MTL - Rebirth of the High Gate Mistress-Chapter 649 【Extra】If life were just like the first time we met (11)

Just one year after giving birth to her eldest daughter, Pingyang became pregnant again. Because the two babies were too close together, Pingyang, who was delicate and frail, suffered a severe loss of energy and blood in this pregnancy. She had really suffered a lot in the past few months. .

It’s just that God was not kind to her, and this time she gave birth to a daughter again.

 Although he loves his children very much, one can imagine Pingyang’s disappointment.

Li Xiang was also disappointed, but he still comforted his wife and told her not to worry about having another child for the time being and to take good care of herself first.

From then on, Li Xiang rarely slept with her. He went to Xikua Courtyard more and more often, and even when he stayed in the main courtyard, they lived in separate beds.

Now that she is a mother, Pingyang's mentality has changed a lot. She has always been indifferent to worldly affairs, and she has begun to think about Li Xiang's career. She even believes that Li Xiang's occasional depression is because he lives in the shadow of two outstanding brothers. To.

In order to help him with his career, she even gave him her dowry, but Li Xiang didn't appreciate it. Pingyang tried to reason with him, but Li Xiang still didn't accept her money.

 It's probably because he cares about face too much.

 After all, men don’t like to be favored by women.

Pingyang secretly regretted this for a while.

  She loves Li Xiang so much that whenever they have conflicts, she always likes to find reasons in herself to excuse him.

 It wasn’t until she saw the cruel truth that Pingyang completely woke up.

About two years after giving birth to her second daughter, she became pregnant again.

At the same time, Jiao Xing was also pregnant with Li Xiang's flesh and blood.

Pingyang had not yet given birth to her legitimate son, so logically speaking, Jiao Xing could not keep the child, so Li Xiang begged her, saying that if her pregnancy was still a daughter, and if Jiao Xing gave birth to a boy, the child would He held him under her knees.

After all, other people's children are not her own. Pingyang is not thinking about raising Jiao Xing's child, but Pingyang is still too kind. As a mother, she can't bear to hurt the innocent child, so she agreed to stay. The flesh and bones of Li Xiang are in the delicate belly.

It was this move that allowed her to see Li Xiang's heart clearly.

　　When she and Jiao Xing fell into the water together while she was pregnant, Li Xiang jumped into the water regardless of his own safety. Ping Yang thought that her husband must be trying to save her, but he went towards Jiao Xing regardless of his own safety.

 At that moment, Pingyang stopped struggling.

Although the water was cold, it could not cool her heart.

 Later, mother and son were saved. It was her two sisters-in-law who rescued her in the chaos.

Later, Pingyang thought of this incident and felt grateful that his grandmother and mother were really far-sighted. The main reason why they chose Zhen Guogong’s Mansion in the first place was because of the benevolence of the female family members of the princess’s wife.

They once told her that men are unreliable. When a woman marries someone else, she sometimes spends more time with the family members than with her husband. If a man is unreliable, he can have loyal sisters-in-law to support each other in the house. Life can go on.

As expected, at the critical moment, all she could count on were her sisters-in-law.

Although Pingyang was heartbroken, she was secretly glad that after going through all this, she finally saw her husband's heart clearly.

　His occasional sadness, occasional trance, and the depth of his heart that was always closed to her.

　　What confused her before, now, Pingyang finally understands.

Although it hurts, I finally don’t have to be depressed like a blind man, blind and blind.

From then on, she no longer loved him.

 If you don’t love it anymore, you will be relieved. Unexpectedly, after Jiao Xing gave birth to her daughter, she resolutely left the palace and never saw Li Xiang again.

 She is a woman with a good heart.

To be honest, Pingyang had never paid much attention to Jiao Xing before this. She was mediocre in appearance, and even the maids in Pingyang's room were all prettier than her.

Pingyang didn't wake up until he saw Li Xiang abandoning him and risking his life for her.

 It turned out that he was so sincere towards her.

But Pingyang also wondered, how could this Jiao Xing be worthy of Li Xiang's true love? In terms of birth, appearance, and upbringing, her wife was a thousand times better than Jiao Xing, but Li Xiang only loved that person everywhere. Not as good as his own woman.

In order to protect Jiao Xing, he was even able to restrain his desires, deliberately pretending not to care about Jiao Xing, and carefully protecting her in a safe area.

 Li Xiang worked so hard for her.

Pingyang once loved Li Xiang so much, but she was unwilling to lose. She originally thought that it was Jiao Xing who got to know her and Li Xiang first, so Li Xiang had preconceived ideas and could no longer tolerate others in his heart.

 But in the end, when he saw Jiao Xing leaving resolutely, Pingyang also understood.

 Jiao Xing's love for Li Xiang is no less than hers, even stronger than hers.

 Furthermore, in addition to Jiao Xing's appearance and appearance, these external advantages, her character is indeed unmatched by ordinary women.

 So, preconception was certainly one of the main reasons why she lost to Jiao Xing, but Jiao Xing was indeed a person worth loving, which is why Li Xiang was so devoted to her.

People can mature only after experiencing the world.

After everything was understood, Pingyang simply let herself go and no longer got entangled in the illusory love.

From then on, the little princess of Prince Yong's Mansion, who was inexperienced in world affairs and never knew the sorrows of the world, finally grew up to be an adult.

She had a son of her own. Later, Li Ling was proclaimed emperor and gave up the position of eldest son. She naturally took over the position of sister-in-law and became the mistress of the famous Zhenguo Palace.

 Family affairs are complicated and responsibilities are heavy.

From then on, the simple little princess became stronger little by little. Even though she dreamed about it at midnight, she would sometimes think of the harm her husband had done to her, and her heart would still feel a dull pain. Every time at this time, she couldn't help but feel sad. I miss the carefree days when I was in my boudoir, protected by my cousin from the Pei family.

The pain was a pain, but after all, she no longer had to worry about gains and losses as before.

 Without love, life has become more practical.

 But since that incident, Li Xiang treated her better than before. When talking to her, he would look into her eyes, and he was no longer as perfunctory as before.

She used to often beg him to take her out to play, but he didn't agree a few times. This time, he took the initiative to take her out every now and then, but Pingyang didn't need it anymore. She was in charge of the entire family, and every day With so many things to worry about, there is no time to go out and play.

Every time she rejected Li Xiang, Li Xiang would ask her nervously: "Pingyang, are you still blaming me? Pingyang, I'm sorry for you. Pingyang, I will make it up to you in the future."

Each time, Pingyang smiled faintly: "I'm just busy. I don't blame you, but I won't love you anymore."

Every time he asked this question and every time she answered this way, he would be deeply disappointed. Several times, he even started to cry.

 You will only cherish it if you lose it, but as everyone knows, it is too late.