Bai Xun completely woke up from the mother's love, this is not Qiaoer.

Even if he is forcibly kept, this is not Qiao'er, it's just a touch of his life, there is no hope that Qiao'er can be resurrected, even the one that came out of the three souls and seven souls is not as good as its existence. It doesn't make any sense.

   It is just that Bai Xun can find the warmth of blood connection from that aura.

   "Don't stay, don't ask, this time, mother smiled and sent you away, I hope you can choose a good family in your next life"

   A white brocade flower gradually appeared on Yanxi's body, as if being blown away by the wind, it slowly flew out of the window and disappeared into the air.

   "I'm sorry." Gu Jiusheng hugged Bai Xun and said quietly and peacefully.

   "I don't blame you, it's not a girl, I'm completely awake now" Bai Xun whispered.

  Gu Jiusheng had discovered this problem from the beginning, but he was unwilling to break her fantasy, so he let this dream support it until now, but when he woke up, he always had to face reality.

   Everything today is a warning to her.

  Yeah, it's not her child, it's not Qiao'er, if she is forced to stay, it will be a lose-lose for either side, and Qiao'er can naturally accept such a result.

   Yun Jinhua, who had already floated out, came back through the window again and floated in front of the two of them. Gu Jiusheng raised his hand for unknown reasons.

   "Thank you." The little doll bowed to the two of them, thanked them happily, and then turned into a flower again and flew out of the room.

  Bai Xun and Gu Jiusheng looked at each other, relieved. At least this time, Gu Jiusheng said goodbye to him. They didn't have the fate to be father and son in this life. If they waited until the next life, they would have cultivated enough fate.

   She originally thought that she would have the despair of gaining and losing, but now, Bai Xun is very calm, and she is a little scared when she is calm.

   A soft little hand held her fingertips between her head, Yan Xi looked at Bai Xun with wide eyes, a bright smile bloomed on her tender face, which was extraordinarily sweet.

   "Godmother." Yan Xi opened her mouth and called out.

   The morning light that seemed to be able to melt the whole world, melted the ice that has been unbreakable for thousands of years, Gu Jiusheng reached out and hugged Yanxi on the bed, and the three sat on the bed with wide-eyed eyes.

   "Did you sleep well?" Bai Xun raised his hand and pinched Yanxi's face.

   It is just like the living beings of Qiaoer have existed in him, looking at this child, you have the feeling of looking at Qiaoer, the fate between people is so wonderful and incomparable.

   "Sleep well." Yan Xi reached out and wiped away the tears from the corners of Bai Xun's eyes, "Godmother, are you unhappy?"

  Bai Xun shook his head and sniffed, "No, godmother is very happy, isn't Yan Xi healthy, how are you feeling now?"

   The little guy rolled his eyes, "I'm fine and comfortable."

  Bai Xun smiled, the sadness just now gradually subsided, and he always had to believe that everything was the best arrangement, whether it was Qiaoer or Yanxi, or she and Gu Jiusheng.

  Everything is in the sky.

   "Yanxi is fine."

   The Quan family downstairs quietly waited for the movement upstairs. I don't know why, because of Bai Xun's presence, everyone in the Quan family members was particularly at ease, and felt a sense of stability.

   Until the person above appeared holding the child, everyone was relieved, and looked at Yanxi with a ruddy face with some joy.

   "Yeah, Yan Xi is awake, come over to grandma to hug." Su Luoying stepped forward and took Yan Xi from Gu Jiusheng's hand.

   "From today, all of Yan Xi's treatments have ended, and he has completely recovered." Bai Xun looked at Quan's family and announced happily.

The Quan family was stunned. It has been three years since Yan Xi was born. All of them don't know how much they have paid to hear this sentence. Confidence.

   "Is this true? Yan Xi is really healed?" Mr. Quan was the first to speak, his tone full of disbelief.

   Bai Xun nodded, "Yes, Grandpa Quan, Yan Xi's body has recovered. From today onwards, he can do everything that an ordinary child can do."

