MTL - The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide-Chapter 106 Rebirth

The sky blue diamond necklace is like a garbage, and its owner is ruthlessly discarded on the ground, covered with dust, and wretched and pitiful... The way is to laugh at the broken feelings between them and the trust that has long been lost.

Lu Xiuwen held Ye Hao’s hand slightly, and his thin lips were tight. He wanted to explain what he was talking about, but he didn’t know what to say.

Ye Hao looked coldly at Lu Xiuwen, "Let me go."

Lu Xiuwen's eyes are the painful color of depression. He tried his best to change everything to stop everything... but Ye Hao still met Song Qin. He thought that this world can reverse the situation, but things will eventually go a little bit to the track of the last world. Is he unable to recover this person?

Even if it is a heavy work, it can't make up for its own mistakes, can't change its fate?

He was silent for a long time, hoarse voice: "Xiao Ran... What did Song Qin say to you? He is my competitor, and the words are not credible. Even if you don't believe me... you shouldn't believe him."

Ye Hao decided to look at Lu Xiuwen's face. The corner of his mouth slowly opened a bitter arc. He was not as naive and stupid as he used to be. He wouldn't believe that one inexplicably appeared next to him as he used to, seeming to care for him. 'Good guy'.

Ye Hao does not doubt Lu Xiuwen's words. Song Qin is his competitor. His words have ulterior motives, but - even if he has ulterior motives, this time is just to say the fact that you are deceiving me, isn't it?

Ye Hao’s lips are slightly moving and his eyes are indifferent: “He just told me that you loved my mother. When I first made her wedding and forced her to leave with my father, you adopted me because of her. ""

Lu Xiuwen gave a slight glimpse. This Song Qin said that it was not the same as the previous one. He did not fabricate his own lies that killed Gu Xueya.

Ye Hao’s eyes looked sad. He smiled softly and said to Lu Xiuwen: “Is it a lie?”

Lu Xiuwen could not refute, this time Song Qin did not lie, but the more it was... it was even more deadly, because he could not even come up with the preparations to overthrow Song Qin’s lies.

The direction of things has changed slightly.

Ye Hao only knows Lu Xiuwen's expression and knows the answer.

Probably as Song Qin said, this is something that many people know, so Lu Xiuwen can no longer lie to him. The fact is the fact that paper can't cover the fire.

I don’t know if I am stupid. Maybe even Zhang Hongzhi knows it, so I will laugh at him like that.

What he believes is not Song Qin’s provocation. What he believes is only the facts – the **** and cruel facts. He had innocently thought that Lu Xiuwen really only regarded his mother as his sister. It was really just a good-hearted person who took him, his beloved uncle...

Ye Hao’s hand trembled a little. He felt that his throat was hard and he could hardly speak, but he still wanted to ask, so he would not have to be lucky.

He opened his mouth, and every time he spit out a word, it was like cutting a knife in his heart. His eyes were full of sorrow. "If it is not a mother, you will not take me at all, isn't it? You are good to me, just because You love her."

Although Ye Hao’s voice calmed down and didn’t look as angry as before, Lu Xiuwen felt that he was truly losing this person, just like the last one.

He looked at Ye Hao painfully and said: "She is my loved one. I am taking care of her children. Is there anything I can? As far as I am still in love with her, it is simply nonsense!"

Ye Hao still looked at him calmly and said, "Oh, is it?"

Lu Xiuwen is not willing to look at Ye Hao again. His eyes are so painful. He said, "If you just want to say this, it is absolutely unnecessary. Do you know these things long ago? I really did because she only took you, but I For you, not only because of her, but also because I love you, I liked her, but that was a long time ago, and now I love only people."

you love Me?

Ye Hao’s heart is cold, what do you really love me? Or do I love other people through me?

Do you love me, will you count me like this?

Don't say this again, I am already suffering, because I can only resent myself... I can't resent my dead mother, can't resent you to raise me, I can only hate why I have to face this, but now I am I don't want to continue this way.

Ye Hao slightly opened his mouth and asked the last question: "Is there a tracker in that necklace?"

Lu Xiuwen’s face has finally changed.

Ye Hao sneered a sigh, and said that he opened the words of Lu Xiuwen. The voice was determined. "I already know the answer I want to know. I can tell you now. - I don't need you to love me or you." Hypocrisy is good for me, as long as you don't bother me anymore, don't appear in front of me."

After you turn around, you have to go.

He is fed up, he has had enough of it, he just wants to stay away from Lu Xiuwen, away from the people who bring him all happiness and all the pains.

Lu Xiuwen looked at his empty hand and looked up at the back of Ye Hao.

Like the previous world, he met Song Qin, believed in Song Qin’s words, and then determined to leave him. This time he let him go... I am afraid that I will never see this person again.

