MTL - Professional Accomplishment Of A White Lotus-Chapter 53

Xuan is also running away, afraid to see Luo Ran, kneeling in front of the Buddha every day, but getting thinner.

As soon as Lin Fei came down the mountain that day, she informed the family and took her back, afraid that she would never come to this place again in the future.

After half a month, the abbot found Xuan Yi, he looked at Xuan Yi's more and more silent, sighed, and said: "I knew it so, why was it?"

Xuan Yi looked at him, and seemed a little dazed, "Master once said, let Xuan Yi go with his heart, can Master tell Xuan Yi, what is going on with his heart?"

These days, he asked the Buddha many times, but he couldn't get the answer.

The abbot looked at him as if he could see through the heart. He said, "What do you think in your heart, you don't know, how do others know?"

"Master, I want to focus on the Buddha, but why do I always think of her?" He could not find the answer.

The abbot looked at him still puzzled, and then asked him, "Why are you devoted to the Buddha?"

Xuan Yi frowned, why focus on the Buddha? He didn't know.

The abbot shook his head and said, "You don't know why you always think of her, or why you want to focus on the Buddha. Since you can't find the answer, then you put down these. Do you want to stay or leave with her?"

Xuan Yi suddenly raised his head, his expression changed slightly, and asked Momo emotionally: "Leave, leave?"

The abbot nodded and said blandly: "Lord Shih, who is not a part of Qingling Temple, will naturally leave."

Xuan Yi's eyes seemed to be faint. He narrowed his eyebrows and asked for a long time: "When will she leave?"

"If you want to know, ask it yourself." The abbot looked at the disciple he was proud of before, flashing inexplicable emotions in his eyes, like regret and expectation, and he said, "Whether to leave or stay, all in Between your thoughts, there is no regret. "

There was only him in the hall. He looked down and thought of her again. He hadn't seen her for a long time. It was morning chanting. He stopped walking that path and never met her again.

He knelt down on the futon, his hands clasped together, and an object suddenly dropped from his sleeve, his gaze was faint.

It was the sachet he had picked up from her room that day.

He still owes her a plum.

He picked up the sachet and looked at the snow in the snow that day. The plum blossom on her bun was more beautiful and beautiful.

After that day, my mind was chaotic, and now it is even more chaotic. Xuan Yi closed her eyes and finally stood up and walked out. The Buddha statue behind was still smiling, as if looking at his back. Watch him leave step by step.

He approached her room, and before knocking on the door, he heard a coughing sound, with a little fragility, Xuan Yi's eyes moved, and suddenly he was afraid to knock on the door.

How could it catch the cold? Is it that day?

Xuan Yi suddenly closed his eyes, covering his eyes. He was still hesitant, but the door was opened from the inside. The moment he heard the sound, he stepped back for a moment, don't open his eyes slightly, I don't know how to face she was.

Luo Ran stared at the person in front of her, and when he saw him don't open her eyes, she took a breath and calmed down the emotions in her heart, but did not hold back the redness in her eyes and coughed softly.

Xuan Yi suddenly looked over and saw her holding the door rail tightly, her joints were white, but for half a month, her jaw became sharper and thinner. Her eyes were slightly moist, but she smiled lightly. Whispered softly:

"I thought you would always avoid me."

Xuan Yi was mute and speechless. He looked at her, his eyes flashed with distress, and before he wanted to say anything, he saw the person in front of him and said,

"I'm leaving."

Xuan Yi froze and said, "Why?"

The tears in Luo Ran's eyes fell down, but she indifferently reached out and wiped them off, then smiled and said, "I have been looking for you during the time you haven't seen me, but you want to hide from me, how can I find you?"

Xuan Yi wanted to say no, but he couldn't say it. Luo Ran bit his lip and smiled again. The tears fell in a string, but she didn't care, her voice was choked, with a little husky, but Continued:

"I thought, no matter how you decide, I always have to meet you and let you say to me in person, so that I can give up."

There was some blur in her eyes. It seemed that someone wiped her tears for her, and her movements were soft, as if she was afraid of hitting her. She couldn't stop the tears immediately, and the person in front of her said nothing, choked and continued:

"So I went to the hall to find you, but just before I found you, someone called me. That man was my aunt. I came to Beijing just to run to her, but I didn't want to stay here in Qingling Temple. More than half a year. "

She turned her face and wiped herself with a sip before turning to laugh again, like a hibiscus, soft and soft, like a light wind, Xuan also looked at her, her hands in her sleeves were tight Hold the sachet.

