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MTL - The Path Toward Heaven-~ Postscript (the lake outside the window)
What would Jing Jiu and Xu Le say when they first met?
It is self-introduction.
I originally prepared some words like Xu Le, such as Xiaofeng, a native of Yichang, Hubei, used names, resumes, and other things, including the names of my family members.
That's too awkward, so let's talk briefly.
I live in a very happy and happy family.
Many years ago, my best friend Zhuo Siming from university came to play in Yichang and lived at home for two days. Later on, he often recalled that when he got up, he saw the sunshine. My parents laughed and talked to the computer to fight the landlord, and the whole family was full of happiness.
The leader also said many times later. The first time she went to Yichang's house, she felt that the atmosphere was very good, and her niece Huanzi was very cute and pleasant, which made her very comfortable.
I grew up in a family like this, and grew up freely. I changed my name if I wanted to. I didn’t want to go to work if I didn’t want to work. Then I started writing books according to my interest, but I was still earning money... It’s so beautiful and smooth. For decades.
Even if I didn't have much money when I was young, I got up every day to eat bowl of noodles and took the sports weekly to the children's park to sit in a daze on the grass facing the lake. There is no sense of disguising loneliness and imitating despair as a literary youth, but a kind of idle happiness.
So if life can be repeated again, I will definitely live like this.
There is also a big lake outside the window of Daqing’s house. The scenery varies with the time of day. I am also very happy now. I just rarely stare at the lake in a daze. Most of the time I just habitually admire it twice, and occasionally work harder, take pictures and send Look at the friends in the two groups.
When the sky is overcast with clouds, when the wind is raging, and when the rain falls, the lake is very beautiful. The most beautiful thing is that one day at four o'clock in the morning, I was about to go to bed, and suddenly found that the world outside the window was still... There was faint fog on the opposite side of the lake, and the lake was flat as a mirror, reflecting the blue sky and white clouds in the sky. The beauty was palpitating.
Accompanied by such a beautiful scenery, I slept comfortably. After waking up, I threw the photos into the group, and San Shao and Sandbag jumped out at the same time and said-the mirror of the sky!
It really feels like that, but this kind of picture is too rare. I came to Daqing for ten years. Only when there was no wind on that day, can I have a picturesque scene.
Life is like the lake outside the window of Daqing, there are few when there is no wind.
Before my mother left, we had no clear consciousness anymore. We stood by the bed and listened to her closing her eyes and saying something very clearly.
——The wind and the waves are calm, go.
This is my mother's last words.
Now the words on her tombstone are: "Fengping I, calm forever." This sentence was written on the glass wall of the study and used it in the story.
When there is no wind, you have to pay attention to the scenery outside the window, and when it is windy, try to see some beauty. Happiness is what you need to look for. You have to look for variety shows, TV, movies, sports, eating, drinking and fun, or beautiful scenery and people.
If you really can’t think about it, go to the deepest part of your life, it must be a popular word for funeral, although most people may not really understand what funeral means.
Here again, I bring out the words of Romain Roland-"There is only one kind of true heroism in the world, that is, to recognize the truth of life and continue to love it."
I have said before that this sentence is a compromise of fate and a helpless self-comfort, but it seems to be very good now, because everyone needs comfort.
What is the meaning of being alive? It is to look over the mountain, to think about why the water is flowing down, to find the origin of everything, the reason for existence. What if you can't find it? Then keep looking. So what if everything, including existence itself, is meaningless? This is a false proposition, as the book said, eternal life cannot be proven, and everything is meaningless and cannot be proven. That's why Jing Jiu keeps moving forward, using his life to prove his existence and his pursuit of meaning to prove the existence of meaning.
We are not him, just think about it.
I have been very afraid of death since I was a child, and I often think about this problem. After the age of forty, the stage view is that the purpose of living should be to explain the matter of living.
Of course I can't explain it clearly. The story of Dao Chaotian is not used to explain this matter, but to describe the process.
