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MTL - The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide-Chapter 142 Brother's revenge story
Ye’s looking at the man, his eyes falling into the deep black sea, the whole mind seems to have been sucked in, as if by some kind Unspeakable sorrow and sorrow, I can't move my eyes at a time.
Shen Yu also looked at Ye Hao.
These days, he told himself over and over again... Don't think about Ye Hao again.
You are over, there is no possibility at all. He doesn't remember you now. You can forget the troubles and live a happy life. The only thing you can do is to bless him... just know that he is still good enough.
At least, I am still in the same world as you, at least, you are still alive.
I dare not expect more.
Indulging in this way, he kept himself at home, afraid that he couldn’t control what he was doing, even though he had a decision in his heart, it was like taking his soul out.
After a long time, he finally walked out of the house and unwittingly came here.
Here is where Ye Hao likes to come. Shen Shen sits here and looks at the empty position, dreaming that when they were together, he did not think that Ye Hao could still appear in front of him, but Ye Hao appeared.
In his memories, Ye Hao always looked at him gently and smiled at him.
At this moment, the person who was gently watched by Ye Hao is no longer him, but another man. The man replaced his position and sat opposite Ye Hao. They smiled and talked, the atmosphere was warm and timid, when they left. Also kissed him.
All this is so beautiful, about what he imagined in his heart, Ye Hao has other people who love him, happy life.
But when I saw it with my own eyes, it was like the **** wounds of my heart were opened again and then sprinkled with salt.
Everything is coming back. He is not the one he loves, not an insignificant passer-by. He is not even qualified to be hated.
Shen Yan gently spit out a breath, even if it seems to pull the wound in the chest, this encounter is just an accident, he should leave, but you can satisfy it at a glance.
But just turned around, I heard a cold voice behind him: "Isn't this a total? Come here to eat?"
The indulgent footsteps, tightly stretched the lower jaw and slowly turned around.
Zheng Sen did not find Shen Yu, he just secretly kissed Ye Hao, satisfied, but did not want Ye Hao to suddenly go away, looking at other directions, the focus of the eyes made Zheng Sen could not help but look back, look When I was indulged, my eyes suddenly cooled down.
Even if you don’t remember anything, even if you are by my side now, is it still so important in your heart? It is easy to capture all your minds. At this moment, Zheng Sen’s heart rises incomparably.
In fact, he probably does not have the selflessness of his own performance. In the face of love, he also has the feelings of ordinary people, and he will envy you.
Shen Wei fixedly looked at the two people. He saw the cold demonstration of Zheng Sen's eyes. He laughed at the corner of his mouth. Although every breath seemed to burn his throat, his voice was low and quiet: " Yes, very clever."
Zheng Sen sneered and wanted to say something again. Ye Hao suddenly pulled his sleeve and said, "I want to go back."
Zheng Sen turned back to the top of the leaf, his eyes softened and said: "Well, let's go back."
Just now is his konjac, why bother with Shen? No matter what he did wrong before sinking, what relationship he had with Ye Hao, now Ye Hao does not remember him. He is the one who can protect him from his side with Ye Hao.
Ye Hao lowered his eyes and turned and walked out first. He didn't know why he wanted to say this. It was probably the sadness in the eyes of Shen Yan who touched him, even though the man’s face showed nothing. But he just knows... he is very sad and sad, and he does not want him to be more painful and sad.
For a moment, he wanted to come forward and ask him, why should he look at him with such a sad look? But he knows that it is not a good time to ask this sentence.
Ye Hao returned home and has been somewhat absent-minded.
Zheng Sen noticed that, to tell the truth, some regretted that Ye Hao went there to eat, and he did not expect to encounter indulge there.
He looked at Ye Hao's look a little tired, hesitated for a moment without saying anything, just said: "Today is also tired, take a rest early."
Ye Hao nodded and smiled: "You are too."
After that, I went back to the house and closed the door.
Zheng Sen looked at the closed door, his eyes groaned, and finally left.
Ye Hao lay in bed and began to sigh.
[888: What kind of sigh you sigh, isn't it happening as you wish? 】
[Ye Ye: The purpose of the encounter is just a temptation. The result of the temptation is not satisfactory. My brother gave up more than I thought. This is a bit difficult...]