The diamond necklace on the ground was abandoned by the owner, and it seemed to be laughing at him, watching... you tried your best, and finally did you not return to the original point?

You can't control this person, he is destined to leave you.

Lu Xiuwen’s eyes are red, and the dark and painful colors at the bottom of the eyes are entangled. Seeing Ye Hao step by step and getting farther and farther away from him... like a kite that has broken the line, and finally he can’t catch it. local.

He had no desire to live for this. When he died, he vowed to take possession of this person forever, so that he could never leave him again, so he would return to him if he was born again. But the ending is still the same as the previous one.

Why don't you believe that I love you? Why don't you believe me?

Why must I leave me? !

[叮, Lu Xiuwen blackening value +15, current blackening value 30]

Seeing that Ye Hao’s figure is about to disappear in Lu Xiuwen’s line of sight, he suddenly took a step and grabbed Ye Hao’s hand, his voice hoarse and low: “Go home with me.”

Ye Hao didn't expect Lu Xiuwen to chase it up again. He tried hard to open Lu Xiuwen's hand, but this time Lu Xiuwen's hand was like a steel tongs, which made his wrist hurt, but he couldn't open it. His The voice is finally no longer calm, angry said: "You let me go! There is not my home! No!"

Lu Xiuwen’s expression was unchanged, and he opened his mouth slightly, revealing a sigh of smile. He said, “Is the temper enough? If you have enough, you will go home, don’t say this, okay?”

Don't say this, it makes people feel cold and painful.

Ye Hao heard more words and was even more angry! All of this is just a temper in Lu Xiuwen’s eyes?

However, Lu Xiuwen was like a person, regardless of Ye Hao’s resistance, directly grabbed his wrist and dragged it outside, forcibly stuffed it into the car, and then calmly ordered the driver: “Go home.”

Ye Hao reached out and pulled the door down. Lu Xiuwen pulled off his tie with no expression, tied his hands behind him, then pressed his upper body on his lap and looked at him slowly. Slow down: "Don't move, it's not safe."

Ye Hao did not expect Lu Xiuwen to tie him, struggling desperately, his eyes reddened: "What are you going to do?!"

Lu Xiuwen gently touched the face of Ye Hao, gently said: "I said, we go home."

I thought I would give you some freedom. You can calm down and listen to me. I thought that indulgence can make you change your mind... But I was wrong, but you were once again challenged by Song Qin and wanted to leave me again.

I don't want to do this, but I have to do it. Just shut you up and you can't leave me anymore.

Lu Xiuwen bowed his head and kissed Ye Hao's forehead. These days he didn't want to touch this person all the time, but he could only suppress his impulses and keep him away from him. He didn't appear in front of him, but he didn't want to endure any more.

If you have to leave anyway, I can only leave you in this way.

Where is Ye Xiu's opponent of Lu Xiuwen, he was imprisoned and unable to move, and soon the car opened back to the house. Lu Xiuwen directly took Ye Hao out and placed it on the sofa in the living room, but did not solve him. Tied with the hand, but held him tightly in his arms, calmly said: "We are home, don't make trouble? Don't think about it, my heart is only you."

Ye Xie died and died in Lu Xiuwen, tears in the eyelids, and finally did not hold back or flow down, madly shouted: "You roll! You let me go, give me a roll!"

"Why do you do this! I want to leave here, I don't want to see you!"

He is going crazy, why is this going to be like this? Is this still Lu Xiuwen who is always gentle and considerate? It is said that the pretending gentle Lu Xiuwen has finally lost patience and is unwilling to perform again. Ning can use this means to leave him...

Do you love my mother so much?

But no matter how Ye Hao cried and struggled, Lu Xiuwen did not let go of this time. He couldn’t let go anymore, and once he let go, he completely lost this person.

He just held Ye Hao hard and determined that he still owns this person.

Ye Hao cried, his eyes were blind, his vision gradually blurred. On this day he experienced too many things. He learned the cruel truth. He knew Lu Xiuwen’s true thoughts. He just wanted to leave. ... This person is not willing to let him go, must bring him back.

This is not the one he loves. It is just a demon who refuses to let him go.

He never actually gave him the opportunity to choose.

Ye Hao cried and cried, and I didn't know how long it took. Finally I couldn't hold it, and I finally slept in Lu Xiuwen's arms.

Lu Xiuwen coveted Ye Hao's face and gently rubbed the tears on his face.

Sorry, but I can't let you go.

..................

Ye Hao turned over, and the body was a soft bed, familiar with the fresh air, not the school's forced wooden bed, even the small room with no air conditioning, it was so happy!

Moreover, he does not have to continue to work part-time, fighting with the bear child, and thinking of Ye Hao, he is moved to cry.