This is different from Fighter of the Destiny. Fighter of the Destiny says that there is no destiny, only choice. The focus is on the change of our destiny every time we choose. Although Dao Chaotian put a lot of forks out, Jing Jiu and Taiping Zhenren, Lian Sanyue, Patriarch, and General Li have different choices, and Zhao Layue and other juniors have different choices, but that is not important. Because all roads ultimately point to the same place.
The avenue is heading towards the sky, each walking aside.
No matter where you go, just stick to it.
The story of Dao Chaotian doesn't make much sense, but just wants to write what I think is Xiuxian. There was a sentence in the introduction to the Toad Book-a thousand magic spells and infinite roads. I just ask, can I live forever? This is the principle of cultivating immortals that I thought from a young age. Why do humans cultivate immortals? To be higher, faster and stronger? Even if you want to increase your personal strength, it's just for self-protection, not for glory.
It is difficult for me to accept a cultivator who fights every day, engages in conspiracies, and engages in power tricks. If it is possible, Jing Jiu should hide in the cave and not go out like he did in his previous life. The problem is that he will stop shouting.
In fact, what I did in the end was still relatively unsuccessful, and I often made some conspiracies, made some more exciting plot ups and downs, and never forgot to put on airs... No way, the professional ethics is too strong, and the reader's sense of reading has become a habit.
Fortunately, I like most of the plots. For example, Shenmofeng eats hot pot, Yunji Town eats hot pot, Jingyuan eats hot pot, Tianguangfeng steps on the sea of clouds, Liu Ci Huajian, Jing Jiu finds objects and sharpens his sword all the way. My favorite is the Zhongzhou School Questioning Conference, which won the top in the Blue Sky Mirror. I am very happy to write the plot after the ascension, especially the life in the 720 buildings on the moon watching planet behind. Because that building, the snow and the cats and birds are the life I have lived, and I have fed many cats there.
The pursuit of dullness means that the plot and character are not strong. The long life of the monk will also give another layer of feelings to life and death. As I said to you before, forgetting the plot over time is what I foresee and look forward to when I wrote the Dao. , I don’t expect the whole book to be remembered by many people in the future. Just like a modern poem, you will feel it when you read it, but few people can remember what the poem says.
In the volumes of Chaotian Continent, the frontispieces are all ancient poems. After flying to the Galaxy Alliance, they are all modern poems. Of course, they were done deliberately. I like those frontispieces very much-classmate Haitang has paid a lot in this regard. Time and energy-combined with what I said in the previous paragraph, my real idea is to write Dadao into a poem.
Which poem is it? It is the passage used in the book. The last paragraph of Shi Tiesheng’s "I and the Temple of Earth" has been comforting me for several years. I think that is a good poem that cannot be better. Please allow me to copy it here again:
"But the sun, he is always the setting sun and the rising sun. When he extinguished and walked down the mountain to collect the desolate afterglow, it was when he was burning on the other side and climbing up the mountain to spread the fierce glow.
That day, I will also quietly walk down the mountain, holding my crutch...
One day, in a depression in a certain valley, a kid who is bound to run up and hug his toy. "
Of course, that's not me.
But isn't that me? "
The universe makes a song and dance for eternity with its endless desire.
What kind of a human name this desire has can be ignored. "
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What kind of a human name this desire has can be ignored.
Maybe his name is Gu Qing, maybe Nanxi, or Shen Qingshan and Shen Yunbu, maybe Xueji, Xu Le, and of course Jing Jiu.
At the beginning, I thought about whether or not to write the avenue as a group image. The main reason was that Jing Jiu was too boring. His body was special, his mind was special, and he was invincible. This kind of life is inevitable. Boring.
Many readers are saying that Jing Jiu is tasteless. Once I saw a title called "Tasteless Man" on the Internet. I almost used it on him because he didn’t taste the taste, nor did he experience much in life. The taste.