[888: Oh, have you played too much? congratulations. 】
[Ye Wei: ...]
[Ye Wei: Cough, in fact, it is not so difficult, things are artificial o (∩_∩) o~]
[888: Oh. 】
[Ye Wei: I will let him know that even if you lose your memory, he is different from me, and no one can stop our fate! 】
[888:......]
Ye Hao has always been optimistic and open-minded. Although Shen Hao can be considered completely dead now, but it is a situation in which he does not give him any hope, with a good impression on him, as long as there is a hope and opportunity, can you continue this way? Indifferent?
Men, just like flying a kite, if you let go, you will pull the line, but you are not coming back.
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The next day, Ye Hao got up, Zheng Sen had already stepped up, and gave him breakfast as usual. He smiled and said: "I thought you would sleep for a while."
Ye Hao smiled a little embarrassedly: "No."
When Zheng Sen came over, he would pull the leaves of Ye Ye, but Ye Hao did not move quietly. He came straight to sit down and smiled and said: "It is always embarrassing to bother you."
Zheng Sen’s eyes stunned. Yesterday, he finally got the courage to kiss Ye Hao. Although he was interrupted by Shen Yu, Ye Hao did not say anything afterwards, but Ye Hao started to avoid himself today. This is not a good one. Signs.
This breakfast was a bit quiet, and both of them were thoughtful and did not break the rare silence.
It didn't take long for Ye Hao to put down the chopsticks and hesitated for a moment. "I have something, I want to discuss it with you."
Zheng Sen’s heart sank slightly, but the face still smiled, and the voice was as gentle as ever: “What?”
Ye said: "I want to move out."
Zheng Sen’s hand was tight, and the smile on his face did not last. For a long time, he said with a dull voice: “Why? Is it not customary to live here?”
Ye Hao’s expression of Zheng Sen’s loss is very uncomfortable, as if his own proposal hurts the heart of this person, but this is his deliberate decision. In fact, he went to Zheng Sen that night. He originally wanted to say this. Whoever thought Cheng Sen first said in a step-by-step manner that his words were not spoken, and he did not mention it later. It seems that he was rejecting Zheng Sen.
However, he thought about it for one night yesterday, and Zheng Sen’s face continued to appear, and the gentle kiss... and the face of the strange man who could not linger.
Can he really accept Zheng Sen like this? Probably not able to do so, it is not easy and muddy, it is not good for them.
Ye Hao’s eyes apologize, but still firmly said: “No, it’s good here, but I don’t think I can always rely on you, or I should learn to live my life.”
Zheng Sen was a bitter smile, no longer calm: "Is it? Or is it because I kissed you yesterday that made you embarrassed?"
Ye Yiyi, quickly said: "No."
Zheng Sen decided to look at him: "I apologize for yesterday's abrupt behavior, and I will not force you to give me the answer. You don't have to have a psychological burden when you live here."
Ye Hao was finally silent.
Zheng Sen licked his lips. He suddenly wanted to ask if he was indulged, but he felt that if he asked this, it would look childish and ridiculous, so he did not ask.
Everything is still very good yesterday. He is full of hope for their future, but today, he has returned to reality.
Do they have no such fate?
Ye Hao’s expression was solemn. He seemed to finally make up his mind and said again: “Sorry, I really can’t accept your intentions for the time being, I thank you very much, but...”
Zheng Sen suddenly interrupted him, his eyes showed a sense of defeat, showing a helpless smile: "I know."
Ye Hao is a little embarrassed to avoid sight.
Zheng Sen walked up to him and leaned over and looked at him seriously: "I promise you, but please promise me, we are still friends, okay?" I have been waiting for you for more than ten years, and I can wait for it again.
Ye stunned, he thought that Zheng Sen would leave in anger and anger, never thought that even if he refused, he still said this, he He Dehe can treat people like this.
He smiled: "Of course we are friends."
In this way, Ye Hao moved out of Zheng Sen’s house.
Zheng Sen found a single apartment for him, not too big, but the environment is good, a person lives more than enough, and when he leaves, he is again and again, there must be something to find him, do not force.
After Ye Hao reluctantly agreed several times, Zheng Sen finally left.