[Ye Wei: I finally went home. I love my family. My home is the most intimate harbor in the world. It is the home of the wanderer. I am willing to die here and I don't want to be a homeless child. 】

[888:......]mmp

Ye Xie's stomach was hungry and screaming, slowly swallowing his eyes and moving, and found himself in Lu Xiuwen's arms, struggling to leave.

Lu Xiuwen’s gentle but firm grasp of Ye Hao’s wrist, the low voice sounded in his ear, “Don’t move.”

Ye stunned for a moment, and then found that he had encountered something hard and hard. All the memories of Lu Xiuwen’s love and entanglement before this moment rushed into his mind.

He is surrounded by this person, his nose is also his breath, this man once possessed him as strong, ruthlessly plundered him...

Ye Hao’s face is red, but this time it’s not just shy, it’s more of anger and pain, and now... he can’t forget everything that this man brought to him. He hates himself, why not? Forget about this.

Ye Hao bit his teeth, staring at him with red eyes, his lips white.

Lu Xiuwen used all his strength to restrain himself from moving leaves. At this moment, he looked at his shameful and painful eyes. The suppression of his heart was unspeakable... He was silent for a long time, let go of Ye Hao and went out.

Ye Hao didn't expect Lu Xiuwen to let go, stayed for a while, then rushed downstairs wearing slippers, he was leaving here!

But what surprised him was that the door was locked! Even the door locks were changed. Ye Hao turned around in the house and found that the doors and windows of the house were all changed by Lu Xiuwen. He could not leave here!

Ye Haoqi’s body trembled. What does Lu Xiuwen mean? Should you keep yourself here? !

At this moment, Lu Xiuwen came out of the kitchen with breakfast. His eyes looked at Ye Hao gently and said, "Come and eat, Xiaoran."

Ye Hao slowly looked back at him.

How can this man be able to do this kind of thing, and how can it be as if nothing had happened? And why he used to call him to eat in the past, as if nothing had happened before, and the familiar scene in front of him stung the eyes of Ye Hao.

We can't go back, why don't you let me go, why don't you let me go!

Ye Hao looked at him and sneered: "I am not hungry."

Lu Xiuwen’s eyes glanced, but he was quickly hidden. How could he not be hungry? Didn't eat anything day and night? His hands tightened and turned to Ye Hao.

Ye Hao remembered the actions of Lu Xiuwen yesterday, and thought that he would not want to turn around and escape! However, Lu Xiuwen moved faster, and he took his waist and took him back! Regardless of Ye Hao’s struggle, Lu Xiuwen put him on his lap and said, “You should eat something, otherwise the body can’t stand it.”

Ye Qiangqiang bit his teeth, a look that he did not eat.

Lu Xiuwen decided to look at him for a long while, sighed with a slight inaudible sigh. He suddenly took the porridge and took a sip of his own. Then he pinched Ye Hao’s jaw and forced his fingers to open his mouth. He bowed his head and kissed. Go up!

Ye Hao's legs kicked, desperately trying to get rid of Lu Xiuwen's control, but once the man tore open the gentle appearance, his strength is simply unable to resist Ye Hao!

The porridge overflowed some of the mouths of the two people, and Lu Xiuwen didn't care. He continued to take a bite and fed Ye Hao!

Ye Haoqi's face is red! Shortness of breath, realizing that he is not an opponent of Lu Xiuwen, and when resistance is also futile, he finally shows his grief and anger, saying: "Enough! I can eat it myself!"

Lu Xiuwen made a move, obediently released Ye Hao, and placed him on the chair next to him. He said softly, "I will go over and give you a bowl."

Said to stop and go back to the kitchen to give Ye Hao a bowl, placed in front of him, the voice is low and soothing: "eat it."

Ye Hao stared at the bowl in front of him, his body trembled, his teeth bite... Hehe... He had an illusion about this person before. He pretended to be so gentle, but wanted to paralyze himself? Now that he knows that he can't lie to himself, is it finally revealed?

Is this your true face? I don’t care if my pain is not painful. It’s hard to be sad. Anyway, you can control everything...

If you are tired of playing the game you are chasing, I want to know how to do it to me, because I can't escape your palm.

Liar, you are the most despicable swindler in the world.

Ye Hao lowered his head and eventually picked up the spoon, tears dripping a drop in the bowl.

This was his favorite. The chef at home knows his taste very well. He especially likes to eat at home, but the things he once liked are only painful to him. The rest of the rest are all unbearable memories. .

Lu Xiuwen saw that Ye Hao had finally eaten, and he was relieved, but the suppression of his heart did not ease half of it, because Ye Hao was not happy.

He is crying.

This is the person who has been careful in his heart for more than ten years. He is reluctant to touch it, but he is now forcing him to make him sad.

Lu Xiuwen is very painful. He has never regretted what he did.

Lu Xiuwen walked over and gently stroked Ye Hao's back. He said softly in his ear: "Sorry, I should not deceive you, but I love you. This is true."