Of course it is very risky to use him as the actor, but when I opened the book, I decided to do so, because I confirmed that his boringness has the greatest passion and deepest attachment to life, and those are the internal commonality of each of us. The part of life, which is also the most needed part of life, is life's destiny.
Such talents are qualified to be the embodiment of the endless desire of the universe, and naturally more qualified to be the protagonists of our story.
There is another protagonist I have written that is also very qualified, and that is Xu Le, because he has become a god, but he chose to leave his life.
Many years ago when writing the postscript of Suzaku, I said that I wanted to write a trilogy of nerves, which are enthusiasm, trance, and distraction.
Perhaps many friends have not noticed that the last volume of Dao Chaotian is called The Book of Gods. Yes, this is the last part of the trilogy.
In fact, after flying to the Star River Alliance, most of the friends who have seen Jike have guessed what happened. Yes, from Qing Yunian to Jike and then to Dadaotian, this is a world I have always wanted to complete. It is also something that everyone has always known.
When Dao Chaotian opened the book, I had already determined that this will be the last long story. The reason why I said in the new book's testimonials that it will be the last two or one long story is that I don’t want readers to think that this story is three too early. The last part of the song, because if it is determined to be the last major feature, then I must finish writing the trilogy.
Since it is the last long story, I wrote more carefully, more deliberately, and more presumptuously than before. As mentioned in the new book testimonials and the two million words testimonials, the preparations for Dadao are particularly meticulous. The writing method is very deliberate, even if it may appear ingenious, it will definitely stick to the end.
When I opened the book, I once said in my testimony, would I worry about the story being too dry? The actor in the book will say later: I never thought about this problem.
In terms of technical details, I am extremely cautious and serious, but I am very presumptuous in terms of interest and core. I will not make any adjustments or self-discipline, and only hesitate on one thing.
At the beginning, I was going to write Xu Le as a great villain-gods used to stand on the opposite side of mankind, and I became the kind of person who hated the most-this kind of literary singing, this kind of subversion of the past is too much Deliberately.
I don't care deliberately, but I like Xu Le, why should I write him as someone I don't like? More importantly, I don't think the past needs to be subverted.
The stories I wrote, the people in the stories, whether they are good people or bad people, whether they are brave people or cowardly people, are all I want to write.
Jiang Yicao and A Chou left Gaoyang in blood, where is the spring breeze? The old dog was teaching in Jiujiang, the white elephant had traveled far away, Maitreya was about to burst, and Zou Leilei was still sleeping quietly. Fan Xian finally stood up in Caojian, and Chen Pingping waited until he came back. The arms of the second brother, Wang Po, and Xilai were all broken. Chen Changsheng and Tang Thirty-Six watched the fat carp sinking to the sludge at the bottom of the pond N times on the tree in the National Education Institute. Sangsang was built into a Buddha by Ning Que, and naturally forgot how to make fried egg noodles. The spring breeze of willow poems lightly came and then left lightly, the morning light was like yesterday, the wind and snow were like before, and there were only black and white in front of the 720th floor.
A cat was lying on the wall of Lao Bi Zhai and on the edge of Shenmo Peak, watching all this, and when it was in the small bookstore, it was still a white mouse.
This is my past.
very simple.
Just write stories, write about those people.
This kind of life begins when it's boring.
In 2001, I tricked my family into putting together money to buy a computer to listen to songs. When I was free, I wrote a martial arts background in the Northern Song Dynasty. Today, no one has seen it except my family.
Then it was 2003. At that time, I was boring in the Climbing Forum. I wanted to talk to the moderator of the data area, A Chou, so I wrote about the ten years of Yingxiu and got her into the book. In Qingyu years, she wrote a few small poems. When I talked to her about it last year, she actually forgot. After going home and checking it for a long time, she said that it seemed that it was really written by her. The time is terrible. At that time, the leader was the moderator of the comment area, and he knew it naturally, and he had to start thinking about making money, so he had the story of Suzaku. I have admitted many times that Suzaku’s creative attitude at the beginning was very bad. I felt that it was to make money and there was no need to be too serious. It was not until Taiwan Publishing House closed down and .asxs began to be available. The attitude was completely reversed and it started to be very cool. The battle between the gods and the Buddha is called a happy one, and one day off a week is no more happy.