[Ye Wei: It’s not easy, I finally moved out, now I’m going to start my second step! 】
[888:......]
[Ye Ye: My brother, my brother will love you~>_<]
[888:......] He just wants to get out early.
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Ye Hao didn't rush to see Shen Yu, it seemed too deliberate. He had a leisurely life, walked around, and looked for the look of memories until he felt it was almost the same. I will meet you.
After all, it is impossible to untie the sinking knot and eliminate the blackening value.
Since the day he left, Shen Yu has devoted himself to his work more and more, trying to paralyze himself with his endless work.
Ye Hao had just had an accident. During the time when the truth was exposed, he had no intention of the company. The blow brought by the truth made him almost stunned, but he finally insisted on it. He could not simply give up because of his own pain. .
These were originally things belonging to Han Xu. Although Han Xu now remembers nothing, he still needs to take care of him. When he thinks about everything one day, or when he needs it, he will return to the original owner.
The assistant looked at Shen Wei and finally he was willing to return to the company to preside over the overall situation. He was moved to cry out, but he was so worried that he couldn’t wait for the company to be the head of the company.
Serious work is a good thing, but serious overwork will be overworked.
Finally, one day, the assistant couldn’t help but say to Shen Shen: "Shen, if you really want to see him, you can actually go."
The sinking head didn't lift, and while typing on the keyboard, he said: "No need."
The assistant sighed. He hesitated for a while before he said, "I have something to tell you. He moved out of Zheng Sen's home. Now he lives alone."
The action of sinking and typing was awkward, and the expression finally changed. Turning his head and looking at the assistant sharply, the voice was low. "You tracked him? I said, don't investigate his news again."
The assistant's expression is helpless: "But are you really letting it go?"
Shen Yan closed his eyes, and some things were not that he wanted to let go, but he could not let go.
He repeated it again: "You don't have to tell me about him any more, and you won't be able to follow him again."
The assistant shook his head and turned and went out. He could only do this.
A person's office is very deserted, sinking in the chair with his eyes closed, dim light falling on his face, and the cold face seems to be covered with a layer of gray color, lonely and incomparable.
He felt that he was very ridiculous, and he said that he didn't want to know the news of that person, but even if he only said a word, he could easily touch his heart.
He couldn't help but think of that encounter again. Ming Ye and Zheng Sen are very good. They are so close together, even kissing, should they be together? Zheng Sen will definitely be good to Ye Hao. After all, he has been waiting for him for so many years.
But why did Ye Hao move out again? Is there any reason to separate?
Or, actually, Ye Hao did not accept Zheng Sen at all? So I moved out... The heart of Shen suddenly jumped a little faster, but he reached out and pressed his chest, but slowly calmed down.
The wound that never faded reminded him, even if Ye Hao didn't be with Zheng Sen, what did he have to do with him?
Anyway... he will not accept him.
When Shen Yan opened his eyes again, his eyes were already indifferent. He looked up at the monitor and continued to process the file data in the system. If you don't know what else you can do, it is enough to do well.
He is already sorry for his father, can no longer be sorry for his mother, he still has a lot to do.
The blink of an eye is another week.
Sinking out of the house this day, although the mother did not blame him for that, but in the end, the family is broken because of a dead person, she loves Han Xu, but loves her husband and son, so Unable to accept such a result.
For her, this is equally unbearable.
Shen Yu was comforted, but his mother was increasingly alienated from him.
The two quietly and politely ate the meal. When they left home, Shen Yan felt a little depressed. Instead of taking the car, he walked along the roadside.
He looked at the lights in the distance and unknowingly went to a place.
Here is the park on the riverside. From here you can see the high-rise buildings across the river, as well as the iconic buildings. In this bustling city that never sleeps, like the stars at night, he suddenly remembered a long time ago, one day he and Ye Hao came. to here.
He quietly liked Ye Hao for a long time. He finally got the courage to confess to Ye Hao. His mood was very embarrassing. Because Ye Hao is his brother, he always treated him as a younger brother. He is so good to him... I don’t know if he will He would hate him and feel that he was disgusting, but he could not continue to suppress his affection. He is such a person who loves this heart, and his inner feelings make him want to express his affection.
So right here, he said to Ye Hao that he likes him.