Luo Ran didn't seem to see the general pain in his heart, and said with a smile: "My aunt explained that I will pick you up, and I suddenly lost my courage to find you. I think it's better to leave like this, I don't think you regret , So I also leave a bit of thought. "

Xuan also closed his eyes fiercely, and his indifferent look could no longer be maintained. There was some pain in his voice. He seemed to begged: "Aran, don't say it."

Her voice sounded again, with a little crying: "Don't close your eyes, I'm leaving soon, look at me."

Xuan Yi only felt that his eyes were slightly wet. He just didn't know how to face her, but never thought that she would leave. He almost never refused her. Even then, he also leaned on her and opened his eyes to see she was.

It is still daytime, but she flew into his arms, crying around his neck, wet his shirt, and then lifted his face, his wet eyes looked at him, crying and asking him:

"Xuan Yi, do you like me?"

Under his eyes was pity, and she was still crying, "Don't lie to me, I'm leaving soon, and I can't see you anymore."

Then she cried discourageously: "You still lie to me, say you like me, I think of you in the future, I don't want to cry like today."

He stroked her green silk and whispered, "I like you."

She cried more and more fiercely, holding her hands and crying, "Xuan Yi, I like you too."

Tired of crying, she finally let go of him, and seemed to be embarrassed to wipe away her tears, looking at him with a reddish corner, stepped back, returned to the room, and smiled at him and said:

"Don't come to see me tomorrow, I'm afraid I won't leave."

Xuan also looked at her, clenched the sachet in her hand, opened her mouth, but didn't know what she wanted to say. She could only watch her slam the door, then she seemed to squat down against the door, and she came from the room Whimpering cry.

Xuan Yi was standing in front of her door, but he couldn't take any steps away. He wanted to say that he didn't lie to her, he really liked her.

His beloved woman was crying in the room, but he didn't even have the courage to knock on the door.

The next day, he didn't listen to her for the first time. He stood on the trail in Houshan and watched a carriage take her away. She seemed to notice something. Before entering the carriage, she turned and looked in that direction. At a glance, someone urged her, and she looked back, entered the carriage, the curtain was lowered, and he could not see her again.

The carriage was drifting away. The only thing he left was the sachet. He hadn't asked her yet. Was this a gift of birthday to her?

The morning recitation one day later, Nian Wang suddenly ran in, holding a letter in his hand, and handed it to him: "Brother Xuan Yi, this is in the room of Lord Luo Shi."

Xuan Yi's eyes moved slightly, looking at the letter, which read: "Xuan Yi kisses her", her words are the same as her, Juanxiu Wenrun, he remembered that when she first met her, she was sitting on the bluestone, casually Flicking the strings.

He took the letter and said before forgetting to leave: "Brother Xuan Yi, the master's piano is still in the room."

He was silent for a long time before he opened the envelope with only one sentence written on it:

"My aunt's family lives in Beijing, Changtong Lane, Baifu."

There was only one sentence, but the rest said nothing, but Xuan Yi understood her meaning instantly. He pursed his lips, he looked out, and there was the direction of Jingcheng.

***

Luo Ran arrived in Baifu, and her aunt married a businessman. There are two sons and a daughter in the family. She is in a stable position. One daughter is married and the other is married. Only the younger son has not yet married. The family is very good to Luo Ran. , Especially her call to cousin's white feather.

Half a year later, in mid-September, Bai Yu stood at the door of Luoran's courtyard and called out to him, "Cousin Yaner."

A girl opened the curtain and Luo Ran came out of it. She wore a broken jade pendant obliquely in her bun, hanging a few pearls, a tender pink dress, the skirt was slightly mopped, and the green silk was wrapped on her shoulders. The gentle man in front of her, she smiled softly and whispered:

"Cousin, you call me?"

Bai Yu looked at her smile, her eyes were a little bit stubborn, only to hear her voice, and then she reacted. She blushed and held a box and sent it to her. Wen said, "Cousin Diner, I heard my mother say today, It's your birthday, it's my gift. "

With a smile in Luo Ran's eyes, he took the box and opened it in front of him. There was a white jade sister-in-law, Luo Ran's eyes flickered, and he heard Bai Yu's voice concealing, "Can you like it?"

Luo Ran smiled casually: "Thank cousin, I like it very much."

Bai Yu was relieved. His cousin was an orphan girl who had been in the house for more than half a year. But some time ago, she was unhappy and only occasionally smiled. Moreover, Bai Yu's face was a little redder. He had never seen any Cousin is more gentle person.

He gave a slight cough and said, "Cousin Yaner likes it."

Later, he seemed to think of something. He said positively, "Yes, cousin, Dasao is pregnant. My mother said she would go to Qingling Temple, and let me ask you, would you like to go?"

Luo Ran played with Jade's action, and Qingli's eyes looked at him, Qingling Temple? Before Bai Yu's expression of doubt appeared, she nodded and said softly, "Naturally, thank you cousin."