Suzaku doesn’t make much money, but it’s officially entered the industry, and it’s the first time the name “Mao Jiu” appeared in front of you. Then he will talk about marriage and marriage, which involves the issue of making more money, so he has a very correct attitude. Want to write a big red book, this is the birth of Qing Yu Nian.
In 2009, I finished writing for more than one year, and I had some savings in my hand. I had enough money to pay the down payment for the house and the wedding ceremony. The house price in Daqing was cheap. When I bought it, it was more than 4,000 square meters and the loan was repaid. Three hundred thousand yuan-I felt very safe, so I decided to write the book I wanted to write the most, and that was Jike. No matter how you look at the subject matter and method of Jike, I know that the audience is limited, so I took the initiative to tell Baojian to reduce the price...Look at how accurate and lovely my judgment of the market is.
Jianke finished writing happily, feeling that his life was awesome, and fell into intense anxiety, thinking about what to do next book. So I wrote a book that I think should be the best with the most serious attitude, and that is Jiang Ye. In fact, I have always believed that Jiangye is the best from fullness to achievement to performance and all aspects, because at that time I was still young.
It's just that Cyclonus has rushed too hard in one or two years, and his body can't hold it in one or three years. After my dad had his heart bypass surgery, he couldn’t take the leader home from the airport. He went to the community hospital and asked me to go directly to the big hospital. Then the doctor at a hospital looked at my blood pressure and ignored me and just picked up the phone. Are there any beds in the inpatient department? No, there must be a bed... High pressure 220 is also a great experience.
After recuperating like an old lady, I overcame a lot of tinnitus, bleeding under the eyes and other minor but extremely worrying problems. I finished writing Jiang Ye and went to Tencent Literature. Although both sides are now in the family, at the time... raising eyebrows was still a bit stressful. The pressure is that my grades must be good...
Fortunately, Fighter's results are really good.
Then it was a five-year period when my mother fell ill, and her emotions, energy, and time were torn apart indescribable. At that time, the WeChat official account could only see the four words of "My Today", and I did not explain the reason once, because I was still Writing seriously.
Looking back, from Suzaku to the great road, there is something I am most proud of in every book. Every book is my proud work. Every book I use my best, come from the heart, and feel like facing the abyss without writing. Never stop until shaking his head.
Again, if life can be repeated, I will probably still be like this. why? Because we can only live once, friends! If this is the case, of course I have to live without regrets as much as possible. This is my pursuit, and I have been doing this for years.
I have said many times that my literary talent and technical ability may not be too strong, but my professional ethics is really good. Of course, what I’m talking about here is not changing every day, but constantly changing-there is always something alive, and I don’t have the time and energy to write. ——But every story I write is serious and has a correct attitude, reaching the upper limit of my ability. If I don’t like what I write is normal, it doesn’t mean I’m not serious about writing. Creating this kind of thing is ultimately self-evidence. The author puts his mind on it and it is perfect.
I did it.
There will always be a reward.
I started writing about the ten years of Yingxiu in 2003. I have written books for 17 years seriously. The results are really good. My subscription is really strong. I have won the monthly pass. My film and television adaptation results are very good. Niu, from any angle, should be the best in the industry. He has won a lot of various awards, and I should have finished the web-related articles. Let’s just say you’re welcome, no matter who will write the history of web articles in the future, you must mention these stories that I and I wrote, or else it’s just nonsense.
This is glory, I didn't say it before, but now show it off. why? Because you want to make you who like me or these stories more proud and bragging. Although my opinion has not changed for more than ten years, you just need to like the book. You don't need to like the author. Similarly, it doesn't matter if you hate me as an author. Don't rise to the book, but what if I have some career fans?