At that time, Ye Hao looked at him. The gentle face was more gentle in the night. The two eyes seemed to contain the most beautiful glory in the world. He did not show his unhappy or disgusted eyes. His expression did not change even, just use Very natural tone, I like you too.
It seems to be just a normal thing.
Shen Wei was very nervous and very uneasy at the time. He suspected that Ye Hao might not understand what he meant. He thought that this kind of love was just a love for his brother and his brother. When he wanted to say something, Ye Hao suddenly kissed him.
The gentle kiss made all his restlessness disappear.
He looked at each other's eyes and never felt so happy and relaxed. The feeling of mutual understanding and mutual understanding made him think that there would never be misunderstandings between them and never separate.
But who knows that the changes in this world are far more bizarre than imagination?
Indulging his hands on the railing, he looked at the front with some disappointment, the cold wind blew his face, and the coldness chilled through his heart. The happiest time of his life, staying forever ten years ago, when he was twenty years old .
Since then, only endless suffering has been suffered.
He laughed at himself, probably this is his life.
Shen Yan turned and he thought that he should leave, but once again he saw the person inadvertently, and stood in front of him without any warning.
For a moment, he even thought it was his own illusion, but soon he realized that Ye Hao was really there... Shen Qiang licked his lips, and he suddenly remembered that these places would have to come less. He didn't want to meet again for the third time.
Since the decision to let go, not only to leave this person, but also to disappear from this person's world, together with these places with common memories, must also be dug out from the bottom of my heart.
Ye Hao was only inadvertently coming here for a walk. Standing alone and looking at the opposite side, I don’t know why my heart was empty. It seems that something very important was lost. At this time... He saw the man again.
At this moment, the man appeared in this empty and cold world, as if he had just filled the lost blank, just like the piece that the puzzle just lacked, and his heart jumped faster.
After he woke up, he had seen this person three times. Although he barely spoke, it was just a confrontation, but the heart that brought him was always unprecedented.
He suddenly had a lot of words to ask him.
However, Shen Yan turned and left, and seemed to have no meaning in talking to him. It was worse than strangers.
Ye Hao could not help but frown, and quickly chased the past, ran a few steps and finally stopped in front of the sinking, took a deep breath, staring at the indulgent eyes, said: "You know me, right?"
Shen Yan did not expect that Ye Hao would catch up. He looked at Ye Hao. His eyes were the color of sadness and pain, but he was not willing to let him discover that he had been silent for a long time and finally said: "Yes."
Ye Hao asked: "What is your relationship with me?"
He urgently wanted an answer to answer the doubts in his heart, to know what the sad and sad emotions were, and his eyes became a little urgent.
The sinking fingers trembled and he suddenly couldn't answer the question.
What is our relationship?
We used to be the ones we love the most, and now we are the ones who are the least likely to be together. We are the ones who are the most involved, and the ones who hurt each other the most.
Unfortunately, I can't tell you all of this.
"We have nothing to do with it." Shen Xiao smiled, and he said softly and casually: "Just know it."
You always know a lot of people in this world, and I am no different from those people.
After he finished this sentence, he could no longer continue to go on. He walked away from Ye Hao and walked out, his body was cold and he refused to be thousands of miles away.
Ye Hao slightly stunned, he did not believe in the words of Shen Yu, it is rare to encounter unwilling to let go of this way, fear that the next time will not be met, the doubts in the heart will never have a chance to answer, he wants to figure out everything!
Ye Hao quickly chased the past again!
Because of the hard work of the hairpin, Shen has already stepped down the stairs and went out very far. Seeing that he is leaving, Ye Hao suddenly stepped up.
At this time, passing by two boys, while watching the phone while gossip.
"Hey, have you seen the latest news? Shen Dayao was seriously released on bail."
"Hey, is it an excuse for serious illness? I don't believe it is really sick."
"Is it possible, after all, I am old, it is normal to get sick of this kind of thing. But I don't think he will be like it. So long ago, there was only one person who came out, it is sooner or later... ..."
Ye Hao was attracted by those voices, and could not help but turn his head to look at it, because he was distracted and accidentally rolled down the stairs!
Before losing consciousness, I saw Shen Yan’s face full of nervous worry and ran over to him!