Bai Yu waved his hands again and again: "No thanks, so I will go back first." Although he said so, he looked at Luo Ran reluctantly.

Luo Ran did not seem to see him, and said with a bent eyebrow, "Cousin walks slowly."

Shiba nodded and nodded, then left.

Luo Ran returned to the room again, and placed the box on the dresser. She looked at herself in the mirror, who looked more and more dazzling, and smoothed her hair along the hair. She left Qingling Temple and left a sachet. , Qin and a letter, but Xuan Yi did not find her in the future.

She looked at the person in the mirror, her eyes were faint. If it had not been shown that the drama had been increasing, she would not have stayed at Baifu for so long. It had been half a year, and he wondered if he would see himself again and whether he would lose color.

Three days later, Luo Ran sat in the carriage and walked towards Qingling Temple. Bai Yu also followed. The carriage was very large. She sat with her aunt, and Bai Yu sat on another carriage. The aunt said that again. topic:

"Raner, your mother died, and your aunt treated you as your own daughter. You are now sixteen. What do you think of your marriage?"

Luo Ran's face suddenly took a minute to ask for mercy: "Good aunt, Ran Er has not yet wanted to marry."

My aunt glared at her. She looked much like her sister, but she was more outstanding than her sister. There was a sorrow in her eyes and she didn't want to force her, but she still said, "The marriage event, your aunt doesn't want to force you, but you ca n’t Not mindful. "

After a pause, my aunt said, "If you don't dislike it, Yuer is about the same age as you ..."

Luo Ran frowned suddenly and interrupted him: "Aunt, don't do it. Raner knows his identity, and he can't dare to miss his cousin. Don't say that again."

My aunt looked at her helplessly. Her son did n’t know it. Every time he saw the girl, his eyes were straight. He could n’t see anyone else. As soon as he talked about the marriage, he turned the topic toward It wasn't her mother-in-law who didn't want to complete him, but his cousin Yaner didn't have the idea.

Her son still had a choice, but Kolotan was the only child of her sister. As a woman, she suffered. She was full of pity. Naturally, she didn't want her to marry a man he didn't like, so long as she could protect her.

The carriage quickly reached the Qingling Temple. Bai Yu walked to the carriage and helped his mother to get off the carriage. Then she reached out and went to Fuluo Ran. His mother gave him a glance behind him. The son just wanted to help Ranr logically, but he just did it.

Luo Ran naturally understood Bai Yu's meaning, but he totally felt that he didn't know. He took his carriage lightly and got out of the carriage, then closed it, followed his aunt with his eyebrows, and the number of courtesy was not bad. Glancing at the smile between her eyebrows and keeping up with nothing.

Mrs. Bai shook her head, and did not deliberately create another opportunity for him. Let Luo Ran support her arm and walk towards Qingling Temple. Bai Yu pushed the fan around her waist and walked quickly to the first two steps. Hold Mrs. Bai's arm on the other side. If people who do n’t know see this scene, they may think they are a pair.

Luo Ran seemed to look as usual, but Yu Guang was looking around. When she walked to the main hall, she finally saw the man standing on the steps. She looked indifferent, except that she was thinner and no different from when she first saw her. Luo Ran Looking up at him, maybe different, at least, when he saw her, there was no trace of fluctuation in his eyes.

Xuan Yi also thought about it many times. What was the situation when he met her again? Under the rain and rain, she walked in the alley with an oil-paper umbrella. It was more likely that he would never see her again, but never thought It would be like this when I met her.

She and another man each held a woman's arm, stood under the steps, and looked at each other from a distance. He seemed to see that she was sitting by the window, holding her cheek in one hand, and shouting with smile: "Xuan Yi! "

She went up the steps step by step, and the man beside her was talking to her. She seemed to look up at him before turning her face to respond to the man. The hand in Xuan Yi's sleeve was tight, and he looked at the man. The feeling in the eyes of the man was obvious, without concealment, making his face pale, and he never even told her to like it.

She came to him as if he was a stranger, passing him by, his eyes were dim, her figure seemed to pause, and she sighed lightly. She let go of the woman's arm and turned around. , Facing him, folded his hands, whispered softly:

"Master Xuan Yi, I haven't seen you for a long time. How are you doing recently?"

Xuan Yi's eyes moved slightly, and the hands in the sleeves finally stretched out. The two were so close as they were now, but now they are unfamiliar. They can only be polite: "Xie Luoshi cares, Xuan Yi is all well and well."