Our readership is called Group Seven.
Of course, Xiong Linquan, Lao Bai, and Da Vinci had a very strong friendship because they lived and died together with Xu Le, but it must be because of Xu Le's awesomeness.
The postscript has not been finished yet, so I would like to publish a list of gratitudes here. First of all, I thank the readers who have subscribed. After reading it, I am not included. Then I want to thank the past moderators and my brain at this time. Readers who can think of it here: Climbing Perch, Gossip Fish, Clouds, Lazy, Dreaming, Bobo, Snow Burning, Master Cai Cai, Xiao Bao, Looking at Bamboo Day and Night, Guan Shan Mo Ye, Jin Wu Cai, Wind Color, Begonia, the snow is burning, coffee with tears, A halo, Haihe, Yang Guo001, the baptism of blood and snow, the white horse screams for the cold, the pig cat, F, Begonia is still there, purple eyes, Yaoyao likes Jiao Enjun, Fang Hailing, Xiao Detective, Mo Moer, Fang Lianhai, Wang Jinglue, Hua Xiaoduo, Hank, Mud Field, Yilan, Mountain, Dark, Dunhuai, Murakami Natsuki, Zhong Lin, Xiaoxue Chenqing... well, there must be more I should remember a lot of names, but at this time, they are a little confused, they are all in the wine! As for my editors and important people in my writing career for more than ten years, I won’t mention them. I love you too!
A few months ago, I started to announce that the Dao Chaotian will end on August 21st. I am so confident because I work very hard and ensure that the paper is kept. Many friends do not understand why they chose that day, but the reason is simple.
That day was the tenth anniversary of my wedding and my leadership.
Some readers should have already thought about it, because you have sent me wedding gifts, books, and all kinds of fun things, and forced me to sing songs in YY.
Over the past ten years, I have gained a lot of love and money on the Internet. This sentence is very nauseating, but I don't think it is because it is true, and the more the better.
This kind of life is really proud of it. There are so many things to be proud of. I won’t pick out and say it here, but there are a few things I really want to share with you, although I don’t know how many times I show off at the wine table and friends. . If you have talked with you in the back of the chapter before, let's consider it the first time today.
The first thing I'm most proud of is watching Yan Man's blasphemy. I guessed the end when I saw it halfway, specifically that sentence.
The second thing I am proud of is staring at the end of the full-time master of Butterfly Blue and contributing a little bit of my wisdom.
The third thing I am proud of is that Bingzhu, that is, the author Mingyu Angel recommended me Jiangnan style for a year. After reading it, I decided that it was unprecedentedly popular. After I arrived in Beijing, I had a drink with Baoge Xiaohua Liu Yi and the others. I showed it to them. They said they were puzzled. I said that if you wait, it will be beyond imagination... It turns out I was right.
The third thing has nothing to do with aesthetics. I just want to prove my judgment. I know what people like, and I can always do it if I want.
So why did you decide not to write a long story on the web?
Of course, it's not because I am worried that I cannot keep up with the times, nor is it because of money. It is not difficult to write a long novel and earn a small goal.
Here I want to return to the trilogy mentioned earlier.
When chatting with Teacher Shao Yanjun and reporters before, I once said why the web articles are all super long. In addition to business needs such as upgrades, daily updates, and long-tail effects, there is another reason that we authors are not writing a separate story, but depicting a world and the people in the world.
I am not good at constructing the world, and I am always a boring materialist. The trilogy and Suzaku are actually different periods of time in the real world. Jiang Ye is my favorite Genesis, and Chance of the Destiny is the lost continent I want to make. After Chaotian Continent is over, the world I want to write about and the world I can write about have already been written. If I could come up with a special world, I would have written science fiction long ago, right?
I have finished my view of the world, but I am still very interested in the relationship between people and certain stories, but that really doesn't need such a long length.
