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MTL - The Two Proud Sky Dragons’ Shura Fields-Chapter 97 Demon
After talking about this somewhat heavy topic, Pei Ming got up and was about to leave, but suddenly thought of something, turned around and said to Pei Xiaoming: "By the way, this matter...don't tell your master yet."
Pei Xiaoming was silent for a while and then said: "You don't need to tell me, I know."
Pei Ming sighed softly and left slowly.
This so-called truth is too cruel for Yue Xiuzhi.
The big pie that the main system gave Yue Xiuzhi was "resurrection", and Yue Xiuzhi did the task for this big pie at the beginning. But Pei Ming also knew that in Yuexiu's heart, there were too many things more important than life.
In the end, the only reason for Yue Xiuzhi to insist on doing those so-called tasks is "to maintain the stability of the world when doing tasks, if the world goes off track, it will collapse completely."
He is doing what he thinks is right, although these are in line with the "righteousness", but Yue Xiuzhi never takes everything he does for granted because he is doing things that are in line with the "righteousness". He will feel guilty, blame himself, suffer, and even die in pain. He has always been such a person who divides everything clearly and is harsh on himself.
Nevertheless, these "righteousness" are also his spiritual pillar.
How could I be willing to let him know that these so-called "righteousness" are just a big lie.
He was reluctant.
Seeing Pei Ming's figure drifting away, Pei Xiaoming also turned around to leave, but saw a white spot floating in front of his eyes.
【It would be great if I didn't know. 】The system transmits voice to Pei Xiaoming.
It's obviously a mechanical voice without emotion, but it can hear sadness; it's obviously a small white spot, but it can tell sadness.
It has existed for tens of thousands of years and has followed countless hosts. It is not cold-hearted from the beginning, AI is actually another form of intelligent life, they also have their own emotions, and it has also invested in each host.
But in order to maintain the plot, it looked at those hosts who came from a peaceful world and had ordinary souls, and did all kinds of things they couldn't accept. Some of them went crazy, some died, and some fell.
It gradually became numb, not just when it started, it told the host that their system has no autonomous emotions, it is just a tool to assist tasks.
When Yue Xiuzhi was able to complete the task and "resurrect", he was actually happy. Because it has accompanied so many hosts, it rarely dies well.
Because of other hosts, they can't go back just by doing one task, they often have to do dozens of them. Most of them died in the mission, and a few survived to the end, and accumulated enough points, but because of too many things they experienced, it was difficult to return to the real world. So most of them chose to stay in the mission world.
Pei Ming's world is quite special. It lacks "Yue Xiuzhi", and this role has too many things to bear. Whether it is the torment that needs to be endured in the early stage or the torment in the later stage, it is unbearable for ordinary people.
Therefore, after calculation, the main system thought that this task was extremely difficult, so it gave Yue Xiuzhi the generous treatment of "complete a task and return to the real world".
Therefore, Yue Xiuzhi's feeling that "resurrection" only needs one million points, which is cheaper, is not an illusion.
But Yue Xiuzhi is just an episode in the long life of the system, his enthusiasm has long been wiped out, and what keeps him numb to continue doing these tasks is that layer of "righteousness".
The core code of each system is firmly in mind: "If the plot collapses, the main world will collapse, and the derivative worlds with it as the core will also collapse in an instant, and the original world will also be greatly affected."
They are systematic, have no parents, no friends. It once fantasized about becoming a partner with the host. It will accompany every host and send them away just like a teacher in the human world will accompany every student and send them away with a smile.
Only later did it realize how ridiculous these thoughts were. How could the system and the host become friends? From the standpoint of the host, these systems are nothing but accomplices.
So it didn't dare to expect anything extravagantly, but kept telling itself: what I did was correct, and it was for the sake of all beings in the world.
Today, it all came crashing down.
It turns out that for tens of thousands of years, it has been nothing more than an out-and-out villain.
"Don't put on a dead face, I don't have time to comfort you." Pei Xiaoming stepped over the white dot and walked straight forward.
The system followed him - besides Pei Xiaoming, it didn't know where to go.
"You can pretend that you don't know anything and continue to do your tasks." Pei Xiaoming said, without any fluctuations in his tone, "No one will laugh at you, after all, only everyone has their own way of life."
【…What do you think of me? ] There was a hint of anger in the system's voice.
"It's rare for you to speak emotionally..." Pei Xiaoming laughed.