   "Really!" Mr. Quan patted his legs happily, stretched out his hand and said to Yan Xi, "Come here to Grandpa, Grandpa to take a look."

   This is such good news, their little grandson is finally back to health.

   "Tomorrow, I will have a good time to repay my vows. Thank you for your blessing." Su Luoying was overjoyed.

  Qingyue reminded from the side, "The person you should thank is Bai Xun, and she cured Yanxi."

   After listening to her words, Su Luoying didn't find her in the living room when she was busy looking for Bai Xun. When looking around, Qingyue and Quan Jingting slowly walked out of the living room door.

When it was really afternoon outside, the sun above my head was pretty good, but the light reflected on the snow was extremely dazzling. Starting from the door, the two rows of footprints gradually walked towards the yard, slowly merging into one. Row.

Quan Jingting leaned against the door and was dragged back by Qingyue. She could guess what happened. I'm afraid the things attached to Yan Xi had a close relationship with Bai Xun. Tatsumi had expelled that thing.

   She must be feeling uncomfortable now, so they should not bother.

   "What's the matter, what about Bai Xun and Jiusheng?" Su Luoying followed and glanced.

  Qingyue stretched out her hand to block the person back, "Mom, go and accompany the children, you don't have to worry about Bai Xun's side."

   Let the two of them be quiet by themselves.

  Qingyue can probably also feel that Bai Xun's mood is not very good. Now Bai Xun probably doesn't want to see others. She turned her head and instructed the servants not to go to the backyard.

   "Wife, are you trying to create a two-person world for them?" Quan Jingting came over and opened his mouth.

   Qingyue rolled her eyes and ignored him.

   "Wife, how about we also lived in a two-person world, let's build a snowman together." Quan Jingting leaned over and said.

  Qingyue turned around and pushed him over, "Why have you become so clingy these two days, are you being stimulated by Gu Jiusheng?"

   Hearing this, Quan Jingting had a black face, but he did see the intimacy between the boy and his wife. He was young and envied others, but he also had a daughter-in-law, so how could he be inferior to others?

   "This is even better than that." Qing Yue almost turned black.

   In the past, his clinging ability was better than Gu Jiusheng's.

   Mr. Quan hugged Yan Xi and did not let go. Since Yan Xi was born, his face has never been so rosy. At a glance, he can see that he looks like a normal and healthy child, and he looks extraordinarily good-looking.

   When Su Luoying looked back, she saw Quan Jingting who was clinging to Qingyue at the door. These children are all good-natured people. Now Naya and Quan Jingchen are not here. If they are like this at home, the intimacy is terrifying.

   "Aren't you going to go out tonight, why aren't you ready yet?" Su Luoying opened her mouth and said.

   Qingyue only then came to her senses and accepted Ning Wei's invitation letter, his birthday.

   "Grandpa, can I do morning exercises with my father and brother in the future?" Yan Xi raised her little hand and said happily, "Just now, my godmother said that I can do whatever my brother can do in the future."

   He is no longer a little guy to be protected by the whole family. Today, he is a little man.

   "Really, then Yanxi should thank your godmother well, without your godmother, there would be no such healthy Yanxi." The old man's beard rubbed his great-grandson's little face.

   Yanxi nodded, "Well, I like godfather and godmother the most. They all treat Yanxi very well."

In the concept of    children, there is only good or bad for him. Su Luoying smiled. It seemed that Gu Jiusheng and his wife were really sincere towards Yan Xi, otherwise the child would not like them so much.

  It is also a good thing to have fate. It is also a good thing for many people to love Yan Xi. There is always more human touch between people.

  In the garden, two neat rows of footprints meandered out from the entrance of the living room. In the whiteness, these footprints were particularly abrupt. After slowly bypassing the front yard, at the intersection of the backyard, the two rows of footprints formed a row.