He paused and said: "I liked your mother's business. I didn't mean to tell you. I just didn't think it was necessary. After all, it was the last two decades. Maybe I started because I adopted you. But after so many years, my feelings for you have long been irrelevant to her."

Ye Hao was held in his arms by Lu Xiuwen. He had no strength to struggle. He never hated his weakness.

Because he can't resist, he can only stay with this person, listening to his so-called explanation, anyway, he wants to say anything, he can only listen to it.

Lu Xiuwen holds Ye Hao and his eyes are sore.

He really loves this person, but this person does not believe him, which is probably the most powerless thing in the world.

Because even if he pulls his heart out, he can't prove that his heart belongs to him. Once trust is lost, once the relationship has a crack, it will never be able to make up, and suspiciously will eventually destroy everything.

This is not a commercial competition. There is a win or loss, not a competitive game. There is a ranking, not like killing and killing. There is always someone who is dead.

Feelings... There is no way to draw a 100% conclusion. Once you are not trusted, it makes no sense to say that you can do more.

Lu Xiuwen bowed his head and his lips touched the top of Ye Hao's head. His eyes were unprecedentedly sad and helpless. What should I do? Can you believe that I love you?

..................

In addition to not letting Ye Hao go out, Lu Xiuwen cares for him in any other way, and he is very careful in his work. Occasionally he can't stay with Ye Hao at home, and he will let the babysitter look at him at home, and let Ye Hao alone. Stay at home so much that something unexpected happened.

Ye Hao’s range of activities is limited to a few small floors, where Lu Xiuwen is everywhere.

Here is his home, there are all his good memories everywhere. He is an orphan, but he has not fallen to the orphanage, nor has he tasted the bitterness of the world. He lives in a warm Lujia, and some people are wholeheartedly good to him. He is a little wronged and is happier than many children with parents.

He once thanked God so much, he was grateful for everything he had.

But all of this has changed now.

When Lu Xiuwen looked at him gently, he would think, Lu Suwen actually wants to see who, when Lu Xiuwen patiently takes care of him, he will think about who Lu Suwen thinks.

When Lu Xiuwen was on him, when he pressed him under his body, who was it?

On this day, Lu Xiuwen went out to the meeting and found that Ye Hao was not in the living room, and the nanny stood on the second floor cautiously, giving Lu Xiuwen a look.

Lu Xiuwen immediately understood that Ye Hao should be in the study. When he went up, he saw Ye Hao standing at his desk and holding a photo in his hand.

This is a photo of Lu Xiuwen in the study. The photo is a family portrait. Lu Xiuwen was standing next to Gu Xueya when he was young. He smiled brightly. This is an old photo twenty years ago. He has been placed in his glass. In the bookcase.

In fact, there are more than one photo in the bookcase, and there are more photos of him and Ye Wei. There are small leafhoppers, grown leafhoppers, high school leafhoppers in junior high school... there are separate photos. There are photos of them together, although Gu Xueya’s photos are also there, but in fact they do not have much.

Originally this was not a very important thing, but now Lu Xiuwen is sensitive to the fact that he should not let Ye Hao see this. He walked over and whispered: "What are you looking at?"

Ye Hao looked at Gu Xueya in the photo, her eyes were awkward. This is his mother. He actually can't remember her. After all, when she died, she was still so small.

Lu Xiuwen's existence made up for what he lost, and replaced his parents, so that his later life was Lu Xiuwen...

Ye Hao slowly raised his head, his expression was mild and mild, his eyes were not stabbed, his voice was not cold, but he said very plainly: "I am watching my mother."

Lu Xiuwen feared that Ye Hao remembered those things, took the photos in his hands, and took his hand and said, "Let's see it again, let's go first."

Ye Hao said: "Wait."

Lu Xiuwen’s eyes were deep and tempted: “What’s wrong?”

Ye Hao decided to look at Lu Xiuwen’s face, and suddenly his eyes were in love. His lips moved: "Uncle, I care about you, do you know?"

Lu Xiuwen was silent for a moment and nodded.

Ye Hao smiled. The smile was a bit invisible and bitter. "How much do I love you, do you know?"

Lu Xiuwen listened to this sentence, and his heart stunned, and even the heartbeat seemed to stop for a moment.

He did not expect to hear the word 'love' from the mouth of Ye Hao. This word is already a luxury for him.

"I think you should know." Ye Hao lowered his eyes, his voice softly: "After all, you know everything, unlike I don't know anything..."

Lu Xiuwen’s voice is hoarse: “I...”

Ye Hao didn't wait for him to finish, suddenly raised his mouth, smiled at him, and his voice was soft. "But how much I love you, how much hate you now."

In his black scorpion is the light of indifference, and the lips that are slightly open and closed say the same words as the previous one, seemingly ruthless and cold.

He said: "You make me feel sick."