Well, it must be admitted that I have indeed reached my age, although I rarely have this kind of self-consciousness and my mentality has been stuck in my twenties, but I am really tired.
The most important reason is actually want to change.
In the past 17 years, I have participated a lot in the history of online writing, and there is also me in this history. As I said before, this is enough. What can I pursue?
I don't want a static life.
When I dropped out of Sichuan University and ended my part-time job at the car management office, I just didn't want to see my life more than ten years later.
Over the past ten years, my life is very interesting and very happy, because I have turned my interest into a career, without any restriction, without having to deal with anyone, just playing alone for so many years, really handsome.
There is a saying that when interest becomes a career, all charm will be lost, but I don't feel that way. Up to this moment when I wrote my postscript, writing was still my hobby. I didn't resist because my hobby became a career, and I didn't write any stories I didn't want to write because of money. I was very satisfied with myself.
I like to write stories, so I will keep writing them.
I just want to change the specific method now.
How will the next days live? The first is the barbaric physique, civilized spirit, and strive to read more books and movies, and exercise. Since I said that I should keep writing until I die, I still have to fight for death later and write for a few more years.
The second is to get the film and television of the guest. There are other projects as well, but the guest is my first place. I will participate in the whole process, work hard, and report to you when I have news.
I said in the book ten years ago that I have two ideals in life. One was writing a book, which was completed when Suzaku Chi, and the other was making a movie.
Although the film and television of the work has been done a long time ago, what I said is that I want to make a movie. I don't know how to do it, so I'm slowly learning.
The next work is more important. I want to write some harder stories. The ruthlessness mentioned here is not **** violence, but a more vigorous meaning. It is something that pure business should not write about. It is not very beautiful but may be fun.
Finally, I want to see the world more. I will have more time in the future, so just go shopping and stay for a while in your favorite cities, such as Hangzhou and Chengdu.
After I take a good rest for a few months, I will continue to write stories for everyone to see, but when I started writing and where I wrote it, I really don’t know now. Of course, my personal habit is to post in .asxs., but I really don’t know how to do this short and medium story. I will discuss with my editor friends. When I have a conclusion, I will post it here and on the WeChat public account. report.
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In recent years, I have basically been sitting at the computer desk, fishing, playing often, and working from time to time. I don’t have much outdoor sports, that is, I like to drive out to hang out.
Whether it is Daqing or Yichang, I have visited many remote places. Anyway, I usually go out late at night, so I don’t have to worry about safety.
There are many places I like to go, such as the trunk road between two rows of old trees, the road to Sanyoudong, and another special place.
I have said too much in the past few years. I don’t know if I have mentioned it to you. As I said before, if I have mentioned it, it will be the first time.
On the way to Heiyu Lake from Daqing~www.novelbuddy.com~ turn left and go down into the field. On both sides are corn fields and blisters. If you keep driving forward, you can see a charred car standing there. , It's like a scene in a crime movie. My leaders and I often visit.
Occasionally the road will be covered by water, then we will regretfully turn back. We went again in the winter of the previous year. The water across the road was frozen into a mirror-like ice surface with many ice thorns erected on it. It looked extremely sharp and beautiful.
I hesitated for a while, but finally summoned the courage to step on the accelerator. Xiao Hong glided all the way across the ice, listening to the sound of the tires crushing the ice thorns, which was very exciting.
I was honked by a car on the way home. I felt like I was going to fight. When I stopped side by side, I was angry and uneasy. The window rolled down. Before I had time to speak harshly, the other guy said goodbye very quickly and softly. Misunderstanding, I saw your flat tire, and I remind you. I am ashamed and thankful...
Have you said this feeling before? What I really want to say is that it doesn’t matter if the tire is broken, it always needs to be changed. In order to be able to see the beauty, it is worth taking some risks. I think we should have this attitude in both work and life.
thank you all.
Goodbye.