Gu Jiusheng walked slowly in the snow, behind him, the little girl grabbed his two hands and walked in his footprints step by step, slowly walking forward along his footprints, walking with her head down and serious, no He wondered what route the man in front of him took.

   Knowing that she was not in a good mood now, Gu Jiusheng slowly circled the yard, step by step, she really followed his footsteps and slowly moved forward, the footprints of the two completely overlapped, and it was not abrupt at all.

   "Gu Jiusheng, I want to ask you something." Bai Xun took his hand and opened his mouth quietly.

   "Yeah." The man replied.

  Bai Xun stepped on his footprints, and the broken hair on his forehead slowly fell, blocking his eyes, "We met for the first time back then, but we have been together for a few days, why are you marrying me?"

   At that time, without knowing her identity, Gu Jiusheng had already taken her portrait to Yunjin to ask for marriage.

   "And why were you so sure that I was from Yun Jin at the time? Aren't you afraid of being kicked out by my mother if you made a mistake?" Bai Xun asked curiously.

   This is something she has always been curious about.

When they met back then, she concealed her identity and traveled with Gu Jiusheng, and they got along quite happily. She never said that she was from Yunjin, but when he arrived at Yunjin, he proposed to his mother with a portrait in his hand. Up to now, Bai Xun has not asked carefully what the reason is.

   Now I finally have time to ask.

"There is a little fool who wants to hide his identity, but he is still wearing Yunjin's totem." The man chuckled softly, his voice very gentle, "For you, those days may have been just you. It took half a month to travel around the world with a person I didn't know before, enough for me to be sure, whether I want to be with this woman for the rest of my life."

He admitted that he was indeed domineering, and he wanted to get it when he liked it. It was like this in the past, and it was also in order to be able to be with her. When he arrived at Yunjing, he blindly added a condition of marriage. At that time, he felt in his heart. The bet is that no matter if she is from Yunjin or not, no matter what position she is in Yunjin, what class she is.

  He, Gu Jiusheng, had already married this woman, but he didn't expect that he had indeed made the right choice. She was Princess Yunjin, and she was the most suitable for marriage. This also gave him a reason to marry her confidently.

  Bai Xun squeezed his fingertips, and the corners of his lips hooked lightly, "Then you didn't think about it at that time, I promised to kiss, wouldn't it be to deceive you?"

  If he had been a little suspicious at the time, if he could have hesitated a little bit about this marriage, he would not have been so cruel to her in the end. Bai Xun up to now, the only person who owes him is Gu Jiusheng.

   And what is owed to him is for eternity and eternity.

   "As long as I can spend the rest of my life with you, even if it costs me my life, I will not hesitate." The man said it very seriously.

   He turned his back to Bai Xun, Bai Xun couldn't see his expression, but he could hear his seriousness. When he said this, he didn't even catch a breath.

   Walking around, Gu Jiusheng felt the pause behind him, looked back at her, and whispered, "What's wrong? Are your feet cold?"

   He was about to bend over to check her legs.

  Bai Xun stood still, staring at him for a while, and finally stretched out his hands and raised them, "Back."

"it is good"

   The corners of the man's lips were lightly hooked, and the brows were dyed with a smile, as long as she was happy.

  The tall body squatted down in front of her, Bai Xun leaned up around his neck and quietly put his face on the back of his neck.

   He got up slowly and walked step by step in the snow with Bai Xun on his back.

   "Gu Jiusheng, can you stop being so stupid all the time, even if it's just for yourself, okay?" Her voice was a little dull.

She felt distressed, thinking of everything he had done for her, Bai Xun's heart was as if there were thousands of hands pinched together in pain, and he did everything that should be done and should not be done, even if it was just her words If you want, even if you go up the mountain and go down to the sea of ​​​​fire, you will not hesitate.

   But he did too much, too much for her to bear.

  Gu Jiusheng slowly walked in the snow with her on his back, step by step, tightly clasping the legs of the person on his back to prevent her from falling off.

   "I feel bad for Gu Jiusheng." Bai Xun rubbed his face.