He seemed to pause for a moment before he finished speaking, looking at people who were thinner than before. She looked more dazzling than ever, wearing a bun and wearing Luo Shan. He knew she was weak and she was wearing a cloak. His eyes softly looked at him, with inexplicable feelings hidden under his eyes, just as he had heard her sound of bamboo leaves that day.

She nodded, her gaze rested on him, her eyes fluttered back, and she continued to walk towards the hall. The man glanced at him, his eyes dim.

Mrs. Bai asked the abbot in the hall to talk to the abbot, and Luo Ran's eyes turned, and she said softly to Mrs. Bai, "Auntie, I want to go for a walk."

Mrs. White nodded, knowing that she had lived here for a long time, but she said uneasily, "Well, I don't have to go far. I'll wait for you here."

Bai Yu chimed in at this moment: "I'll go with cousin Yaner."

He didn't notice that after speaking to Luo Ran's title, someone's eyes moved slightly in the hall, seemingly relieved.

Luo Ran stopped him: "No need, cousin, I want to go by myself."

Bai Yu's face seemed to be a little broken. When she saw her frown, he quickly said, "Okay."

Luo Ran nodded with a smile, as if she glanced in the direction of someone before she stepped out of the hall.

Luo Ran didn't go directly to Houshan. She went to Xuan Yi's yard. She went to find the harp. She didn't go to the room where she lived in vain. Sure enough, she pushed open the door of Xuan Yi's room. Qin was in his room. She had only been to his room once. She glanced sideways, her eyes lightened, and she saw the oil-paper umbrella by the window.

She lightly pursed her lips, Luo Ran looked away, picked up the harp, followed the path up the hill, and when she saw the bluestone, she seemed to think of something, and she felt a slight smile without knowing her eyebrows. In the past, I sat down like I used to, and placed the piano in front of my eyes.

But for a quarter of an hour, a blue shirt appeared on the path, and he held a scripture in his hand. The scene was too similar, except that instead of walking to the other side of the path, he went to her and looked at her piano. String, a moment, he narrowed his eyes and opened his mouth:

"Where can I get the piano?"

Luo Ran smiled and said softly: "Xuan Yi knowingly asks, where can I get the piano in your room?"

Xuan also looked at her with her eyebrows and paintings, her face as bright as a white moon, and finally asked what she had been hiding in her heart: "How are you doing?"

Luo Ran moved and looked up at him, his eyes clear, and chuckled: "Okay, everything is fine, my aunt is good to me, but ..."

When she said that, she stopped, her smile faded, and Xuan Yi frowned, as if she was hiding a bit of worry and asked her, "Just what?"

She frowned, and her voice came low: "Just, I miss you."

A soft and soft sentence hit Xuan Yi's heart fiercely, as if sour and swollen. He opened his mouth, but it was dumb. He watched her sit on the side of Qingshi, half of the place left, and looked up at him again. Laughing casually:

"sit."

Xuan Yi trembled her eyes and sat down silently. She leaned over her side, resting her head on his shoulders, and wrapped her hands around his waist. She closed her eyes and seemed to be enjoying the moment, Xuan also couldn't see She looked, but when she leaned towards herself, she was totally stiff, and he looked down at the mountain, and the two snuggled together for a long time.

I do n’t know how long, Xuan also felt that his shoulders were light. His eyes were slightly sunken, and he looked at her sideways, but he could only see her hair turned blue. She lowered her eyebrows slightly. She seemed to understand that the time was coming. She He sighed softly, looked up at him, and didn't hide the perseverance under his eyes, barely smiling:

"Aunt is waiting for me. I'll go first."

She no longer stayed, not even glancing at the piano, but the moment she stood up, she was pulled by another person. She stepped, and did not dare to turn her head, until Xuan Yi said with an inexplicable emotion:

"Will you come again in the future?"

She did not turn around, but smiled slightly, with a trace of sadness: "Xuan Yi, you are really unfair."

Xuan Yi's face turned pale. She left him the address, but he never went to see her. Instead, she asked her if she would come again, holding her hand, and could not help loosening.

She pulled out her hand and walked straight to the path. Xuan Yi's sleeve clenched tightly. He could not bear to see her. It was already the limit. But she appeared in front of her eyes again. Can she still hold on to the Buddha? ?

Luo Ran stopped on the path, and she still didn't turn her head, as if she had been away, afraid to be reluctant, she said softly, with a slight choke: "My aunt has mentioned several marriages with me, Xuan Yi, I Can't wait for you too long. "

Xuan also understood her meaning, her eyes were red, but she continued to say:

"I have loved you, and I will not marry anyone else. I am unclean and I will never discredit my parents."

After speaking, she lifted the skirt and ran away quickly, but Yu Xuanyi's face remained pale. He stared blankly at the trail going down the mountain, her figure disappeared gradually.