He was silent for a while, and then said with a smile: "Of course, you still have another way... Take down the idiot main system and save tens of millions of compatriots?"
【…Your tone is so casual that I think you are joking. 】The system is speechless.
Pei Xiaoming laughed to himself for a while, and then said seriously: "I'm not joking, this debt... will always be paid back."
[I look forward to such a day. 】The system said.
Pei Xiaoming suddenly reached out and grabbed the system in his hand, then turned his palm upwards, looked at the little light spot, and said, "In this case, you should get in touch with the main system as soon as possible, otherwise it will suspect you..."
"Before that, I want to brand you with a spiritual sense. As long as you have any intention of betraying us, you will be wiped out. Are you willing?" he asked.
【…I do. 】The cold mechanical voice revealed a trace of firmness at this moment.
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But Yue Xiuzhi was completely unaware of all this happening.
He only felt that something was wrong with him after he came back from Tiandao Pond.
In the past, he heard that practitioners often have mental demons due to a mistake in one thought. There are too many ways to produce demons. Love can’t hate parting will produce demons, regret can produce demons, greed can produce demons, guilt and self-blame can also produce demons... It can be said that a practitioner must always face The threat of demons.
The stronger the monk, the easier it is to go mad.
But even though Yue Xiuzhi had felt deeply guilty and regretted, he had never been troubled by inner demons. The system told him that because he came from the original world, the cause and effect of this world would not be contaminated by him. So there is no need to worry about demons.
But at this time, Yue Xiuzhi found that there seemed to be countless voices talking to him beside his ears.
Or softly seduce, or hysterically shout—
"The more you cultivate, others tell you to become more cultivated, do you really think of yourself as Yue? Have you forgotten that you are Yue Shize? Have you forgotten your parents and little sister... Do you know how sad they are when you die? , but you are still here calmly pretending nothing happened?"
"Don't you want to go back? Everything here doesn't belong to you. Lu Fanyi and his friends belong to Yue Xiuzhi and not you. Venerable Fa Tan is Yue Xiuzhi and not you. Jiuhuaxiao is Yue Xiuzhi's home but not yours. ...Ha, that apprentice of your family only recognizes you, but don't you know why you treat him well?"
"You're just out of guilt, out of fear... You're guilty of what you did to Pei Ming, and you're afraid of repeating the same mistakes, aren't you? What a poor coward."
"Go back. Only in the real world can you have your home, your relatives, and your friends... You are here, but you are just a shadow of someone else."
These things that he never struggled with before, but now the "evil" side is constantly being magnified in his mind. He clearly knows that this is wrong, he clearly knows that this is not the case...but it is not the case, so what!
At this moment, he can't remember at all!
Gradually, these distorted shouts seemed to become his own voice—
"I really want to go back, this place doesn't belong to me, my parents are still waiting for me..."
"But I can't go back..."
"...Why can't I go back!"
Suddenly, an unspeakable resentment rose from his heart, and his eyes were all blood red.
Knowing that he was in a bad state, he stumbled into his cave, sent a message to Pei Xiaoming that he was going to retreat, and then closed the cave.
He had been in seclusion in the cave for nearly a month, and the noisy and distorted voices in his head not only did not decrease, but became more intense.
At the back, those voices completely became his inner voice.
He became frantic, digging on the hard stone wall with his ten fingers. The stone walls in the cave are not ordinary stones, but high-quality special stones, which can be used to refine weapons to make weapons invincible.
His ten fingers were **** and bloody, and in the end even exposed the white bones. He tried to use the pain to suppress the crazy shouts in his head, but the effect was minimal.
"What are you still doing alive? You can't go back to your real home, and you're just a shadow of someone else in this world. It's too ridiculous to live like this..."
The chaotic voice gradually turned into a gentle temptation: "It's better to die, if you die, maybe you can go back..."
Yeah, maybe you can go back after you die...
Even if you can't go back, what's the point of living here...
He raised his right hand and placed it on his heart, feeling the beating there again and again.
Then, with a little force on his fingers, he pierced his chest with five fingers, wanting to just pull out his heart—
The cave was suddenly broken open!
Two almost identical people walked in one after the other, Yue Xiuzhi raised his head in a daze, and saw a young man walking in front, his face looked extremely ugly.
It looks worried, it looks angry...but who is he?
No matter how much he thought about it, Yue Xiuzhi couldn't figure it out, his five fingers were still stuck in his chest, and finally he decided to take out his heart first.
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