If Xiaobai hadn't told her in time, I'm afraid he would have used the black spar to keep Qiao'er's life in it, but if he didn't take anything, he would be like a corpse, not even a tortured corpse. The pain was thousands of times more painful than when his soul was torn and pulled at the same time when he was looking for him.

   "I feel bad, then you will stay with me and never be apart by my side." Gu Jiusheng smiled relaxedly.

   The only thing he wanted was Bai Xun. In order to find her, he tried the hardships that ordinary people can't try. Now, he cherishes the time he can accompany her more and more.

   He is not afraid of death, the only thing he is afraid of is that after he is gone, no one can take care of her better than him.

   As long as he can stay by her side, he doesn't care about anything.

   "Actually, you went to look for me in Luan Chao, right?" Bai Xun murmured.

A part of her memory was tampered with by Chen Yi, but the part that was kept is still there. She used to think that the Luan Chao was just a dream of hers, but now, she found out that it really existed. Really lived in that place for fifteen years.

   "Yeah." The man under him responded.

   In order to find her, he exchanged the power from the Fallen Angel to be able to transcend space and time and space, traveled from place to place, endured the pain that ordinary people could not bear, and finally was born in Luan Chao.

   But he couldn't find any trace of her.

   "Little Marquis of Anguo Gongfu, I have seen you there before, right?" Bai Xun said.

   He didn't answer, but Bai Xun knew what his answer was.

At that time, Gu Jiusheng's face was still the same, but she didn't have the same physical decay as in this life, with bright eyes, bright moon, red lips, white teeth, feather crest and folding fan, elegant and noble. At that time, she was just a little girl who came down from the mountains, in order to treat the old marquis. Arrived at Anguo Gongfu.

   At that glance, she thought she had seen it wrong.

   In fact, when she fell off the cliff in order to avoid the officers and soldiers who were chasing her, Bai Xun had his appearance in front of her eyes.

  Chenyi wiped out all the memories of Gu Jiusheng in her head in this life, but now she remembers those pasts she forgot.

   "You couldn't find me, but why didn't you think about giving up, Gu Jiusheng, didn't you think about it, what if I really didn't love you as much as I said before?"

   Then you paid all the pursuits, and it still doesn't make sense.

   "If you didn't love me at that time, when I found you, we would have a brand new starting point and re-acquainted. I'm not afraid that you won't fall in love with me." The man carried her on his back and slowly circled in the yard.

   "What if you still don't love it?" Bai Xun asked curiously.

   "No." The man vetoed it with certainty, without any hesitation.

   "Why?" she raised her voice.

  Gu Jiusheng gently lifted her up, "Because no one will treat you better than me."

This is the meaning of his pursuit, and it is also his obsession that even if it spans a thousand years, he will make her fall in love with him. If it fails once, it means twice, if it fails twice, it means four times. As long as his obsession persists, One day, this silly girl will really fall in love with him.

  Bai Xun rubbed his neck, his nose was a little sour, "Gu Jiusheng, can you not always make me feel so distressed, obviously I'm a girl."

   "Then I feel sorry for you too, darling, don't be sad anymore, right?" Gu Jiusheng coaxed her.

  Bai Xun rubbed his neck and nodded, "Yeah"

   She understood both the master's words and the sign in the temple today. It was her obsession that kept her from letting go, but now she has let go. Apart from those reluctance, Bai Xun felt much more relaxed.

   "I'll carry you and let's walk for a while, okay?"

Bai Xun snorted and didn't speak again, his cheeks were tightly glued to the back of the man's neck, he could feel something hot falling into his neck, the man paused, and continued to walk forward with her back on his back .

On the snow-white ground, the entire back garden was quiet and silent, and the red sunset above his head slowly emerged. In the backyard, a tall man carried the **** his back and walked around the snow step by step. The land is full of his footprints

   I'm sorry everyone, it's late today, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

  

  

   (end of this chapter)